Leah's point of View

I heard everyone leave the house as I finally stopped crying. Paul came in my room looking worried and pissed.

"Leah what is wrong?" He asked worried.

"Nothing." I lied smiling weakly. My heart rate increased.

"What's wrong?" He asked again persistently.

"There is nothing fucking wrong!" I yelled stamping my foot like a spoiled child.

"Don't give me that bullshit Leah! You are lucky Seth believed you! You lied to him and me! That's fucking shit Lee! Just because I didn't say something before doesn't mean I'm stupid!" He yelled gritting his teeth.

"Shut up Paul! It is none of your business!" I yelled back.

"You're my imprint! Your health and state of mind is my business! I don't want you to hurt yourself!" He spat.

"Now who's full of bullshit! Can you try to be original? Imprint! Imprint! Imprint! Imprint! Well I'm sick of it fucking up my life! It fucked it up with Sam and now it gave me you! It can go to hell!" I screeched.

"We all fucking get it hurt you the first time! God we all know you're still in love with Sam! Do you know how that fucking makes me feel! If you have such a problem with the imprint why don't you just cry and whine about it! You can be the packs bitter bitch again!" He yelled frustrated!

"I do not love Sam! I hate him! Just like I hate you and all the imprints! I hate all of you!" I yelled back.

"That's right Leah blame all of us for your problems! Blame all of us! Fuck me! Fuck Sam and the pack! Fuck the imprints! Fuck the spirits! Hell lets fucking blame Seth too! Fuck Seth!" He yelled shaking hard.

"Don't you fucking dare bring Seth into this! You don't know anything about my relationship with him! You know nothing about us or my family!" I shrieked jumping up.

"I know he has been nothing but nice to you even though you are a bitter bitch! All these years the kid has stood up for you and you don't fucking care! You don't realize how much he's grown up! You treat him like shit! You fucking lied to him two minutes ago! Great trust!" Paul yelled hitting a weak spot in me. That was fucking low.

"Shut up about Seth! I hate you!" I yelled.

"Then fucking tell us what's wrong!" He yelled back.

"No I hate you! I don't want you near me! I fucking hate you!" I howled. I felt tears streaming down my face. Paul's face softened for a split second!

"I fucking get it! You hate me! Congratulations you aren't the first one! I can live with you hating me but I can't live without you!" Paul said softening up a bit.

"Only because of the stupid imprint! It has us fucking brain washed! We would never have gotten together if it hadn't been for imprinting! We don't belong together! You only want to be with me because of the imprint! You wouldn't care so much if I wasn't your imprint!" I screamed.

"Did you fucking forget I jumped off a cliff to save your fucking life! Yeah that was before I imprinted! Remember when I asked what you wanted to do with the imprint? We were friends for the longest time! We had so much fun! We would actually talk to each other. Everything was fucking simple!" Paul roared.

"It was only good when I had my legs spread open for you. That's the only time you had 'fun' with me!" I shouted.

"Are you fucking kidding me! Sex isn't the only reason I'm with you Leah! I love you for you! I didn't take advantage of you! It takes two people to make love! Don't throw that in my face! I love you because everything is light and simple with us." He yelled throwing his hands up in the air from frustration.

"It was simple because I was on heavy medicine and was numb the whole time. I felt nothing! I feel nothing for you! I just wanted people to think I was better! I never had fun with you!" I lied heavily.

"That's bullshit and you know it! We had fun! I told you stuff that I have never told anyone! We opened up to each other! You pushed down the wall you put up!" Paul spat.

"That's such bullshit! 'Pushed down the wall'! What therapy shit! Just because we had fun doesn't mean I want this imprint! It doesn't mean that it made me happy! Just because I told your personal stuff doesn't make us mates for life. Just because you told me about your daddy and mommy issues doesn't mean we are in love!" I cried.

"How fucking low Leah! Bring up that shit! Throw that in my face!" Paul roared shaking hard.

"What are you going to do about it Paul! Are you going to hit me? Are you going to throw a tantrum because your mother didn't care about you! Because your daddy hit you? Your own mom let him, that's how worthless you are!" I screamed instantly regretting those words. I hit the ultimate low.

Paul stopped shaking and froze. His face contorted with pain. I felt the hurt through the bond.

"All I wanted to do was make you happy. All I wanted to do was be with you. All I wanted to do was protect you and keep you safe. I failed you. This is my fault." He whispered.

It was the most vulnerable I have ever seen him. I wanted to throw up.

"This isn't working, I'm a lost cause Paul. You deserve more, you deserve better." I whispered back.

"What are you saying Leah?" Paul sighed.

"I'm breaking up with you. This imprint bond is broken." I cried heavily. Paul didn't fight it, he just simply nodded.

"If that's what you want Leah." He said walking out of my house. I threw myself on the bed and cried my heart out. I have never cried this hard; even when Sam broke up with me or when dad passed. I cried openly not caring who heard. I was officially worse.

I felt someone wrap their arms around me. I looked and saw Seth. He just held me as I sobbed.

"How did you know what happened?" I sobbed.

"Paul called me. He told me to come over and take care of you. He never left your porch Lee until I came." Seth answered quietly.

"Why? He should hate me, I said awful things." I choked guilt seeped into my heart.

"He could never hate you. He will always love you Lee. We all love you." Seth said hugging me. I sobbed for hours until sleep won. I was beginning to relapse and I just sent the guy I loved out the door.