I was woken up by someone lightly knocking on my door; it had to be early maybe 5 or 6 in the morning. I got up slowly making sure not to wake Andy. I looked through the little peep hole on my door to see Kenzie standing outside. I grabbed the light Andy had brought in case I got cold and my cigarettes. I opened the door as quietly as I could, walked out and shut it. "Kenzie what's up? You it's 6 o'clock in the morning, right. Why are you up?" she still had a groggy look on her face. "Yeah I know, I just wanted a cigarette, and to spend a little time with you before the boys wake up. We didn't really see a lot of eachother yesterday" Fair enough. We walked over to the grass covered area, sat down and lit our cigarettes. "So, how was your night?" Kenzie said with a devilish smile spread across her face. "It was the first time I had gone to sleep truly happy since Dave died. It's like he sent Andy too me, like he knew I needed to feel loved again." A few tears escaped my eyes as I smile and looked down at the ground. Taking another drag off my cigarette, "So how was your day yesterday?" She just smiled and I knew it had been amazing. "I basically hung out with the boys all day, it was fun. They said the next time they're in town they'll call us up to hang out." We both smiled at the thought of that. "So what do you want to do today, I told my mom we were gonna get breakfast since the diner is just across the street." "That sounds like a good idea. Are we invited all the boys?" "Yeah, I figured they would be hungry too. I wanna hang out with everyone as long as I can today before they have to leave." I frowned as I thought about Andy leaving, but I knew he had to. "Don't be sad, you know you guys will talk and Skype all the time while he's gone." "I know it's just a hard thing to think about." We finished our cigarettes and walked back to our rooms. I walked into mine and Andy's room and closed the door quietly. I got back into bed and Andy was just waking up. "Hey beautiful girl" he said in his gorgeous sleepy voice. "Good morning handsome man" looking back at him and smiling. He wrapped his arms around me in a warm embrace. Instead of going back to sleep we talk for the next hour and a half until we knew Kenzie and Jaime were up. We could hear them laughing and giggling about who knows what. "Do you want to come have a cigarette with me" and asked as he got out of bed and headed for the bathroom. "Sure" I threw Andy's jacket back on because it was still a little chilly out, put my socks on and waited for him. "You look so cute right now" Andy said while walking out of the bathroom. He always makes me blush. "You think so?" I laughed. "You would look cute in anything." He said while throwing on some shoes and grabbing his cigarettes. As we walked out of the room he put his arm over my shoulders, everything with him felt so right. We sat down where Kenzie and I were earlier. "So where'd you go so early this morning?" he had a puzzled look on his face and took a drag off of his cigarette. "I was out with my boyfriend. JK, Kenzie knocked on the door this morning and we went to smoke a cigarette and spend some time together before you guys got up." "Oh, I thought you had left me without saying goodbye" "No, I told my mom that I wanted to spend the day up here but I really just wanted to spend more time with you before you… leave" I looked down sadden by the thought of that. "I know I have to leave later today but I will always make time for you, to call you or video chat with you. I'll always be with you." He kissed me as he said that. I knew he would be gone but I would hear from him most days but I didn't have high expectations from him because I don't think we're together. I should probably clarify that with him later, now's not the time. "Do you want to call the guys up and see if they want to come to breakfast with us in a little bit?" "Yeah just give me a minute" my phone started to softly sing Good 4 It by Wallpaper, I knew it was Kenzie, it was our song. "Hey Kenz, what's up?" "Hey Beck, when do you want to leave for breakfast? Jaime already called the guys to ask them if they wanted to come and they are. Did Andy call the boys?" "Umm, maybe in an hour or so? And good yeah he's gonna call them in a few, we're actually outside right now if you guys want to come out." "Yeah sure we'll be out in a few minutes" "Okay, bye" and I hung up. Andy was on the phone with Jinxx telling him to get everybody up because we were going for breakfast and to meet us at the hotel in about an hour, then hung up. He was laughing. "Once Jake heard food he jumped up and started to get ready" That kid could eat so much. "Oh my god, he's like a bottomless pit. No pun intended." We both laughed as we heard Jaime and Kenzie's door open and both of them walking out. "Hey guys!" Kenzie said as she sat down next to me. "Heyyy" Jaime said in a very girly voice. "When are we going to breakfast I'm hungry like a Mo' fucka" "Jaime, you're too Mexican for that" I said while laughing. We had about 45 minutes before everyone would meet us here. "Why don't we all go get ready, everyone should be here around 9:15" Andy suggested. "Yeah my hair is a fucking mess right now and I am not going to be seen with Becca lookin' like a hot mess." Kenzie laughed and got up, we all did and started back to our rooms to get ready. I walked into the room and got the clothes I wore yesterday and headed towards the bathroom to take a shower. Andy stopped me before I went in and threw me one of his clean shirts he had brought. "Thanks, I really didn't want to wear my shirt from yesterday anyways." And shut the door to the bathroom. I didn't bother locking the door because I knew Andy wouldn't walk in. I took my shirt off looking at all the tan lines I had gotten from yesterday and laughed. I was still the pale Irish girl everyone knew but I was just slightly darker. I looked down at my white bra that had inevitably was tinted a light shade of brown because of all the mosh pit and dirt that was kicked up during them. How disgusting, my white tank was also tinted brown in some spots but it wasn't that bad. I turned the water on and waited for it too warm up as I finished getting undressed. The warm water felt good, I was so sore from so much walking and jumping around yesterday. I realized I hadn't brushed out my hair and stepped out of the shower to go and retrieve my brush from the bag I brought. I put one of the towels from the bathroom around me and opened the door. Andy looked so shocked when I walked out. I thought his eyes were going to pop out of his head like some of the Looney Toon cartoons I used to watch when I was younger. "What you've never seen a naked girl with a towel wrapped around her before?" I laughed as I said it. He tried to clear his throat before he spoke. "What? Stop staring at me you perv." I said throwing one of the pillows that were on the floor at him. He just kind of looked down at the ground as his face turned beet red. I knelt down trying to find my brush but it must have been at the complete bottom of my bag under all of the shit I bought at Warped Tour. I got up and asked Andy if he had his, but I don't think he heard me. His head was still pointed down towards the floor. "andy… ANDY… ANDY!" his head shot up. "What? Oh sorry, what'd you say?" "I asked if you had brought your brush with you" "Oh, uhh, yeah it's in my bag. Let me get it for you." He stood up and I noticed the bulge in this pants, I blushed. That couldn't be because of me, could it? Whatever, I took it as a complement. He handed me the brush. "Thanks!" I kissed him and walked back to the bathroom. I left the door open a little to see if he was gonna talk to himself as he did a lot when he was nervous. I heard him talking in a quiet tone, like he was whispering but his deep voice couldn't hide the fact that he was talking. "Dude, she just walked out of the bathroom in just a towel. You don't know how bad I wanted to rip that towel off and fuck her so hard, her body is incredible…" My mouth dropped when I heard that. "Does he really think that? I guess that's why he had a boner. Makes sense." I thought to myself. I had just finished washing my hair and started to sing When You Were Young by The Killers, it just popped into my head, it made sense to sing that because Andy surely didn't look like Jesus and he was defiantly a gentlemen. I could still hear Andy talking on the phone I presumed. "Dude, you don't get it though. I really do love her and respect that she doesn't want to have sex yet, I mean she's 18 but I get why she doesn't. She wants to know somebody before fucking them, it shows she has morals. And I love that about her, but I was so damn hard not to take her right then and there." He continued. I wonder who he's talking to, I hope it wasn't Ashley, I don't need to be ridiculed for turning Andy on, even if he did I wouldn't care. I continued to sing as I finished up in the shower. "They say the devils water it ain't so sweet, you don't have to drink right now but you can dip your feet in, every once and a little while…" I finished my song and turned the water off. Andy was still on the phone and I was still singing "He doesn't look a thing like Jesus but he talks like a gentlemen like you imagined when you, were young but more than you'll ever know" I wrapped the towel around me and dried. I started to dry my hair and get dressed but I could still hear Andy talking on the phone. "Seriously, I wish I could bring her with us on the rest of the tour but I don't want her to feel uncomfortably, ya know? But I don't want to be without her for too long… yeah I know we only have a few more weeks on Warped and were done until October… Dude you're a genius… okay see you in a bit.. bye." And he hung up. I walked out of the bathroom and he was all smiles. "What?" I smiled "Oh nothing just got off the phone with Ash to see when they were gonna be here. I'm gonna go take a quick shower. Be right back my love." He kissed my forehead and walked to the bathroom. He was too cute when he was trying to hide something from me. Just then he popped his head out of the door "Hey Becca, When's your birthday?" "September 27th, Why?" "No reason, just curious." And closed the door. I waited for him to finish. I started to play on my phone because I was getting bored then I realized I didn't have any make up on! I went into my bag and grabbed my eyeliner and mascara and walked to the bathroom door, I hesitated before I knocked. *knockknock* "Yeah?" Hey Andy is it okay if I come in and put my make up on, it'll only take a few minutes." There was a pause. "Umm, Yeah I suppose." I opened the door, too embarrassed to even look at the shower. I started to put my eyeliner on the top first; I always struggled with that part, then the waterline. I put the cap back on it and grabbed my mascara, I loved this one. It made my eyes look huge and very blue because it had specks of dark metallic brown in it. I finished doing that and then Andy asked me to hand him his towel, I did then ran out of there. I don't think he realized his dick was right against the shear plastic that covered the shower. I must say, I was impressed. He was well endowed, I expected that though. I heard the shower shut off and I had to find a way to keep myself looking calm because that sight got me turned on but I wasn't about to tell him that. He walked out in one of his cut up muscle shirts that I loved and his black skinny's we kind of matched. He had a BVB cut up muscle shirt on and I had the same one but it was fully intact but I was determined to change that. I hated the collar, it was all the way up to my neck and I felt suffocated by it. "Hey Andy, can I cut this shirt?" "Yeah sure, it's yours forever." He winked at me. Making me blush hard. I grabbed the small pair of scissors from the night stand next to our bed and went into the bathroom to make sure I cut it evenly. I finished with that, walked back out and put the scissors away. We both heard multiple knocks on the door and then obnoxious moaning "Well, looks like Ash is here" I fake grimaced then laughed. Andy opened up the door and everybody rushed into the room. "Hey guys!" I said. Andy was about to close the door before a hand stopped it. It was the PTV boys and Kenzie. We all piled into the small-ish room and talked for a few minutes while Andy finished getting ready. I laced up my Vans and we were off. The diner was only across the street and thankfully it was packed. There were maybe 5 cars in the lot. We walked and seated ourselves at a rather long table and waited for a server. I was sitting between Ashley and Andy with Jake and Jinxx right across the table. They were all staring at Andy and I, mostly Ashley. I looked at him and said "What!?" "Oh nothing, dear." He threw a glance at Andy who instantly turned bright red. They all kind of giggled. "Is there something I'm missing here?"
I knew what they were hint to, to each other but I wasn't about to blurt it out. Jake just smiled and shook his head "Seriously? Tell me what I'm missing!" still nobody said a word. "Fine don't tell me" I got up and walked outside to light up a cigarette. I could hear Andy in the background "You guys are such assholes." And got up from the table and followed me outside. "Becca.. Wait!" I just sat down on the curb by the diner; he sat down next to me. "Andy, I know what you were talking about on the phone with Ash.. I heard you." I said in a shy tone. He just looked down kind of embarrassed. "Oh you did? I.. I'm sorry I just.. I don't know." "Andy it's okay, I get it. I shouldn't have just walked into the room with just a towel on. You don't have to be sorry about it, it was my fault. I just took everything you said as a complement." He looked up at me. "You did?" "Yeah, I mean it's not like you were insulting me" I took the last drag off my cigarette and got up to walk back in. Andy followed me and we sat back down in our places at the table. The guys ordered for us. They knew Andy liked eggs, bacon and toast, they just guessed for me, French toast was fine. They were all still staring at us like we were pieces of meat and they were the hungry lions, ready rip us apart. I put down my fork, kinda slamming it on the table. I looked at all of them and in an angry but quiet voice I said "Listen, I know what Andy and Ashley talked about on the phone and I'm guess all of you do too. I'm not going to sit here and be stared at like a piece of god damn meat. Either you can say whatever you'd obviously like to get off all your chests or you can keep your mouths shut, stop staring at me and eat your damn food." I left it at that, picked up my fork and continued to eat my breakfast. Ashley looked around the table, nodded and got close to my ear and whispered "Do you love Andy enough to fuck him? And did you walk out of the bathroom with just a towel on, on purpose?" I just looked at him then at everyone else, except for Andy who seemed quite content with his food. "Seriously?" I whispered to him. He just nodded with a serious look on his face and not the sarcastic serious, an actual serious face. "Yes, I do love him enough to fuck him, but I'm not going to. Not yet at least. And no I didn't purposely walk out in a towel just to get him turned on." And I went back to my food. I felt my phone vibrate, I had a text message. 4 actually. 3 from Andy and 1 from Kenzie. I decided to read Andy's first. "
Becca, I am so sorry for them. I know their assholes but you can't help but love them. They're morons" the second one said "Seriously, don't get mad at them they just know I have a beautiful, respectable girl by my side and they don't." the third one was my favorite. "Becca, I love you with all of my heart and I never EVER want to lose you. You're the best thing that has ever happened to me 3" He was too adorable. I grabbed his face and kissed him right in front of everyone. It seemed like everyone gasped, except for, guess who, Ashley who just shouted "Yeahhhhhhh" we both smiled in the middle of our kiss. I read Kenzie text that said "Hey, if you want I could kidnapped Ash and duct tape him to his bus naked:)" I died laughing and everyone was looking at Kenzie and I because we just couldn't help ourselves. Andy asked what was so funny and I showed him the text and I've never seen someone laugh as hard as he did. He yelled over to Kenzie "DO IT!" We showed everyone the text except Ashley who looked aggravated because of it, I finally showed him last and he couldn't help but laugh at it and say to Kenzie "You can get me naked anytime you want;)" it was too good of a morning.