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Santana POV

She told me sweet things and then she kissed me, why did she kiss me? I'm so stupid, I could be with her and I messed up everything instead. I don't know if I can see her every day. I have feelings for her and knowing that she has too, it kills me. She has feeling for me but she is still with Jane, she hates me. I take my phone and I call Rachel.

Brittany POV

I kissed her, I have a girlfriend, why am I so stupid? I messed up everything, I have feelings for her and I know that she has too and I kissed her. I have to stay away from her, I'm sit on the ground outside her room and I hear her talk with Rachel..

"Hi Rach.. I'm ok.. I'm not ok really.. It's Brittany..I'm happy that she's here, too happy about it, but anyway.. Yes I'm crying.. If you let me speak I can tell you.. She, she kissed me.. Yeah, we were talking and she was so sweet, she was saying that I will find someone, that who I will find is going to be lucky to have me. Then she told me that Puck was an idiot 'cause he let me go and she said something about that no one should let me go and then she kissed me.. No it's not wonderful... Why? Rachel you know that I really like her and you know that she has a girlfriend.. I don't know what I wanna do.. No Rach I can tell her.. 'Cause I lied to her and she forgave me, she came here to help me and everything. She is doing too much and I don't want to make her break up with Jane for me. She deserves the best, and I think Jane is.. I know it's weird that after what I've done I'm saying this mature things.. I know, but I told you, I really like her.. She can't stay here.. No she will still be the other mother. I just don't want her here in my house, it's really too much.. I don't know how can I tell her.. Rachel I want her here more than anything, but not if .. I will think about it.. Bye"

She was right, I can't stay here. I go to the kitchen and I drink a glass of water then I return in her room, she is laying on her side, I lay down next to her, my front against her back.

"I'm sorry" I say.

"Why are you sorry?"

"I don't know exactly, but I feel sorry"

"Ok" she says.

"I'm going to stay at my house.. After what I've done it's better this way.. So you don't have to see me every moment" I can feel her sobbing against my body "I'll call you later, ok?"

"Ok" I stay there one more minute and then I leave her.

Rachel POV

My phone rings, it's Santana again, we talked before , oh it's a text thank god.

Santana: she left.

Brittany left? Those girl are so stupid! Santana wants her and Brittany wants Santana. Jane needs to disappear! Santana is driving me crazy with all this story and in the last month she was so happy only 'cause Brittany was there. I'm going to do it again! I left my apartment and I go to Brittany's house and I knock at the door.

"I'm not here for anybody" she shouts.

"It's Rachel"

"I'm not going to open the door" I have to do it.

"Santana has some problem" I hear some noise and then she opens the door.

"What? Where is she?"

"Oh she is at home, in her bed I think" I come in and she looks at me.

"You were lying"

"Yes, but you opened the door so"

"What's up Rachel?" She asks.

"Why are you two so stupid?"

"What are you talking about ?"

"Come on Brittany, you and Santana, you want each other so much"

"I have a girlfriend " she says.

"I know and I think that who has a girlfriend don't kiss somebody else that isn't her girlfriend, what do you think?.. Yeah, I know Jane is a good girl, but is she the girl that you want? If she is I'm going to leave you alone, but if you want Santana, if you really want her like she wants you, please go and take her 'cause she needs you"

"Why are you so sure?"

"You know that she wants you Brittany, I'm sure 'cause I know Santana since forever, she isn't a cheater, she hates to cheat, but she cheated on Puck with you and it means that she wanted you really much. I saw Santana before you knew about the baby and she felt bad 'cause she wanted you, you make her happy. I can see her really smile when she is with you.. Think about it"


Brittany POV

Four weeks pass, I called Santana twice a day every day and I saw her like five times. What Rachel told me that day comes out in my head every day. Now I'm in my bed with Jane, she's sleeping, our relationship isn't so good lately, we fight often and she is still mad about my parents' thing. She asks me often if I love her, but I'm not ready to tell her I love you, I don't love her yet, she's pressuring me. She told me that Santana works often at home and she is suspicious about it. I went away from her and she doesn't want to work in her office. When I think about Santana it's like in a movie. I can hear music on the background while I see our moments together, then when the music ends and I should run toward the car and go to her house, take her and kiss her passionately and tell her that I love her. It's not right for Jane and I know, but it's not right for me too. I go in the kitchen and I call Santana.

"Hey Britt" she says.

"Hi, how are you?"

"I'm good you?"

"Good, I wanted to ask you a thing"

"Ok I'm listening"

"If I would want to come back, if I would want to be the lucky one to not let you go, would you take me?"

"I.. There is Jane" she says.

"Don't think about her, there are only me and you"

".. Yes"

"Ok.. wait for me"

"I-I will" she says and I hang up. I go back to the bedroom, Jane is waking up, I need to talk to her.

"Hey why were you up?" She asks.

"I called Santana"

"Something's wrong? You have a strange face"

"She's good"

"I'm not talking about her Britt" she says.

"I think that we need to talk"

"About what?"

"We are not so good lately"

"And did you think why was that?" She asks.

"What does that mean?"

"Oh I don't know, you pass more time speaking with Santana than me"

"She's pregnant with my child"

"Oh come on Brittany we all know that is not only 'cause of the baby"

"Jane I .."

"I don't even know why I didn't break up with you, or why you didn't break up with me, since you want another girl.. Do you think that I didn't hear you talk with her? You are always so happy when you talk to her, or when you are with her, I don't wanna say anything about the fact that you let her meet your parents"

"Jane it's hard for me" I say.

"Hard? What is so hard for you?"

"You are a sweet girl, you didn't deserve this"

"No I don't Britt, but I tried to make it work"

"I can't anymore"

"What does this mean?" She asks and my phone starts to ring "don't answer, we are talking"

"It could be Santana"

"It's always Santana" she says angry, I take the phone and Jane starts to get dressed.

"San?" Are you ok?"

"It's Rachel, she's having stomach pain, I'm taking her to the hospital, can you come there?"

"I'm on my way"

"Britt?" Rachel says.

"Yeah?"

"She needs you"

"I know, me too" I hang up and I start to get dressed quickly "I need to go"

"You want to go" Jane says.

"You know what? Yes I want to go, she needs me and .. I need her" she looks at me sadly, she knows that with those words our story ended.

"It was nice to meet you Brittany"

"You too Jane"

I left her in my apartment, I have to run. Once in my car, I join the hospital really fast. I enter and I go to the hall.

"Hi, I'm looking for Santana Lopez, she is her for stomach pain, she is pregnant" I say.

"She is on the second floor, room 31F" the woman says.

"Thank you" and I start to run, I see some people looking at me. They never saw someone run here? Second floor.. 30 A.. 30P.. 31A.. 31F.. I enter the room no one is in there. No it can't happen, she can't be so bad or she can't give birth now.

"Britt" Rachel calls me.

"Rachel! Where is she?"

"Come here she is here" I run to the room where she is and I see Santana laying on the bed.

"Hey" I go to her and I take her hand and with the other I caress her hair "What's wrong?"

"My tummy hurts" she says.

"Where is the doctor? "

"He should arrive soon" Rachel says.

"Can you go get him again?" I say.

"Yes" she leaves us.

"San you are going to be ok, ok?" I say.

"I'm scared, what if something is wrong with the baby?"

"The baby is perfectly fine"

"How do you know?" She asks.

"I just know, don't worry, the doctor is almost here"

"He's here" Rachel enters with the doctor.

"Hi ladies, what's the problem?" He asks.

"She has stomach pain" I say.

"Ok, I'm going to take a look" and he starts touch and scan her tummy "I think she is in labor"

"What? But it's too soon, there are still three weeks left" Santana says.

"San calm down" I says.

"I know but the baby is ok, you don't have to worry, we can easily make you give birth, but we have to do it now" he says.

"O-ok" she is crying.

"San we are going to be there" I say.

"Only one person can come with us" the doctor says and I look at Rachel.

"You can go with her, I'm going to call your parents" she says.

"Thank you Rachel" Santana says.

"Ok girls you have to get ready come with me" the doctor says.

"Hey Rachel this is my phone, can you call my mom?" I ask.

"Yes, now hurry up"

Santana POV

I'm so fucking scared, the baby has to be ok. I'm in a room full of doctor and I'm so upset. Brittany is trying to calm me down, but I can't calm down right now.

"Ok Santana, are you ready?" The doctor asks.

"No I'm not" I say crying.

"San you are ready, you are strong San, you can do it, you heard the doctor, he said the baby is ok, you don't have to worry" She says to me, she sits behind me and I lay my back on her front and we intertwine our fingers."

"Ok Santana you have to push" he says.

"Fuck" it fucking hurt, I don't know how Brittany could hold my hands right now, I'm hurting her I know.

"Good San, you are doing good" Brittany says.

"Yes Santana you are doing really good" the doctor says.

They made me push for like 40 minutes, I'm tired and I'm scared 'cause the baby isn't moving so much, what if is it all my fault? I start to panic. I scream at every push, I'm not going to get pregnant ever again.. not soon anyway! I can't feel anything from my breast to my toes, but it hurts!

"Santana you have to calm down, the baby is coming out, but you have to relax" the nurse says.

"I can't relax, what if I did something wrong?" I say.

"San you didn't do anything wrong" Brittany says.

"Santana relax" the doctor says "you are not relaxing"

"Fuck you" I say.

"San?..San look at me" Brittany says and I turn my head and I see her "San you can do it, you can calm down"

"Not Britt I can't, it shouldn't happen now" I say.

"San look at me" we look at each other and then she kisses me, we kiss and I can feel myself calm down. Her hand is caressing my neck and the other one is still intertwined with mine. We kiss until we hear cry and we break the kiss to see our baby "you made it San"

"WE made it Britt"

"Girls good job, I'm sorry to tell you that you can't see the baby now, when giving birth before the due we have to check him really closely" the doctor says.

"Ok, but is everything ok?" I ask.

"Yes, there's no reason to worry, but we have to do it"

"Ok, thank you" Brittany says.

"Now you have to wait outside, Santana will join you in a minute" the doctor says.

"Ok" she says and she kisses my forehead.

I'm in my room now, why is no one here? I feel a little tired, well I could sleep for one day! But my baby is born I can't wait to see him.

"Hey San can I come in?" Brittany asks.

"Yes come here" she sits in the bed next to me.

"How do you feel?"

"Tired and a little hurt" I say.

"I can only imagine, anyway I asked the others to stay out a bit, I want to tell you something, is it ok?"

"Yes, what's up?"

"Do you remember when I told you that everyone would be lucky to have you? I want to be that one, I want to be lucky enough to tell everybody that you are my girlfriend, I want to be the one who can make you feel better when you are down"

"Britt I really would love, but you have a gir.. Jane" I say.

"We broke up, 'cause I want to be with you, I wanted to be with you since the day I met you"

"Really?"

"Yes, do you want me?" And then I lost it, I kiss her, I kiss her so passionately, she makes me feel like I'm in heaven "you should rest not kiss me"

"Are you serious? I waited for I don't know how long and you want me to stop?!" I say.

"No I was just kidding!" And she kisses me, her hand caresses my cheek, her tongue enters my mouth and fuck I want to kiss her forever, I'm not tired anymore "San you have to rest ok?"

"Ok, can I see who is here?"

"Yes I will let them in" she says and the others enter.

"Oh honey you made it, I'm so happy" Rachel says and she kisses my forehead.

"Hi Santana" Julia says," how do you feel?" And she hugs me.

"A little tired but I'm ok" I say.

"You are mothers now" Jeremy says.

"And you're grand-parents!" I say and Brittany laughs.

"You are all so old!" Nicole says.

"Nicole we aren't old and you will join us very soon" Brittany says to her.

"Where are my parents?" I ask.

"They took the first plane" Rachel says.

"Ok thank you, can I sleep a little?"

"Of course" Brittany says "guys I'm going to stay, I'll call you if you need anything" her parents say bye and they left.

"Ok Brittany, call me if you need anything or when we can see the baby" Rachel says.

"I will, bye"

"Bye Brittany, bye honey"

"Bye Rach" and she left.

"You have to sleep, you must be so tired"

"I am"

"Come on San, I'm here you can sleep" she kisses my cheek and I immediately fall asleep.

Brittany POV

I've never been so happy, look at her, she is so beautiful, even when she sleeps she is wonderful and what about our child? Our child is going to be so amazing, it's a torture we can't see him, Santana did a great job, I was so scared about it. I don't think that I could ever give a birth, it was terrifying, she was like Hulk, my hand still hurts! I fell asleep and when I woke up Santana was still sleeping. I stand up and I stretch my back. I don't know what to do, I move Santana's hair from her face and I watch her sleep. After awhile her parents arrive.

"San honey are you ok?" Meryl says entering the room and I stand up immediately.

"She's still sleeping, but she's ok" I say.

"Good and the baby?"Carlo asks.

"The doctors are checking on him, but it's all ok"

"We are so sorry that we weren't here" he says.

"It shouldn't have happened today, you have nothing to worry about" I say.

"Why is she still sleeping?" Meryl asks.

"She is tired, it was really .. I don't know how to describe!" I say and they laugh.

"I can understand" Carlo says.

"Can you stay here with her? I wanna go to talk with the doctor, I want to know about the baby" I say.

"Of course Brittany" Meryl says and I go to the doctor.

"Morning, how may I help you" he asks me.

"Hi, I want to know about the baby"

"Come with me" we go in a room with some incubator "this is your baby" he says.

"Oh god" I say.

"It's a boy"

"Oh my god he's so beautiful" I look at him, he's so small, so innocent, so mine and hers, he's sleeping, he doesn't have much hair, but they are like light brown. I'm so happy, I'm crying for happiness " when can we take him?"

"If you want you can take him right now" he says to me.

"Is he ok?"

"He's perfectly fine"

"Ok, I wanna take him, can I bring him to Santana?" I ask and he nods. I slowly take him, I'm so scared to hurt him, but it's wonderful, he slowly opens his eyes and only god knows how we have done something so perfect, he has those amazing eyes, they are blue with something dark. They are not like mine, but not like Santana's either, they are blue but with some speckle dark, there are a bit like Santana's and a bit like mine "Hi baby boy, I'm your mother and I'm so happy to see you and now you are going to meet your other mom, she's a little weird, but she is an amazing girl, you are going to love her" I enter the room and Santana is awake, she is talking to Meryl, they didn't notice me at the door "See that girl? She is your mother" Santana sees us and she starts to cry.

"Oh god" Meryl says.

"Ok Ethan they are your grandparents, but before them you have to say hi to your mom, she was waiting for you" I say and I sit next to Santana in her bed "are you ready to take him?"

"Yes, he's so beautiful" She takes him from my arms, they are so beautiful together "did you see his eyes?"

"Yes they are amazing, something of yours and mine, he's perfect" I say.

"How did you call him before?" Carlo asks.

"Ethan, we chose that name together, do you like it?" Santana says.

"We like it honey" Meryl says.

"Oh I have to call my parents and Rachel" I leaves the room.

Santana POV

When Brittany arrived with the baby I couldn't breathe. My baby, our baby, we are mothers and he is wonderful. I get lost in his eyes, just like I get lost in Brittany's. He is here, I can't believe that nine months passed. My parents are here, Brittany is here and her parents are going to be here and Rachel too. What can I say? Maybe I found my happiness, it's too soon to tell it. I have to talk with Brittany and the baby is here. When are we going to find the time to talk? Right now I can't really think, I have him in my arms and I haven't ever felt so good in my life. Rachel arrives and Brittany parents too. We stay together until the doctor arrived and told us that I'm ready to leave and the baby too. I only have to rest for awhile, but Brittany already told me that she is going to stay at my house so I don't have to do anything!

We go all together at my house, we speak about nothing. I'm sitting on the couch with Ethan in my arms, Brittany is next to me, Rachel is taking photo, I really want to kill her! Brittany parents leave 'cause they have to take some relative to the airport, I don't know. Rachel is making dinner with my parents, so now Brittany, Ethan and I are alone.

"he's like magical" she says.

"he looks like you"

"and like you too, that's because he's so special"

"don't say things like that!" I say.

"why?"

"'cause I could kiss you"

"oh you can, we have to talk, but you can kiss me" she says and slowly she kisses me.

When Ethan was ready to sleep we all eat, like a big family and I feel so comfortable and it's so much to say since my parents are here! Anyway I'm tired and we all go to sleep, Brittany is laying next to me and I feel safe. I fell asleep, but I know that this moment isn't going to last. After like three hours, the baby starts to cry and I open my eyes!


I wanna specify that she was around 8 month pregnant, 33 weeks, the baby is premature.