Kylo skillfully landed his command shuttle in the hanger of star killer base and rushed off the ship replacing his helmet. A nurse was waiting for him outside the sick bay. He stopped, the look on her face told him something was wrong.
"What is it? Tell me or move."
"Sir, she says she doesn't remember what happened and she says she doesn't feel the force anymore."
"Move out of my way, I need to see her."
"There's more, Sir," the nurse said.
"I don't care."
Kylo pushed passed the nurse through the doors. He saw her awake for the first time in nearly a decade, still so beautiful but a face full of fear. His heart swelled with the love he had for her."Leave us."
The entire medical staff rushed out, leaving Masro sitting up on a patient table, alone.
"Don't come any closer!" Her voice trembled and she held her hand up as if to force stop him. Nothing happened, Kylo reached out and couldn't feel her. Usually their living force wrapped around each other leaving him feeling loved, comforted and whole. Now it was empty, not what he had hoped for with this return. Kylo reached up to unbuckle his mask, it slowly opened and he removed it to reveal his face. She gasped, seeing his familiar face from when she was fifteen.
"You're him now, aren't you?" Masro's face lit up knowing he was here. He looked older than she remembered, but the nurse had informed her how long she had been in cryogenic sleep. She wanted to run to him, have him wrap his arms around her. The light started to leave her face when he didn't rush to her. She had thought he would be happy to see her.
"I'm Kylo, Master of the knights of Ren now, yes." His voice held an authority she wasn't used to from him when he said this. "What do you remember?"
"I remember our lifelong friendship with many complications, the academy. We left on a mission to Naboo I think…and nothing after that. I also remember the hero Kylo traveling a great distance in time to save me, knowing I would have to wait years to meet you again." Masro bowed her head but lifted to look at Kylo, her face changed to concern. "What happened to bring us to this moment?"
"I wish not to speak of it now. In time I will explain."
"I can't feel it anymore. There's no hum, no constant feeling of belonging, I can't feel your force wrap around me like a protective cool blanket either…why did the force reject me?"
"I….I don't know. Truly I wish I had this answer. I've never encountered something like this." Kylo walked closer and sat on the bed next to Masro, looking her in the eyes. "You don't remember what happened on the Naboo mission? Between us?"
"No. I'm sorry I don't. I do remember we have always been very close since we were children and had some feelings we shouldn't have towards each other because of our following the Jedi order. We let things go to far on a number of occasions, but you may not know that." Masro looked back down when saying the last part, as she remembered she had altered his memory. Kylo growled with rage using the force to throw some medical equipment across the room, which caused Masro to flinch. They clattered as they hit the wall and fell to the ground.
Kylo did something unexpected, he pulled her in and kissed her, softly at first. He expected rejection due to her memory lapse, but the same warmth filled his body as Masro full heartedly returned the kiss. The kiss quickly became very passionate, even bringing a moan from Masro's throat. Kylo wrapped his arms around her and pulled back from her lips reluctantly. He had tears in his eyes as he searched her eyes to find his other half, he melted into them when he found what he was looking for.
"Masro, my love, I have missed you so much. I have done things I'm not proud to tell you about for our protection. Our lives are vastly different now than what you remember." He longingly looked into her eyes and leaned back in to kiss her, this time he used the force to show her some flashes of their past. A flash of the dream, them kissing in his chambers, making love and when she came up with his new identity, all of their lovemaking that followed but stopping short of their wedding day. She felt his love for her through the transfer. They looked deeply into each other's eyes for a moment.
"I created Kylo?"
"Yes, my love, you freed me and allowed me to be who I am meant to be.I'll give you a bit of time to let everything sink in. I must go check in with my master." Kylo stood to leave. He turned back towards Masro.
"Please don't leave me. I don't know these people, I just want to be with you, safe in your arms. I don't need it to sink in, I love you and have always loved you."
Kylo sat back down and pulled her into his arms.
"You're safe here, my love. I won't let anything happen to you again. I will have them bring you to our chambers, but I must go I'm sorry." He kissed her one more time before reluctantly leaving. On his way out kylo gave his orders.
Kylo marched in deep thought to the assembly room to call on his master. Something must be wrong, where are her force abilities? Her memories. Kylo knelt down to wait for Snoke. A large hologram projection filled a portion of the room.
"Why have you called me? I have given you what you asked for."
"Master, something is wrong, she has no memories after we took off for our fateful mission to Naboo. Our marriage, nothing. She doesn't have her abilities at all. How is that even possible?" His master laughed the most evil of laughs.
"Skywalker,"Snoke said and let the word angrily hang in the air.
"What does he have to do with this?" Kylo angrily thought about his hated uncle and why Masro has been out of his life for eight years. His master, very strong in the force, waved his hand and kylo flew backwards into a wall.
"Never interrupt your master again. There is a way to restore it, but it's very dangerous. I sense she has been cut off from the force, it has been locked away deep in her along with her past. Until her abilities are restored she's useless to the first order. You must be careful helping her restore her abilities slowly over time or they could be gone forever or worse."
"Worse?" Kylo said kneeling again.
"Death," Snoke said and vanished.
Kylo headed back to his chambers. He took his helmet and gloves off before entering his suite and took a deep breath. He was very anxious to speak with Masro again. Kylo opened the door and stood frozen in aww of her beauty. Masro was looking out the small window at the sky. She had found her clothing he had kept for this return and was wearing the gown that she married him in. It was made from white lace and was form fitting with a slight train at the bottom. The top was a sweetheart cut that was held up by sheer lace to her neck that went down into long sleeves. The back was very low cut and held together by sheer lace. She was missing the cape that attached and her lace veil. Kylo gasped and fell to his knees at her beauty. Dropping his helmet and gloves to the ground, the clatter waking Masro from her deep thoughts. Masro turned to him.
"I found this and knew what it meant. I thought you would like to see me in it. Did I get to wear this before—?
"Yes."kylo stood and quickly closed the distance between them. He leaned in for a kiss. "I'll show you." When their lips touched they were thrown back in to kylo's memory of their wedding day.
They were back on Naboo. Kylo was talking to his uncle Luke, "I would really like to explore more of Naboo on my own. I know my Grandmother was from here. I would especially like to explore the lake Country region. I've heard it has unparalleled beauty and is great for meditation."Luke reluctantly agreed. Kylo then added, "oh, as you know Masro has family in that region and has mentioned she would love a few days to see her parents." Luke was suspicious that they would both be going to this area, but agreed as long as he regularly checked in.
He went off to find Masro. She was training with a droid robot hand combat unit.
"A droid isn't going to help you train as well as a human." Masro force turned off the droid, turned towards kylo and waved him on, trying to catch her breath. "I've actually come here to tell you to pack. We are leaving on a trip."
Masro's face lit up. She knew it meant they were to be married. She ran and jumped on kylo and kissed him. He very much wanted this to continue but said, "I think if we don't leave right away my uncle will change his mind."
They met later at his ship. The trip didn't take long before they landed in lake county. They were at Varykino, the very same place his grandparents were married. He had searched in the archives and found only one record of it. Masro had told kylo in the past that she had always wanted to see inside.
"I had everything arranged for us, which wasn't easy to do in secret. We will be here completely alone after the wedding. The officiant should be here soon. Let us get ready." kylo grabbed their bags and headed in, followed by an excited Masro. Some time passed and kylo was waiting with the officiant on a balcony. He was dressed in his nicest Robes; they were a solid black. He had his cloak on but pushed back over his shoulders.
The doors opened and he saw Masro, completely stunning in her white lace gown. She had a head piece of lace and her hair hung in ringlets down her shoulders. There was a sheer cape that attached at her shoulders that billowed out as she walked towards kylo. His breath caught in his throat. He was in aww of her. Masro came to stand in front of him. Her smile was pure sunshine. Kylo took her hands.
"Let us begin,"the officiant said, "we are here to combine two souls into one. We are put here on this journey of life to find our other half and you two have been lucky enough to do that. Will you Kylo Ren forever more give your entire self to Masro Skpar?"
"I will." Kylo had come up with his new last name and was excited for Masro to take it, he smiled at his bride.
"Will You Masro Skpar forever more give you're entire self to Kylo Ren?"
"I will." Masro's serious face faded into a blissful smile.
"Then as I bear witness to this union, may it forever be."
The officiant walked away, and they kissed with the sun setting in the background.
This was all a flash in Masro's mind as kylo reluctantly pulled away from her lips. Masro looked at him, she had not only gotten to see everything but feel it. She felt how he saw her and knew she felt the same and has always felt that way about him. Masro reached up to his face and lowered it to her own and kissed him. He hungrily returned it. They wrapped their arms around each other.
Kylo reached around and slowly undid her dress as they continued to kiss. He had waited a very long time for this moment and wanted to savor it. He pulled back from her sweet lips and undid his tunic and threw it across the room. He sat back on the bed as Masro watched him, full of lust.
"I want you to undress for me." The way he said it was almost an order. Masro began pulling the dress down her arms. Kylo gasped with excitement, a hardening in his pants was becoming prominent. She pulled the dress down past her breast to uncover a corset garment. She reached back to pull the strings on it.
"Leave it. Continue."
Masro pulled her hands out of the sleeves and let the dress fall. She stood there in a just a corset and underwear. "Crawl across the bed to me, slowly. I want to watch you move." Kylo's voice changed and this was an order. He had reached his hand down his pants to pull himself out to present to his bride. Masro crawled up straddling his legs and kissed his lips. He Lightly bit her lower lip, she moaned in ecstasy. Kylo couldn't wait anymore. He reached down and with his strength ripped her underwear on one side letting it fall and threw her down on their bed. Her breast nearly fell out of her corset. He positioned himself, held her arms down and very roughly pushed himself in her. She cried out in pain, which made Kylo pump harder into her as it greatly aroused him. It was very painful for her at first, but her body took its cue from Kylo's rough thrust and gave him smooth passage.
It had been so long for him, as he stayed mostly loyal to his wife, and he wanted this act of their love so much that it took him some time before he noticed the absence of his wife's pleasure sounds. He stopped to look at her and saw her eyes were tightly closed, hands and teeth were clenched. He realized that he had forced himself on her and immediately pulled himself out and sat on the side of the bed.
"I'm sorry, it's been a very long time...I have been loyal to our vows…I just wanted it so much…" kylo trailed off putting his face in his hands. Masro sat up and hesitantly put her hand on his shoulder. She wanted to be a good wife, even if she didn't have her full memory. She did remember other times they had had sex though, that was distracting her.
"kylo, we can try again or you can lay here and tell me about after the wedding." Her voice always held a musical tone but he could tell now it was forced.
He looked up from his hands with haunted eyes, "My love, my stars, I'm so sorry I hurt you. Maybe it's best I leave for now."
He got up and started to dress. She feared being alone on an unknown ship, she had no family, no way to leave and she loved him, more than anything. Masro also needed to tell him something very important.
"No, please don't go. If I had the force I would bring you back over here to kiss me, but as I don't I will come to you." Masro crawled across their bed. She stood up and untied her corset letting it fall to the floor. Kylo stood frozen looking at Masro, wanting to go to her. She walked up to him grabbing his hands and placed them on her breast. He moved one up to her face and cupped it in his hands. She leaned into it, looking up at him longingly. She dropped to her knees in front of kylo, he gasped as it reminded him of the dream that started it all.
Masro took him into her mouth keeping eye contact. He released a moan of pleasure as she made his manhood grow to its full length again. She reached around and cupped his buttocks and tried to get him as deep into her mouth as she could manage with out gagging. She continued until he finished and swallowed. He dropped to his knees in front of her.
"I love you; I have always loved you. I just want you to be happy." Masro put her hands on Kylo's chest. Kylo pulled her into his arms. He laughed a heartfelt laugh. He hadn't laughed in a long time.
"Just you being here with me makes me happy. You don't have to do things you don't want to. Come, let us shower and dress. I'll give you a tour of your new home."
"Wait, I need to tell you something….important," Masro turned nervously away from him. "I may not remember the events directly leading up to me being frozen but I remember before that and I need to tell you—"
"That you used your ability on me?" She turned back to him in shock.
"Yes, but it was at your request. At least at first. As I don't have my abilities I cannot return your memory to an unaltered state. What I'm trying to say is…I'm with child. I was already with child before we went to Naboo. You and I had already began something forbidden. I don't know why I didn't tell you while on Naboo when our relationship seemed to break the barriers, for that I'm sorry.
"I was advised by the medical staff upon waking up that I was still with child and in-fact it was two. They are healthy and have resumed growing. They are measuring just over eleven galactic weeks."
"They survived," kylo said in shock. Tears escaped his eyes. "I was told they most likely wouldn't survive anything they had to do to heal you. I mourned their loss for so long. I knew about it already. When I brought you in after….the medical staff told me. They didn't know if the children would survive the freezing process. I risked it because they wouldn't have survived if they took them out then. I was shocked when they told me how far along you were, knowing we had only just started our relationship. They informed me that they were mine after DNA scans, I knew they would be."
Kylo kissed Masro, a deep passionate kiss.
"Are you upset with me?"
"Not anymore, I have had a long time to think about it and am just happy we get to finally start our lives together."
"I'll tell you everything."
"I do want to know, but right now let's just enjoy each other's company."
They showered and dressed. Kylo went to put his mask back on, Masro stopped him. "Why the mask? It covers such a handsome face. A face that I love and am comforted by."
"My grandfather, Lord Vader formerly Anakin Skywalker, wore one and I wear this to honor him. Much has changed in the past few years. I am known to be….well ruthless among the crew. The mask inspires fear and respect." Kylo closed the mask around his head and locked it in place.
"You don't need it. I have always known you will be a fair and just leader when it's your time. I'm sorry I wasn't here to keep you on that path."
"Let us go." He wrapped his arm around her arm and they left the suite. Kylo showed her where he trains, where they eat and a little unknown garden area. It was reserved for senior officers and kylo. It had synthetic sunshine due to the planet being so cold on the surface and a lake surrounded by trees and grass. Even a breeze that flowed softly through Masro's hair.
"It's beautiful here. It almost resembles lake country."
Kylo turned towards her pulling her towards him. "No, this all pales in comparison to your beauty, but I had the architect design it for you."
He took his mask off, leaned down and gave her a very passionate kiss wrapping his arms around her when the doors to the garden opened. Both of them looked to see who entered. It was general Armitage Hux. Masro could tell there was tension in the air between them.
"Ah, I had heard rumor that the supreme leader had granted your request. Are you not going to introduce her?" Hux walked over to stand in front of them.
Kylo sneered at him but for Masro's sake introduced them. "This is General Armitage Hux and this is my wife Masro Ren."
Hux took Masro's hand as if he was going to kiss it. Kylo put his hand on his lightsaber. "Kylo's description of your beauty pales in comparison to the actual thing." Kylo was shaking with rage, Masro laid a hand on his chest and he calmed down. She got hux had said that to egg Kylo on. She smiled pulled her hand back.
"kylo's description of you rings true as well. Come darling you promised to show me everything." She grabbed kylo's arm and they left, leaving hux a bit confused as to if she had insulted him or not.
"Why don't we like him?" Masro waited to speak until the doors closed.
"It's complicated. Let's just say he is good at his job but it conflicts with my interest." Kylo replaced his helmet. Kylo continued showing Masro all parts of the ship, Masro's favorite place was the archives library. She knew here she would be able to catch up on the last eight years. He introduced her to the guardian.
