Damn you Cody for jinxing the whole 'things going good' thing! Your probably wondering why I'm so annoyed? Randy and I had a pretty big fight today. He got mad at me because I'm still upset about the Kelly thing! I thought he understood? Obviously not!
-flashback-
I was sitting on one of the big production boxes in the hallway, texting Rachel.
I then heard that all familar horrible giggle that makes me want to punch her straight in the face. I looked up and saw Kelly flirting with Randy! You would think after the shit she has already caused between me and him, she would piss off and leave us alone. We were happy until she tried to ruin it! Now the bitch is doing it again. I told Randy I'd try and not get annoyed when I see her, but when she is with him, I can't even try! I glared at her from where I was sitting. I watched as she ran her hand up and down his arm and made eye contact with him. Staying like that for at least two minutes. I clenched my fists and punched the wall beside me. Okay, maybe I shouldn't do that, cause it hurt! I looked at them again and they hugged before she eventually walked away. Randy turned around and saw me, he smiled at me and walked over.
"Hey babe" He said kissing my cheek.
"Hi" I mumbled, not lifting my head up from my mobile.
"Whats wrong?" He asked.
"Nothing." I mumbled again. Still leaving my head down, he sighed.
"Look, if this is about me talking to Kelly then I don't want to hear about it!" He yelled. I lifted my head.
"Randy, you can't expect me not to get mad when I see her with you!" I shouted.
"Why can't you get over it already? It was almost two months ago, Nat!"
"Ive told you this before, it isn't that easy to get over!" I shouted back.
"We are just friends! Sometimes I think your jealous because I can't go one day with you, and we're not arguing about something! You can't let things go!" He yelled. "Sometimes I wonder if I actually do love you.." I just sat there, I felt the tears well up in my eyes. I blinked them away,
"Well if you don't love me then why are you still with me? Why don't you go with that whore, like you did when you cheated on me!" I shouted before running off.
I heard him shout my name but I didn't turn back, I stopped half way and slid down the wall crying. I didn't realise it hurt this much when someone you love, tells you they don't love you anymore. Especially for someone like Kelly Kelly.
Dumb whore.
-end of flashback-
"I can't believe he said he didn't love you anymore!" Rachel said.
"I know.. Please let me kill Kelly!" I groaned,
"As much as we know you want too, I don't think we can let ya!" Ted laughed.
"Urgh. Fuck her. This has been her plan all along.." I said.
"What has?" Cody asked,
"To split up me and Randy!"
"She's jealous cause she never had what you and Randy had!" Ted told me.
"And she obviously never will. Dude, have you seen her?" Rachel asked
"As a matter of fact, Rach, I have seen her!" He said sarcastically.
"I want to kick her ass!" I yelled.
"Don't we all? She's a waste of space around here!" Rachel said.
I nodded, "Damn right!"
That night I went out to try and take my mind off Randy. No one went with me, I just went by myself. I ended up getting rather drunk and doing something pretty bad. Lets just say, Randy is going to see how I feel about Kelly when he finds out. I know somehow he is going to find out. Your wondering what I done? I slept with John. Yep, Randy's best friend, John.
I'll admit, I totally didn't mean it. I was drunk, drunken mistake?
But, a huge part of me didn't regret it. It was telling me that I got my revenge on Randy for cheating on me with that bitch. I know when he finds out, he's gonna blow, but I don't care.
He hurt me and really didn't give a damn.
Now he will know how it feels to be me.
