A/N:Hey guys! :) here's the 11th chapter! As far as the story goes I wanna do every main holiday like Christmas in the story and like when movies come out they might go to them, I have a lot of plans for this story and I'm already starting to think how the hell am I going to end this story? Lol I say there might be 30 chapters or more... I really hope to make it to 30 chapters on this story... Oh and also I want to make this other story, I had the idea for it even before this story, and I had these two other stories that I deleted but I wanna start them back up again to! So get ready for a lot of stuff coming! But just saying that here's chapter 12! :) oh and it takes place on October 29th here.

When we got to the mall you could tell that I made things awkward with Bridgette and Courtney, saying I'm going to say something, but then end up not saying it...But I bet when we start shopping everything will be okay. I hope...
When we got to the dress store I find my dress right away. It was the first thing that caught my eye, and the minute I saw it, i knew its all I needed to see. It is a black silk dress, that stops right at the ankle. It has short sleeves that are the color teal, like my old highlights... It looks like I still have some of my old goth flare. Oh well, I love the dress and I'm for sure getting it. When I came out of the dressing room, Bridge and Court were still looking for their dresses, but when they see me they stare at me in awe.
"Wow." Bridge says as I twirl for her.
"Pretty." Courtney says looking me up to down.
"I'm getting it." I say happily.
"Ohh, how much?" Court asks. I look at the tag and it actually has a decent price.
"Sixty." I reply. It's probably one of the cheapest things here.
"GET IT!" Bridgette says. "It looks great, and it's not even a lot!... Ooooh! I think I found my dress!" she says holding up a blue strap-less dress that stops at the knees.
"Try it on." I say smiling, hopefully they forgot all about what happened in the car because I sure did.
One hour and thirty minutes later, we have all of our things.
So I got the dress but I got the sleeves red instead. Got ballet flats to go with it since I do not believe in high heels. And for my mask it's a simple black mask with little red hearts by the end corner on my eyes.
Bridge got the blue dress she wanted, with a little white short sleeve sweater to hide her "arm fat" as she called it. And with blue heels, and a blue mask that has little sparkles on them. It's really makes her eyes stand out.
And as for Courtney she got a puffy purple dress that covers her feet, she got purple 5- inch heels with it. Ugh heels scare me it's like your walking on your tippy toes but you don't even notice it because of the shoes! But her mask is butterfly shaped and it has purple sparkles all over it. The guys already got their suits (Geoff, Duncan, and Cody)
There's only gonna be one dance after this and that's the Christmas dance. Then we have to wait all the way until June until Prom... Prom I wonder who I'll go with...Maybe I won't even go, but out of everything prom is the other thing I've been looking forward since I was a fresh man, even when I was goth I dreamed about going, eh , I'll worry about it when the time comes.
"Bye Gwen!" Bridgette and Courtney say, I realize were at Courtney's.
"Bridge you gonna stay over Court's?" I ask.
"Just for dinner... Do you wanna come or are you busy again?" for the past couple of weeks they've been asking to hang out with me, but I always say I'm busy... And then I go over to Trent's apartment, its the only time to see him.
"Yeah sorry, I'm busy... But tomorrow maybe all of the gang hang out?" I say hoping to make it up to all of them.
"Yeah, we'll text Duncan and Geoff." Courtney says with her small smile.
"Great! See you guys tomorrow." I say waving and driving away.
First I drive home, to tell my parents I'm going to Cody's for dinner, but I'm really going to Trent's. They just say to be home at midnight... I have an awesome curfew.
I drive to his apartment then go to the second floor and go to his door. I knock 3 times. No answer, I get his spare key from under his 'welcome' mat. I open the door quietly. I'm about to speak but then I hear an amazing voice singing and guitar playing... I listen for a minute then I realize they are playing Blame it on the Rain by He is We, I use to dedicate that to Michael, it was defiantly just other crush. (A/N: You would get my last sentence if you ever listened to the song xD )
I walk to Trent's bedroom door, he's faced the other way strumming and singing. He finishes the song and goes to the next one , I pretend I'm walking over to his door again as loud as I can and walk into his room, then he turns around stunned.
"I didn't know you can sing, or play guitar!" I say starring at him.
"Oh yeah, I've been playing since I was ten... I wanted to make a career out of it, it didn't really happen as you can see..." he says looking down at his desk, that has all of these papers to grade.
"How did you end up an English teacher?" I ask curious.
"Well, after I graduated high school I sorta gave up music, and decided to go to College, and English was my favorite subject in school, so I thought 'Hey why not become an English teacher?' and 3 years later here I am. " he says shrugging.
"You were in college for 3 years?" I say, but that's not what I wanted to ask first.
"Yep, busted my ass off! But college was way more funner than high school." he tells me.
"So why did you give up music?" I ask.
"I guess a part of me thought I could never make it to the music business. So I just gave up, but secretly I regret it, it's still my passion."
"What about teaching?" I ask.
"I like it, but I don't see me still doing it in 5 years." He says, looking at the papers again.
"So are you ever gonna get back to becoming a singer?"
"Maybe." Then he comes to me and kisses me. "are you hungry?" he asks, I nod.
"Do you want me to cook tonight?" I ask.
"Nah, I'm running low of food, let's just order pizza."
"Okay." I smile at him. Then I get a text, it's from Cody. It says:
Hey Gwen, wanna hang?
"Hey can Cody come over?" I ask Trent.
"Sure, haven't seen the little guy here for a while."
I reply:
Sure, I'm at Trent's, we ordered pizza.
I press send. Thirty seconds later he replies:
K, see you soon xoxo
I laugh, man he really is gay.
"So you got your dress?" Trent asks. I nod, starring at the TV. "Who are you going with?"
"Cody." I say, still staring at the TV.
"Your still pretending to date him?" I nod again. "Are you okay?" he asks.
"Huh? Oh, yeah I am just a little distracted sorry." I say kissing him.
"What about?"
"Everything. You and me, my friends, my family, and hiding everything and lying...it really sucks you know." I say.
"Yeah I know. I just wish we could go to the movies, or an restaurant, and go on a real date, instead of being stuck at my apartment... It really, really sucks not giving you a real relationship." He says looking deep into my eyes. We're about to kiss again but then there's a knock on the door, must be the pizza guy.
I go to the bathroom, while Trent handles the pizza guy. When I come back Cody and the pizza are here.
"Gwen! Blake was the pizza guy!" Cody says as i walk in.
"Hi to you to dude." I say laughing.
"Sorry Hi! But me and him totally hit off! We met at the door at the same time! And he told me he's going here so I told him it's the second floor, then my smart self pretended to go to the third floor so he doesn't expect anything." I give Cody props for that." But that's totally fate right? Meeting at the front door at exactly the same time!" he says with the biggest smile ever.
"Ok, I'll admit that's totally fate worthy for it to happen. I didn't even know he's a pizza guy?" I say questioning myself for not even knowing that.
"Its first day on the job." Cody informs, I raise a brow questioning how he even knows that. "He told me right now in the elevator, I don't stalk him Gwen!" We all laugh. Then Cody looks down at his hands.
"You okay dude?" Trent asks.
"I think I'm almost ready to come out... Not exactly now, but soon, when the moment comes I'll think I'll know." I smile at Cody.
"Seriously? " he nods, I go over to hug him. " I am so proud of you Buddie." I say squeezing him gently.
"And for once, I'm proud of me to..." He says pulling away from me. " Well I'm starved lets eat! " He yells happily.
The three of us grab a slice of pizza, and me, my boyfriend/English teacher, and my gay friend/fake boyfriend have an amazing dinner, sharing stories, laughs, and love.

A/N: Ok I have to say this is my favorite chapter yet! Heehee so review, and wait for new chapters soon to come! :)