a/n- Haha. I know you guys are tired of angst. So I made fluffy ones. :) And they talk. Here's to Lostliveon4eva. I'm not sure… would you guys want me to do the impossible? Like make them do lovey dovey stuff? Randomzchika, yes, they are OCC, but I want to know if you guys would allow me to do stuff DURING THG, but they'd be angst. Excuse me for the language. Copyright Maroon Five. I hope you enjoy this! Even if it's lame. I don't know where my fluffiness went to.


SHE WILL BE LOVED

I waited for her on her doorstep. I just waited and waited, not caring for the rumbling in my stomach, or the throbbing pain in my head.

I just can't take it.

She broke my heart today…

Nah, she didn't break it. She pounded on it until it broke, she stomped on it until it was crushed, and she danced on the pieces, making sure that I can never put it back together.

And I know I can't. But I'll always keep on trying.

And I know, you're asking.. How the hell did she do that?

How the hell did she manage to shatter my heart into a million pieces?

She told me something that would be pasted onto my mind forever.

Me and my Catnip were just having a snack, on our way home. And she just turned to me, looking at me straight in the eye.

"Gale. I don't think I'm ever going to fall in love with anyone."

"Why not?" I furrowed my eyebrows, confused.

"My life has too many chapters already, I just can't add anymore. And besides, I don't think anyone can love me."

I stopped her, then and there. "Wait, what do you mean no one can love you?"

"I'm not relationship material Gale. And I'm not pretty." She continued to walk, not looking at me.

"That's bull shit." I stayed in my position, angered by what she said. I couldn't let my dreams be crushed just because she thinks she isn't beautiful.

"What?" She asked, startled.

"That's shit your speaking. You're not pretty Katniss, and you aren't girlfriend material." I spat into the grassy space beside me. "You never will be."

I ran my hands through my tangled hair. "I don't know why you don't understand anything. I don't know why you can't love! That's the reason why you can't ever get together with someone else!"

"What?" She backed away, slowly, hurt showing in her eyes. "Gale, if you don't think I'm pretty, or any kind of material, if you don't think I can love… then why are you still friends with me?" She started to run towards the forest.

"Wait Catnip!" I started to run after her, but I knew I wouldn't be able to catch up. "Wait!"

And I heard noises from the forest in front of me. "Gale, just go home!"

"Catnip! Hold up! I'm not done-"

"It's not Catnip you bastard. It's KATNISS. Can you hear me now? K-A-T-N-I-S-S."

"Please, Katniss, I just have something to tell you.."

"Shut the hell up, Gale. Go home. Leave me alone. Just- just stay away from me." Her words choked on the end. And I could her tears fall, and with every step, she was crushing my broken heart into even more pieces.

And now, I'm here. Just waiting.

I didn't feel whole. The sun had already gone down. The stars have already revealed themselves, and the moon shone. But where is the girl who took half of my heart?

Nothing could relieve the pain of not having her here by my side.

And it was here, in this very spot, where I heard her foot falls.

I slowly looked up. And I stared at her. I was astonished by the simple fact that there was moisture in my eyes.

"Catnip?" I came running to her.

And without hesitation, I wrapped my arms around her, lifting her feet from the ground. "Where have you been?"

"What are you doing here Gale?" She sounded irritated, but the way she held on to me told me otherwise.

"I'm sorry. I do mean it. You aren't pretty." I let go of her, and I lifted her chin up. She didn't want to look at me. And the tears erupted from her eyes. I brushed them away with my lips. "You're beautiful, Catnip. The hell with pretty, you're even more than that. And you can love. You have Prim, your mom.."

"You."

"But from what I said today, I thought you hated me?"

She smiled at me and then bit her lip. "I don't hate you." She looked up at me and buried her face into my chest. "I tried. But I can't. You're always the one there for me, the one who always speaks the truth."

I pushed some hair from her face. "I wouldn't mind spending every day, out here on your corner, even in the pouring rain." I held her face in my hands, and gently stroked it. "But I wouldn't last a day without seeing that broken smile." I kissed her cheek. "And I'm here to tell you, I always will be the one to love you, no matter where or who you are."

"Really?"

"We've been through a lot. And I'll always be here by your side. I don't want you to ever forget that." I grinned at her.

"I don't think I would even dare to even leave you Gale." She smiled shyly at me.

I laughed, breathing in her hair. "I hope you won't."

"Promise?"

"Promise. I love you Catnip."

Her eyes became as wide as dinner plates, but a sparkle shone in them.

She threw her arms around my neck. "I love you too, Gale. You'll always be my big brother."

TROUBLE IS

Trouble is I can't fight this feeling anymore.

Trouble is I can't help but shine when I look at her.

Trouble is I just have to smile when I see that look in her eyes.

Trouble is I can't help but believe that she could be mine.

Trouble is I have to touch her every day.

Trouble is I can't help but stare at her lips when she speaks.

Trouble is she just thinks of me as a best friend.

Trouble is I feel like I can win or lose it all.

Trouble is I have to hold her tight to be able to think straight.

Trouble is I want to kiss more than her cheek.

Trouble is there are people everywhere.

Trouble is she's too beautiful to keep for my own.

Trouble is she's always in my arms.

Trouble is I don't know which way to fall.

Trouble is I can't say she's mine.

Trouble is she doesn't believe me.

Trouble is I don't know how this will turn out in the end.


a/n- Er, I know, it's horrible work. I am currently having a writer's block. And if you're asking why I'm sort of slow on updates... I'm only going to update twice or thrice a week. :P Review please? And suggest? And take a toll on my poll? =))