A/N – You miss me? I'm back! Here's the lovely Edward:
EPOV
This girl was going to be the death of me. I can not get her beautiful face out of my mind. Yet, I had only known her a few days she was all my mind can think about and I had a lot of her on my mind. She was so painfully trying to ask for my help but refused to accept it when I offered it to her. She needed my help that was obvious. I didn't know what was going on with her, but she look so scared and so tired. I so desperately want to help her, but she was just so darn stubborn. Alice couldn't see her either, something about it being 'Smokey' and 'Fogged Up' like someone didn't want her to see Bella's future. It's so ironic that when I want to know what someone was thinking I'm not aloud. God must really be punishing me. But, that's what draws me closer to her, beside her beauty and problems, she was like a mystery and I was Sherlock Holmes but even he can't define Bella.
The others didn't feel the need to help her out like I did, with the slight exception of Alice, maybe. She cared about Bella and her siblings, Ellie and Tommy. I had seen them in Alice's mind that time she ran into her at the mall. Ellie didn't look a lot like her but you could see that she had the same smile and face-shape whereas Tommy looked a lot like Bella but different facial features. And from what I had seen, Bella loved them both like they were her own. Which is rather odd for a normal seventeen year old, but then again Bella isn't the usual normal you would find in the odd town of Forks.
"Earth to Edward? Geez bro, what's on your mind?" Emmett laughed, ruffling my hair, making my glance at him, annoyed. I looked around the rest of the car and notice all of them were looking at me funnily, except Alice, who was grinning.
"What? I just got a lot on my mind," I grumbled, hoping to close the conversation. I didn't want to get embarrassed, like I know will happen if they find out who I am thinking of, not that I regret it.
"Bella…" Alice thought, grinning a little bit wider. I growled quietly at this, why does she care? Well, that was a tad bit rude. Alice was one of the more kind people in the family, probably more so than me…
I was looking into this too much, maybe I should ask Bella when we get to school…
We pulled into our usual spot and the rest got out of the car reluctantly, whilst I looked around for that familiar scent which held my infatuation.
But, she wasn't there. She was usually here by the time we got to school. She was meant to be leaning on her truck reading a classic. Why wasn't she here? She seemed fine yesterday, a little quite and scared as always but nothing unusual…so why isn't she here?
"Edward, are you coming?" Rosalie muttered holding the car keys impatiently.
"Uh…yeah," I mumbled, confused.
Maybe, she's just late…
The bell rang, signalling that classes were starting and that I was late. I looked around and saw that no one was there, so I ran at vampire speed to my classroom and slowly eased in, just as the bell was finishing. The teacher glared at me for a second, sighed, and then turned to the board. I chuckled under my breath. The teacher began his lesson on the Stone Age or something I had already got my degree in. I didn't need to listen.
So I just looked out the window wondering if Bella had arrived yet and if she had arrived safely. I hate the fact that she lets the others take advantage of her. She didn't deserve it.
In fact, I hated many things that revolve around her. I hate the fact that she is always covered in bruises. I hate the fact they call her 'Ugly' when she is so painfully beautiful. I hate the fact she always looks so tired and worn out. I hate the fact she's scared when people try and talk to her. I hate the fact she is picked on because she's smart.
But, most of all, I really hate that she won't let me help her.
She practically screams for help. Literally. I can see it in her eyes, the pleading, the desperateness. And, I don't even think it's for her. Alice told me that she had a little Brother and Sister. Alice sees that Bella would do anything to get them free. That's the only future were getting from Bella at the moment, because she won't make her mind up about something, we just don't know what.
I wish I could help her.
By the time lunch rolled around, I was getting anxious. I had yet to see her around school or catch her scent. I hadn't seen her face in my minds or heard someone call her. Or any talk of in fact. But, maybe she was unwell and didn't come until lunch, she had done that before.
Through the whole lunch I sat at the edge of my seat, looking at the door, waiting for her to come. I ignored my families' conversations and the thoughts of everyone else and just focused on the door. She had to come. She always comes.
The shrilling bell made me blink unconsciously. She didn't come. But…she always made an appearance.
"Edward, are you coming?" Alice asked quietly, glancing round the empty cafeteria. Turns out, I was thinking longer than I had expected. See? I can't even keep track of the time because of her.
"Oh! Err…yeah." I stumbled, grabbing my bag and quickly walking out of the room and to biology, hoping that those hypnotising pair of brown eyes would be there.
"Ah, Mr. Cullen, so glad you could finally join us," Mr. Banner said sarcastically, glaring at me.
"Sorry sir, my sister wasn't feeling well and I had to take her to the nurse," I mumbled, putting on a sincere face.
"Yeah well…just get to your seat." He muttered, defeated, causing me to smirk ever so slightly. I could get even a man flustered; bet he didn't know he was talking to a vampire.
I turned to look at our lab table, making one last quick prayer. She wasn't there. Suddenly, biology did not seem too appealing anymore.
I glared at the empty space, and reluctantly took my seat. I started to stare at the door, waiting to see if she would stumble in.
She didn't turn up to biology either. Things were starting to get a little…weird… (A/N – does that remind you of anyone…). She always turns up…
I must be going mad. Why do I care so much? For all I know, she could be avoiding me! Like she should…I felt a little twinge of my stomach just then…did I want her to avoid me? The twinge made itself more noticeable to me…I didn't. Definitely not. I actually felt the urge to…protect her. She obviously needed to be protected and I didn't trust anyone else to do the job, not even her parents. I only trusted myself with her life, because it was so precious to me. And I had no idea why.
After school, I had yet to hear or see from Bella. The worry was really starting to get to me. What if something bad was happening to her right now? At least before I knew that she had made it home safe. I don't know where she is, how she is, if she's safe…it was killing me not knowing.
But…this is wrong. So, so wrong. I shouldn't be feeling these feelings for her. I was dangerous for her. I can't be friends or anything else with her. If I wanted to protect her, I should stay away…
But I can't.
It was like a magnetic force, pulling me unwillingly towards her, only getting little feels of her before being pulled back again. I was now craving those little feels, getting more and more eager to feel her. I needed to know if she was okay. But, I had no idea where she was. I had tried to follow her once, but when I got to the place she was located, she wasn't there and neither were her siblings. And her scent was no where around. Not for miles.
I walked into the piano room and sat on the seat. I looked at the ivory keys, a tune picking up in my head. I played what my heart felt and got a sweet melody out of it. I memorized the notes and labelled my piece 'Bella's Lullaby'.
I would help her.
If it were the last thing I do, I would help her.
A/N – Okay, so you got a shot in Edward's mind, wowza, I wish I could say that more *Drool*
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