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Chapter Eleven – Flushing Sweetness
"Cas told me he likes the red ones" Dean explained to Sam as they looked at the wild flowers.
"Red it is then" Sam smiled at Dean.
The flowers were radiant and in full abundance. Both Sam and Dean gathered an armful to be brought to Cas as a surprise.
"Love me?" Dean whispered as he stroked a bang away from Sam's forehead.
Putting his flowers on the ground and doing the same with Dean's bundle, Sam pulled Dean into an embrace that sent them both tumbling to the ground.
Locking Dean up in his arms, Sam avidly took in the beaming face looking back at him.
"More than life itself."
"Me too, Sammy" Dean replied as he stroked one of Sam's beloved moles.
"And you love, Cas?" Dean asked.
"I do. Do you?"
"Very much. I think Cas needs us, Sam. He's a good guy and we need him too. Okay?"
"Very okay."
"I'm so excited. We're going camping and we're going to sleep in a tent. Cas said we can have a campfire and roast hot dogs and marshmallows" Dean was bubbling over with enthusiasm and joy.
Before Sam thought twice, he kissed Dean, deeply and fully and for a long time, until he felt his big brother go limp in his arms. It had been the first overt show of passion between them, since they had arrived here. Sam was worried about Dean's reaction. He still wasn't ready for some things and Sam hoped he hadn't blown it.
Dean was watching his little brother with wide eyes, while he licked his lips.
"Again?" Dean asked a little breathlessly.
Sam was more than happy to comply.
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The football landed at Dean's feet, stopping both brothers in their tracks.
"Game on?" Cas yelled out mischievously.
"Quick, put the flowers behind your back, Sammy. We want to make them a surprise" Dean said as Cas walked up to them.
"Hello there. You both look guilty as sin. What have you been up to?"
"Nothing."
"Nothing, huh? Well, what's behind your backs then?"
"Nothing."
"Dean, you're a bad fibber and your brother is just as bad by not saying anything" Cas said in a stage whisper and then moved so quickly that neither brother had time to react, as he grabbed them both into an embrace and began to tickle.
"Okay...okay" Dean was laughing so hard. "Sammy wanted to get you something and I said these were your favourite colour" Dean exhaled between laughs as he and Sam swung the flowers out from behind their backs and presented them to Cas, who immediately became very shy and tongue tied.
"You don't like them?" Sam asked gently.
Cas looked at Sam and then at Dean, who was no longer laughing.
"I love them and they're in my favourite colour" Cas gulped and looked down at the flowers. "It's just that it's been a very, very long time, since someone gave me a present like this."
Burying his face in the flowers, Cas blinked rapidly, trying to stop the threatening tears. Too late.
"C'mere" Sam soothed as he wrapped his arms around Cas and nuzzled his hair. "They're happy flowers, babe and that's what it's going to be about from now on, the three of us. Right Dean?"
"Right" Dean agreed as he wrapped his arms around his brother and his Angel.
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"That was some game, buddy boy. I still can't believe how many touchdowns you got, Dean" Cas said as he took Dean's hand and led him into the house.
"A FORT! You built us an inside fort, just like I wanted" Dean screamed from the kitchen as he first glimpsed the homemade fort made out of chairs and blankets.
Running to check out the inside, Dean was virtually resonating with excitement.
"You sure made somebody's day" Sam chuckled as he wrapped his arms around Cas and pulled him tight against his chest.
"Looking forward to making yours a little later on" Cas whispered and then added a naughty little grind against Sam's groin area.
"Hmmm" Sam breathed as he licked a strip up the side of Cas' neck.
"Guys c'mon" Dean called out from somewhere deep inside.
"We've been summoned" Cas laughed as he regretfully let go of Sam.
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"So, is it just me, or are you guys hot too?" Sam asked later on, after they had finished their barbequed burgers and cokes, Dean's meal of choice for having won the earlier football game.
"I am" Cas agreed.
"Me too, but I don't want to leave" Dean said.
"I have to get out of here for a little while, Dean, my legs are killing me from being crossed for so long and I feel so hot" Sam advised and wondered if his crunched up frame would ever be the same.
Cas and then finally Dean both followed Sam out, standing and stretching.
"That was so great, Cas. Thank you" Dean said happily as he threw himself into Cas' arms and hugged him.
"You're welcome. I'm glad you liked it. And just think, tomorrow we're going camping and all the fun that is going to be."
"I'm so excited, I can hardly wait. I think I'll go to sleep now, to make it come faster" Dean said as he yawned widely, gave Cas a squeeze and then fell into bed.
Rolling into the center, he looked at both Sam and Cas. "I was thinking that I could have one ba tonight and one tomorrow night and then maybe I'll try without them. Is that okay?"
Sam felt it in his heart first, the loss of this nurturing, but he also felt a calmness, knowing that Dean was progressing and healing.
"It sure is" Sam replied meekly and was comforted when he felt Cas' hand on the small of his back.
"I'll get it ready, Sammy."
Dean waited as Sam climbed into bed and got settled, before rolling against Sam and stroking his face with soft motions.
Once Cas handed the bottle to Sam and kissed them both, he took a few things out of the bottom drawer on the side wall unit and headed outside.
Sam was smiling down at Dean, listening to his breathing and enjoying the warmth against his body.
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Cas carefully made his way back into the house, having forgotten something and bumped into Sam on the way out.
"Sorry" Cas chuckled nervously and Sam could feel the energy coming off of him.
Bending down he evened himself with the Angel's face and smiled. "See you outside."
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Cas had just found the lantern and was leaving when he heard Dean begin to moan and pant. He was still asleep, but it was clear he was in the throes of a wet dream. Dean's timelines were moving forward, Cas thought as he quietly closed the door.
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Sam was waiting for Cas and pulled him into a hug as he rounded the corner. The nervous energy from before was replaced by a quiet loving as Cas placed his head on Sam's shoulder.
There was a relaxed easiness to them, a comfortable silence.
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"How do you want to do this?" Sam's warm and wet breath whispered later, as he stroked Cas' face.
They were lying naked, pressed together, side-by-side
"Me on my stomach and you completely covering me" Cas responded honestly, feeling his face redden at the honesty he was expressing.
Sam smiled lovingly before turning Cas onto his stomach and beginning his journey up and down Cas' spinal cord with soft kisses and gentle fingers.
"Condom?"
"No need" Cas gulped.
Shifting down, Sam knelt between Cas' legs and spread them, moving Cas' left leg into a bent position.
Opening the lube which Cas had brought out earlier, Sam applied an overly ample amount to both of his hands. There was going to be no rushing or pain. It had been too long since the Angel had been intimate in this way – they had all the time in the world.
"Nice and slow" Sam assured as he ran his palm along the inside of Cas' thigh and under and began to stroke through the thick pubic hair that so turned him on.
Spending ample time in this delightful activity ensured that Cas was more than ready for the next step as he tried to raise himself up on all fours.
Sam let him up only so far. "Easy...easy" he soothed as he cupped his hand around Cas' weeping dick and massaged the quivering foreskin before gently peeling it back and thumbing the sensitive tip underneath.
Bucking wildly against Sam's touch, Cas was leaking and coming in Sam's hand, the touching and rubbing throwing him over the edge into waves of pleasure.
Sam felt himself losing it as he finished Cas off and then aligning himself behind the Angel and thrusting slowly to gain entrance, enjoying the tiny sounds of contentment coming from Cas.
Taking it up a notch, Sam reared up slightly and pushed in and past the thick coil with two long strides.
Wet flesh slid as Sam rode Cas harder and longer until his own release happened and he came panting and heaving deeply inside his lover.
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Heavy breathing and rapid heart rates diminished.
Sam was totally draped over Cas, in the most intimate of positions, just how Cas loved it. The weight of Sam on him, the smell of lovemaking on his skin, Sam's warm breath against his neck, the gentle and searching nip of Sam's teeth on his skin, were like a heady elixir.
Alas, the time came when Sam slipped out from inside of him and the loss was felt immediately. However, Sam, being the loving person that he was, tried to lessen the absence as he moved to his side and immediately rolled Cas over and into his arms.
Burying his face against Sam's chest, Cas needed and loved all the post coitus comfort and cuddles that Sam was giving.
Light tender finger strokes, small kisses and gentle words were what this time was all about.
"That was amazing, Sam" Cas exclaimed in a low voice as he traced one of Sam's dimples.
"Seconded" Sam laughed lightly and pulled up Cas' face for a kiss that went on for a very, very long time.
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They spent the remainder of the night holding each other, huddled together in sleep and wakeful moments. Both Sam and Cas cherished the gentle touches and shared kisses, the loving smiles and laughter.
"Thank you" Cas said as he snagged another kiss.
"Welcome" Sam smiled beneath Cas' lips.
The smells of nature intermingled with their scents and it was a heavenly mixture, sleep inducing and romance making.
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"We're going camping today. We're going camping today" Dean's excited voice carried out through the bathroom window, to the ground below and directly into the ears of Cas and Sam.
Cas lifted his head from Sam's shoulder and smiled.
They'd been awake for a while now, had done the smart thing earlier by getting cleaned up and dressed and then gotten things ready in the darkness of the night, while Dean was still asleep and then had gone back to cuddling each other while waiting for Dean to wake-up.
Stretching, Sam kissed Cas before slowly standing up.
Reaching out his hand, he pulled his lover up with him and placed an arm around Cas' waist.
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"C'mere Dean" Sam asked, holding his arms wide, as he and Cas walked into the kitchen and saw Dean.
"Sammy...Cas" a delighted Dean acknowledged as he walked over and slid into Sam's embrace.
"Morning."
"Morning" Sam responded as he nuzzled Dean's hair at the same time Dean tugged Cas into the embrace.
"Today is going to be a good day" Dean declared as he kissed his two favourite people.
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"What are you doing, Cassie?" Dean asked as he came up beside the Angel. Sam was in the bathroom and they were almost ready to leave.
Cas turned from what he was doing and smiled at Dean, before cupping Dean's chin in his hand.
"Well, I'm blessing the water that I'm filling the ice cube trays with to see what type of design will come out. Do you want to try?"
"Oh, yes" Dean nodded.
"Thought you might" Cas replied as he kissed Dean's cheek.
Taking one of the empty ice trays from the counter, Cas handed it to Dean.
Closing his eyes, Dean secretly blessed the water that was filling his tray.
"The fun part happens when we get back and we'll get to see what type of forms come out" Cas explained as he put the trays in the freezer and gave Dean a hug.
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"I don't think I like camping" Dean commented as he felt another mosquito take a bite. Sam reached over and swatted it away.
"It could be worse, they could be black flies. Those things can really take a bite out of you" Cas said and laughed at the look Dean shot him.
"Wow – how about here?" Cas commented as they rounded the bend and spotted the clearing and this old looking, but cool, tree house.
"A tree house – cool! I'm going to go see it" Dean exclaimed as he let go of Sam's and Cas' hands, dropped his backpack and ran over.
"Be careful, Dean" Sam called out as he watched Dean climb up and through the opening.
"This is so neat. Can we sleep up here tonight?" Dean called out, his head hanging down through the opening.
"Why not" Cas called back, which is how Sam, Cas and Dean found themselves camping in a tree house.
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"Hey, you just ate my marshmallow" Dean told Sam indignantly.
Gooey lips smiled at a certain older brother.
Sam had been using two sticks for roasting. "I'm still roasting your hot dog for you and I needed the extra sugar strength to get the job done. I'll make you double treat smores at the end to make up for it" Sam said grinning.
Dean tilted his head and looked at Sam.
"Could you kiss me instead?"
This was certainly something Sammy could do, as he leaned to the side and gave Dean a kiss on the lips, with lots of love attached to it.
Dean's heart knocked and filled at the feeling. Sammy sure gave good kisses he thought as he licked at the transferred marshmallow stickiness.
Moving closer, Dean leaned his head against Sam's shoulder and wrapped his arms around Sam's forearm.
Cas was observing the exchange from the other side of the firepit and smiled. Things were changing.
Once the hot dog was done with the bun roasted too, Sam took it off the stick and handed it to Cas, who put ketchup on it and handed it to Dean, before sitting down beside him.
Sam and Cas were just finishing their first ones, as Dean was finishing his second, which he followed up with a cupful of lemonade.
"That was so good. Thanks" Dean said as he turned and smiled at Sam and then at Cas.
Sliding off the log and onto the ground between the two guys, Dean did the cutest thing – he wrapped his hands around both their legs and tugged them closer to him. He didn't say anything, he was just so happy to be exactly where he was and for that matter, so were Cas and Sam.
More marshmallows were flamed and the promised smores were also done, which brought a round of applause and oh's and aw's. More sticky kisses were exchanged, this time amongst the three of them, with the spark light from the fire as their backdrop.
Sam was certainly the beneficiary of some lucky loving as Cas leaned against his shoulder and Dean against his knee.
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"He's snoring" Cas whispered to Sam.
"I'm sure going to hate to wake him up, but man, we're all bushed and bed is going to feel good."
"Hey Dean" Sam said softly as he ran his fingers through Dean's hair. "It's time to wake up. We're going to bed."
"Too cozy."
Cas slowly extracted himself and grabbed Dean's last ba from the cooler and began to warm it over the fire, while Sam worked on getting Dean at least semi-awake.
"I'm so tired" Dean yawned as his head fell back.
"On three" Sam suggested as he very gently nudged Dean with his hand.
It took a few tries, but Sam got Dean standing, to go to the bathroom, as did Sam and then up into the tree house, which Cas had turned into a cozy haven off the ground.
The sleeping bags and extra blankets were piled on top of the inflated air mattress and a small lantern cast off a nice glow.
"So pretty" Dean observed as he climbed under the pulled back covers that Sam was holding.
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After making sure the fire was out, the food hoisted and stored and taking a bathroom break, Cas popped his head through the tree house opening and held up Dean's ba.
"Did anyone call for room service?"
"Cassie, you're so funny" Dean laughed in a half asleep voice.
"Come and get in bed with me and Sammy. You made this so pretty."
"Thanks, my darling" Cas replied happily as he leaned down and kissed Sam, gave him Dean's ba, kissed Dean and then climbed under the covers.
"No monsters will get us up here?" Dean slurred, verging on sleep, but seeking re-assurance.
"You're safe. Cas and I are here. It's all good, Dean" Sam responded as he took a deep breath and prepared himself to give Dean his last ba.
He knew the day would come, it had to come after all, but it didn't make it any easier at all – not for any of them really, but mostly for Sam. He loved this particular involvement in nurturing Dean.
Dean turned into Sam, who was followed closely by Cas next to Dean.
Latching onto his ba, Dean watched Sam's eyes fill with tears. Dean sat up abruptly, startling both Sam and Cas.
Turning and kneeling, Dean took one of the ends of the blankets and wiped at Sam's tears. Cas followed Dean's lead and used his thumb to carefully wipe away the falling tears.
"All better?" Dean asked in concern.
"All better" Sam choked as he pulled Dean down to him, reached over and kissed Cas and started to feed Dean.
Cas hummed them a song as Sam fed Dean.
Dean stroked his finger along Sam's jaw, trying very hard to keep his eyes open.
Sam watched Dean fall asleep, felt Cas' lips on his forehead and nodded slightly. It was as much emotion as Sam could handle at the moment.
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"Hey babe" Cas murmured as he came to lay beside Sam and wipe away the remaining tears.
"My baby needs some TLC" Cas whispered as he raised himself higher than Sam and adjusted him in his arms.
Dean was sleeping soundly on the other side, in the warm spot Cas had just vacated.
Sam came willingly, soaking in the caring that Cas was offering.
"Let it out, Sammy...let it all out."
"I want him to come back to himself, but I love him like this so much. I love taking care of Dean and you and it feels so right and I don't want it to end. I wish it could always be just like this" Sam whimpered against the side of Cas' neck.
"I wish it could too, Sam. I truly do. The circumstances we're in are everything good and happy and it really does feel right and wonderful. So, let's make the most of it while we've been blessed with it.
Now, close your eyes Samuel Winchester and let me hold you."
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Dean was the first awake the next morning. He looked over at Sam in Cas' arms. He liked the idea that Cas took care of Sam. Of course, nobody could take care of Sammy like he did, but Cas did his best and Dean knew that Cas loved them both.
Dean sat up and looked underneath the covers. Something was happening with his body and the pressure was really bad. He put his hand down there and touched himself and that only made things worse.
Sliding out of the blankets and taking one with him, Dean climbed down and then walked a little ways to where he'd seen some tall grass.
He didn't want to scare Sammy or Cassie, so he was going to try and figure it out himself.
Placing the blanket on the ground, Dean removed his clothes and layed down.
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The two men in the tree house slowly woke up, sharing some delectable kisses and touching. There was some serious morning wood in attendance, making itself known to each of them.
Turning to make sure Dean was still asleep, before attempting some deeper loving, changed completely when Sam noticed Dean's absence.
After Sam's kisses and touches, it was taking Cas a few moments to focus and play catch-up with Sam's words.
"Where's Dean?"
"Probably downstairs, deciding what to do today" Cas responded as he kissed Sam's earlobe. "He won't have gone far, Sam. Let's go have a look."
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"Dean, where are you? Dean?" Sam cried out. Dean heard his brother's voice and tried to hide lower in the tall grass. It didn't work. Sam saw the trampled down area and followed the trail right to Dean.
He did get the shock of his life though when he saw Dean and his predicament.
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"Is it going to hurt?" Dean asked in a shaky voice, his eyes clouded with concern.
Sam smiled gently at him, taking Dean's chin in his hand and looking at him.
"I can promise you one million per cent that this will not hurt. This is all about feeling really, really good. There's nothing to be scared of, I promise you."
"O-oh-k'ay" Dean exhaled as he layed back down.
"Everything okay here?" Cas called out as he walked up and stood there looking down at the two brothers, unsure of what to say.
"Sammy says that what I'm feeling down below is normal and by rubbing it, the pressure will go away and it will feel really, really good" Dean explained to Cas. "Can you come lie beside me, just in case it does hurt – please Cas?"
Well, on a scale of awkward, this was hitting the stratosphere.
"Umm...well...okay" Cas agreed as he cast a side glance at Sam.
Dean screwed his eyes tightly shut. "Okay, ready" he called out.
"Adorable" Cas mouthed to Sam and they both smiled as they looked at Dean. His world was about to be rocked – in a really great way.
Sam didn't just want to dive in to giving Dean a hand job, he was going to make this extra sweet and special and he started by reaching in and blending tiny kisses over Dean's face, kissing each small knot at Dean's frown lines, his eyelids, sliding down the strong bone of his nose, skating over his freckle covered cheek bones and finally his lips.
Dean's body was tensing and un-tensing as he began to experience a deep heat radiating in his belly and chest.
Cas moved in and gently began kissing Dean's upper arm, shoulder and chest.
"Easy, my darling, easy" Cas soothed when Dean jumped as Cas began to lap at one of his nipples.
Sam was stroking Dean's belly by this time. Using feather light circular motions, he gradually made his way further south into Dean's groin area.
Dean still had his eyes closed, but his body was trembling with each new sensation he was feeling.
Instinctively, he opened his legs wider as Sam's hand moved deeper and rubbed harder.
Sam lightly scratched at Dean's scrotum.
"I'm going to burst, I just know it" Dean breathed as he opened his dazed eyes.
"Not going to happen" Cas re-assured before resuming his suckling.
"Are you feeling good?" Sam whispered against Dean's neck.
"Really good" Dean panted as he felt Sam's blunt nails on the underside of his dick, tracing the thick cords that were bulging and getting ready to spill.
Sam slowly massaged his way to the tip of Dean's penis and thumbed some of the dripping pre-cum, rubbing it into Dean's slit.
Dean was thrusting hard against Sam's hand. It was like his mind had disconnected from any semblance of thought, except floating down the path of bliss he was on.
Sam taking a few small pulls was all it took for Dean to climax and spill with heavy pants and deep breaths.
Sam kept his hand wrapped loosely around Dean's dick and tenderly rubbed him through the sensations.
Cas now had his hand on Dean's lower belly, stroking it along in time to Dean's trembles, helping Dean ride it out.
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Sweat soaked hair, pink cheeks and a shy smile were all on display as both Sam and Cas looked down at Dean.
"Good?" Sam asked, as he stroked at Dean's hair.
Dean nodded, still somewhat shy with what had just happened, shivering from the excitement and joyful aftermath.
Cas smiled before standing up and leaving the area for a moment. He was back quickly with wet and dry towels and another blanket.
"Just going to clean you up, Dean" Cas explained as he wiped at Dean's stomach and groin area and then flipped the towel and gently ran it over Sam's hand, before drying them.
Tossing the towels to the side, Cas spread the blanket over the two brothers and climbed underneath to join them.
There was a soft wind blowing and it was just the three of them under the blue sky, sheltered and surrounded by the tall sun dappled grass.
"Thank you" Dean whispered as he kissed Cas.
"Love you, Dean" Cas returned against those warm lips that shaped into a smile with his words.
Turning his head, Dean smiled softly at his brother, no words were needed, the look said it all.
After Sam finished hugging Dean thoroughly, Dean turned on his side and cuddled in deeply against Sam. "I'm so tired. I'm going to go to sleep now."
This was it, this was the moment, would Dean do what he normally did after their lovemaking, what Sam had told Cas about or would the current circumstances have altered the precious and loving gestures.
It didn't take long to get an answer, as Dean lowered himself slightly and latched on to one of Sam's breasts, while his fingers gently sought out the other one.
Dean began to suckle and rub, just like he had always done after their lovemaking. There was no shyness around Cas, only love.
Cas watched as Sam's eyes melted with every tiny kiss he was running through his brother's hair, humming to him tenderly.
"Cas too" Dean slurred.
Moving in tightly behind Dean's back, and placing his chin on Dean's shoulder, Cas put his arm over Dean and Sam, causing Dean to let out a contented sigh and promptly fall asleep.
"I feel very, very lucky that I've been invited into such a warm and loving relationship" Cas whispered, his voice shaky.
Strong fingers tilted Cas' head up. "Dean and I love you both very much, sweet Angel. You're with us now" that marvellously deep voice advised. "Now give me a kiss."
Reaching carefully over Dean, Cas and Sam shared a soul stirring lip lock before settling back down and cuddling Dean.
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It was a carefree and relaxed trio that was making their way back home after their excursion. The air was filled with lots of laughter and hooting and hollering and easy goofing around.
All that stopped, when they rounded a corner and Cas let out a strangled cry.
There before them, was a house, that had absolutely not been there on their prior journey.
Dropping Dean's hand and throwing off his backpack, Cas ran forward, up the stairs and into the house.
"Steve...Georgie" Cas screamed over and over as he ran through the length of the house, grabbing a very familiar rabbit and coming back and stopping only when he saw a shaken Sam and Dean in the entranceway.
"This is my house. This is where Steve, Georgie and I lived. If it's here, they have to be here too, right?" Cas rambled on.
"I'm just gonna stay here and wait for Steve and Georgie. See, this is Georgie's rabbit, he's called Harry" Cas said as he held up the stuffed rabbit.
"And over there is Steve's sweater and it smells like him and I know that for this to even happen and that I'm holding and touching their things, that means that they must to be coming back and I need to be here and I need to be ready. You see that, right? You know I have to be here for them" Cas explained in a very emotionally rung out and quaking voice.
"I have to be here...I have to be here. They're going to come back to me and we're all going to be together again and I can look after them and I can look after the both of you too and we'll all be together...and...and" Cas' eyes rolled back in his head and he collapsed.
Dean caught him in a hand lock before Cas reached the floor, falling heavily himself, but breaking Cas' fall in the process.
Sam knelt quickly beside them and patted Cas' face, thankful when he saw the Angel's eyes opening.
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"I don't like this at all. We'll stay with you, Cas" Sam stated in a firm voice. "You shouldn't be alone. Now is not the time."
"I don't want to leave you here by yourself, Cassie. We'll be good and won't bother you" Dean gulped through tear filled eyes.
"I love you both so, so much – with all my heart, but please, oh please understand that this is something I need to do by myself. Please?" Cas begged as he wrapped his arms around both the brothers and held on tight.
They held on to each other for a long time, before Sam and Dean reluctantly and against their better judgement left Cas.
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"Cas needs to be by himself for just a few days. We'll be going to get him, Dean. We'll make sure nothing happens to him" Sam consoled, trying hard to believe his own words of comfort for Dean.
Come sit beside me" Sam asked as he patted the bed.
Dean turned from the window, gave a kiss to Mr. Walla-Walla, before putting him down, turned off the light and crawled in beside his little brother, who piled the covers over the both of them as they snuggled in close to one and other.
More reassurance was needed from Sam for Dean, where Cas was concerned. "He's going to be fine, Dean. We're going to go get him in a few days and bring him back with us" Sam murmured in the darkness under the blankets.
"For sure?"
"For sure."
This seemed to get through to Dean and comfort him.
Dean cupped Sam's face and kissed him shyly. It was hesitant and sweet.
"Do you like that?"
"Very much" Sam responded as he kissed Dean back, this time using just a tiny bit of tongue, which Dean very much enjoyed and copied Sammy's movements with his own.
The gentleness went on for awhile and Sam felt Dean and himself grow harder as things heated up.
Helping Dean out of his shorts and then removing his own, Sam moved his hand between the both of them and stroked Dean until he had him panting and mumbling.
Settling Dean on his back, Sam licked at Dean's lips before quickly jumping out of bed and running for the lube. Rushing, he flipped open the lid and greased his hands and fully erect cock before finally pouncing back on the bed and greasing Dean in the most intimate of manners, probing and pressing until he had his brother worked open and wanting, with two fingers knuckle deep within Dean.
Pushing Dean's knees up, Sam positioned himself at Dean's opening as Dean wrapped his legs around Sam's waist.
"Okay, baby?" Sam asked with fevered anticipation.
"Dean? Dean?" Sam called out and tenderly clasped Dean's jaw.
"Okay, Sammy...okay."
Taking his swollen and leaking cock in his hand, Sam very slowly eased himself into Dean, with one small thrust which built to another and finally another.
"Awww" Dean tightened his hold on Sam's waist and urged him in further. "Feels so good, Sammy. I like you inside me" Dean mumbled as Sam clenched and thrust and spilled his seed deeply inside of Dean, like he had done so many times before.
Dean's own release had happened at almost the same time and the warm semen squished between their bellies and caught in their pubic hair as they rubbed together, releasing the scent beneath the covers of male arousal and full release.
Using the last of his energy, Sam flipped them, so that Dean was on top and Sam was still inside him, a gesture which Sam had discovered Dean loved, quite by accident some time ago.
Lightly taking Dean's penis in his hand, Sam gently rubbed it until he felt himself soften and slide out of Dean.
Once this happened, Sam turned Dean onto his side and into his arms where Dean made himself comfortable and began to nurse at Sam's breast, while his fingers tenderly rubbed the other nub, until he fell asleep under a gentle raining of kisses and encouragement from his Sammy.
It was lovely and special and very tender.
Tonight was even more so as Sam revelled in the feel of Dean's nursing, accompanied by contented little sounds through the suckling.
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Dean was adorably shy and awkward the next morning, not meeting Sam's eyes, wringing his hands through the bedding and grinning downwards, when Sam trailed his fingers under Dean's jaw and got him to look at him.
"Good?"
"Real good" Dean replied, smiling in utter abandon as he tossed himself against Sam and kissed him.
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The anxiousness of waiting and hoping for the best for Cas was balanced with the brothers' loving of each other. In a mixed up and topsy-turvy time, the shared loving was soul soothing.
Finally, neither of them could take the worry over Cas any longer and decided to go and check up on him.
Walking hand-in-hand to the house, not sure of what they would find, what they saw in-fact was much worse than they had anticipated.
The door was open and they found an unwashed Cas, covered in scratches, rocking himself in a corner of the living room.
Dean reached him first and without hesitation, sat down and pulled Cas into his arms.
"We need to get him out of here" Sam whispered, his voice full of tender concern as he squatted beside Cas and Dean and gently wiped the hair back from Cas' forehead.
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"Cas is hurt and upset, Sammy. We need to make him better" Dean explained urgently as he held Sam's hand and they both looked down at a dazed and naked Cas.
It had taken everything both brothers had to get Cas back to their place. It had been a monumental struggle.
The clothes he had been wearing, along with any items that came with them from the house had all disappeared on the way back to their place.
Cas had managed to make it as far as the bed and no further.
"We'll give him a sponge bath, some pain medication and try to get him to eat some soup and then we'll each lay beside him and hold him" Sam declared as he kissed Dean's palm, before starting their course of action to save Cas.
Running some warm water in a basin and bringing it to the bed, along with two face cloths and a towel, Sam placed them carefully on the nightstand.
Dean took one of the face cloths while Sam took the other. Moving in tandem they cleaned Cas up with loving care, turning him over and then back, so that he benefitted from a thorough cleaning.
"This is going to make you feel real better, Cassie" Dean soothed as he kissed Cas' dried lips.
Sam in the meantime had put on some soup and had the pain medication ready to go.
"Two spoonfuls that's all sweet Angel. Do it for Dean and me" Sam coaxed as he held the spoon to Cas' lips.
Nothing.
Dean reached over and held Cas' nose shut. It worked. When Cas opened his mouth to breathe, Sam was able to get in the spoonfuls of medication.
Startled, the life flowed back into Cas' eyes as he looked up at the worried faces in front of him.
"Cas?" Sam asked worriedly.
"Cas, it's your darling. Can you say something?" Dean asked, using what Cas called him to hopefully get Cas to speak. It worked.
Desperate and pleading eyes searched out both boys as Cas sat up.
"You promise you won't leave me? Not ever? Please, please, please promise me. You're my family now. The three of us. You won't leave me, right? I can't lose you both. I can't...I can't...I can't.
This is so hard. It's too hard. Please love me and help me and protect me. Please stay with me" Cas sobbed brokenly as he held out his arms and waited. "Please."
Sam pocketed himself on one side while Dean did the same on the other. The three of them fell back together, tangled up with each other. Two hunters desperately trying to console a heartbroken and frightened Angel, through soothing words and loving touches.
"S'kay Cas, s'kay. You've got us and will always have us. We're here. We're not going anywhere and neither are you. We're together now – all together" Sam soothed.
Sam felt Dean's arm reach over the top of Cas' head to his own and begin to gently rub with his knuckles.
This was pure Dean, when Dean was trying to get Sammy to calm down.
Then, THE voice – that cock sure, deep rumble, protective voice made itself heard.
"Sammy and I are here for you Cas. We're together and that's final. Understand?"
Cas turned his face and Sam lifted his head as they both looked at Dean, who rewarded them with one of his best shit eating smiles.
The man, the awesome older brother, the gentle lover and the caregiver who gave it his all was back.
To be continued.
