A/N: Just to let you all know, EdwardsEternal has dubbed him Loveward in my story! SQUEEE that is so exciting that I have a "ward" now;)
This is the first of six updates today. Things kind of start to pick up...and things kind of shift...so watch for it in the next few chapters...
as always, I am so eternally grateful for Kitkat, Steph and EdwardsEternal...and all of you pimping me out on FB and blogs. THANK YOU SO MUCH!
I hate that I left work and felt so heartbroken over you.
I hate that you consumed my thoughts and I had no idea of it.
I hate that I live alone, that I have no one that notices me everyday.
I hate that I can feel your presence even when you are not around.
I hate that your touch remains a constant on my skin.
I hate that I want to feel the comfort of your arms.
I hate that I sit in this dark, drab library and all I want is to be with you.
I hate that my mind is playing tricks on me and I imagine you standing next to me.
Hides behind desk...are you all ready?
