A/N: OK so 2 in 1 day? I just though I would update bcause this was supposed to be apart of chapter 10, but chapter 10 got long so i split it up. This is a continue on i guess of Abbie's POV. The last chapter was very...IDK what to call it, but im glad y'all liked it. So enjoy the rest of chapter 10, lol
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Chapter 11
Abbie's POV
I run over by the tracks and I collapse in the middle of the grass, and I begin to cry
"Abbie, what's wrong?" Ethan's voice fills my head
"DON'T YOU GET IT? YOU'RE NOT SINGLE!" I yell, but don't mean to
"I will be tomorrow; I'm breaking up with her tomorrow when she visits for visiting day" His voice is soft "Why did you run away?" He asks, and I don't care who knows, I don't care what he says about my family, because I left that fucked up life when I came here, that was the old me, that is no longer a part of me
"My family is messed up, my mother and my "father"," I air quote father "Were happily married, or so my dad thought, he came home from work one day, and my mom and my dad's best friend were in bed-" I begin to choke up, but I continue on "And my mom and dad began yelling, and name calling, I came in to interfere and try and convince my "dad" that my mom didn't mean to, but then he said I wasn't even his daughter, and I was his best friends daughter, I couldn't believe it! He called me a mistake, and worthless, so from that day I promised my brother I would transfer a year after him, and I did" I look up at Ethan
"Whoa, uh...Who's your brother?" He asks
"His name was Albert, but when I got here, they said he had jumped over the chasm. My heart was broken, my brother decided to kill himself, and honestly, I wish I had jumped over the chasm and not him!" I yell
"No, Abbie you are a special beautiful girl, who didn't deserve to go through what you did! Please don't say things, because you mean something to someone!" he says putting his hand on my shoulder, I look up at him
"You really think so?" I ask and he nods, I stare at his lips that I so badly want to kiss, so I begin to lean in and we kiss for a moment and then I get up and begin to walk away
"Hey!" He shouts after me
"When you and your girlfriend break up, then we can have a real first kiss" I say walking back to the party. I hear him laugh then his footsteps behind me, and we walk back to the party together.
We get back to the party, and a song called somewhere to hide by a band called shiny toy guns was playing, and it described what I was feeling, it was almost scary. I pulled Ethan on the dance floor and we began dancing like lunatics
We'll find somewhere to hide,
Baby, just keep searching your
Safe, you'll find somewhere to hide.
The lyrics fit me, perfectly, and I could help but repeat them in my head, over and over again.
"I'm going to go get a drink" I say yelling over the music to Ethan, he nods and I walk to where there are still Dauntless guys standing
"Hey, I'm Peter, might I just say, you have a fine ass" He laughs a little and I roll my eyes and walk away. I see Uriah's bedroom door open and Sophie is walking out of it with a smile. Uriah and Sophie? An instructor! I smile a little and go back to dance with Ethan, but he's gone. He must've gone home, got tired and went home? I sit back down on the couch and look around and I see Ethan, and Rylee. Making out. On the couch. I feel like I have been taken advantage of. I walk over to Ethan
"Ahem" I clear my throat and Ethan looks up at me
"Oh, Uh Hey?" He says look up at me
"No, don't even bother coming to me after you break up with you girlfriend, we weren't even dating, but we are so OVER! As for you," I turn to Rylee "Try to keep you slutty body off of taken men, like Four" I say walking away, and I leave to go back to the dorms.
"Hey Abbie! Wait up!" I hear a voice from behind me, and I know for sure its Sophie. I turn around and she is running towards me "Hey, what's wrong?" Her voice fills with concern
"I was stupid, Ethan said he liked me and I liked him, so he said he was breaking up with his girlfriend tomorrow so we could be together, I leave him for 2 seconds to go and get a drink, and I come back and he's making out with RYLEE! On the couch" I say yelling
"Girl, he wasn't worth it at all, he's a jerk, and you can do so much better!" She says trying to comfort me
"Enough about me, what about you and Uriah?" I ask with a smile on my face
"Nothing, we just kissed and then it leads to, uh, you know" She says laughing a little, and I laugh a little too "He makes me feel so safe"
"So, you like him?" She nods and I look down at my hands "Uh, Sophie, please promise me you won't ever keep a secret as huge from me ever again! I'm your best friend, you can trust me with anything" I say, and I feel sort of guilty, because I haven't told her the real reason I transferred. She looks up at me and smiles
"Of course, as long as your promise to tell me anything!" I nod and we enter the dorms and get into our beds
"Good night Sophie" I whisper
"Good night Abbie!" She yawns and is sound asleep on her pillow. I can't sleep though, for starters its 4am, and I can't help but to feel guilty about something
"I'm sorry, I can't tell you everything Sophie" I whisper and slowly start to fall asleep, dreaming about tomorrow.
A/N: So, yes this is a shorter chapter i guess, but chapter 10 was sooooo long and as I said this was gonna be chapter 10, but the length was to long! HAHAHA. Anywhale hope you all enjoyed it, visiting day is the next chapter, and who know what will happen! OH yea thats right! I DO! MUAAHAHHA. Leave me a review, Tell me if you liked it! And i might post 2 chapters again tomorrow, if you can get me 3 more reviews!
Love you all!
XOXO
-Sophie :)
