The next day started completely weird. First, I was totally confused on what to do about Edward. I mean I know I still loved him but I had to think about Nessie. Even if she is married and an adult, it would still affect her. Yesterday it seemed like Edward still loved me and cared but if that's the case why did he let Tanya kiss him. Gods I'm so confused and talking to myself. I mean who does that. I'm completely losing it I mean… wait wasn't I saying my day was weird. Man I get distracted easy. Okay, when I walked out of my room this morning Seth was in the hallway singing Justin Bieber's "Boyfriend". Now, I don't have anything against the guy, his music is okay but imagine seeing your little brother dancing in his boxers to Bieber, and he's 17. I worry about Seth but not as much as I worry about Jordan. There were two different girls coming out of his room this morning. Keep in mind the fact that no one knows who they are. I think you already know we argued this morning.
"Who the hell were they?" I asked Jordan standing in his doorway
"They" he said "were my morning warm-up."
"Gods you're disgusting," I muttered
"I'm disgusting cause I like sex?" he asked with a raised eyebrow
"No. You're disgusting because you can't keep your dick in your pants. I thought you would've learned after what happened with Cassie but I guess not." I said angrily
"Hey it's not my fault she killed herself. She…" he started
"Yes it is." I yelled " If you had left her alone she would still be here, but you'll realize how awful you are when you finally fall in love and she doesn't want you." I said walking out
When I got downstairs, my mom raised an eyebrow at me chuckling softly.
"You think it went through his thick skull this time?" I asked
"I doubt it." She said, "I hope it did but I doubt it. What are you gonna do about Edward?" she asked
"I don't know. I still love him but I don't if I can be with him just yet and then there's the whole Tanya situation." I answered
"Yes, your brothers told me what happened."
"Mom I feel like she's not actually dead for some reason."
"I feel the same. You might not have burned her fast enough." She told me
"Yeah ….WELL I'll see you later mom. I've got school," I muttered
"Okay bye sweetie."
"Bye"
When I got outside, I noticed everyone had already gone and there was still 30 minutes until school started. I decided to ride my lime green R & D BMW K1600GTL (motorcycle_ pic on profile) to school. I loved riding it because of how fast I was able to go. When I got to school I immediately knew something was wrong because Carter, Jordan, Jace, Percy, Seth, Scott, Clark, & Jake were all glaring at Emmet, Edward, and Jasper. (Carter & Jordan are seniors pretending to be 18, while Jace, Percy, Seth, Jake, Nessie, Shay, Scott, Clark, & I were pretending to be juniors)
"What is going on?" I asked getting in between everyone
"He" Emmet said pointing at Jordan "came in here like he owned the place and told us to stay away from you."
"So" Jordan said, "She's my sister and I'm trying toPROTECT her."
"Jor…" I said
"No" he said, "They should know. When you all left, she was a mess. If she wasn't pregnant with Ness she probably would've tried suicide again like when Emi died." He said glaring at them as if he was about to murder them.
"We didn't want to leave" Alice said sobbing tearlessly "Edwa…."
"You still left!" Renessme yelled "And why would you listen to him" she said glaring venomously at Edward
"That's enough!" I yelled "People are starting to stare." I said looking at the crowd gathering around us "We will talk about this later at home" I said to everyone (my family and the Cullen's)
"But..." they all tried to say
"Home" I growled my eyes flashing
As you can see, my day was already going bad. Let's hope it doesn't get worse.
