"good morning" I heard whispered into my ear, my earlobe and part of my neck being nibbled and sucked. I turned and saw Markus and sat up, starting to get dressed, "c'mon Blaine. Don't go. Let's hang out...you know...like how we used to. Put your demon away and relax" he said, I turned to him.

"Listen Markus. I don't love you, okay? You're just something I can play with when I get bored. And my demon isn't going away...ever. This is me now. I don't feel anything and I love it" I told him, he looked away, seeming hurt but it didn't faze me. I just continued to get dressed and left to go back to Dalton.

"Mr Anderson, care to partake in any lessons today?" my teacher asked me as I crossed him in the hall towards my room, my sunglasses firm on my face.

"nope" I replied, popping the 'p' at the end. I heard him sigh and continue on until I reached my dorm room and opened the door and saw Kurt sitting on my bed, I rolled my eyes.

"fuck off, Markus" I said.

"Markus? Blaine, it's me" he said, I turned and realised it really was Kurt.

"what are you doing here?" I asked, attitude dripping from my every word.

"I came here to thank you for royally fucking up my life" he replied.

"as if your life wasn't already fucked up!" I said, he stared at me.

"why are you like this? What can I do to change you back into Blaine? My Blaine?" he asked, moving towards me but keeping a safe distance.

"I am your Blaine, Kurt! I'm still here okay? Fuck! The 5 months I've known you...I've been demon. You didn't know anything wasn't right" I told him, softening now but my demon stayed.

"Dave won't talk to me! Or even go near me!" Kurt replied.

"Good! Karofsky hurt you Kurt! Can you not remember that? Remember how he made your life a living hell? How he forced you to move schools? He isn't your friend!" I told him.

"I know...but he's scared Blaine. He wants to come out but...he cant. And i'm helping him because...well...i wish someone helped me when I came out and I just-" he cut himself off.

"you just what?" I asked, eager to hear the end of his sentence.

"I just want to be to him...what you were to me" Kurt replied, "I want to be a friend he can come to and ask any questions he might have...or ask advice about things. I want to be there for him and then in time...he might be able to be there for someone else and...maybe we can make the world a little bit better" he shrugged

"I didn't mean what I said" I replied, looking into his eyes, feeling my darkness diluting by the second, "I do care what happens to you...more than anything. I love you so much that it hurts and even thinking about someone hurting you...it tears me apart inside" I confessed.

"And I didnt mean what I said...I could never hate you" he whispered, "...I love you" he finished.

"Kurt?" I asked, he looked up at me, "Can I- Can I kiss you?" I asked, he looked worried but nodded so I closed the gap between us and cupped his face with my hands and covered his lips with mine. When I pulled away both of our lips were swollen and red.

We got our breathe back but I grabbed his face again and we were heavily making out. I ran my hands all over his back whilst his stayed in my hair, pulling and squeezing occasionally. My hands found their way to Kurt's belt and started fumbling with the buckle and I felt him try to pull away but I kept one hand on the back of his head and wouldnt let him. Finally I undid the belt and reached my hand inside his briefs.

He started to struggle and scramble so I backed up until we both hit the bed, me landing on top of him. His hands went to my chest and was pounding on it but I ignored them and kept working at my hand pumping his penis at a quicker pace. I kept kissing him until I felt moisture on my cheek and pulled away and saw his face.

He was crying. I pulled my hand away and he got up and slapped me across the face. My demon instincts took over and grabbed him by his throat and pushed him against the wall. Then I realised what I was doing and stopped, my darkness fading completely

"Kurt! What's wrong? Why are you crying? And...and why did you slap me?" I asked.

"I didn't want that, Blaine! What you did to me! I was trying to stop it! I felt helpless" he said, hugging himself with his arms over his chest.

"w-what?" I asked, in disbelief. I thought it was passion, not for a second that he didn't want it.

"I can't feel safe around you! Every time I see you now, your eyes are black! And...I always feel helpless around you! That's how I've felt all my life and now, when I'm finally happy, you make me feel like that again" he said.

"I wont give up Kurt. I thought you wanted that. You know me, I would never push you into something you didn't want to do" I told him, moving forward, towards him. He moved back, trying to get closer into the wall, so I stopped.

"No! I thought I knew you but...but back there? Just then...I didn't know you. You were a complete stranger to me, Blaine. So please...give up" he asked.

"i told you, Kurt. I'm not giving up. I love you! And you're just scared right now, that's all but I'll wait...for however long it takes. I'll always be here for you...even just as a friend. I will always protect you" I told him, he looked away, "And i'll go right now and apologise to Karofsky, I don't want to...but I will...for you" I told him, he looked at me.

"I think you should" he nodded so I did too.

"Will you still be here when I come back?" I asked him, hopeful.

"no. I don't think we should see each other...at least for a while" he said.

"o-okay" I choked out, "but I wont stop looking out for you. I'll always be around so if you're ever in danger...or hurt...just call for me, okay? Call my name and I'll be right there for you" I told him, he nodded and I left.

The drive to Karofsky's house seemed to last a lifetime and I dragged my feet whilst walking up to the front door and knocked softly. He answered the door and saw me and tried to shut it quickly, I pushed my hand against it with little effort and kept it open.

"I just want to talk" I said.

"no way!" he replied, I sighed and used more strength and pushed the door open completely and then held my hands up in surrender, "...just talk?" he asked, stunned, I nodded and he moved aside and let me into his house.

"are your parents home?" I asked, he shook his head.

"they're at dinner...wait...you're not like...gonna kill me, right?" he asked, backing away.

"no, Karofsky. I'm not going to kill you. Look..." I started and rubbed my temples, "about what I said before...I was out of line. Kurt's just being a friend to you and I had no right to be like that" I said.

"what the hell was with your eyes? Were you on something?" he asked.

"I- um...yeah. I was on something but...I'm off it now...for a long time" I said, he nodded.

"I know what I did to Kurt was wrong, but I'm really trying now" he confessed, I nodded and sighed.

"and as long as you stay true to your word...that's fine. But...I will do anything to protect Kurt, so...don't mess up" I said, he gulped and nodded. Shit. I'm meant to be apologising..."but yeah, so I'm sorry about how I was and I won't do it again" I nodded.

"thanks man, it means a lot and I know it must have been hard for you to come here and do it" he said, I nodded and laughed slightly.

"piece of cake" I replied, he kind of smiled and it went awkward, "but I'm not gonna like...hug you or anything now. For the record...I still don't like you, I was just...out of line before" I said, he nodded and so did I, "well then...I guess that's everything." I said and clapped my hands together once before making my way to the door and opening it. I did, like this half a wave kind of thing guys do and left back into my car.

I picked up the phone and rang Kurt, it went to voicemail.

"hi, it's me. I know you want some space but I'm just ringing you to say it's done. I've just left Karofsky's house and we shouldn't have a problem anymore...okay...bye...i love you" I added and hung up quickly and sighed again and set off back to Dalton.

I feel like I'm in this damn car all of my life!


"Dave I pressume?" I asked him, sitting on his couch, he turned around.

"Wh-who are you? How did you get in here?" he asked, worried, I laughed a dark laugh, matching my eyes.

"Yes, how rude of me not to introduce myself." I sniggered and moved closer to him, letting him take in my eyes and see the shocked expression cover his slightly chubby face and see the toned and huge muscles in his arms tense up, "My name is Markus"


A bit of a POV change at the end there...hope I didn't confuse anyone...can't wait for you to see what happens! What do you think? A little tip...you might be surprised...