Bleeding hearts are never cured

Hey guys I'm back and as usual you all are terrific with reviewing, so thanks very much. Okay so I'm thinking about rewriting 'confused' because I never really like how I ended that so I want to make sure it's more up to my liking. So give me your thoughts on that. I'm sorry for not updating in a while, school and life has been hectic but I'm back now. So enjoy.

Opps…almost forgot the disclaimer…I don't own vampire diaries, remember that!

Chapter 11

Bonnie was sleeping peacefully in her straw bed; her dreams were a mass of colours and swirls. She rested on her side with one hand in her hair and one on the mattress. She sighed contently and shifted her weight slightly.

Suddenly a yell shook her out of her slumber, "Bonnie! Get up! Church is in twenty minutes!"

Bonnie jolted up, she realized that today was Sunday. Every Sunday she and Emily would head down to the African church with the rest of the Salvatore's servants to pray. Now neither Bonnie nor Emily were Catholic in any sort of way but they had to keep up appearances.

The mocha skinned witch jumped out of bed and scurried around her tiny bedroom grabbing her Sunday best. In the end she was able to pull on her navy blue Sunday dress with a white bonnet tied around her head but she had a few chocolate brown curls the had fallen loose.

She raced out of her bedroom and right out the front door. Emily was waiting for her outside with her hands on her hips and a frown on her face that made her look years older than she actually was. Bonnie stopped a few inches away from her and put on her most charming smile.

Emily however was not impressed, "Bonnie everyone is already gone, was your beauty sleep worth it?"

Bonnie blushed in embarrassment, "Sorry Emily I didn't mean to."

Her cousin's eyes soften a little, "That's fine let's just get going."

The two witches jogged down the trail together towards the church. The African church was in the woods and was not very elaborate but it was solum and peaceful, just perfect in Bonnie's opinion.

They hopped up the steps and through the big wooden doors, the service had not started yet all of Mystical falls African American population were already seated awaiting it to begin. Emily immediately spotted her husband, Christopher and sat down next to him. Bonnie on the other hand was not so lucky the church was packed and all the benches were practically full. She had to squeeze between an old man with wooden teeth and a chubby woman who wore a purple dress that made her look like an eggplant.

She sighed deeply as the Revenant entered near the makeshift altar (an old crate); he had deep brown eyes that looked very charismatic. He threw up his hands and began the service.

Bonnie mechanically followed along throughout the sermon, kneeling, praying, and singing hymns that she really didn't know the word to. During one hymn she stopped singing for a second and looked around the church, she stopped Emily and Christopher standing close together, singing along. She noticed how sweet and in love they were together, her cousin seemed so happy. She didn't doubt that when Emily decided to tell Christopher about her being a witch that he would not think any different of her and they would be able to live happily ever after.

At that thought Bonnie felt her heart constrict because she doubted that she and Damon could ever live happily ever after in a million years. She hated having to keep their relationship a secret and she hated even more having to lie to him as well. She knew that they could never get married and have children without society thinking that they were freaks of nature. Plus their love would wreck Damon's relationship with his father and even his world, he was human and she was supernatural, he would be lost in her world.

She knew that she would have to let him go soon but her heart wanted to cry every time she thought of doing that. She loved everything about him, the way he laughed, his loving eyes, and his protectiveness over all the people he loved. She couldn't image how boring her life would be without him.

She was so in tune with her thoughts that she didn't even notice that the service had ended and now people were starting to leave the shabby little church. Bonnie was able to snap out of her reverence quick enough to follow her row out of the church. She found her cousin and her husband standing together by the edge of the road.

Christopher has his arms wrapped around Emily and nuzzled his nose against hers. Emily was giggling and pretended not to like it.

Bonnie shook her head softly and smiled lightly as she headed towards them, "So how are you two love birds?"

The two broke apart reluctantly moved away from each other and faced Bonnie. Christopher smiled hugely at her.

"Hey kid, how've you been?" He asked.

Bonnie shrugged casually, "You know working, serving, the basics."

Chris nodded his head in agreement, "I know how that is like," he pulled out a pocket watch from his vest and looked at it, his eyes bulged, "speaking of work, I have to go."

He kissed Emily on the cheek and nodded his head in goodbye to Bonnie before he took off down the road.

Emily turned to Bonnie her cheeks slightly red, "Hey, are you ready to go?"

Bonnie nodded her head and the duo made their way back to the Salvatore mansion. Bonnie's heart was heavy because she was still thinking about hers and Damon's future together.

She turned to look at Emily who was humming happily to herself, "Em? Do you ever think about the future?"

Her cousin looked back at her puzzled, "What do you mean?"

"I mean do you ever think about what will happen if you tell Christopher that you are a-know you- and what do you think his reaction will be?"

"Oh," Emily blushed, "I do think of that sometimes but I know he'll love me no matter what."

Bonnie furrowed her brow confused, "How can you be sure?"

Emily smiled softly, "I'm sure he'll be… surprised to say the least but I know that no matter what or who I am he'll love me."

Bonnie was still confused, the older witch noticed this and said, "It's a grown up thing." She smiled.

Bonnie let out a snort before she rolled her eyes.

They finally reached the Salvatore mansion together and Emily smirked slightly at her cousin, "Now no more talk of romance and off to work we go."

"Oh wonderful…" Bonnie replied with a slight smile back to her.

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Bonnie walked through the hallways of the mansion carrying clean linens. She trotted happily her work boots clicking against the wood paneling of the floor as she did so. She pasted by a dark corner, a hand shot out and grabbed her by elbow pulling into the darkness.

Bonnie dropped the linen and was about to let out a terrified yelp but a hand covered her mouth, muffling it. She immediately bit down hard on the palm.

She heard muffled curses come from somewhere in the darkness, "Jesus Bon, you're lucky that you are so beautiful."

The young witch immediately recognized the silky voice and relaxed then her anger flared up, "Damon! You ignoramus, you nearly scared me to death!"

Damon's handsome face came into view and his devious smile was plastered to his mouth, "How else was I supposed to get you alone?"

She huffed softly, "You could have just asked."

His grin widen, "I could have but where would be the fun in that?"

Bonnie rolled her eyes and Damon pulled her chin upwards and pressed his lips to hers. The witch sighed contently against his mouth and wrapped her arms around his neck deepening their kiss.

Damon reluctantly pulled away from her and rested his forehead against hers, "I want you to come to my room tonight."

"Huh?" Bonnie muttered intelligently.

"I want you to meet me in my room tonight, I have to you something." He repeated.

"Can't you tell me now?" She asked.

He shook his head swiftly, "No. It would wreck the surprise. I want the timing to be perfect. Will you meet me?"

Bonnie nodded her head vigorously, her heart hammering in her chest.

Damon smiled at her angelically, "That is wonderful sneak in my room at nine o'clock. I promise I'll be alone."

He gently kissed her lips softly and they parted.

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Bonnie sat on her bed tying up her boots, she was nervous about meeting Damon in a few minutes. Not only was she meeting him alone in his bedroom late at night but she also decided to tell him that she was a witch.

She made her decision that evening, she decided that she was going to risk her heart and even her life but Damon had the right to know who she was before they went any farther. She made sure that her hair and dress was perfect several times before she walked out the door.

She secretly made her way up the trail that led to the mansion, but when she got there the entire place was in an uproar with policemen and people everywhere.

Bonnie stopped in track in horror. There was all of Mystic Falls police force there including Sheriff Forbes who was talking to a very angry looking Giuseppe Salvatore. Bonnie spotted Stefan sitting alone on the marble steps with a blanket around his shoulders, his face was ridiculously pale.

She walked up to him carefully not to draw attention, "Stefan, are you alright?"

His head snapped up at the sound of her voice, "Bonnie, what are you doing here?"

She ignored his question and asked, "What is going on? And where is Damon?"

Stefan's face paled even more, "He's missing, Bon."

She felt her heart stop all together, "What?" She breathed.

Stefan reached into his pocket and fished out crippled piece of paper and handed it to Bonnie, "Here, don't let the police see it."

Bonnie unwrapped the paper, there was writing on it with red ink. She read it:

I told you that you would regret starting this with me you little Bitch.

-Kat

Bonnie looked up from the paper with her hands trembling,

"Katherine." She muttered.

Duh duh duh… Cliffhanger! Oh no, Katherine has Damon! Is Bonnie going to rescue him? Will he ever find out she's a witch? Find out next time!

A/N: Can you believe this week's episode? Poor Bonnie! She just gets her mother back then Damon turns her into a vampire! Poor thing, she always so loyal to saving everyone and they always stab her in the back, it's awful! Anyway please R&R.