At first I wasn't going to do it,but now I think it best so here the Epilogue.
It been two hours since she talk to Martha. Telling her that her's son is dead. The one phone call she wishes she never had to make,but it was her job,her responsibility,her duty. Tear fell from her eyes as she heard the greif spoken words from Martha,the how and the why, but this call was different. She knew him,had breakfast,lunch and dinner with him,celebrated holidays with his family. A family that made her feel welcome everytime she came over. Martha felt like the mother she lost long ago and Alexis like a daughter or little sister she wishes she had. An now she breaking that family with a single call. A call she made hundreds of time, but this call was different. The victim wasn't someone that brought her coffee every morning and gave her crazy theories. It was her best friend,the one who was Always there for her even when she tried to push him away. His blue eyes and smile that Always brighten her day are now lost to her, but this call was different. The date they will never have,but she realise she been dating him for four years. She looks at the empty chair near her desk and ask her self why she only kiss him once,but this call was different. As she was about to say her goodbye to Martha, she found out why this call was different.
"How are you doing Kate?"
"I'm okay."
"No your not."
"Your right I'm not."
"You know he love you."
"Yes I know and Martha."
"Yes dear."
"I love him too."
"I know kiddo, I know, I'll see you when we get back."
"Okay I'll see you then."
Of all the hundreds of calls she made none ask her how she was doing and that what made this call different.Kate really doesn't know how she got home. Esposito,Ryan or Lanie must have brought her here and told her if she needs anything to call them. She sat on her couch for hours watching the sun set and the stars come view wasn't the best she thought, not like from Castle's loft. The thought just made her angry, she needed to forget if not only for just one night. She went to her kitchen cabinet and found a bottle of scotch. Didn't bother about a glass and drunk it straight from the bottle. With the bottle half gone she just sat on the floor of her kitchen and the memory what Dr Burke said to her earlier come to mind.
"why do you think it hard for you to tell him the truth?
"I dont want to get hurt again," wiping the tears.
"Get hurt, do you think Castle will hurt you?"
"No."
"Did someone else hurt you?"
"Yes, but that was a long time ago, around my mom murder."
With that she tries to stand and reaches for a lock box that was on the top shelf. Kate get the box and grabs her keys. She unlock the box and finds important documents,letters to friends if she died and a folded piece of paper with a number on it. She grab her cell and dial the number. As the tears fell from her eyes she only says a couple of words to the person on the other end of the line.
"I NEED YOU."
An then she end the call and continue to cry on her kitchen floor.
Well that the end of this story. I would like thanks everyone for reading my first fanfiction and to look for "Death of Castle" to see what happens next.
