Hey guys! So I had a little change of perspective for this chapter. I couldn't decide between Dan or Phil's POV, so I just made it third person. I hope you think it's okay. I wasn't sure how you guys would react to it being in third person, but it's all I could really think of. I actually kind of like it, so I hope you do too. Hopefully for this chapter, my friend will be able to edit. Shout out for her! Dramasaur on Twitter, ImaginativeDramasaur on FanFiction. Without further ado, here is chapter 11!

Third person POV

Rather than going to the couch as they always do, Phil led Dan to the bedroom they had shared before the fight. They both take a seat on the edge of the bed that they slept together in so many times before. They sit in silence for a moment as Dan waits for Phil to speak and Phil waits for Dan to speak. The silence they share is no longer comfortable as it used to be. It is now thick and depressing. It looms over them like a storm cloud that just won't go away. Finally, Dan speaks up.

"So what do you want to talk about?" He asked as if he didn't already know the answer.

"Us." Phil said, to put it simply.

"What about us?"

"You know what I'm talking about."

"Yeah we broke up. What about it?" Dan tried to make it sound like he didn't care, even though he was weeping on the inside.

"I just... I don't know. Can we talk about it?"

"Well I was waiting for you to start talking, but you won't."

"Okay." He finally started to talk to Dan about why he wanted to speak to him. "So you remember what I said last night, right? The thing that made you, you know, break up with me?" He said the last part quietly, still hurting to think about what happened.

"Yeah. And, honestly Phil, it really hurt."

"I know and I'm so sorry! I didn't mean it like that, I swear! It just came out wrong and then you wouldn't let me explain. Please let me explain now."

Dan couldn't look him in the eyes.

"Go on."

"Well, I got nervous enough as it was when you started talking about coming out. I got really scared because I wasn't ready. Then you started talking about a year from now, and it got me thinking what if we weren't together a year from now. But I didn't mean it the way I said it."

"Well how did you mean it, then?" Dan said, still somewhat angry.

"I was scared of- of losing you! I still am! Everyday, I think to myself that you're finally going to come to your senses and realize that I'm not good enough for you! Then you're going to leave me for someone better than me. I felt like if we told people, and then that happened, people would constantly remind me of what happened. I just love you so much, Dan. I don't want you to leave me! I don't want to loose you!" Phil started crying which made tears form in Dan's eyes, but he refused to let them spill. Dan put his arms around Phil and pulled him to his chest.

"Shh Phil. It's okay." Dan whispered, running his fingers through the other boy's dark hair. "You will never loose me."

"I already have. Don't you remember?"

"Listen, Phil." This got Phil to look back into Dan's eyes. "I'm really sorry, too. I was pushing you to do something that you weren't ready to do. Then I started shouting and getting angry, which made you shout and get angry. Then when you tried to explain, I wouldn't listen. I just wanted to get it out of the way. I didn't want you to not be ready. I didn't understand how scary it could seem. I'm so so so sorry, Phil! Please forgive me." This caused Phil to rest back into Dan's arms as Dan finally let the tears spill out from his beautiful brown eyes.

"I forgive you, Dan. Please don't cry. Do you forgive me too?"

"Of course I do."

"So... What does this mean? Are we back together or would it be better if we're just friends again?"

Dan pushed Phil up off of his chest and took both of his hands into his own. Dan looked Phil into the eyes.

"Philip, I still love you. I could hardly stand last night without you. I was so stupid to break up with you in the first place. It was all my fault and I'm sorry for doing it. I'm the biggest idiot in the world! I would be honored to be taken back by you, but only if you want to. I'd understand if you want to just stay friends. That would be okay, too. I just want you to know how much you mean to me no matter what. I just want you to be in my life. That's all that matters." Dan tightened his grasp on Phil's hands. Dan was scared of the answer he was waiting for Phil to give.

What if he just wanted to stay friends? Well at least he would still have him in his life. And he got to spend almost a month with the most amazing boyfriend ever. And Phil would always know that Dan loves him. He'd be okay with that. Finally, Phil speaks up.

"After all that's happened, I would have to be crazy to take you back." Phil dropped Dan's hands.

"Oh." That was all Dan could manage to say as he felt his heart dropped to his stomach.

"Lucky for you, I'm insane,"

And with that, Phil pulled Dan in for a kiss. This kiss was unlike any other. This one was filled with more emotion and passion than ever. It was filled with their love for the other, and it was all of the sorries they had to say, and all the forgiveness they had to give. They kept their lips together for many minutes, sharing the kiss of a lifetime. Phil was the one to break the kiss. Salty tears were still falling from his baby blue eyes. Dan noticed this and pulled him back into his arms, just before he started crying too. Through the tears, Phil was able to talk to Dan.

"Please never leave me again." He said, with a breaking voice. Dan kissed the top of his head.

"I promise I will never leave you again. I'll never even think about it, Phil. I love you so much."

"I love you too."

"And Phil?"

"What?"

"Never talk about yourself like that again. I never want you to think that you're not good enough or worthless. It hurts me when you say horrible things like that. You are the most perfect human being in the whole wide world and I don't know what I'd do without you. I'd never leave you for someone else. There's no one better than you Phil. No one I could even think about being with. Never think about yourself that way again. Never, do you hear me?" Phil sat back up and looked at Dan. Dan brushed away a tear form Phil's pale cheek.

"I'll never talk about myself that way again, Dan. I swear. I love you so much, Dan. More than myself, more than life, more than everything!" Phil's lips were caught by Dan's once more. It was a short kiss, but the powerful meaning was still there. Sparks still flew.

"I love you too. More than anything. I just want you to stay with me forever."

"I'll stay with you until the end of time."

They leaned in for one final kiss before they decided to lay down and just cuddle. The warm feeling of love was present in the hearts of both boys once again. Things were finally perfect again. After a while, Dan sat up and looked at the boy who was his boyfriend once again.

"Hey do you want to help me film a video for my channel?"

"But it's only Monday."

"I don't care. Today just seems like a good day."

"What kind of video did you have in mind?"

"AmazingDan 3."

"I'd love to."

Well this was probably my favorite chapter so far, even thought I've said it about like three other chapters. This one is seriously my favorite. So this was ONCE AGAIN not edited because Katelyn won't text me back. But it's okay. I'm fine with it. This turned out pretty well I think. Please leave a review! And if you haven't already, please favorite and follow. It would be awesome and it would motivate me to wrote more. My stomach hurts. That was unnecessary information. Well thanks for reading! See you on Monday! Bye!