Author's Note: Sorry if you guys had expected for Randy to tell Angie how he truly felt in this chapter like i told you he would, I just couldn't find a way to work that in at this moment. I thought of a more drama filled way, So Within the next few chapters though He'll tell her, don't worry.
In the Days to come, I had been avoiding everyone at all Costs. Except tonight was different because tonight was RAW and i didn't have much of a choice but to see them. I couldn't keep running forever, i guess. And i knew that it wasn't very fair of me to ignore Randy, John, And Dave's phone calls and repeated text messages, but I just needed some time to myself.
I had talked things over with Vince about my pregnancy the day before over the Phone, and he agreed to Keep me on the show Doing Promo's and things on the side up until i really began to show and it was obvious that i was pregnant. I tried to talk him out of it, but he insisted on it so therefore i didn't have much of a choice.
I Entered the Arena through the back to try to stay on the down low. I was thankful when i slipped into my locker room unseen, because i just wasn't quite ready to face anyone just yet, but then I realized i didn't have much of a choice.
"Angie?"
"Dave?" I gasped whirling around. "What the heck are you doing in here?"
"Vince was never informed on the whole divorce thing, So he still has us assigned to the same locker room. I swear, I tried to get him to switch me to a different locker room because i knew this was going to be uncomfortable for you, But he said one night wouldn't kill us..." Dave's voice trailed off as he rubbed the back of his neck glancing up from the floor to look at me.
"Well," I said letting out a sigh and dropping my bag onto one of the benchs "I guess we don't have much of a choice."
"I can try switching with John once he gets here, if you want."
"No." I said quickly.
"Okay...?"
"I Just kinda don't want to be around too many people now." I shrugged. To be honest, I hadn't seen John since the whole "Marry me." thing occured and i was still kind of ashamed about trying to get him to agree to that, and it would be even more awkward to share a room with him than Dave at this moment.
"Fair enough." Dave agreed taking a sip of water. "So, how are you feeling?"
"A Little tired."
"That's normal though, right?"
"I assume so."
"What about weird cravings?"
"What about them?"
"Have they kicked in yet?" He asked.
"Not really."
"I see..."
"Yeah..."
"Wow, Talk about things being awkward."
"Tell me about it." I agreed sitting down on the bench next to my bag. He sat down beside me, and to be quite honest, it was a little too close for my own comfort zone, but i didn't say anything, I just let him do the talking.
"I know you may not want me to, but just so you know I'm willing to help you anyway that I can through this."
"Thanks Dave, but-"
"Just let me finish, alright?" I nodded as he continued "That means if at 3 o'clock in the morning you have a craving for anything at all, I'll come running. If you're crying uncontrollably because your hormones are all out of wack for no reason at all, I'll be your punching bag. You can take your frustrations out on me. I'm here for you, Angie. If I can say one thing about myself; about us, It's that we were always there for each other when things got rough, And that's not going to change."
"Dave," I whispered looking up at him "You don't have to do that for me."
"I atleast owe that much to you."
"But i don't want you to think that it's going to make us, you know, get back together or anything."
"I'm not expecting that, Infact i'm not expecting anything out of this at all. All i'm asking is for you to give me one more chance to be apart of your life, Even as just a friend. Heck, you don't even have to consider me a friend if you dont want too, I'll just be some guy that always happens to be there."
"Really?"
"Yes, Really. I'll do whatever it takes to prove to you that i can change, you just have to believe in me."
"It hurts though, Dave. It hurts to look at you, It hurts to think of you, It hurts to be away from you, And to be honest im tired of hurting."
"You don't have to hurt anymore though."
"I can't just make it go away."
"Actually, you can. You just have to be willing to let me change things."
"You can't change the way that i feel, and you can't change the past."
"No, you're right about that, But i can try to make the future better."
"I know that this is your child that im carrying, And you're willing to do anything that you can to be apart of it's life, But i've come to realize that I just can't kick you out of his or her's life because you have just as much of a right to be there for this little one as i do, So don't just offer to support me for that reason."
"You really think I would put this offer on the table for that reason?" He asked laughing a bit and shakeing his head. "You're not the type of person that would do that, so I knew that was just a heat of the moment kind of thing, and trust me, I'm not doing this just so i can be apart of my own childs life, i already have that right."
"Dave, im not too sure about this." I said running my fingers through my hair.
"Take a risk, Angie. I promise if you're willing to jump, then I'm willing to catch you."
Eeks, Sorry for the delayed update.This chapter wasn't quite as long as i had wanted it to be. I just couldn't resist though, I needed to leave ya with another cliff hanger just because i happen to do that alot. Remember, Review and all of that good stuff and i'll love ya forever.
