Chapter 11
Hazel
I sat there for a while before I slowly got up and cleaned the small amount of mess I had made in the kitchen. I couldn't get my mind around the fact Riddick was so extremely possessive and commanding. He owned me because of the deal I had made with him, but was being completely clear about how I was his every single day. It made me uncomfortable and I wondered why he did it.
What also confused me was why he even took the time to make another deal with me when he could take me whenever he wanted to. I would not fight back and even if I did, there was no stopping him anyway. Why did he want me to enjoy sex with him, why did he insist on making me come after he did? I shivered thinking about the feeling of his manhood entering me. It was uncomfortable every single time. He was just very well endowed… something he seemed proud about, but I hated. I licked my lips and sighed once more. I was troubled and only noticed I was cold when my fingers got stiff. I made my way upstairs, seriously considering that bath Riddick had mentioned. I entered my room and stopped in my tracks when my eyes landed on the bed. There was a large black box, a small white bag next to it. I had completely forgotten about Riddick's words about something for me in my room. I walked over towards the bed and grabbed the small white bag first. My mouth dropped open wide when I saw a bag with tampons, aspirin, sanitary towels and the biggest surprise, birth control pills.
'No way,' I muttered taking the small box in my hand. This confused me even more. He had gotten so angry when I started about these pills and here they were… as a gift from him to me. I was flabbergasted. What was that guy up to? I decided to not waste a single minute and start right away. Even though the enormous box made me very curious, I went to get a glass of water and took a pill. Only when I had placed all the items in the little bag again I turned and eyed the black box once more.
I realized he could be trying to buy me. Make me like him because of his gifts… would he do that? I let my fingers feel the ribbon around the box and slowly undid it. There was no name, no brand on the box, what made me a little nervous too. He would not send me something horrible, would he? I swallowed and lifted the lid of the box. It was not really heavy, but heavy enough to make me use two hands for it, placing it beside the box and staring at the contents. At first is seemed like a black, soft blanket, but when I pulled it from the box it was a thick, soft, and very black coat. It was longer then a regular coat, and it seemed softer than anything I had ever touched before. I was still unsure about the nature of his gift, but pulled it on anyway. I smiled a little bit when the soft fabric touched me and instantly made me feel a lot warmer than before. I zipped up and adjusted the material before I stared at myself in the mirror.
'Wow.' I felt like a celebrity in this coat. It fell just above my knees and fitted perfectly around my waist, making me look thinner then I really was. I turned and swirled enjoying Riddick's gift. It took me awhile before I unzipped it and carefully hang it on a hanger and on the door so I could see it from anywhere in the room. I then noticed a small white paper in the box. It had a sloppy handwriting on it.
"I told you I would not let you freeze, didn't I"
I shook my head and smiled. He was so very strange. How could he be a jerk one day and then be so nice the other? He truly drove me insane. I let my fingers feel the material one more time before I went and started my bath. I looked forward to relax in the hot water, maybe then everything would start making a little more sense…
Riddick
It was on the way back I started thinking about the girl again. She made me feel things that I had not felt in years. She was something else. She was frightened, innocent and fragile, compared to me. But she had balls. She could love like no one else, sacrificing herself for her drugged addicted brother, just because she could not live with the fact he suffered. I shook my head when I though back about earlier today, when I caught the both of them just outside my backdoor.
'Son of a bitch,' I cursed walking towards my car. He was so unthankful. Not that it mattered, he needed to keep his distance. I hadn't been lying about killing him if he bothered me too much. I would. I grinned thinking about Hazel's big eyes as she realized I would do her brother if he kept coming. I could scare her so easily. I jumped into the vehicle and started he engine, starting the journey home. I had to admit it was quite different going home when something like Hazel was waiting there for you. My grin expanded. One day she would not be scared with every word I say. She would not constantly doubt my every move. She would learn to be with me, to deal with me. To be my woman.
I enjoyed her body and the way she was shy about it. I noticed how she would take a sharp intake whenever I pushed myself inside of her. I had taken her virginity, but she still had her innocence. Yeah she really was something else that girl.
I really liked going home these days. She would be willing and I would be gentle. But I got to touch her every day. Fuck her every day. Just talking to her was something I looked forward too. I parked my car on the lawn, walking inside.
I was curious about wat she was doing right now. Would she be naked and ready like I told her too? I jogged the stairs and smiled when the smell of a water and vanilla entered my nostrils. She was taking that bath I told her about.
Hazel
Complete relaxation. That was what I felt. My eyes were closed, my arms resting beside my body in the tub. If I could just keep this feeling. It would even be enough if I got to feel like this whenever Riddick took me. Just as my escape, only when I could not take the pain.
'Hello little Hazel.' I instantly opened my eyes, tensed and made myself small in the enormous tub, hiding my body from his gaze. He chuckled loudly, standing in the doorway before he casually walked over and sat down on the edge of the tub, watching me from way to close.
'I'll be out in a minute,' I muttered, wishing he would leave me alone to get out of the water. He could at least give me that much space, right?
'Why the sudden rush, I have never seen you so, so peaceful,' he said, letting one hand down, caressing my upper arm. Even though the water was still warm, goosebumps appeared on my skin.
'If all it takes for you to relax is a bath, we'll try that next,' he mocked me. I sat up even more, breaking the contact. His eyes bore down into mine.
'Have you found my gift for you?' he asked, cocking his head to the side. I nodded, feeling smaller than ever.
'It's beautiful,' I managed to say. He smiled.
'Like yourself. And the rest? ' I knew he was referring to the birth control. I swallowed.
'Thank you for- for getting me that too.' He nodded, but he didn't seemed satisfied enough to my liking. Would he seriously want to have sex when I was on my period? Couldn't he give me a few days off our deal?
'Finish your bath, I'll meet you when you're done,' he bowed down, kissed my forehead and stood. As silently as he had stalked upon me, he left, just like that. Even though he told me to finish my bath, the feeling I had before had left me completely. The relaxation was done. I stood and grabbed a towel, drying myself before I dressed in some comfy soft black pants and a black soft sweater. I had no idea what Riddick had in mind, but I hoped he would not mind me dressing this casual. It was late anyways. I bound my hair in a bundle and walked downstairs, wondering where he was and what he was doing. I found him in his office, the glass showing him sit behind his desk, scrolling through content on his computer. When I softly knocked on the glass he looked up, nodding once. I walked inside and looked around. It was strange to be in here, the last time I had been I had sold myself to him, not completely understanding the extent of my promise.
'Sit,' he said, watching me standing before his desk, nervously as always around him.
'You are tense again, little Hazel,' he said, licking his lips in the process. I swallowed and nodded. There was no use in lying to him.
I tried to relax myself by pulling my legs up in the chair, sitting down comfortably. But Riddick was not one easily mislead.
'It is fine though, I like you like this.' He leaned back in his chair watching he still.
'Do you know where I went?' he then asked me. I shook my head. He probably had done some job for another customer of his.
'Some dude hired me, thinking I would do his brothers for him so he could inherit the complete legacy from his folks. that is sick.' I nodded again, not sure why he was telling me this. He seemed to expect some sort of reaction from me though.
'And did you?' I asked him. He grinned and stretched his arms.
'Off course I did. We had a deal. Just like you and me.' I resisted the urge to roll my eyes. That he suddenly got up and walked over towards me, around his desk, made me sit up. But he was way faster and locked me between his body and the chair.
'I always keep my end of the deal, and I always make sure the customer does too. But you already know that, don't you.' He was so close, his lips right before mine and his eyes burning hard, watching me.
'I was naked and ready Riddick, I kept my end of the deal too,' I backfired at him, instantly regretting my sassy remark, but Riddick seemed to enjoy it.
'I know, I know. And I appreciate that a lot, but I need more tonight. I need to feel you. I need to be inside you tonight.' I fell how my heart dropped. I had expected it, but still. He would take me again, even on my period, he wanted to have me again. I tried to hide my feelings, breaking eye contact.
'Come,' he told me, standing and extending his hand for me to take. I swallowed, but did. He led me upstairs and into his bedroom. I wondered what he had in mind when he led me into the bathroom and closed the door behind us.
'undress,' he commanded. He took a step back and watched me curiously. I felt completely uncomfortable again, and humiliated too, being on my period and forced to get naked. Still I pulled my sweater off and then my pants standing before him in my underwear. He grinned stopping me by taking my hand and pulling me closer.
'And now,' he kissed me shortly, 'I want you to undress me.' I watched him with big eyes. Was he being serious? He watched me curiously and with a grin around his lips. He placed my hands on his shirt, then releasing them. I took a shaky breath and gripped the material pulling it up and standing on my toes to get it over his head. I was greeted with his broad chest, rising and falling in a steady rhythm. I then let my hands find his buckle and undid it, undoing his fly and then watching him step out of them. I took a step back then, but realized I was not quite ready. And somewhere in my mind I had no interest in him forcing me even more, so I took the step forward again and slit his boxers down too, freeing his rock hard erection. That thing frightened me so much. It had hurt me a lot these past few days and I dreaded the moment it would hurt me again.
'Good girl,' Riddick told me, pulling me even closer so he could kiss me again, deeper this time, with more passion. I felt his hands on my back and before I knew it, my bra was loose and on the floor, leaving me only in my panties.
'Shower or bath.' His words were clear but I was confused why he let me choose. I looked up and stared in his eyes.
He raised one eyebrow.
'I- I don't know. What is more comfortable?' I asked his softly. He chuckled, smiling afterwards.
'You mean, which position will hurt you less, right?' he said. I sighed. He was right. And I hated that he knew it.
'I can't help that it hurts me when- All that matter is that I am willing and give you everything you ask right? I am trying my best to do so,' I said in one breath, only looking him in his eyes at the end. His grin was gone, his eyes serious and glimmering.
'It still hurts that bad?' he asked me. I looked away. I hated to talk about this stuff and especially with him. He would have me anyway so I'd rather just had it over with.
'Hazel?' he asked me, when I remained silent.
'I can handle it now. Let's- ' I stopped that sentence but saw he understood what I had wanted to say.
'Get it over with? Seriously Hazel?' he asked me. I looked up and saw he was angry now. I felt like defending myself.
'I hate the fact you make me think about it so much, even when we are not having sex. I hate it, every part about it and will never have sex with anyone else but you, even after you have dumped me. I will ban it from my life completely. I can promise that.' His eyes shimmered dangerously, and even though I regretted my words the instant they left my mouth, I could not take them back.
'You think I will ever let you go? You'll better get used to me and sex Hazel, I have a lot of stamina and plan on having you at least once every day.' I looked away, fighting my tears. There would never be anyone I would hate as much as I hated him. I just knew that.
'Now get in the shower, and you better relax yourself while we are in there, because I expect you more than willing tonight.'
Auch… I know I'd rather not deal with an angry Riddick… what about you guys? Tell me your thoughts!
