JPOV

Edward and I walked side by side into Emmett's party. The music blared from the speakers echoing throughout the house, as crowds of people danced and drank, looking to be having a genuinely good time.

I scanned the area for Emmett as Edward looked around awkwardly before shouting over the music.

"I'm going to go get drunk, let me know when you're ready to go."

I frown slightly at his poor attitude but said nothing, knowing the only reason he came was to make me happy. I knew he and Emmett didn't get along, I just hoped maybe someday they would put their differences aside.

I watched as Edward made his way through the crowd completely unaware of all the girls that gawked at him with interest. I smiled at this as he kept his eyes in front of him heading over to the refreshments table.

It had been a week since Edward vowed to change for the better. Though he didn't do a totally one eighty, I had to admit he made some improvements, like holding my hand more when were we out in public and being more aware of my feelings rather than just his own.

"Hey sexy." Rosalie greeted giving me a kiss on the cheek.

"Hey yourself." I said looking her over, noticing she was wearing a very tight shirt, showing off her cleavage as well as a showing off her long legs in a mini skirt.

If I was straight I would have definitely been attractive to Rosalie. I guess it was a good thing I was gay. I snickered amused as I noticed all the guys eyeing Rosalie's body in awe.

"Where's Emmett?"

Rosalie rolled her eyes as she answered.

"You know Emmett, always has to entertain his guest."

I lightly nudge her shoulder.

"Yeah well, he better be careful, I see a lot of guys that would love to take his place." I said motioning to the room full of hungry eyes.

Rosalie looked uninterested as she took a sip of her drink.

"Please, no one can measure up to my man. Besides, I'll be the one he'll be entertaining later."

I cringed at the thought.

"Okay too much information."

She lightly laughed as we were soon joined by the host of the hour.

"What's so funny?" Emmett asked sneaking his hands around Rose's waist while sending death glares at all the guys that were staring at her, making them quickly retreat.

"Nothing Baby." Rosalie insisted, turning around to give him a quick peck on the lips before excusing herself to go to the ladies room.

Once Rosalie was gone from view Emmett's eyes landed back on me.

"So, is asshole here too or did you finally come to your senses?" He asked playfully.

Though he was trying to keep his voice light I could still hear the annoyance in it. I sighed not wanting to hear Emmett's banter.

"I came to have fun, not argue, but, yes, Edward is here."

Emmett scanned the crowds looking for him.

"Where? I don't see him. What is he doing, hitting on a girl in the corner somewhere?"

I glared at him not liking his sudden arrogance. Where was Rosalie when you needed her?

"Stop." I warned, before pointing Edward out of the crowd.

"He's over by the refreshments."

"Hmm, you're here and he's over there, is there something wrong with this picture?" Emmett questioned folding his hand into his chest.

I sighed irritated.

"What are you saying, that his over there because he doesn't want to be seen with me?"

Emmett shrugged nonchalant.

"You said it, not me."

Emmett was really starting to piss me off. I knew he was trying to help but there was also such a thing as pushing someone too far and saying too much.

"Please just drop it."

Emmett's cocky demeanor suddenly changed seeing my hurt face.

"I'm sorry Jazz, you know I don't mean to make you upset. I just think you should know Edward's true intentions before you fall too hard."

I shook my head in understanding.

"Thank you Emmett, but I can take care of myself and I'm well aware of Edward's intentions."

At that I headed over to the refreshments to join Edward. He perked up at my arrival.

"You ready to go?"

I stubbornly shook my head no, grabbing his drink from his hand gulping the alcohol down. Hissing at the burning feeling it left in my throat.

Edward eyed me strangely as I refilled the cup chugging more down.

"Do you want to talk about it?" He asked out of nowhere.

I shook my head no again. I was so sick of talking; all it ever got me lately was arguments and headaches.

I wanted to feel something other than pain. I wanted pleasure. Sip after sip I took, starting to feel the sweet buzz feeling wash over me. I went to take another swig when Edward stopped me grabbing the cup from my grasp.

"You had more than enough, anymore and you're going to wake up with a hangover tomorrow." He warned.

I took the cup back.

"I'll take my chances." I said taking yet another sip, wincing at my burning throat.

My hand went to my neck trying to rub the pain away.

"What Happen?" Edward asked trying to grab my attention, as he held onto my shoulders, making me face him.

I looked up at his concerned face unable to control myself, as I crashed my lips on his.

Edward and I never done more than hold my hand in public and there I was kissing him in a crowded room, having no clue how he would react but more importantly not really caring, thanks to the new found confidence I had from the alcohol.

Though taken back, Edward quickly responded kissing me as well. I moaned against his lips bringing him closer, not really caring what the scene looked like to everyone around us as we made out. My hands found their way into Edward's hair as his went to my waist pushing our bodies nearer.

I found myself yanking hard on Edward's hair as his hips started to grind into mine, causing a groan to escape his mouth. I gasp breaking the kiss as I felt Edward's hard on.

He gave me a questioning look as he asked through pants.

"Why did you stop?"

I just grinned wickedly grabbing his hand as I lead him around the crowds, ignoring the shocked stares as we headed upstairs.

As I lead Edward to an empty room, I noticed his confidence somewhat drop as he kept some distance between us, looking nervous. I smirked at this, he was so cute when he was vulnerable, which I barely ever got to see.

I slowly made me way over claiming his mouth; though he kissed back, his kiss wasn't as passionate as it was downstairs. I pulled away about to question him when he started to speak.

"Jasper, I don't think I'm ready for this." He said eyeing the bed nervously.

I snickered at his worry, lightly kissing his lips once more, before whispering in his ear.

"It's okay, I'll let you top." I announced hearing a gasp escape his lips.

I lightly licked his ear noticing his body stiffen on contact. I slightly frowned at this.

"Or not."

I slowly pulled away seeing the uncertainty on his face.

"It's okay Edward, we don't have to do anything if you're not ready, I understand." I said moving away giving him some space.

He sighed joining me on the bed.

"I want to do stuff, it's just I'm not ready for that part yet. I thought I was ready but suddenly the thought freaks me out. I'm not sure what to do and I'm not sure how to take control of that situation. You know, with a guy?"

"What is it with you and control? I asked realizing Edward always liked to be the one to lead our make out sessions.

He shrugged sadly looking down at his feet as he spoke.

"Without it I have nothing. I'm not interesting, I'm not an open person, there's nothing else to me."

I frowned at this, sad at the lack of confidence he had in himself.

"There is more to you than your control Edward."

He perked up at this finally looking at me as I continued.

"Your sweet, caring, a great friend and I love you, all of you, okay?" I asked sweetly caressing his cheek, hoping to cheer him up, and boost his hurt ego.

Edward just stared back when suddenly his lips crashed on mine. I moaned through the heated kiss, enjoying of the feeling of his soft lips a pond mine. I brought Edward closer wanting more, tasting the alcohol from earlier mixed with Edward's sweet taste.

A groaned escaped his mouth as he leaned into me causing me to collapse on the bed as he lay on top. His excitement pressed against mine causing me to break the kiss with a hiss. As we parted I noticed we were both breathing heavily. I looked up into Edward's lust filled eyes, smirking. He took this as I sign to continue, however, I stopped him pushing against his chest.

"Take it off." I said huskily, motioning to his shirt.

Edward gave me a questioning look but obeyed, slowly revealing his chest to me. I licked my lips in anticipation as his shirt was completely removed and placed to the side. I nodded down to his growing pants.

"Those too."

My commanding ways must have been affecting Edward for his hands immediately went to his pants without even a second thought. I watched in awe as he unbuckled his belt, pulling his zipper down slowly, careful not to let the material touch his straining dick as it slid down his legs.

I leaned in, careful not to touch his body afraid of my own willpower as I whispered his ear heavily.

"Boxers too."

I heard a groan leave his lips before I went back to my spot on the bed. Edward bit his lower lip nervously but did as told sliding his undergarments off, leaving him fully exposed to me, looking truly beautiful.

My eyes ate him up, scanning his body over, not missing one ounce of his form. Edward gulped starting to feel uncomfortable.

"What about you?" He said trying to hold his ground, gesturing to my fully clothed body.

I grinned at this, starting to undress for him as well, moving slowly from button to button on my shirt, noticing Edward's breathing pick up as I lost my top. I used the same teasing style towards my pants. Once I was left in my boxers I gestured Edward over. He frown slightly at my extra clothing but did as told scooting closer meeting my lips in a passionate kiss.

I groaned in the kiss when I felt Edward's hands tug on my boxers trying to free me of my last attire. I stopped him moving his hands away.

"Leave them."

He gave me a questing look but I gave him a reassuring kiss making all his doubt go.

"Turn around."

Shockingly he did as told. I scooted closer to his ass telling him to sit in my lap. Though I could see his body stiffen somewhat he did as told. A groaned left his mouth as he felt my excitement against him.

I let him calm down as I started to lay damp kisses against his back. A sigh left his mouth as he laid slump against my body. My hands traveled to his stomach, lightly grazing his skin, he shivered under my touch.

"Jasper." He moaned.

I loved his moan; I wanted to hear it again.

I roughly grabbed his hair bringing his neck to me, nibbling lightly. Edward sucked in his breath as a result. My lips worked on his neck as my hands started to tease his hard nipples. Edward gasp, jerking at the sensation, taken by surprise.

"Ahh, Jasper."

I grinned satisfied noticing the precum that covers the tip of his swollen dick, begging to be stroked. I felt my own shaft throb with need. Edward whimpered as I twisted and turned his nipples edging him on while I harshly licked his neck.

"Jasper, please." He pleaded grabbing a hold of the bed sheets on either side of him.

I slowly started to grind upward into his ass, letting Edward felt how hard I was through my boxers. He gasped, eagerly meeting my thrust, as he rocked his hips back and forth against my dick, trying desperately to get some kind of relief.

"Jasper." He whined through shallow breaths.

"If you don't fucking touch me, I'm going to."

I sighed at his impatient ways giving him what he wanted, grasping his hard shaft.

"Oh god." I he voiced on contact.

I smirked at this moving my hand with our thrust. Edward groaned harshly moving his hips more urgently.

"Uh, more." He moaned trying to meet the thrust of my hips as well as the stroke of my hand at the same time.

"More, Please." He urged.

I groaned at this stopping my actions all together as I told Edward to hover the bed. Edward quickly moved into position as I repositioned myself as well, meeting his hips with mine. Edward gasped at the different angle, moving his legs further apart so I could scoot even closer to him.

I began slamming against Edward ass, my dick teasing his opening with every thrust just barely touching where I knew his body ached to be touched.

"Jasper, uhh."

I watch as he clawed the bed, bringing his ass back to meet my covered dick.

The bed squeaked with every thrust. I could see the sweat rolled down Edward's back; hear his shaky breathing knowing he was close. When I knew he couldn't take anymore, my hand returned to his shaft, tugging on rhythm.

"Uh, yes, yes, yes, oh, god."

I felt his dick jerk in my hand before he cried out Cumming all over the bed sheets below us. I quicken my pace giving a couple more thrust before squeezing my eyes shut joining Edward in his bliss.

After catching his breath Edward grinned looking over at me.

"I take back what I said, guys are better than girls."

I snickered at this.

"You think so?"

"I know so."

A smile spread across my face as I leaned in giving Edward a heartfelt kiss.


Note:Please review, I worked hard on the sexual scene, not sure how it turned out, lol! ;)