Gon opens his eyes slowly, feeling the ache and burn from yesterday's training in his muscles as he shifts in bed, stretching his arms over his head, and yawning loudly. He didn't have a dream. Gon slept like a rock throughout the night. The raven haired male can't help to smile despite the stinging of the muscles in his legs, arms, and chest. It reminds him of Killua and all the fun they had yesterday.
Gon gets out of bed, his tail wagging and his ears perking up when he smells something meaty. Something really good. Gon's mouth waters, about to run to the door when he notices something...odd. The young man blinks, reaching up and feeling his ears, a frown tugging his lips. His ears and tail aren't disappearing, Gon is willing them to but they're not.
The werewolf runs over to the mirror in his room, staring at himself, feeling a bit of panic. He didn't notice it when he woke up but his body feels a little strange. Different. Gon watches as his pupils get constricted in the mirror, his ears pressed against his head and his tail moving restlessly. This is bad. Why isn't his body responding? Is he too tense? Is he too hurt? That doesn't make sense. Gon may be a little sore but that shouldn't stop him from being able to hide. Gon slowly reaches back to touch the back of his head, when he feels no pain, he's really at a lost. His wound healed yesterday like normal. So why isn't his body listening to him like normal?
Gon touches his ears before trailing his hand down his chest, noting how...sensitive? He feels. Gon close his eyes, focusing on the task at hand. Kurapika is going to come knocking on his door any minute. Gon has to hide his true self away. If he doesn't, it's all over. After awhile of Gon straining with his eyebrows furrowed it finally happens. His ears and tail disappear. Gon sighs in relief, happy that his body doesn't feel strange anymore.
What was that about? Gon stares at himself curiously. Maybe it's because I was so tired?
"Gon? Are you up?" Kurapika's voice can be heard through the door. Gon smiles, the scent of meat invading his nostrils again as he runs over to the door and opens it up. The blonde is already dressed and though he looks surprised by Gon just opening the door like he did, he smiles all the same. Kurapika seems to be getting use to Gon being naked. Or at least he keeps his eyes on Gon's face. "I made you breakfast. Your clothes are ready for you on the table."
"Wow thanks Kurapika!" Gon's eyes widen when he walks into the living room and sees a plate of string like meat and some fluffy yellow stuff. Gon can't help to run over to the food, his mouth watering from the smell. The one thing about this place is that they have pretty good food here. "You didn't have to do this." Gon shoves the meat into his mouth, groaning at how good it is. "This is amazing!"
"I'm glad you like it. I don't mind. You need to get some breakfast in you today. You have a lot to do."
"I do?" Gon blinks, looking over at Kurapika with his mouth full of food.
"Don't you remember what today is?" Kurapika raises his eyebrow. When Gon looks confused he chuckles slightly. "You have your job interview today. After school."
"Oh yeah!" Gon spits out some of his food when he talks, his eyes widening when he remembers. "At McDonald's! With someone named Knuckles right?"
"Yes. I'm sure you'll get the job. You have a gravitational pull and I'm sure Knuckle won't be immune either." Kurapika takes a seat at the table, watching Gon eat the food he made him with this smile. Kurapika looks happy sitting across from him. "You know I was worried you wouldn't like it. I don't usually cook human food. I've only done so a couple of times. He use to like it too."
"Who did?" Gon finishes his food, looking at Kurapika.
"Somebody that I use to know." Kurapika eyes get that look again before he stands up. "You should get dressed. We may end up running a little late."
Gon grabs the clothes Kurapika set out for him, discarding what looks to be mini shorts and just puts on the pants. They're definably not tight like yesterday and Gon has some room to breath. He puts on a blue shirt, and frowns, itching his side. He likes Alluka's clothes better. But they're drying now.
"Kurapika is being really nice to me today." Gon smiles, he can't help but notice. Something seems to have shift in the other male, the air around him is gentle and warm. It's very welcoming. It feels a little strange on his part though, getting served by his master. Kurapika put out his clothes and made him food...Gon is the one who's suppose to take care of Kurapika.
"I'll always be nice to you. I'll take care of you." Kurapika walks up to Gon, his smile has gotten a bit bigger as he pulls on Gon's shirt, fixing him up. "You have been very kind to me. I wish to repay you any way that I can."
"You don't have to repay me at all! I want to help you." Gon hugs the other male, smiling into his chest. "You don't have to take care of me Kurapika. I'm going to take care of you." Gon pulls away to give Kurapika a determined look. "Anything that you need Kurapika. You tell me and I'll do my best to make sure it happens!"
Kurapika stares into Gon's eyes, his pale cheeks getting flushed. Those gray eyes have a tinge of Scarlet in them as the vampire cups Gon's face. Kurapika gets really close, so close that Gon can feel his breathing on his lips and that scarlet has spread covering most of his eyes. "Are you hungry Kurapika?" Gon speaks in concern, his voice stopping Kurapika, his lips almost brushing over Gon's. "You didn't have breakfast did you?"
"No...But I'll be okay." Kurapika rubs Gon's cheek. Gon doesn't like that. Kurapika fed him. Gon needs to feed Kurapika.
"Kurapika drink some of my blood. I want you to be fed too." Gon reaches out his wrist. The vampire who was leaning in again, stops. He tenses, those eyes staring at Gon's wrist. He licks his lips, his fangs coming out-
Kurapika closes his eyes tightly and turns away. "I-I'm not going to feed off of you Gon. I'm fine. Really."
"Kurapika I don't want you to starve. You said you only had a couple of animals to feed on. I bet I'll taste better than those animals." Gon presses, walking closer to the young vampire.
"I will not feed off of a mate."
Gon doesn't get what that has to do with him but when he walks closer, Kurapika turns into a bat and gets into the book bag. Gon pouts, knowing Kurapika is going to be stubborn about this. "You win this time Kurapika but if you feed off me it will be okay. I want you to. I want to help you in anyway that I can." The bat shifts in the book bag but he doesn't come out. Gon sighs and picks the book bag up, it's a little heavier now that it has his books in it with Kurapika.
Gon walks out of his apartment and towards the school, knowing the drill. He's going to drop his bag off but...then how is he going to get his books? Gon is about to question Kurapika once they get to the bushes but when he turns to look at his book bag, he finds that Kurapika isn't in it. Did he already fly out? Gon trusts Kurapika. The vampire knows what he's doing so Gon walks out of the bushes, towards the school.
The first thing he notices is that Killua is no where to be seen. The second thing he notices is Alluka isn't waiting for him either. Gon feels a pang of disappointment and worry. They are usually always waiting for him here. Gon looks around some more before he reluctantly walks into the school, feeling put off by not being able to see his two friends and walk with them like he's been doing.
When Gon walks into his first class, he can't stop his eyes lighting up and the smile that stretches his face when he sees Killua and Alluka sitting in their normal corner. "Killua! Alluka!" Gon cheers as he runs over to them, his heart lifting back up.
"Gon!" Alluka smiles, waving at him. Killua on the other hand glances at Gon with that indifferent expression before looking out of the window. Gon can't help to frown from Killua brushing him off like that. He thought they got really close yesterday. He was expecting Killua to be teasing him or playing around with him, not brushing him off. "Sorry. Brother said he didn't feel like waiting and I got dragged with him. How are you feeling?"
"Pretty sore." Gon chuckles, focusing on Alluka as he sits next to her, but he can't help to glance at Killua when he says this. "Your training really put a number on me Killua. But I could do it all again. I'll be stronger next time!" Gon grins, wanting to get a reaction out of the other male. Killua just grunts, not looking at Gon at all.
"Don't mind him Gon. I don't know what happened. It's like all the grump that is my brother came out at once this morning." Alluka rolls her eyes, her statement getting Killua's fingers to twitch.
"I'm not grumpy, I'm just not feeling it today. Why don't you entertain your friend why don't you?"
"He's your friend too." Alluka narrows her eyes.
"Are you sick Killua?" Gon can't help to frown in concern. He's usually not so cross with Alluka and his body is all tensed up. Gon just met Killua but he knows this isn't how he usually is. And he still won't look at Gon. "Were you not able to sleep last night?" Killua seems pretty tired too.
Killua's fingers tap on the desk, something he does when Killua is impatient or getting angry. Gon's noticed that while being with his friend. "Yeah. I'm really fucking sick." Killua's voice is a growl. Even though the tone was mean, Gon feels his heart sink in his worry. Killua is sick!
"Are you okay? Is there something I can do to help?" Gon leans over, putting a hand on Killua's shoulder. The assassin tenses so much you would think Gon just put hot coal on him. Killua grabs Gon's wrist with lightening speed and grips, so much pressure that Gon is' sure if he was anyone else his bones would have shattered.
"I don't need anything from you. Don't touch me-" Killua turns his head to look at Gon for what seems the first time today. His blue eyes are so dark and violent, his tone icy and low. When Killua locks eyes with Gon's though and sees his amber eyes still looking at him with concern despite the pain he's putting on his wrist, Killua's eyes slowly lose that darkness. Killua stares into Gon's honest orbs, those blue eyes lighting in a way before Killua lets go of Gon and looks back out the window. "I'm fine idiot. Just don't touch me." Killua goes back to tapping his fingers against the desk.
"But I want to help Killua-" Gon presses, not able to help it. If Killua is sick, Gon needs to help him. He has an overwhelming urge to do so.
"You can help by leaving me alone alright? Don't talk to me, don't touch me. Just let me have today."
"...And that would help you feel better?"
"It would. It really fucking would."
Gon nods his head slowly, feeling a bit dejected but he slumps in his seat with acceptance. If Gon can help Killua by not bothering him...then he'll do it. Even though he'll miss talking with the other male and touching him. It might be a challenge but Gon can listen.
"Brother do you really..." Alluka starts off, seeming a bit frustrated before she sighs, looking over at Gon who is frowning, those determined eyes staring into the desk.
"It's okay Alluka. If it helps Killua I'll be happy to do it." Gon smiles at Alluka to reassure her. He doesn't want Alluka fighting with Killua, that will make him feel worse.
Gon doesn't get to see the slight tensing of Killua's shoulders, or the frown that is now turning his lips as those blue eyes glide over, wanting to look at Gon but he doesn't turn his head. He keeps himself from looking at Gon.
"You're a good friend Gon." Alluka shakes her head, still glaring over at her brother. "Killua is lucky to have someone who is so understanding." Alluka stresses 'lucky' and 'understanding'. Killua makes a sound but he doesn't turn. He bristles though, his hair standing up a little like when it does when he's using his electrical powers.
"Alluka." Gon frowns. Why are Killua and Alluka so tense with each other? They were fine yesterday. They were all having fun together. What happened in such a short amount of time? Did they have a fight or something? When Gon is about to question Alluka when the younger girl smiles at him.
"Did you do your homework for this class Gon? I texted you last night to remind you."
"Yeah I did! It was a little hard but I think I did it right." Thanks to Kurapika.
Gon is about to ask Killua if he did his homework, his eyes brightening when he's about to talk to the other male only for him to stop himself. Right. No talking to Killua today. Gon frowns and settles himself down. He smiles at Alluka. "I'm sure you did your homework Alluka."
"Always! I couldn't show up if I didn't do my homework."
"That's because you're a nerd." Killua mumbles.
"For someone who is 'sick' brother you sure do have energy to be smart."
"I always have energy to be a smart ass."
Gon looks between the two, sort of just happy they're talking. And it seems to be like a normal conversation they would have. Just a little more tense.
"Gon I never got to ask you. What was your favorite part about yesterday?" Alluka smiles over at Gon, ignoring Killua again.
"That's easy! My favorite part was taking a bath with Killua!" Gon smiles, not catching Killua sputtering or some of their classmates eyes widening.
"Really? That's funny. That was my favorite part too." Alluka can't stop her cat like smile. She really takes after her brother.
"Oh?" Gon's eyes light up. "Why was it your favorite part-"
"Because-"
"Would you two shut up?!" Killua snarls, glaring at the two so darkly that Gon feels shivers go down his spine. Even though Killua's eyes are so sharp they could cut through flesh...the assassin's face is a dark shade of pink.
Meanwhile the students in the back are having a field day.
"Gon and Killua took a bath?!"
"How could Gon cheat on Kurapika with Killua!"
"Do you think they had sex?"
"Of course they had sex! No one could take a bath with Gon and not have sex with him. Damn I wish I was Killua."
"No this can't be happening! Killua is ruining everything!"
"My life is complete."
"If Gon and Killua get together that would make me sooo happy."
"Take that back! Kurapika and Gon forever! They've just hit a bump! I swear to you they're in love."
"I think Gon and Killua have a thing though. Gon looks really happy about that bath."
"Oh my gosh. I just thought of something! This whole time I've been thinking Alluka and Gon have a thing but what if...oh my! What if it's a threesome! What if Alluka and Killua are sharing Gon! You heard her right? Her favorite part was Killua and Gon taking a bath!"
"A t-threesome?!"
"What the fuck, this girl just passed out. You all are crazy, there's no way-"
"A threesome with Gon stuck between the two Zoldycks. They both love Gon so much and so they decided to share him. They take turns doing things to him and-"
"I will murder you all!" Killua's voice comes out as a roar when he hears what the students are saying. His eyes have become black from his pupils getting so big, his claws coming out and his teeth baring. Electric sparks come off of him and they break every single light in the room.
The students go quiet. Their eyes wide and their bodies shaking as Killua regards them as pesky ants he could easy stomp out.
Alluka is flushing from the student's lewd thoughts. Really? A threesome between the three? They come up with the craziest things. That wasn't her intention at all. She just...wants her brother to be happy. And Killua is being stubborn and fighting against it.
"Killua calm down! You shouldn't be using your powers when you're sick." Gon can't help to say, a frown on his lips.
Killua stares at Gon a moment, the dark look slowly fading, the dangerous air disappearing. Killua glares at Gon before he looks out the window again. "I thought you said you weren't going to talk to me."
"Oh yeah." Gon looks forward, that determined look coming back. "I won't."
"You still are."
"But you're talking back to me."
"Just stop talking."
"You stop talking."
Killua glares back at Gon, the other man giving him a that fiery look. Soon Gon can't help to smile, he likes playing around with Killua. He knows the assassin will probably get angry with his playful behavior right now though. Killua's lips twitch and he quickly looks out the widow again.
"Damn you're annoying."
"For someone who is sick you sure have enough energy to argue huh?" Alluka hums.
"And you said you don't want me to talk to you but you keep talking to me." Gon tilts his head.
Killua's eye twitches. He's about to say something to his sister and to his so called 'friend' only for the teacher to come in. Killua sighs in relief from being saved by having to talk to Gon anymore.
"What the hell happened to the lights?" The woman blinks, looking at the dark room. She tries the light switch but it doesn't work.
No one dare say it was Killua.
"...Okay well just pass your homework up to the front." The woman rubs her temples, looking tired herself.
Gon happily gets out his homework and hands it to Alluka, grinning over at Killua to see if he turns in his homework. When Killua doesn't turn in anything, and he feels Gon's grin, Killua peeks over at the other male. Killua rolls his eyes. "I don't know why you're looking like that. You're just as much a nerd as my sister for doing it."
"Are you being a sore loser again Killua?"
"Fuck you! If I did that stupid homework it would be a lot better than yours." Killua's eyebrow twitches, a challenge in those blue eyes.
"Then prove It." Gon grins. "Or I'm going to get all the good grades!"
"You're on." Killua's eyes narrow. "I bet you haven't even started on that report due for History."
"What report?" Gon blinks.
"You don't even remember?" Killua can't stifle his laugh. "Damn this is going to be easy. Remember? You're supposedly going to prove to everyone that werewolves aren't just dumb animals." Killua snickers, and it's playful but Gon feels his face get hot with anger. That's right. That report. He hasn't started it. Gon grips his fist under the table, his heart sinking with Killua's words and it hurts. Killua's words hurt him.
"They're not. I'm going to prove to you Killua." Gon's snaps, getting the assassin to stop laughing. He glares at Gon, regarding him with that pissed off look of his. It's like Killua can sense whenever Gon is angry with him. He did the same thing in the bath, when Gon said Killua made him angry sometimes. It's the truth. He does. Like how he made Gon angry now. "I'm going to start as soon as I can and you'll have nothing to say."
"I doubt that. You haven't even started. I already got my sources. All I have to do is write the paper. There were soooo many sources to pick from it wasn't even funny." Killua smirks, those blue eyes narrowing. "I'll show you how much better I am at this school thing than you. So you can take your homework and shove it up your ass. It don't got shit on me."
Gon glares at the other male, his eyes shining with a fire, his chest feeling tight. There's something shifting in side of Gon though. A sinking feeling, that hurt still there. He doesn't like how Killua looks at werewolves. He hates it. Killua was saying he wanted to see Gon's true form...but if Killua saw what he truly is...how would Killua look at him? Would he still call him a dumb animal? Would he still speak such cruel words? Would he not want him to be his friend?
Killua is being playful with him. Gon should be happy, Killua seems to be feeling better, acing like he usually does towards him but...he can't when Killua is being playful about how he looks at his people. He says the words like it's nothing, as if all he cares about is showing Gon up. Maybe that is all he care about. Gon can appreciate his competitive side. Gon wants nothing more to show Killua he's wrong about werewolves...to show him he's wrong about him. Like this morning, Gon feels extra sensitive. He best change the subject before he says something he will regret.
"I won't talk to you. I forgot again." Gon looks forward at the teacher who is talking about something. Alluka is looking forward too, taking notes. Killua's smirk twitches at the corners, those blue eyes watching as Gon's eyes that were full of that fire dull slightly. The assassin shifts his weight, his lips turning in a frown. He opens his mouth, only to close it again. He looks down at his desk, his eyebrows furrowed as he taps his fingers against the desk. Killua stays agitated like this throughout the class but...
Gon doesn't say anything to Killua just like the other male said he wanted him to. And Killua doesn't say anything to him.
But those blue eyes peek at him throughout the class.
"See you in history Gon!" Alluka waves at Gon when they've walked out of classroom and have reached the hallway where they have to part ways. Gon waves back, smiling, feeling a lot better that he's had time to calm down. Though the class was tense not talking with Killua it gave him the silence he needed to calm his racing heart.
"See you guys! Take it easy Killua." Gon addresses the other male since the beginning of the first class. Killua perks up at Gon saying his name, those blue eyes locking with his. Despite how mad Killua makes him, Gon knows it's because Killua is special to him. Gon cares what he thinks of him the most. "Hope you feel better."
Killua nods slowly, those blue eyes shifting away from his amber ones. "Yeah." He grunts, shifting from foot to foot, shoving his hands in his pockets. He looks uncomfortable again.
"Oops I forgot. I'm not suppose to talk to you." Gon rubs the back of his head, giving a sheepish smile. "I won't, starting now. See you both at history." Gon watches as Killua's eyebrows furrow and he opens his mouth only to close it. A pained expression crosses his face but Gon doesn't catch it. He's already walking towards his art class, thinking about how he's going to have to act as if he hates Kurapika in his next class-
"Gon!" Gon stops and turns around, surprised from Killua just yelling his name. Killua is standing with his legs spread as if he was going to take off running after him. Killua has a confused look on his face. He opens his mouth and closes it. He growls, seeming frustrated. "Just...I'll see you in history." Killua turns quickly and starts to walk off, marching, pulling Alluka along who looks just as Confused by Killua's outburst.
"Okay." Gon waves and smiles, feeling his chest get tight again. Now he feels better. Killua wanted to talk to him then. Gon's not really sure why Killua said his name or what he was going to say but it doesn't matter. It made Gon feel happy all the same.
The young werewolf walks towards his art class. He's been there enough to know exactly where it is. The door is open just like it always is down the hallway. Gon takes a deep breath, getting himself ready to act as if he's not friends with Kurapika. He wants in, those amber eyes searching Kurapika out right away, only to find that the whole front row is empty. The vampire isn't here. Gon bites his lip, feeling restless now that he doesn't know where Kurapika is. He goes to sit in a seat in the middle, fiddling with his fingers as he glances towards the door, waiting for the blonde to come in- Only to look down at his hands. He's not suppose to act like he's waiting for him!
Time goes by and the bell rings. No sign of Kurapika. What should Gon do? Should he just stay here or should he go out to look for him? This isn't a part of the plan.
"Turn your project into the front. I want to get started right away." The male teacher walks in, closing the door behind him. Gon still doesn't know his name. Gon just pulls out the drawing Kurapika had helped him with. Gon drew the lake back at his home, Kurapika helped by encouraging him and giving him tips. Gon has to say it looks pretty good. Not as good as the real thing but you know.
Gon hands it up to the front, glancing over to the door once again. He frowns when Kurapika still doesn't come through the door.
"So you heard that too right...?"
"Yeah I did. Killua and Gon."
"Not just that, Alluka too. There's something weird going on at the Zoldyck household."
"When isn't there? They're like the Adams family."
"I think...we should save Gon. What if he doesn't want it? He must be scared to death."
"Oh he wants it. Apparently he was shouting about how him and Killua took a bath."
"Would you guys stop? Seriously? Kurapika is with Gon. This is just...I don't know what it is!"
"Get over it. Kurapika and Gon are nothing-"
"What do you know Carl?!"
"That they're not together and they never will be."
"Say that again and I will kill you in your sleep."
"What the fuck is wrong with you people?"
Gon can hear all the students talking, mumbling to themselves as they talk excitedly about this and that. Gon keeps glancing at the doorway.
Kurapika never comes.
"...Brother?"
"I'm fine Alluka." Killua sighs, tearing his gaze from the window to look over at his sister who is frowning slightly.
"Did something happen? You can be grumpy but you don't stay grumpy for no reason brother. I know you."
"Nothing happened." Killua makes sure the blush that wants to flare up doesn't.
"But you were fine yesterday. You looked really happy after we dropped Gon off."
"I wasn't that happy." Killua's cheeks tint at that, grumbling to himself as he glances over towards the door. His lips twitching in a frown when that man with the goofy smile still hasn't come in to their history class.
"You feel bad don't you? For being mean to Gon?"
"I don't feel bad. He was giving me a headache." Killua quickly looks away from the door, glaring forward. When did his sister become so perceptive? She is a Zoldyck, much to his dismay in this situation. She's able to spot out details pretty well. Alluka stares at her brother for a moment before she smiles to herself.
"You know Gon really cares about you." Alluka looks at her fingers as she says this, watching her brother from the corner of her eye. "You should have saw his face when you said that it would make you feel better if he didn't talk to you. He seemed torn but despite this, all he wanted was to help you feel better."
Killua stiffens. Those blue eyes gaze away. His heart doing that strange thing when he thinks about that. Gon does care about him- Killua closes his eyes, hating how he feels, hating how his skin heats up. He can't get Gon's concern out his head, he can't get those amber orbs, so honest, so bright, so sincere out of his mind.
It's all because of his dirty thoughts last night that he can't look at Gon. It's like...Killua can't even explain it. When he looks at Gon and those innocent amber orbs, there's that nasty feeling of guilt. But it's almost outweighed by the way his heart skips a beat and how...warm he feels. It's like Gon is glowing when he looks at him and all Killua wants to do is touch him. He's Just horny. That's all it is. Just really horny.
He'll just...Once he takes this break from Gon today, he'll be fine. He has to be. Killua just feels this way because he feels weird about...that thing that happened last night.
"Gon!" Alluka's voice gets Killua out of his thoughts. Beyond his better judgment, he looks over, his body relaxing when he sees Gon walk in, smiling over at the two. "We thought you were going to be late."
"No I got here just in time!" Gon smiles, he glances around the room and when he sees Kurapika in the front, he quickly snaps his eyes forward. He walks over to Killua and Alluka, the assassin just realizes he's staring at him intently, watching him. "Hey Killua-" Gon starts only to stop. He frowns and looks forward, taking a seat next to him. "Alluka where's Leorio? Isn't the bell going to ring at any moment?"
Killua bites his lip. He taps his fingers against the desk, feeling irritated. He told Gon not to talk to him but now he's getting pissed he's not? Killua wants to talk to him But...why is it so much trouble for him just to say he's okay with Gon talking to him?
"He should be. He usually comes late though." Alluka smiles before it twitches. "Kurapika doesn't look to good though. He looks angry...or upset." Gon turns his attention on Kurapika when Alluka said something about him.
"He's having another bitch fit." Killua grunts, wanting to get Gon's eyes off of Kurapika. When Gon keeps looking over at the vampire who's head is slumped, Killua speaks again. "...I feel better now. So you can talk to me. Or whatever."
This gets Gon to look at him. Killua feels his mouth go dry when Gon gives him a bright, relieved smile. "I'm glad. I didn't like not being able to talk to you. I kept forgetting not to anyway." Gon's smile is too bright. "And it's good you're feeling better!"
Killua can't help to stare. His chest feels tight and he doesn't know what to do with himself or with this creature before him. What does one do when they are happy with someone else? He feels like touching him again. But is that because they're friends? Or is it because he's being weird again? When Killua starts feeling warm and when he can't stop looking at those sweet, soft lips, Killua decides he's being weird again. How can a man be so alluring? Why is his dumb face alluring to Killua anyway?! There's nothing really special about it. But this dumb face is driving Killua wild.
Killua looks away from the light, looking out of the window again, feeling his face heat up. Was his body really just reacting to Gon smiling at him?! Killua is just really horny is all. He just...He doesn't know what he fucking needs but he needs to stop with this weirdness.
"I think I'm sick again..."
"Huh? Really?" Gon frowns. "Do you feel like you're going to throw up?" Gon reaches over and touches Killua's forehead, getting him to flinch from the touch and to warm at the same time. Gon's touch is gentle. Caring. "You're face is all flushed! Do you need some water?"
"I-I'm fine idiot! I'm just not feeling good. I don't feel like I have to throw up." Killua grumbles, hitting Gon's hand away. "Don't touch me." But Killua's stomach feels like there's butterflies, a sort of warmness that doesn't go away.
The only one who's been concerned about his heath has been Alluka. At least when she was still aloud out. Growing up he got sick a lot from all the experiments Illumi did on him and all the training he was put through. There's a reason he's immune to poison. He was exposed to everything. Being only four years old, throwing up your guts for days on end is a horrible first memory. He remembers a lot when he was younger. But when he got ill, he was put in a room. He had to beat it. He had to deal with it.
There was no one who came in and checked his temperature or tucked him in. He was on his own. When Killua beat the illness, he was praised by his mother and would get a kiss on the cheek. Killua ended up hating any kind of affection she would show him. Illumi wouldn't say anything. Once he had become immune to one thing, it was time to move to the next.
It's nice having someone who cares. Someone other than family. Someone who knows he's a killer but still treats him with kindness. Killua closes his eyes and he can picture Gon taking care of him, tucking Killua in a bed and looking at him with genuine concern. He can see Gon doing all the things a normal family should have done like putting his hand on his forehead to check the temperature.
Unlike his mother's affection, Killua doesn't mind Gon's. So why is he so quick to push that away? Even though Killua can't really get sick anymore...Gon doesn't know that. He believes he's sick and he's concerned.
Killua swallows down a lump in his throat.
"You feel really warm Killua." Gon frowns, still looking at him with those sincere eyes. Those amber orbs...
He's too bright.
"It will pass." I'm warm because of you. Killua lays his head down like it hurts or something, but really he just wants to hide his flushing face away from Gon and away from Alluka who is watching him carefully. "Don't be so worried about me idiot. I've handled much worse." oh, he has. Killua has been trained for everything...
But he has not been prepared for Gon. Nothing in the world could have trained him for this guy. Killua doesn't know what to do, how to act.
"Brother is a trooper." Alluka smiles at her friend, reassuring him also when Gon still frowns. "And I have a feeling it's not a bad sickness..." Alluka's voice trails off, hinting to something more meaningful. Killua caught it. He would question what she means but Killua already knows what she's trying to say. Or maybe he's just paranoid. It's not like he's made these weird feelings obvious...right? He's been hiding them...he has to be. Or has Gon made him slip up so much? Has Killua lost his touch? What use is he as an assassin if he can't hide these unnecessary and troublesome feelings?
"What kind of sickness is good?" Gon tilts his head. "I've never been sick before but the animals would get sick. They would cry out in pain and they wouldn't move much."
"You've never been sick before?" Alluka's eyes widen. "That's impressive...but there's one sickness that is good. It's a sickness that you just have to work out. Lo-"
The bell rings.
"Good afternoon class." Gon turns his attention to the front when a person he's never met before walks in. The first thing Gon notices his his small mustache and his pink hair. "I'll be taking over your history class for the day-"
"Where's Leorio?" Gon questions immediately, frowning. Why would they change teachers?
"...Mr. Leorio had to leave due to business. He should be back next week." The new teacher says, his expression not changing. Kurapika flinches, gripping his fist. Gon watches as Kurapika gets up suddenly and walks out of the classroom.
Gon becomes on high alert. First Kurapika was upset and now Leorio isn't here? What business? Why would he leave so quick? Did something happen? Why did Kurapika leave? Where is he going?
"Is there anyone else who needs to so rudely leave?" The teacher looks around the room.
"Me!" Gon raises his hand before getting up and running out of the room. "I need to go to the bathroom!"
"My. What a bunch." The teacher with the mustache watches with slight interest as Gon leaves. He turns his attention to the class and blinks when his eyes fall on Killua. The young assassin is watching Gon leave intently, his eyebrows furrowed and those blue eyes curious and suspicious. Killua starts to get up without his body telling him to. "Are you going as well young Zoldyck?"
Killua stops standing up. He glances from the doorway then back to the teacher. He doesn't look at Alluka who seems to be concerned about the whole thing as well and a little confused.
"Yeah. I'm going."
"Kurapika where did you go?" Gon mumbles to himself as he runs through the hallway, trying to be quick, sniffing the air. He's spent more time with Kurapika and he's smelled him closely but Kurapika has such a fine scent...It's almost like he doesn't' have a scent. It's going to be hard to find Kurapika by smelling him out.
Gon needs to hurry and find him. He needs to find out what's going on and if he's gone too long, Killua might come after him or the teacher might come after him and then he would get in trouble and then-
Gon tenses when someone covers his mouth from behind yanking him into a corner he just passed. "Gon it's okay. It's me." Gon recognizes the voice immediately.
"Kurapika!" Gon gasps, letting the other male pull him into the darkened corner. "What's wrong? What happened?" Gon speaks when Kurapika moves his hand away and Gon is finally able to turn around to see him. Gon feels himself stiffen when he sees Kurapika's eyes scarlet, his pupils constricted and his face so pale.
"Leorio didn't take it well." Kurapika swallows but those eyes keep staring at him strangely.
"Didn't take what well?" Gon frowns. "Did you...leave him?" Gon remembers Kurapika was talking about that.
"Yes. But we have bigger issues Gon." Kurapika's eyes shift right and left, he looks paranoid. "The spiders are waiting outside the school again." Kurapika whispers.
"What?" Gon's eyes widen before they narrow. A growl in the back of his throat. He feels himself get stiff. "Should we fight?" Gon is ready to fight by Kurapika's side.
"No...Once this class is over we must leave. I'll have to get in your book bag again and..." Kurapika is shaking. His hands are trembling. He looks like he's barely standing and he keeps glancing around.
"Kurapika you don't look good. Are you sure you're okay?"
"I'm just...just a little hungry. It's okay. Just listen to me Gon. The spiders can't know I'm with you. It will ruin everything. Go back to the classroom. Hurry, before some one...gets suspicious...I'll be back soon." Kurapika licks his lips, his eyes narrowing and his fingers twitching.
"Kurapika I can't leave you. Not when I know the Spiders are outside and that you're upset. And you're hungry! You really don't look good. Kurapika..." Gon gives him a determined look, looking into those scarlet eyes. "Feed off of me. It's okay."
"N-No I can't-" Kurapika looks like he's about to freak out.
"Yes, you can. It's okay Kurapika, you can have my blood-" Gon smiles and in a split second Kurapika's fangs are in Gon's neck. Gon's eyes widen, not expecting the other male to just go for it. Kurapika was having an inner battle all this time and just Gon's encouraging smile and offer was enough to set him off. "Ngh." Gon's legs shake as he feels Killua drain him of blood, the fangs sting in his flesh. It's going so fast...Gon feels like he's fading. Kurapika keeps drinking, holding Gon's body up when his legs can't hold him anymore. "Kur..apika.."
Kurapika breathes heavily as he continues to drink. If this keeps up, Gon is going to pass out. He doesn't have that much blood to give. He'll pass out and then Gon will turn and he'll be exposed. He knows Kurapika is hungry but he can't let him keep going. Gon tries to push Kurapika off but he finds he doesn't have the strength. His vision is getting white and there's a ringing in his ears.
"Kura..." Gon's throat is dry and it feels like he keeps fading, fading. He can't feel his body anymore. Gon's face is flushed as his blood tries to rush up to his brain from his other artery that's not being sucked on by the vampire. His body is screaming at him...but it's screaming in the distance.
With the last of his strength, before he passes out, he grips Kurapika's shoulder. It's barely anything. Just a squeeze. "St...op.."
The vampire freezes. The draining stops. Gon can't hold himself up, Kurapika has his knee between his leg and his arms around his waist, keeping him up. Gon pants, trying to catch his breath, trying to keep his consciousness. Kurapika's fangs are still in his artery, his breathing uneven. It hitches in his throat.
"I-I'm sorry." Kurapika pulls his fangs out, licking the wound quickly to stop the bleeding. "G-Gon I'm so sorry. I don't k-know what came over me...I tired to...to..." Kurapika keeps Gon up, pressing his body against the other male's, those scarlet eyes are watery as he takes in Gon's flushed face. Any second more and Gon would have been pale and passed out on the floor. A little more than that and Gon would have been dead.
"I know you...didn't mean it..." Gon wheezes, holding onto Kurapika for dear life. "You...were hungry..." Gon takes deep breathes. If he could just let his ears and tail come out he could heal so much quicker. But he can't.
"I took too much blood. I need to get you to the nurse's office-"
"No if you do that...people will know we're not enemies." Gon takes a deep breath, the ringing slowly dying. "Just h-hold me up for a little bit. I'll be fine. I heal fast. I'll be a little weak but I'll be okay."
"You're still thinking about me even after all this." Kurapika keeps Gon on the wall, holding the other male close, Kurapika's face flushed. "I was so hungry and when I tasted your blood...I couldn't stop. Your blood is so good...so pure. It was heavenly. I've never had such a flavor before. I was binge drinking, lost in all my emotions and I...I could have killed you. It's almost like I wanted to...I had this urge to turn you, Gon."
"Turn me?" Gon raises an eyebrow, trying to catch up with everything Kurapika is saying. His mind is still fuzzy. Kurapika was saying he tasted good ...or something.
"I wanted to turn you into a vampire. I've had the same urge with Leorio but not as strong as it was with you. I can not ask for your forgiveness enough Gon. I'm usually better at controlling myself than this. Please don't think I will be a rough mate. I understand if you don't want this anymore. You don't even have to help me get away from the spiders today. You've done enough and you owe me nothing."
"I'm staying by you Kurapika...I don't care..." Gon tries to give him a determined look. Kurapika's words keep fading in and out. What he got from him though is he is trying to talk Gon out of helping him because of what he did.
"I don't regret my decision. I've had this feeling since I saw you. You interested me and...the love you've shown me, the loyalty is incredible. Your light. I've seen it before. It's familiar. I missed it." Kurapika's lips are so close. Gon clings to him for dear life as he tries to regain himself, just enough to be able to walk back to class. Gon knows being like this is a risk. What if someone sees them? That would be really bad.
"Kurapika-" Gon doesn't know what the other male is talking about, his scarlet eyes have become distant again. The blonde licks the corner of Gon's mouth before his lips brush against Gon's. Amber eyes staring into scarlet. Gon's still out of breath and from his body healing he's all flushed. He pants, wondering why Kurapika is so close all of sudden. And didn't he just learn something about touching mouths? Gon can't remember right now.
"Can you walk Gon?" Kurapika whispers in his ear.
"...I think so."
"Go back to class. I'll meet you in the gym. No one will be there. Be careful." Kurapika pulls away, letting Gon go abruptly. Gon steadies himself on his shaky legs before he turns and starts to walk away. His mind is still fuzzy. Which way was the classroom again? His headache is severe. His senses are so dulled down and he can't stop breathing hard. His body is working on overdrive, trying to make more blood and pump his straining arteries.
In a way...Gon feels good. He was able to feed Kurapika. He looked a lot better after the feeding and he even showed him some affection. Gon will help Kurapika get away from the spiders today. He'll keep him safe. His body isn't frail. He'll recover. He will...
Now which way was the classroom again?
"Where the hell did that guy go?" Killua's eye twitches as he walks down this hallway for the second time. He couldn't have gotten that far. He just ran out before Killua did. The assassin doesn't know why he's so bent on finding Gon right now. He should have just sat in history with his sister and be thankful he got a mini break from the boy but no. He has to seek him out. Then again, Killua can't help to find it weird that Gon would just run out right after Kurapika did. Is Gon planning on trying something? Does he think he's strong enough for a rematch? Would he really fight on school grounds again? Or is something else going on?
The more Killua thinks about it, the more irritated he gets. Where the hell is he-
Killua stops when his sensitive ears pick up soft pants, and strangled noises. Killua raises his eyebrow, following the sound, hearing hushed talking and shuffling of clothes. Killua smirks to himself. Looks like some students are trying to get it on during school hours. Killua has some time. He's going to scare the living hell out of them-
Killua rounds the corner, being careful not to be spotted, peeking over the corner. The smirk is wiped clean off his face when he sees just exactly who is trying to 'get it on'. Killua feels his heart stop at the sight before him.
Gon is leaning against the wall, his face flushed, those amber eyes glazed over with Kurapika's body pressed against his. Kurapika's arms around Gon's waist and he's so close...Killua can't stop looking at Gon. How he pants between those lips that were just on Kurapika's. They were kissing. Killua saw it. The assassin doesn't know when his heart starts to beat again, his body frozen in shock as Kurapika whispers something in Gon's ear. Kurapika moves away from him quickly, Gon's legs shaking, failing to keep him up like Kurapika's kiss took all his strength.
Gon walks away slowly, his eyes half lidded, still trying to catch his breath. Kurapika did that to Gon. Killua's never seen that expression on the other man. Kurapika caused that. With his kiss. With his lips on Gon's.
The shock and sharp sensation in his chest quickly change. That heart burn comes back, setting his body on fire. Killua is seeing red. Something has snapped in his head. Killua's body moves without him thinking about it. He runs after Kurapika, his claws coming out, ready to rip this fucking vampire's head off for touching Gon. For touching his Gon.
Kurapika tenses up and at the last second, he moves away. Just in time too. A second later, and Kurapika's head would have been on the floor. Kurapika turns on his heel, glaring at Killua only to tense up when he sees how dark Killua's eyes are. Killua's eyes are black, the demon in him showing from his rage.
"What the fuck are you doing? Touching your filthy lips on Gon's. You tried to kill him and the next day you have your disgusting hands on his sweet body." Killua's voice is deep, his ears and tail have come out on their own, his teeth getting longer and sharper. "You've made your last mistake. Gon is mine. You're going to lose those hands that have touched him."
"What I am to him is none of your business, Killua. But I must reassure you. He is not yours. Gon is my mate." Kurapika snarls, those eyes becoming a darker shade of red. The vampire wants to put up a fight.
"Like hell is!" Killua's voice gets louder but there's a part of him that aches when he thinks of Gon all flushed...Could they actually be?...but...but Gon wanted to hurt Kurapika. They were enemies! "You've done something to him!" Killua snarls, accusing Kurapika. "Used hypnosis didn't you?"
"I'd never use that on him." Kurapika bares his fangs. "And even if I did...you would never know. Gon is loyal to me. He'll come to me whenever I call for him. Even though he might hate me, he might want to fight me, he'll become putty in my hands, all I have to do is say the word. Gon can't resist me." Kurapika smirks. He fucking smirks.
The vampire starts to run off. Killua could run after him. He could rip him to fucking pieces like he wants to but his attention has been turned. Killua wants to prove those words wrong. Killua turns on his heel and runs to find Gon, his heart beating rapidly in his chest. His stomach is twisting and he feels sick. How could Gon do this to him? How would he let that dirty vampire touch him like that? Killua seethes with rage but his chest hurts.
Killua finds Gon shuffling slowly in the hallway, those eyes still half lidded, his face flushed. Killua marches up to him, he's not in control anymore. Killua grabs Gon by the arm before slamming him down on the floor, on his back. Gon makes a gasp of surprise but that's all he can do before Killua is on him, pinning his arms above his head with one of his hands.
"You can't ever see Kurapika again. Never let him touch you. Leave him. He's only using you. That fucker doesn't love you-" Killua growls, baring his teeth at Gon, his voice so low.
"Y-You saw?" Gon's eyes widen in horror. Killua's eyes narrow, his breathing becoming uneven. Something is coming undone. "I-I'm sorry Killua but I can't leave him. I'm...I'm staying by Kurapika-"
"Oh?" Killua tightens his grip on Gon's wrist, making him wince. Killua's heart is beating too fast and that pain in his chest has grown. "Do you like him that much Gon? The fucking vampire? Did you like it when he kissed you? Did it make you so breathless you could barely walk you cheap slut?" Killua can't stop, his rage over taking him as he stares into those amber orbs and those lips...those lips that Kurapika stole with his own.
"A-Ah Killua...I feel strange." Gon's out of focused eyes get glossier. His breathing uneven. "My body is...sensitive...I don't..."
Gon starts to move his head back and forth, closing his eyes tightly and wiggling weakly under Killua's hold. Killua growls at this. Sensitive huh? From Kurapika's touching? And then Killua sees something that sets him over the edge.
There's a mark on Gon's neck. Kurapika marked him.
"How dare he mark your body. And how dare you let him." Killua grabs Gon's hair and rips his head to the side, making sure to expose that neck. Killua leans down and sinks his own teeth into the mark, making it is own.
"K-Killua!" Gon winces in pain but Killua doesn't hear him. All he notices is Gon is struggling against him and it pisses him off.
"You're all for Kurapika doing this to you. Why are you struggling against me? Do you want him so badly?" Killua snarls, the pain in his chest intensifying. He grips Gon's head again and bites into the shell of his ear, marking him as his own once again. Gon whimpers under him but to Killua's surprise and secret delight the other male clings to him.
"Killua I-I'm confused and it hurts but..." Gon's face has become more flushed. "I-I'm sorry I know you're angry about me and Kurapika-"
"Then leave him."
" but I can't-"
Killua growls, crashing his lisp against Gon's. He did it so hard that their teeth clanked. It hurt. Killua doesn't stop though, he kisses Gon roughly, shoving his tongue down his throat, wanting to get rid of all of Kurapika's traces. The more Gon tries to wiggle away from him, the rougher Killua gets, keeping him there, deepening in the kiss and growling.
"Ngh..." Gon breaths out of his nose, trying to get some breathes in unless he wants to pass out. Killua's tense body stiffens when Gon starts to cling to him again, Gon's tongue hesitantly meeting Killua's. The assassin's rough treatment calms down a bit from Gon returning the kiss some what and from him clinging to him instead of trying to get away. Killua's kisses become gentle compared to what he was doing before, feeling Gon's heart beat quickly under his palm.
Soon reality comes to...He's kissing Gon. He's kissing the other man. It's enough shock that Killua stops kissing Gon, staring down at him with wide eyes, his cheeks flushed. Gon looks up at him with those half lidded eyes. He looks confused and curious. Not angry or freaked out.
"...erm Killua I think you have something in your pocket." Gon shifts. "It's poking me."
Killua freezes. The frenzy he was in giving way so his rational side can think. He has Gon pinned to the ground. He just forcibly kissed him and bit him to hell. He marked his ear again and to top it all off...
Killua is hard. Really hard. And his clothed manhood is against Gon's thigh 'poking' him.
Killua doesn't know what to do. He opens his mouth but the words don't come. He can't believe he did all that. What is he? Some kind of rapist? But there's a part of him that wants to keep going. He wants to keep kissing Gon and to make him forget about Kurapika. He wants to get into that tight ass and claim Gon in every way possible-
Killua swallows. It's too hot. He's blushing too much. He doesn't know what to do, what to say. Gon is looking at him. Holy fuck, what does he do?
"...Killua what was that...what you just did to me." Gon touches his lips, feeling the blood there from Killua being too rough with him. "...Didn't you just...kiss me?" Gon tilts his head, seeming to ask if he got it right.
Killua opens his mouth. Nothing but a squeak leaves him. He wants to run away. He feels like crying. He can't control his body anymore and these feelings. His chest still aches.
"I liked it." Gon hums, closing his eyes for a moment before looking up at Killua again. "I liked kissing you."
"I bet you liked kissing Kurapika more." Killua growls, feeling himself bristle yet a part of him warmed from Gon's words.
"Hm? oh. I guess we did kiss. But it wasn't like yours..." Gon thinks to himself, still looking out of focused.
"You can't kiss him anymore. You can't kiss anyone else." Killua snarls, something dark and possessive rearing it's ugly head. Killua doesn't know what he'll do if Gon denies him.
"Okay. I'll tell him we can't do that anymore." Gon says without blinking. "...Can we kiss again Killua?"
Killua's breath hitches, not thinking it would have been that easy. Is Gon lying to him? Will he try to kiss Kurapika behind his back? Gon did say he couldn't leave Kurapika...
"As long as you're with that dick, no we can't. Leave him."
"I can't leave him Killua-"
"Fuck you." Killua snarls, feeling that pain again. Killua gets off of Gon, the other male reaching for him.
"K-Killua you have to understand-"
Killua gives him his middle finger and with a flash of light he runs away from Gon, leaving the boy there, staring after him with wide eyes.
"Killua..." Gon reaches out for the other man but he's already gone. Gon is left laying on the floor, staring at where Killua was with a frown on his lips. What just happened? Gon reaches up and touches his lips that the other male had crashed his own with. This is horrible. Gon feels sick. Through his fuzzy mind there is one thing that was crystal clear. Killua is angry with him. He's angry because he saw. He knows Gon has been lying to him. He knows Kurapika is his friend now.
Killua got madder at him because Gon said he wouldn't stop being Kurapika's friend. There's something that hurts in his chest. His neck, and his ear is still stinging from Killua biting into him. This day is going very badly. Gon licks his lips, trying to get his heart to stop racing as he stares at the ceiling. He has to get back to class...He can think about what to do about Killua later.
Gon's body feels strange again though. His head was fuzzy before Killua showed up but when Killua started to toss him around and snarl in his face, and bite him and then kiss him...Gon got lightheaded and his body was hypersensitive. Gon started feeling hot and all he could think about is that Killua is angry but he can't do anything about it. Gon was too weak to fight against Killua. Gon is taking longer to heal than he anticipated. Is something wrong with him? First this morning, having trouble hiding his ears and tail and now this...
Has Gon also become sick somehow?
Gon forces himself up, wiping off the blood that's on his neck and ear that's already starting to dry and clot. He starts walking towards class for the second time today, thinking now that his head is clearer that it's this way. He just has to keep walking forward. So once this class is over...he needs to meet Kurapika at the gym. He needs to make sure the spiders don't hurt Kurapika...then he has something else to do but he's forgotten again.
He can't get Killua's glare out of his head. Killua looked sad too. Those dark blue eyes were holding something else that made Gon swallow. He looked hurt. Gon knows why. He lied to him. And he got caught. Friends aren't suppose to lie to each other and he's been lying to Killua. He has to though...for his job...to find Ging...
Gon stops walking, looking down at his shoes, his amber eyes downcast. This is just a confusing day. Gon has the urge to try to run after Killua but he would never catch up to him in this state. And if Killua left, Gon can't leave the school without Kurapika...It's frustrating.
At least this day couldn't get too much worse-
"Gon, what's the big deal!" Gon heard a door open down the hallway but he didn't pay much attention to the stomping footsteps towards him. He was just trying to get back to class. Gon perks up at the voice, turning around to smile at his friend.
"Hi Leorio! Where were you-" Gon starts but when he sees those brown eyes filled with rage, Gon's words trail off. Gon frowns when Leorio grabs him by the shirt, pulling his fist back as if he's going to strike him.
"How could you do this to me? I thought we were buddies! But all you wanted was Kurapika huh?" Leorio narrows his eyes at Gon, his eyes are red and irritated.
"What are you talking about Leorio? What did I do?" Gon's frown deepens. He doesn't try to get out of Leorio's grip. He just stands there calmly. As calmly as he can. "We are friends-"
"Don't give me that shit! You stole Kurapika from me! Was that your plan from the start? To act all innocent just to take my baby? I played that movie for you! I bought you lunch! I don't give a shit that the food was cheap and the movie sucked but whatever! I was being nice! And this is how you repay me?-"
"Leorio, I really don't understand what you're talking about. I didn't steal Kurapika! I don't know what's going on but I don't like that you're mad at me too. Please explain what I did more clearly!" Gon grabs Leorio's wrist, giving him pleading eyes.
"Are you, or are you not, Kurapika's new mate?" Leorio breathes out of his nose, losing his patience.
"I'm not Kurapika's mate."
"See? That's what you fucking did you...you...wait what?" Leorio snarls only to blink, looking at Gon confused. "You're not Kurapika's mate?"
"No! Why would you get that idea?"
"Because he left me for you! That's what he told me! He said he needed someone loyal and shit and that you made him happy." Leorio's glare falls, his brown orbs getting watery.
"Eh?! He left you for me? I don't think that's right! Maybe there was some bad communication? Kurapika did talk to me about leaving you but that was because he said he didn't know if he was happy and that he didn't like how you looked at other people." Gon waves his hands in the air, his eyes wide. No wonder Leorio is so angry! Gon would never have done that to him. Kurapika is his friend. Not his mate.
"No. He definably said he was leaving me for you and that you agreed that he should." Leorio glares at Gon before he raises his eyebrow. "...That's what he meant by loyal? I might look but he has to know he's the only one I love...I don't do anything with them. I just have a wandering eye I suppose. I would never cheat on him."
"I just told Kurapika that he should do what would make him happy. I didn't tell him to leave you. I told him to do what he wanted to do." Gon frowns to himself. "And maybe you should tell Kurapika that then. I think Kurapika has just been having a hard time lately-"
"You don't think I know that? This shit with the spiders is driving him mad." Leorio whispers harshly, glancing around the hallway before pulling Gon deeper into the hallway. "And he's been saying that you've been supportive of him killing the spiders. You've been encouraging him!"
"B-But if Kurapika doesn't kill them, the Spiders are going to kill him." Gon bites his lip. Has he been making mistakes?
"...I've given him other ideas. I've told him that we could run away together. We could hide out from them. The Spiders aren't going to spend all their time trying to get Kurapika. But he's so set on revenge. It's making him sick. He's gotten sicker recently. He's been talking strangely even before he left me for you. He kept calling you...Pairo." Leorio looks thoughtful for a moment. "So you...don't like my Kurapika romantically?"
"No Leorio. He's just a close friend." Gon hopes that Leorio will believe him. Gon feels his stomach twist...Kurapika is sick? Mito once told him something about revenge...how it doesn't do any good. It only hurts the person. A double edged sword. Gon's job is to protect Kurapika from the Spiders. Gon is suppose to keep Kurapika safe. "Who's Pario?"
"...How has Kurapika been treating you? Have you seen him recently?"
"Yes I just saw him..." Gon tenses when Leorio grabs his chin and inspects his neck.
"...That's not Kurapika's bite. It's too jagged." Leorio raises his eyebrow. "Who bit you?"
"I was bitten by Kurapika first because he was hungry...and then Killua got angry with me because he saw me and Kurapika and he bit me!" Gon starts to feel a panic in him when he thinks about the other male.
"Okay, alright." Leorio grabs Gon again and leads him into a room with no one in it, closing it behind him. "Before Kurapika started feeding on you, did he say anything about you being mates?"
"No. He didn't. He just said it didn't go well with you and even then I wasn't really sure what he was talking about. He looked really shaky and he told me the spiders are waiting for him and I knew he hadn't eaten anything so I just suggested that he feed on me."
"The spiders are waiting for him?!" Leorio's eyes widen in worry before he shakes his head, taking a deep breath. He pinches the bridge of his nose. "One thing at a time...Okay so he started feeding on you. Was that it? Has he kissed you at all? Touched you at all?" Leorio bites his lip, looking at Gon with worry.
"Kurapika kissed me I think. " Gon frowns when he sees Leorio frown.
"Was there tongue? Did he do this flick tongue thing?" Leorio gets closer to Gon, looking more stressed out by the minute.
"N-No it was just the brushing of lips. I didn't even realize it was a kiss till later."
"How many times have you kissed?"
"That was the first one." Gon thinks to himself before locking eyes with Leorio who seems to be calming down. Slightly.
"Alright let me ask you something. Kurapika told me that he's been living with you. When he was with you, how does he treat you? This is important. Is he touchy feely?"
"Not really. Kurapika treats me nice though. Today he made me breakfast and he bought me clothes and he had my clothes waiting for me folded. He also rubbed by head and looked after my wounds. And he tucks me in. He licks my cheek and I lick his but that's a show of affection." Gon tries to think of anything that seems like it might have been weird but he can't.
"Ah ha!" Leorio starts to laugh strangely before sighing. "Okay so this is easy to fix. You don't like him like that and Kurapika's confused. He has to be. If he's doing all that to you, he's acting more like a mother hen. And if I know Kurapika...The way he's been talking...I think he's losing it a little. All he thinks about is killing the Spiders. It's hard to get him to do or think about anything else. Once you came along, he started talking about you. But he also kept mentioning Pairo..." Leorio looks over to see that Gon looks a little confused. "Pairo was Kurapika's best friend. He doesn't talk much about him but from what I gathered, Kurapika thought of him as his little brother. He took care of him and they did everything together...but since Kurapika is the last vampire...you know what happened." Leorio rubs the back of his head. "I think he sees you as him. Kurapika's tired and he's just confused is all. I can still get him back..."
"So Kurapika thinks he loves me because I remind him of his fallen friend?" Gon frowns, trying to think if he remembers Kurapika saying anything strange...He does remember Kurapika would say something about 'him' a lot.
"Kurapika hasn't moved on...Hell, who could blame him. He has nightmares all the time and..." Leorio trails off, those brown orbs full of worry before he looks at Gon again. "I believe you. I don't think you had anything to do with this. It's just you being you. If you're my pal though, you're going to help me out right? I need Kurapika. I need him back." Leorio's cheeks tint from being so forward.
"Of course I'll help you Leorio. You're my friend." Gon smiles, feeling relief wash over him now that Leorio isn't angry with him. "I need to straighten this out with Kurapika. I don't want him getting the wrong idea. I like Kurapika a lot but I don't want him as a mate."
"Okay so this is what we're going to do. We're going to work together to help Kurapika see he's made a huge mistake. So when you see him later, when you're home alone with him, just calmly and nicely tell him that you don't want him as a mate. That you like him like a...brother. Then Kurapika will snap out of it and come back to me...probably."
Gon nods slowly. "That sounds easy. If I tell Kurapika I don't like him as a mate...then this will all be solved right?"
"It should be..." Leorio mumbles, thinking to himself, rubbing at his eyes. "And if Kurapika doesn't say anything about coming back to me...just put a good word in for me. I'm sure he'll listen to you."
"Are you going to make Kurapika happy?" Gon gives him a serious look. "And not look around too much? I think it really upset Kurapika."
"Yeah. I'm going to have a talk with him. I swear to you Gon that I love him and I would never cheat on him. Kurapika should know that."
"...I know you love him." Gon smiles suddenly after looking into those brown orbs. "You're a kind man Leorio. And I can see the affection for Kurapika when you talk about him. I'll do all I can to help you and Kurapika."
"Good." Leorio takes a deep breath before putting a hand on Gon's shoulder. "So...we have a plan. This is good."
"But there's another problem." Gon frowns when he thinks of Killua and his dark glare. "Killua..."
"Great another problem. Alright lay it on me. What's with Killua. He's the one who left those marks on you right?"
"Killua saw me and Kurapika together. He knows we're actually friends but I've been lying to Killua acting like we're not! Killua got really angry and started biting me and yelling at me. I was still a little fuzzy during it all since I was just fed on by Kurapika but I got out of him yelling at me that he wanted me to stop being friends with Kurapika. I told him I couldn't and he got even more angry. He ended up running away from me..." Gon thinks about it for a moment before he touches his lips. Thinking about those soft lips against his own. "Killua is really mad at me."
"...Okay well this is shit." Leorio stares at Gon with a deep frown on his lips. "Do you know what he saw? Or how much he saw?"
"No I don't..." Gon bites his lip.
"I don't know what you can do. Killua is a crazy bastard. He's not one to bit though...like that..." Leorio thinks for a moment, his eyebrows furrowing. "And he bit over Kurapika's bite marks..." Leorio's eyes widen for a moment before he shakes his head, chuckling. "You have the worse luck. It's like shit storms are just attracted to you."
"What do you mean? Does the bite mean something really bad?" Gon frowns, reaching to touch the mark on his neck where Killua's teeth were just a little while ago.
"Look I'm not going to say anything right now because I don't know but that's weird. But if we go with what you're saying, that's bad for your story. Killua knows you're lying and he's angry about it. If Killua tells you to do something, that's what he wants you to do to amend it. He's not one to take no for an answer." Leorio's eye twitches talking about the assassin. "And he always is eager to attack Kurapika." Leorio's eyes widen. "You don't think...he would run off to hurt Kurapika do you?"
"I-I'm not sure." Gon didn't even think about that. His stomach twists in that familiar feeling of panic. Killua was really angry.
"Alright. This is what we're going to do. Or what you're going to do. You're going to tell Killua that you're no longer friends with him. Just give him what he wants."
"But I would be lying again..." Gon bites his lip, his stomach twisting. He doesn't want to hurt Killua's feelings anymore.
"Well you have to. You decided to befriend the zoldycks and this is what you get with it. A whole bunch of shit. I warned you the first day not to sit with Alluka but nooo you didn't want to listen to mr. Leorio. You have Killua as your buddy now so now you have to deal with his mood swings. If Killua doesn't like the fact you're friends with Kurapika and you keep doing it, he's either going to hurt you, Kurapika or you'll just lose Killua as a friend and then you'll lose Alluka as a friend because you can't have Alluka without Killua. You understand what I'm saying?"
"You're saying if I don't lie that I'll lose Killua and Alluka as friends?' Gon looks down at the floor, his heart sinking.
"Or Killua will kill you or kill Kurapika. Most likely kill Kurapika." Leorio's face gets pale.
"Then I have to lie." For my job...again the thought makes Gon a little sick. But this is what he is right? He's suppose to protect Kurapika at all costs. He's a guard dog. "But I doubt Killua will believe me now that he knows I've been lying to him."
"Just buy him a shit ton of chocolate or something. I really don't know how to help you with that guy. All I know he's a brat who gets on my nerves. Just do what you do Gon. You're doing something right. You've become friends with one of the most dangerous creatures on the plant and you're still alive. Even after lying to him, he didn't kill you."
"Just do what I do..." Gon doesn't really know what he does but he'll figure it out. Buying Killua chocolate sounds like a good idea. Mito told him once when you hurt someone really badly you should treat them nicely and apologize properly. "Okay. I'll do what I do."
"Good boy." Leorio sighs. "This day has been pretty shitty huh? For me and you both. Damn. It's a fucking Wednesday. It's hump day! This day should be fun like those commercials with the camel."
"Huh?" Gon blinks.
"Never mind. Just stick with your plan and we'll get this all fixed up." Leorio waves Gon off just as the bell rings.
"Oh no, I missed history with that mustache guy!" Gon frowns.
"That's fine. They weren't doing anything." Leorio grunts. "I gave them a movie to watch on something about some war. I don't know. I wasn't really worried about that class at the moment."
"Are you going to be back for next history class?"
"Yeah I will. Get out of here and go help Kurapika out." When Gon smiles and walks over to the door to run out, Leorio grins. "And you better have that report done by Monday, Gon. And it better be kick ass. I want to see Killua's face when you serve him."
"I will!" Gon grins back at Leorio, his heart lifting at Leorio being kind to him. He's glad they could fix this misunderstanding. Now Gon has to fix it with Kurapika and then Killua.
Gon runs out of the room, leaving Leorio standing there alone, watching him go.
"I'm counting on you Gon. I trust you so...don't let me down!"
Gon hears this and can't help to smile.
Gon will do all he can.
Gon sighs in relief as he walks into his apartment and shuts the door behind him, locking it. At least the plan with Kurapika went well. He met up with him in Gym, Kurapika was already in his bat form and he got into his back pack without a word. Gon walked home without any trouble from the spiders. He felt the spiders watching him, and he could feel the threat they were. But all they did was look at him. None of the spiders approached him.
Gon puts his book bag down, getting ready to start his plan with Leorio-
Kurapika is next to him in his human form before he can think, the blonde man wrapping him into his warm embrace, pushing Gon's head into his chest, nuzzling his head.
"Gon...I'm sorry." Kurapika breaths in Gon's scent, rubbing the back of his head so nicely, keeping his head against his chest. "I was worried about you the whole time. I took way too much blood. I'm surprised you didn't pass out." Kurapika pulls Gon away to look at him with those gray eyes regretful.
"It's okay Kurapika. I was fine. It just took me awhile for everything to stop being fuzzy." Gon smiles to reassure his friend. Gon's still a little weak. The werewolf's smile twitches. Now here comes the hard part. He hopes he doesn't hurt Kurapika's feelings. "Kurapika-"
"What happened to you?" Kurapika grabs Gon's chin tilts his head, exposing his neck. Kurapika inspects the mark there and the hole in Gon's ear. Kurapika's eyes flash scarlet. "It was Killua wasn't it?"
"H-Huh? How did you know?" Gon's eyes widen.
"Because he attacked me as well. Killua saw us. He seemed more concerned about our kiss then anything else though." Kurapika's eyes stay scarlet. "I said something vulgar, hoping he would follow after me but he ran off. I didn't expect him to attack you. I should have known better. He's marred your skin and look at your wrist." Kurapika kisses Gon's wrist, and the werewolf can't help to think of Mito when she would lick his wounds. "...What did he say to you?"
"He doesn't want me to see you anymore. He said he doesn't want me kissing you and he doesn't want us being friends." Gon tries to recall everything Killua said which is hard since Killua voice was so low and dark and Gon wasn't in his right mind at the moment. "When I told him I couldn't leave you...he got really angry and ran off."
"Gon I don't think you should be friends with Killua anymore." Kurapika places a kiss on Gon's neck. "I think he has his eyes on you. As a mate interest. The way he responded to us...almost says it all. Killua is very angry and it's not safe for you to be around him anymore. Killua will try to take you from me-"
"But Killua is my friend! I think Killua was just mad because I lied to him! He knows that we're friends now. I hurt Killua. I just think Killua doesn't know how to express his feelings. So he expresses them by hurting others. I don't mind it. They didn't hurt." Gon grabs Kurapika by the shoulders when it looks like he's about to say something. "I don't think Killua wants me as a mate and I don't want to stop being his friend either. Kurapika, we need to talk."
"So soon?" Kurapika raises his eyebrow at the last part. He grabs Gon's hand and walks them over to the couch so the two boys can sit down. "What's on your mind love?"
Gon fiddles with his hands a little before he locks eyes with Kurapika's. This is it. Just say it as nicely as possible. "...I'm really flattered that you would have me as your mate." Gon starts off and it is the truth. He's had offers before by the females on his island but just like back then, Gon has to turn Kurapika down. He hopes this doesn't end with Kurapika trying to bite his face off like it did with some of the female werewolves. "But I think you're a little confused. I don't think you want me as a mate and I know I don't look at you as a mate. I like you a lot Kurapika. You're kind and look after me. You're like the brother I never had. I think there's been some miscommunication between us or something. I'm sorry Kurapika but I can't be your mate." Gon squeezes Kurapika's hand. The vampire stares at him like he's grown another head.
"You...don't see me as a mate?" Kurapika repeats, his eyebrows furrowing.
"No just a close friend." Gon smiles and it's a little weak. This is usually the part when he gets yelled at or something gets thrown at him.
"But...you've treated me so nicely. You're risking your life just so I can kill the Spiders. You're letting me stay in your home. You let me feed off of you! You took a interest to me immediately in school and you've been very generous with your touches." Kurapika never stops looking into Gon's eyes, searching for something. "And you do not think of me as a mate? Just a friend? You would do all this for a friend?"
"I would." Gon nods his head, that determination in his eyes.
"I don't understand...why would you?" Kurapika's gray eyes shift away for a moment, and he swallows.
"Because that's what friends do right? I want you to be happy Kurapika. I want you to be safe." Gon watches as Kurapika's eye brows furrow again. He's confused. "I don't think you like me like that either Kurapika."
"How would you know?" Kurapika looks up at him, peeking under those long eye lashes.
"I remind you of Pairo." Gon watches as Kurapika's whole body tenses.
"How do you know that name?" Kurapika's voice gets dark.
"Leorio told me." Gon doesn't know if he should have said that but Kurapika blinks. "Leorio found me after Killua did. He was really upset. He's the one who told me that you thought of me as a mate. I was a little slow to what was going on." Gon smiles sheepishly. "He told me that he thinks your confused because I remind you of Pairo."
"You're nothing like Pairo, You...You're different from him but I..." Kurapika started off looking angry only to trail off, realization flooding his eyes before he covers his face with his hands. "...How shameful...really. How will he ever get peace like this? I didn't even realize it. I kept seeing him when I looked at you and you reminded me of all those good times and I just...wanted it again. I can't get Pairo out of my head. When I saw you...I thought to myself that you were him reincarnated. I just wanted my second chance, I suppose. I even almost turned you into a vampire!"
Kurapika uncovers his face, those gray eyes watery. "...Can you forgive me for all this? I was using you to get to something I can't have anymore. I wasn't even aware of it. I just wanted to take care of you and hold you close and see you smile. I thought that was love. A love of a mate but maybe I just wasn't thinking. It's the love of a friend, of a brother...I've made everything really awkward now."
"Its okay." Gon smiles, his amber eyes brightening up, getting Kurapika to stare at him in shock. "I'm just glad this all got sorted out. I don't mind that I remind you of Pairo. I'm glad that I can make you happy as your brother. I want to see you smile and be happy too Kurapika. That's the love of a friend, of family! I might not be Pairo but I'll try my best to take care of you. I can't imagine how I would be if I lost Mito...I don't know if I could let go. So I get it. It's okay to see him in others. You're just keeping him alive in your heart. So if you see him in me, then that's okay. You still know it's me. If you want to treat me like a little brother that's okay too. I like it."
The vampire stares at Gon for a long time, those gray eyes getting a little watery before he blinks them away. He reaches over and pushes Gon into his chest, hugging him tightly. Kurapika letting out a sigh of relief when Gon doesn't tense. Gon hugs him back. "I think I was right in saying that I was sent an angel. Anyone would have been furious. But not you. I still can not apologize enough for my behaviors. I can't believe how much I've messed up. I want to blame it on my lack of sleep but I won't. It was me and you are forgiving."
"Really don't worry about it." Gon chuckles. "Back on my island, a lot of the females thought I wanted them because they said I was 'really nice' to them. I got in a lot of trouble when I told them I didn't think of them as mates."
"You're just a generally nice person. It's incredible. In this world, when someone is so kind, you can only think they want something in return. I thought you wanted my hand." Kurapika chuckles lightly, and it's airy. "This has to be my most awkward and shortest relationship."
"Mine too! That was my first relationship and I didn't even know about it!" Gon gets Kurapika to laugh again, the two boys sharing it together. The air becoming light and all the awkwardness is gone.
"I should have been more forward I suppose." Kurapika hums as he pulls away from Gon, those gray eyes light and soft and they look at Gon fondly.
"Leorio loves you a lot." Gon says once he remembers his other friend who opened up to him today and let that love for Kurapika show.
Kurapika's smile falls for a moment before he smiles again, and it's a knowing one. "I'm sure Leorio told you to put in a good word for him didn't he? He's very predictable."
"He did but I wasn't just saying that for him. Leorio really does love you." Gon tilts his head. "He says he wants to talk to you and to try to make it work...I told him you don't like him looking at others."
"Oh you did?" Kurapika flushes, those gray eyes in thought. "So you think I should give him another shot?" Kurapika muses.
"I think you should do what will make you happy Kurapika." Gon smiles, squeezing his hand. "I know Leorio loves you and I know you love him too. When we started talking about him your eyes got this look. Leorio might not like what you're doing with the spiders but I think it's just because he cares about you. He says it's making you sick." Gon frowns. "I don't want you to get sick either Kurapika."
"..." Kurapika closes his eyes for a moment before he smiles. "I'll talk to him tomorrow. It doesn't mean I will get back together with him but we'll see. I'm not sure we're best for each other." Kurapika opens his eyes. "Gon...I'm going to keep going after the spiders. Whether I get sick or not, it doesn't matter. I can't rest till every last one of them is dead." Kurapika's eyes flash scarlet.
"...Then i'll be by your side." Gon gives Kurapika a determined look, surprising him. "I might not like it but I will fight with you. And if you do get sick in the process, then me and Leorio will just have to make you better!"
Kurapika stares at the light in Gon's eyes for a moment before he laughs lightly, those eyes becoming gray again. "This is something unique to you Gon. The light of hope you give off." Kurapika rubs Gon on top of the head.
Gon closes his eyes, enjoying the nice touch and his heart warming. He did his part. The plan worked. Kurapika is back to being his friend and he's going to talk to Leorio tomorrow. He did it! Now all that's left is...
"What are you going to do about Killua?" Kurapika frowns, seeming to think about the last issue just when Gon does.
"I'm not sure. Leorio thinks I should lie and say I'm not your friend, to give Killua what he wants. But Leorio also said I should just do what I do. He thinks that will solve the problem."
Kurapika chuckles. "I think he's right. Do what you think is right. I trust your judgment. Just be careful. Killua is dangerous. I don't want him hurting you again."
"It'll be okay." Gon stands up with Kurapika when the blonde grabs his hand and helps him up.
"You better go to McDonald's for your job interview. You're going to be late." Kurapika smiles when Gon's eyes widen.
"I completely forgot! All this stuff starting going on and...gah! I am going to be late! See ya Kurapika! I'll be back later tonight!" Gon waves to the blonde before he runs out of the apartment, Kurapika standing there, watching him go with a smile on his lips.
"Good luck. I'll be waiting here for you, Gon."
"Who the hell does that brat think he is?" Killua snarls as he paces back and forth in his room, his claws out and his eyes dark. Killua's tail flicks irritated.
Gon has the gull to say he likes Killua kissing him but he won't leave Kurapika? Why Kurapika? Why the hell that guy? Kurapika tried to kill him, why is Gon such a fucking idiot?
"A-Ah Killua."
Killua stops walking, his eyes widening when he remembers that sound Gon had made under him. Killua's body gets warm as he thinks of Gon underneath him, all flushed, those eyes half lidded. Gon's lips were so soft, just as soft as Killua imagined-
Killua closes his eyes tightly, growling to himself. No. Stop. He's angry at Gon. He's pissed off. Gon was making out with Kurapika. He's Kurapika's mate and he's denying Killua.
He's choosing Kurapika over Killua.
"Gon is my mate." Killua snarls, his voice getting low. "How could he do this to me-" Killua blinks. Wait, back track. What did he just say? No. Nope. Gon is not his mate. Killua exhales shakily. This shouldn't even bother him. Hell he should be happy. Gon has a mate so...Killua can't have him so he'll stop with these weird thoughts. He wouldn't want someone dirtied by another so...he won't want Gon.
Killua's stomach is twisting and he feels ill. So he's just going to...let Kurapika have Gon. Yeah. He doesn't care. Whatever. Gon can fuck Kurapika. Killua doesn't care. He'll just keep hanging out with Gon and he won't care what he does with the vampire in the bedroom. Nope. He doesn't care that Kurapika is going to be kissing those lips or feeling on that body or plowing into the boy and his tight ass-
"Fuck that!" Killua snaps, his voice getting low, the air around him filling up with sparks. No! Gon can not be with Kurapika. He doesn't care. It's not because Killua wants Gon as his mate. As Gon's friend, he has to protect his purity from ass holes like Kurapika who are just using him for his body. Kurapika doesn't love him. Kurapika will just cause him trouble.
Killua just has to find a way to make Gon hate Kurapika. He needs to break them apart. Of course he could just kill Kurapika...which seems like a really good idea at this point. If he rips off his head, he'll never be able to kiss Gon again. Killua's lips twitch up into a crooked smile at the thought, his blood lust spiking out before he shakes his head.
If he kills Kurapika he'll just get shit from Gon. No. He needs to make Gon want to leave Kurapika. Once Gon sees what a user, ass hole, lame-o that Kurapika is, he'll want nothing to do with him. Then everything can go back to normal. Killua will have Gon all to himself. He'll be able to kiss those lips, feel his body, claim him for his own-
Killua bites into his knuckle when he feels a spark of arousal go through him. "No..." He pants. No. He's not going down this road. He made a mistake today. Killua was just confused. He started biting Gon and kissing him...Killua was just so angry he didn't know how to act. He...He just...
Killua touches his lips, thinking about Gon's soft ones, thinking about how his tongue felt against his own and how good it felt to kiss Gon. He loved every fucking second of it. Killua wanted more, and more. He wanted to lick him and take him right in the hallway of the school. He didn't care who could see. He wanted to see Gon's beautiful naked body again and thrust into that firm ass and see Gon's eyes get dark with lust. Killua wanted to make Gon his right then and there. If Killua didn't get a hold of himself, he doesn't know if he would have been able to stop.
That's why he needs Kurapika and Gon to break up. If that keeps up...He doesn't know what he's going to do. He's sure he'll kill Kurapika from his rage and he doesn't give a shit about that but if he hurts Gon...
He doesn't want to. He doesn't want to have to take Gon. He wants Gon to come to him. He wants Gon to beg for him, to want him to...
Killua bites his knuckle again, this time drawing blood. "What the hell is wrong with me? What am I considering?" Killua knows exactly what he's considering. He won't admit it. He refuses. This is ridiculous. He's a Zoldyck. One of the best assassins in the world. His name is feared by all. He is the heir to the business and he will be the leader of the family. He is not some sick fool that wants a goofy man as his mate. A person so poor he can't even afford his own food. A person so stupid that he would become mates with Kurapika. A person so dumb that he would befriend Killua...A person so strange that would show him kindness and worry.
Gon is his first friend. Killua just doesn't know how to treat him. That's the only reason this is happening. There's a part of him whispering in the back of his head that he should kill Gon. He was taught by illumi that everyone will end up betraying you. There's no need for friends.
But there's a bigger part of him that wants to touch Gon and be...'gentle'. To learn more about him and to keep him close. He wants Gon's light. He wants that warmth.
There's another part telling him to kill Gon and to end these weird feelings. But when he's with Gon it's like that voice is muffled out. It doesn't exist. Even now it's very faint.
"What do I want to do to you?" Killua flops down on his bed, holding his head in his hands, knowing the answer. But why? Why does he want him? Is something wrong with him? Killua glances over to the side, looking at his phone that is laying on the bed. Killua reaches for it only to stop himself. Even after being so pissed off at Gon he wants to talk to him.
Killua can't get Gon laying on the ground, reaching out for him, out of his head. He looked so torn. His blood was getting on the floor and he looked weak...Did he make it home okay? Where is he now? Did he go to that job interview at McDonald's? Did it go well-
Killua shakes his head. He's pissed at him. So why the hell does he care? But he does. He cares a lot. Killua groans, laying down on the bed. When it comes to Gon he can't keep himself composed. His thoughts are ecstatic and it's like he's battling himself.
"I liked it." Killua's eyes widen when he thinks of Gon touching his lips, swollen from Killua kissing him.
Killua bites his lip, feeling his body react, heat coming from his arousal. Killua covers his eyes with his hands. But when he closes his eyes, Gon's there too.
"Can we do it again...Killua?" Gon's voice is sweet, those amber eyes so alluring.
...Fuck yeah we can. Killua's thoughts start to change and he's back in that hallway with Gon, pinning him to the ground, kissing him, tasting his mouth. Gon is flushed from his kiss. Gon pants and wants more of him.
Killua finds himself rubbing his chest before his hand slides slowly over his rippled abs, pausing for a moment before going lower as he thinks of Gon's eyes half lidded. Right when Killua reaches down, feeling the obvious tent in his pants, Killua lets out a shaky sigh, and his sister knocks on his door.
"Brother? Are you okay?"
"Y-Yeah." Killua's eyes snap open and he gets off the bed, his eyes wide as he realizes what he was about to do and who he was about to do it to, again! And here he is, boner and all. Gon gave him a boner. Again. Killua needs to have sex. He just needs a whore or something. This is ridiculous. His grandfather would be rolling around in his grave if he knew that Killua, the heir to the Zoldyck family, just got a hard on from someone like Gon. A simple, childish man with a light in his eyes.
Killua never cared for a mate. He was just going to find some chick to give him a child. But now he doesn't even think about that. There is no child in his future, not if he sticks with Gon.
And Killua is okay with that.
"I think I'm really sick sis." Killua shouts out to his sister. "I'm going to take a cold shower and i'll be right out." A really, really cold shower. He is not going to masturbate to Gon again. He refuses. He's drawing the line. If he ignores these weird feelings they'll go away. They have to.
Killua will keep telling himself that.
"You should text him." Alluka smiles at her brother, breaking the silence between them when she catches her brother glancing over at his phone that he had brought with him.
"Text who?" Killua grunts, eating a chunk out of his hot dog, keeping his eyes on the movie they're watching.
"You know who." Alluka can't help to chuckle lightly, looking back at the TV. "I've been texting him but he hasn't responded. I think he's at his job interview. I hope it goes well for him."
"Me too. Then I won't have to buy him more stuff." Killua rolls his eyes, finishing his 6th hot dog. Alluka smiles weakly.
"Brother...you've been acting strange all of today. You know you can talk to me. Did something happen with Gon?" Alluka does not miss how Killua's body tenses up.
"...Nothing, he just pissed me off. Found out he's Kurapika's mate."
"What?!" Alluka's eyes widen as Killua just shrugs his shoulders like it's nothing.
"yeah. The bastard was keeping it from us." Killua eats another hot dog quickly.
"When did you find this out? And why didn't I know?"
"I found out after history, found them making out in the hallway."
"Seriously?" Alluka looks at her brother with wide eyes. So that's why he rushed in to grab her and then ran all the way home. He wouldn't talk to her for a while. "What did you do?"
"I calmly told Gon that he needs to Leave Kurapika. It's obvious that he's using Gon." Killua's voice is too calm. "And he refused."
"I doubt you told him calmly..." Alluka frowns to herself. "You didn't hurt Gon or Kurapika did you?"
"They're both alive." is all he says. "Can you believe Gon? Keeping something like this from us? He's such a liar. He said he wanted to fight Kurapika and he's been making out with him behind our backs. Some friend he is right?" Killua sips some water quickly.
"That's so weird. Gon and Kurapika mates? They use to be friends but...I just can't see them together like that." Alluka thinks to herself, rubbing her chin. "...I think you're wrong brother."
"Huh?" Killua blinks, looking at his sister.
"I don't think they're together. If they were, Gon would have told me."
"I'm sure there's things he doesn't tell you-"
"Gon tells me when good things happen. Like he called me a couple of days ago to tell me he found some chocolate in the trash. And he likes to talk to me about the fun he has with you. Gon would tell me if he had a mate. We're close like that."
"Okay so he tells you about our times and when he finds shit in the trash but that doesn't mean he would tell you about Kurapika-"
"Trust me brother, I think you're wrong."
"Says the person who didn't see them making out."
"You saw them making out?"
"Well...sort of."
"What do you mean sort of?"
"It's implied. I saw Kurapika pull away and Gon was all flushed and panting."
"That doesn't tell you anything."
"And when I confronted Kurapika, he said they were mates and that Gon would always come to him. That he becomes putty in his hands." Killua's lips twitch at the end, his blank face starting to fall. "And when I confronted Gon, he just said he couldn't leave Kurapika."
"...what if Kurapika was lying?"
"Then why would Gon say he can't leave him?"
"Maybe Gon was confused?...He's not too bright Killua."
"You don't' think I know that? He's as stupid as they get. It's like he lived under a rock."
"I just...don't think Gon would hide this from us. We're his friends. If he had a mate, he would tell us. I think you should just ask Gon if Kurapika is his mate."
"I don't feel like getting in another spat with him." Killua rolls his eyes. "I have another idea."
"Oh?" Alluka raises his eyebrow.
"I'm going to break them up."
"How are you going to do that?"
"By making Gon hate Kurapika. Somehow."
Alluka thinks for a moment before she smiles. "That sounds like it could be fun. Let me help."
"You want to help break them up?" Killua raises his eyebrow, surprised. "I thought you would be against this."
"Sure. The way you break someone up brother, is by an affair. If Kurapika cheats on him, Gon will want nothing to do with him! But that will hurt Gon...maybe we should do something that won't hurt Gon...how about we try to make Gon fall in love with someone else!"
"...I liked the cheating idea, lets stick with that-"
"But getting Gon to fall in love with someone else would be better for our friend! I know! Big brother, you could get Gon to fall in love with you!
"Huh?!"
"Yeah! If Gon falls in love with you, then he'll leave Kurapika!"
"I-I don't want that idiot to fall in love with me! Are you crazy sis?"
"I could help you get his heart." Alluka smiles, and it looks sly. "I think tomorrow you should dress in your nicest clothes and-"
"No. we're not doing that. We're going with the cheating idea. It will be way easier to get Kurapika to cheat on Gon-"
"You can do that but i'm doing my plan with or without you." Alluka huffs as she gets up and walks to her closet. She pulls out a big blue dress, one of her nicest ones. She puts it against her body and smiles. "Do you think Gon will like me in this?"
"...What are you doing?"
"If you're not going to make Gon love you, then I'm going to make Gon love me. Once Gon sees he wants someone else he'll break up with Kurapika. It's fools proof. Brother I know my relationships."
"the only thing you know from relationships is what you've read in those girly magazines." Killua's eye twitches but when his sister moves to the mirror and starts to look at herself, Killua frowns. "you can't be serious."
"But I am. I want to help Gon. I don't think Kurapika is good for him. So I'm going to help him." Alluka winks.
"Nope. I'll do it." Killua says quickly, shaking his head. "You're not going to be flirting with that guy-"
"So you're going to get Gon to fall in love with you?" Alluka's grin is too wide. Killua narrows his eyes.
"Were you trying to-"
"Great! Then it's settled then! Let's work on being nice!"
"Wait we don't have to make this into a big thing right? I mean I'll just... I don't know." Killua starts to fiddle with his pants, his ears flatten on top of his head. Alluka knows her brother is nervous, there's a faint blush on his cheeks.
"You've seduced people before plenty of times. You use to tell me all about it and laugh about it to. You know exactly what people want."
"Those were old women who couldn't keep their pants on. This is Gon. He's another man. It's different-"
"No it's not. Gon obviously like men if he's Kurapika's mate." Killua's eyes flash at that. "So just put on that charm of yours! It doesn't matter right? Since it will all be an act."
"Don't you think this is more messed up? So I get Gon to love me and he leaves Kurapika. Then what? He's going to want something from me and i'm going to have to be like 'oh well I don't really like you I was just getting you away from Kurapika, funny story right?'. No way he'll take that."
"I think this is still better then Gon finding Kurapika cheating on him. It will break his heart. Gon really likes you Killua. I doubt even if you do this that he would even consider not being your friend. You've hurt him so much and Gon still wants to be your friend."
Killua frowns, his eyebrows furrowing. "So...just make him fall in love with me? Alright." Killua straightens himself out, blowing out a puff of air. "Shouldn't be too hard. If Gon would fall for Kurapika, he'll easily fall for me. Then this whole thing can be over and we'll all have a good laugh."
"And then some."
"What was that?"
"Nothing, nothing." Alluka smiles to herself before she hugs her brother. "Okay lets work on your outfit for tomorrow! Oh and you should probably text Gon! And maybe you could buy him some flowers and give them to him tomorrow-"
"I'm not going to buy him flowers!" Killua yells but his face gets red.
"Okay fine but at least give him a hug tomorrow! Actually hug him back! And you really should text him-"
"Fine I will." Killua sighs, acting as if his sister is the one really pushing him to do so. "I'll text him-"
"After we pick out your outfit!"
"I cant pick out my outfit by myself-"
"Nope I have to make sure you look your best for Gon! Once Gon gets a look at you in that one outfit he'll melt right into your arms."
"...I don't think he would...melt into my arms?" Killua tries to hide the interest in his voice. Those blue eyes have gotten glossed over as he thinks. Killua's face gets pink and he blinks, shaking his head. Alluka can't help her smile.
"Yes he would! So lets get you ready for this! If we're going to save Gon from Kurapika then I have to count on you to do the best you can do. If you can manage, i'm sure kissing would do nicely. Kiss Gon really good and he'll fall in love with you for sure."
"K-Kiss him really good?" Killua's face gets redder, those blue eyes shifting away. "This is ridiculous sis." But Alluka sees the way those blue eyes brighten up ever so lightly and the twitch of his ear.
Her brother is excited. Alluka feels like squealing. It's all coming along perfectly.
"But once Gon falls for your act, he'll break up with Kurapika. You can even do something like say it was a prank. Gon will get angry and then he'll get you back and then you'll be back to normal."
Killua seems to think about this before he nods his head. "A prank...an act. Yeah. He'll be fine. We'll break them up and then we won't have to worry about it anymore." Killua grins to himself before looking over at his sister. "..Alright lets do this. I'm not going to do anything too crazy. I doubt I'm going to kiss him."
"We'll see." Alluka giggles as she grabs her brother by the arm. "come on! We have a lot of training to do."
Killua can only let his sister pull him. If he could see the cat like smile on Alluka's face he would have ended this right here and now.
But Killua has fallen right into Alluka's trap.
"Wow!" Gon's eyes widen as he stares up at the large M that's in the sky, it's light like a lantern, attracting every creature with it's allure. Gon can smell the food and he feels his mouth water. He hasn't had diner yet...When Gon is about to walk into the McDonald's, a man starts to approach him. Gon notices the long black hair style on his head first, then how built he is.
"Are you Gon?" The man yells at him, his face scrunched up like he has to take a poo.
"Yeah!" Gon smiles, despite this man's glare. "Who are you?"
"I'm Knuckle fool and don't you forget it!" He points a bulky finger at Gon, his hole face moving when he talks as if every pour is filled with anger. "So you're the guy who needs a job. I don't think you're up for this kind of work."
"You mean being a cashier?" Gon tilts his head. "I can do anything if i'm taught."
"A cashier? Are you serious fool? I'm not here to interview for a McDonald's job. The exact opposite! Do you know what those people do to animals? How they kill them? And just treat them so horribly! Seriously! Stupid!" Knuckles face scrunches up in his yelling, his eyes getting watery.
"Are you crying?"
"No I'm not! Don't' tell anyone or i'll kill you." Knuckle sniffles, wiping at his eyes.
Gon's eyebrows furrow. If he's not getting a job at McDonald's then what is he getting a job for? Gon blinks when a dog walks up to him and starts to sniff him. Gon smiles and leans down to pet the dog, knowing just where to scratch to get the dog's tongue to hang out. It's nice being able to pet an animal again. He misses the ones back home.
"You're a dog lover?" Knuckle stops crying, getting serious again.
"Yeah." Gon smiles. " I like them."
"Do you like other animals?"
"Of course! I use to run a farm-"
"You're hired."
"Eh?" Gon blinks. Knuckle just poses with his fists on his hips, that constipated look coming back. " I am?"
"yup. I can appreciate an animal lover. That's what I've been looking for. You got this look in your eyes too." Knuckle grins. "So you're hired."
"Yay!" Gon jumps in the air, cheering. "What is my job?"
"You're job is to help me do justice around town. Starting first with destroying this McDonald's!"
"...Destroying the McDonald's?" Gon frowns. "Won't we get in trouble?"
"Who the hell cares? If those bastards try to stop us, we'll just make a break for it. But here's were skill comes in. I need you to go in there and get everyone to leave so I can break this thing to the ground without hurting anyone."
"How can I do that?" Gon tilts his head.
"Think of something. Surprise me." Knuckle grunts before shoving Gon forward. "Now hurry! Time is money! You're on the clock Gon! Get to work!"
Gon nods quickly and rushes into the McDonald's. Wow, he's already gotten the job and he's already working on the first day too! Of course Gon didn't really expect that he would be helping Knuckle destroy McDonald's but it seems like a pretty okay job. Hopefully they don't' get in too much trouble. Knuckle seems very passionate about destroying this so McDonald's must have done him some wrong.
Some customers waiting in line turn to look at Gon for a moment before looking back up at the front. How is Gon going to get all these people out? This place smells so good too...
"Hi! Excuse me everyone but could you all get out of McDonald's really quick?" Gon gives them a smile when some of the people look at him. They grunt and look back up front.
"I'm not getting out of line. I want my large fries."
"This guy with the pointy ass hair better get out of my face."
Gon's eyebrow furrow. Asking them isn't going to work. What would make people leave? Gon's sure he could scare them all out if he could turn but that would expose him and he doesn't know if he could control himself or not.
"There's better food outside!" Gon yells. A really big guy looks out the widow before he glares at Gon and looks forward. Gon bites his lip. Should he just start dragging people outside? Gon hears a bang on the glass. He looks back to see Knuckle glaring at him. He's mouthing something. Tell them you're going to...what? When Knuckle says it a third time, Gon is pretty sure he's read his lips right.
"I'm going to poop!" Gon shouts loudly, throwing his arms in the air.
Everyone looks at him this time, looking confused and some grossed out. This is good. He's gotten their attention. Now to reel them in! "Lets all go poop outside!"
They all stare at him. At least they're finally looking at him but no one is making a move to leave.
"Just ignore him. Stupid teenagers."
"Kids these days, all they want to do is talk about their bowels and the person they flip flapper with."
Gon is about to say something when there's a loud knock on the glass. Gon turns to see Knuckle glaring at him.
"I didn't say poop you idiot!" Kurapika is yelling so loud that Gon can hear him. " Tell them you're going to shoot! Like shoot up the place!"
"Ohh!" Gon turns to the people. "Sorry everyone, I didn't mean I'm going to poop. I don't' have to poop. What I meant to say is i'm going to shoot up the place!"
"Please do."
"With what?"
Gon's eyebrows furrow and he looks back at Knuckle for guidance. He can see the other man sigh before he marches in. "What am I paying you for! Just start knocking them out and dragging them. They'll all start running." Knuckle shuts the door again.
"oh shit it's that guy." Someone mumbles, Gon turning around just in time to see all the customers leave. Now it's only the workers.
"We're going." The workers quickly make their way out of the McDonald's. Well that was kind of easy. Gon didn't have to do much. One look at Knuckle and they all started to run out.
"Ha! Good work Gon!" Knuckle grins as he bust in.
"I didn't really do anything." Gon blinks.
"We'll work on your scaring skills. Now the fun part. Here take this." Knuckle hands him what looks to be some sort of device. "Place that on the back wall and push this red button. Once you do, run as fast as you can to me. You got to hurry. The cops will be here any minute. They know my streak."
Gon nods and runs to the back of the restaurant. Now that he has an objective he can do so easily. He places the device on the wall and pushes the button. Numbers show up and it starts counting down. Gon runs out of the McDonald's only to see Knuckle is still running. As Gon is running after him there's a huge boom behind him. Gon whimpers, covering his ears before glancing back, his eyes widening when he sees the huge flame and the smoke where the McDonald's use to be.
"noooo! Not again!" Some by stander falls to their knees and starts punching the ground.
"Why does this always happen to the McDonald's I go to? Am I just bad luck?"
"It's because because you're such a bitch."
"The McDonald's was cut down in its prime."
"Why is this city so weird?"
"Come on! I wanted those fires! I paid like three dollars for them already!"
The people Gon got out of the building are all standing around, some frowning while others are groaning. Some just watch blankly.
"Isn't It beautiful." Knuckle puts his hand on Gon's shoulder. "We did good today Gon. We did good."
"Did we?' Gon tilts his head, not really sure as he watches the once proud McDonald's burn to the ground.
"Yes we did. Here's 500 for today. If you do better next time i'll give you more-" Knuckle hands him a large sum of money, Gon's eyes get big with excitement. He's gotten money. He doesn't know if 500 is good but it sounds good!
Gon's ear twitches when he hears sirens approaching.
"Oh shit it's the cops." Knuckle grips his fists. "Come on Gon! Lets make a break for it! Catch us if you can bastards!" Knuckle flips them off before he starts running, Gon right by his side. Gon frowns, glancing back at the siren cars that are driving towards them.
"Shoot pick us up." Knuckle talks into his wrist.
"Why am I part of this? Really?" There's a voice Gon doesn't recognize but soon Gon isn't running anymore. He runs into what looks to be a cage and then everything goes dark. When he can see again, he's not around the burning McDonald's anymore. They're in the middle of the city, people walking this way and that.
"Good job everyone. I say that was roaring success." Knuckle smirks, standing next to him.
"How did we get here?" Gon looks around.
"That's a secret. You have to work here longer to know all the secerts. Now, I'll call you when I have work for you. I pay you by day, not hour, got it?"
"So...my job is to help you destroy McDonald's?" Gon blinks.
"Not just that! You're going to be helping me around the animal shelters and other such things. It just so happened there was a McDonald's to destroy. You did good." Knuckle puts a hand on his shoulder, grinning. "Keep working at it, and you'll be a master at destroying McDonald's just like I am."
"Okay." Gon smiles though he's not really sure how he feels about all this. At least he got some money! And this job seems like it's going to be really interesting. "I'll keep doing my best!"
"That's what I like to hear!" Knuckle's grin is so wide. "Give me your number, i'll keep in contact with you." Gon hands him his phone and Knuckle gets his number out of it and puts it into his phone, which is bigger than Gon's.
"Now that you're my partner, you're going to get really popular. You're going to be a star. I'm like a national figure. Someone that everyone wants to be."
"A person who destroys McDonald's?"
"No...well yeah but it stands for so much more. We're showing them that we're not going to take their shit! If they destroy animals in such a way, we're going to destroy them! Haha!"
"Okay." Gon just nods. He's not really sure what Knuckle is talking about but at least he did his job. "I'll see you for the next job Knuckle!"
"Be ready kid!" Knuckle grins as Gon runs off back towards his apartment. "This is only the beginning!"
"I'm always ready!"Gon chuckles, feeling giddy that he got the job and he has money. Now he can buy Killua chocolate! And get himself something to eat!
He can't wait to tell Killua and Alluka that he got the job- er...well he can't wait to tell Alluka. Killua might not want to talk to him...
Gon slumps a little at the thought but his eyes shine with determination. He turns back, running toward that candy shop Killua took him too.
He'll try to make it up to Killua as much as he can.
"Oh my god. Gon's on the news."
"What?" Killua who was glaring at the outfit he is going to be wearing tomorrow and having an inner battle in his head, stops when he hears his sister. He whips his head over quickly. "Is he alright?" Killua pauses when he sees Alluka covering her mouth, her shoulders shaking in laughter.
"You have to see this."
Killua walks over so he can see the TV. Killua's eyes widen...and then he busts out laughing. There Gon is, running from the police with this big eyed look on his face as a McDonald's burns in the back ground. What also made him laugh is what the news reporter is saying.
"It looks like the McDonald's murderer has found a partner in crime. No one knows who this young boy is or why he's working with this crazy man. The batman of McDonald's now has a robin. And just like all the other times this has happen, the boy and the man disappeared before the cops could get them. Why do they destroy this fast food restaurant? We got eye witness on the boy."
A guy gets on the screen. "okay so this guy just comes into the McDonald's and is just like ' i'm going to poop!' like I didn't know he was a part of that crazy guy's raid but it was bizarre. He was trying to get us to leave McDonald's but he was really bad at it."
Killua is rolling around on the floor he's laughing so much. "My god! My sides! What the hell Gon!" Killua holds his stomach. Alluka is laughing just as much, not able to hold it in. "I can't believe Leorio set him up with that Guy! Of course it just makes sense! I shouldn't have expected anything less! Of course Gon was going to be on the news for destroying McDonald's. It's so unpredictable it's predictable!" Killua calms his laughing fit, smiling like an idiot at the screen as they continue to talk about Gon, his face flushed from his laughing. Killua's sure he's never laughed like that. Ever. And of course it was Gon who made him do it. Because that makes total sense.
"This guy is riot!" Killua snickers to himself, turning off the TV when they start talking about something else.
"Gon is the new robin, defeater of McDonald's." Alluka wipes her eyes but when she says that, the two start to laugh again. It's goes on for a while before they stop.
"I have to text him about this. What the hell." Killua grabs his phone and types eagerly, much to his sister's delight. Killua was pushing off having to text Gon, being resistant to it but it seems through his laughter he's forgotten about that.
Killua smiles to himself, his heart doing this excited flip after he sends the message, so excited to talk to the boy again-
for the moment forgetting what he's planning on doing and forgetting that he was pissed off at the other male.
He has to talk to him now that he's seen that. He can not talk to Gon after he's blown up McDonald's.
That's Killua's story and he's sticking to it.
Thank you for the reviews! and I can understand your English!:) Till next time.
