HELLO! :D
So finally, here's the eleventh chapter *phew*
I'm really really sorry for not updating, I've been very busy in school (this is why I hate going to school)
But anyway, this chapter is very long. It's 10 pages in Microsoft Word, so I've decided to split it in two and tomorrow I'll add the twelfth chapter :D I am very serious about this I really am gonna add the twelfth chapter tomorrow. I could add it today, but it'll be better if I add it tomorrow. Anyway, I've finished chapter 12 so you guys don't have to worry. :D What I'm worrying is when I can add the thirteenth chapter lol
HEY, please enjoy this chapter and don't forget to review! ^_^
If you found errors (because of my grammar) please inform me okay? :D
— give me some motivation you guys. Haha
PS: COT-SAN: Greetings from the Philippines :*
Flashback:
I want to join the school trip to Yorkshin City to be with Hisoka. I want to join the camping to be with Hisoka. Maybe the real reason why I wanted to join both of the activity is because I know that Hisoka will join, and that means more time with him. Maybe it wasn't because I wanted to mingle and associate with my classmates. It was all because of him. I just wanted to be near him for as long as the situation would allow. I won't let anything to slip out and miss a thing, especially when it's about being with him. I . . I really love him. So much.
Today's the day. I said to myself. Yes. It is today. The school trip! Yay! I was so happy that I could join. More likely, I was so, so happy that my father had to leave urgently for some kind of business trip. And I think my grandmother said he'll be gone for three to four weeks, since his business trip was abroad. So yes, I was so happy when I heard about it. Also, my grandmother permitted me to join the school trip so my happiness is tripled, if that's even possible. Well, I really am just plain happy that somehow, things worked out just fine, even though I didn't plan it to be like this. But ... . I didn't get to ride the school bus that was used for the trip. My grandmother instructed Toru to drive me to the meeting place which is in the hotel where we'll be staying the first night, though I have this feeling that it won't just end up in the hotel. I think he'll follow me to make sure nothing wrong is to happen. And that also, I think it was an order from grandmother. But it's only Toru. He's fun to be with. I can be reckless as I can, be all the way with my own, and not worry about what he has to say to my grandma. All I have to do is not do things overboard, and Toru will be fine with it. Sometimes, I think he's always somewhere, unseen, always following me. But he never really does do full reports on my father of what I am doing in school, or such things. He really is a good guy. I can trust him with my few personal things. But how didn't I think of this before? Let's see. I can't trust anyone with my relationship with Hisoka, and I haven't talked about this to my grandmother. I was really intending on telling her about Hisoka, but I always ended up nervous and scared that I couldn't talk when I'm already in front of her. I mean, what would she say? What if she does not like Hisoka? What if she does not approve of our relationship? What if she disagree and be mad at me for not listening to father to never interact with anybody in school? Yes, just like that, there are so many 'what ifs' in my head when I think about it. Sometimes, I just wish that I could be a normal person, wanted to feel the sensations of love and being loved. That isn't so hard when you put it that way, right? Who in this world wouldn't want to feel love, anyway? Love is such a great thing that could happen to a person's life. It may come to your life as startling or out of the blue, but it'll be best if you cherish the moment, enjoy it to the fullest, and feel blessed that you can actually experience it. That's why I wanted to enjoy the school trip and the camping. I wanted to spend more time with him — I mean Hisoka — if that could be possible in any way. It's like I don't get enough by just looking at him in the classroom. Well one cannot be fully satisfied just by looking at the person you love, right? It's like I always wanted to touch him, feel his skin, hold his hand, kiss him, and make him feel that he is the most loved person in the world. I just wanted to do sweet things with him, like a normal teenager do with their boyfriends/girlfriends. But in my situation, that's impossible. My dad clearly said, "Don't talk to anyone in your class, understand? Those filthy things. You are nothing like them. You don't belong to those kind of people. If only that old woman isn't here, things wouldn't have been this complicated."
My father has always been against the idea of my grandmother letting me go to a public school. He said that the teaching-learning process in public schools are low-quality or something below average, and what he said is that it is disgusting, that it sickens him knowing that my grandmother could even thought of such a thing — letting me go to a public school, and that's it's a disgrace that I would be going to a public school like that. But since I have been gone away for a very long time studying abroad, my grandmother doesn't want to be separated from me anymore. And I feel the same way. You see, the nearest private school — also the most exclusive and expensive one — is the town beside Kai City, which is like a 3 to 4 hours if you travel by plane here, in our city, Takizawa. So yeah, it's pretty far. And my grandmother never really likes long trips, so she suggested that I should go to the nearest school which my father clearly disagrees to. It's not such a bad thing though, getting to experience going to a public school.
I don't know, but my father just can't refuse or decline to whatever my grandmother says. It's like she ranks even on a higher level than him, only that she doesn't show that part of her very much. She just takes things slow, maybe partly because she's old. But it's very positive that my grandmother is somehow superior over my father. Although these are just what I thought.
"Toru, are we there yet?" I asked Toru, as I've gotten impatient. Yorkshin City sure is far from Takizawa.
"Almost there, Princess." he answered.
Fifteen more minutes passed before the car went to a halt.
Finally, we're in Yorkshin City.
I got out of the car, but I didn't see anyone in particular of South High — South High is the name of our school — in the entrance of the hotel. Even in the lobby. Well maybe they're still on their way here.
Toru checked me in and accompanied me to my room, carrying my things.
We arrived at the room. The room is big and it's good for two people. But the whole space is just as big as my bedroom though. There are pretty wood carvings in the living room and fresh looking paintings in the bedroom. The bed is huge too. There are two televisions, one in the living room and one in the bedroom. The kitchen is big too — I froze in delight when I saw the chocolates and ice cream in the fridge. I'm gonna eat all of those later.
"They have people for that, you know," I said as he set my bags full of my stuff on the bed.
He only chuckled. "I'll be going now, Princess."
This is still unclear to me. "Wait, Toru. So where are you staying tonight?" I asked him, since I have this feeling that he will not be leaving the hotel, rather, he will not be leaving me until this school trip ends. He is staying here to watch over me as my grandmother instructed, I think.
His face didn't give any expression. However, he hesitated before answering my question.
"Room 708, Princess." Hah! See? There! I knew it! Ohhh grandmother, can't you just give me any freedom for just a little while? This is clearly not going to be a real school trip if Toru is tailing me all the way to the third day of this trip!
"Don't worry, Princess." He said as he noticed my reaction. "I will not be following you during the free periods and during the tour. You can ride the bus tomorrow for your next destination." He said. He bowed then left the room.
Now what? I know he said that he wouldn't be following me, but that's just too good to be true. I know that even if he said that, he'll still follow me around. Now how will I be able to spend the free periods with Hisoka when Toru is somewhere, always watching over me? Oh, this is more complicated than I thought.
The first day of the trip is mostly free period, that's how I think it is. Today is the first day, and I think that the first place to visit is the Yorkshin Capitol. We will be observing the subject and then we will be making reviews about it. After the Yorkshin Capitol, it's going to be the most awaited — the free period, where students can wander and roam the city, only to be back before the given curfew.
I don't have a phone with me — no one in the house wanted to give me and also, I'm not allowed to have one — so I can't contact Hisoka at all. I can't ask him if they have arrive in the hotel.
Maybe I can borrow Toru's? But that'll be complicated. I wonder though if Toru actually knew about my relationship with Hisoka. I can feel him — or maybe it's one of his men — following us the whole day when I was with Hisoka on our first anniversary where we spent the whole day together. As I recall, my father wasn't around that time, and also my grandmother, that's why I was able to sneak out the house and meet with Hisoka. That day was the most memorable day of my life. Hisoka and I did that thing and it was wonderful. I never have imagined that a person can be in such bliss with that. It was fantastic.
I can't take this anymore. I want to see him. I want to see Hisoka. I wanted to hear his voice calling my name, touch his hands, and feel the heat of his body. Oops, I think I just thought of him too much. It's decided then. I'm going to Toru and ask him to buy me a phone. With that, I can talk to him or message him whenever I want.
Lately, my feelings for Hisoka seem to be deepening. It's like I just can't get enough of him. I always wanted to see him and be with him. I don't know why I'm feeling like this. Back on our first year of being a couple, I wasn't really like this. I'm contented just by looking at him from afar, knowing that I'm loved by this guy and nothing else. But now, it's just him. It's all about him. Everything is revolving around him that I just wanted to spend my forever with him. I may sound insane, but that's my feelings for him. I sighed. I wish he's also like this with me so that it's fair.
When I got to the seventh floor, I searched for the room 708. That's Toru's room, so he should be there. I'll just ask him to buy me a phone and that's it. I can call Hisoka all I want.
But I remembered. I don't have Hisoka's phone number.
BAKA!
Oh, my gosh. I really am stupid. How can I contact Hisoka if I don't even have his phone number? Uurrgghhh can I be dumber than this?
But if I go to his room, I can ask for his contact number and maybe I can ask him if he would like to spend the free period with me. That way, I'll get his number, I'll get to ask him to spend the free period with me, and I get to see him! It's like hitting two — no three birds with one stone! Yay!
But wait. I don't know what room he's assigned to.
Dammit!
I knocked my forehead a few times. This is so frustrating. It is frustrating to be this stupid. How dumb can I be?
"Well, you don't have a girlfriend, and I don't have a boyfriend, so it'll be fine. You don't have to worry. Just go out with me and I'll give you everything you need. I can satisfy your desires." someone said in a very seductive voice. I'm still walking in the hallway, but I can't see anyone in the long passageway. It must be in the crossing of the hallways to the other side of the building.
As I turned left to go to the other side of the building to look for Toru's room, I saw a couple talking at the far end of the of the corner of the hallway. That must be where the voice came from. The girl was blocking the guy's way, his back against the wall while the girl's body seems like a solid lump to the guy's body that he can't get out of there. Her left hand is on the guy's waist, and her right hand on the guy's nape, pulling him to her face.
They were about to kiss, and I don't want to trouble them by entering the hallway so I stopped walking. Good thing they didn't notice me standing there. Maybe I'll just come back for Toru. I can't ruin the couple's romantic moment together. Besides, if they wanted to kiss in the hallway, it's their business, not mine. They can flirt all they want, I don't care. I can flirt with Hisoka when I got his number.
I was about to walk away when I noticed that both of them were wearing uniforms the same as South High. Oh, the buses must've arrived! This two must've joined the school trip too and now they're here at the hotel. That means Hisoka is here, too! I got to hurry and look for him. But I wonder what year this two are. Well, I really don't care.
But wait wait wait. Is that .. . Tera? I smiled as I realized that it was Tera. Tera's seducing the guy! She's so cool! I can't even make that kind of voice around Hisoka and I don't think I will. It's full of lust. It's just not my thing. So Tera is this kind of girl. I never knew that she's fooling around with boys and seducing them. Well it's because I never hang out with anyone, so I don't know anything about them.
Before they could even kiss, the guy straightened up and looked away. "No, Tera. Stop this." that voice. It's .. D-Don't tell me . .?
"Hi .. H-Hisoka?" I quietly said. Both of them stiffened and looked at my direction.
