Untouchable Pain

By: bldcvrdkunoichi

Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story like except my views as a writer but they are counting for less and less these days… oh well once I get Kakashi on my side I will not care because I will not have to write these anymore because I would have him to play with and he would have to help me fulfill my fantasies… don't you just love him and the laziest Jounin also…. Man I'm becoming more like him… no must not slack off in my studies… oh well they're too troublesome anyways…

A/N: I'm really sorry for the lateness of this chapter… for I have not been home to type it up and I am leaving again tomorrow so I hope that the length of this will sedate you long enough for me to come back and update… love vacation…. Hate the idea of no computer to type my stories on, anyway from this chapter on the story has gone from T to M, because well, you'll see but I am sorry if this has turned anyone away

Chapter 11

A week later there was still no change in Mitsukai. Kakashi and Kontonashi tried everything that they could think of to try to make her come back. They both loved her and they did not want to see her hurt in any way. They both just wanted the old Mitsukai back. They tried talking to her, holding her hand and even reading her favorite book out loud. They even tried to sing her favorite songs. They were very off tempo and off of key but the thought was still there. They bought all of her favorite foods, hoping that they would be able to get her to eat something, but the only response they got out of her was a blank stare. The only response they ever got out of her was a blank stare.

Unable to pass up any more mission, Kakashi was gone a week later on an A-class mission. Kakashi hoped and prayed that Mitsukai's state would not worsen. Once on the mission, he captured the missing scroll easily from the rouge ninja, getting just a couple of cuts and scrapes. He returned to the village and went to see the Hokage with blatant urgency. Kakashi wanted to see her progress hoping that she would indeed be in that bed, waiting for him to come back with that smile of her that he had urned to see for two weeks.

Once Kakashi turned in the report to the Hokage he calmly walked out of the door, but once he heard the door click shut he made a mad dash to the exit. But as he came upon it he was only stopped my Rai.

"Let me pass." Kakashi stated as he tried to make his way around the man in his path.

"I think not." Rai replied in a subdued tone in his voice.

"Then what do you want now?" Kakashi spat out, trying to put all of his anger and hate for this man in this one question. Kakashi did not want to have to go thought this, and he defiantly did not want to have to have a decent conversation with this man who had pained Mitsukai so much.

"And what would you mean by that question?" Rai countered back, trying to make his voice sound as innocent as possible even though he knew exactly what Kakashi was talking about.

"I think that you have caused enough trouble lately, so why don't you just let me pass."

"Oh, I would like to take that question and throw it right back at you because, last I checked, I was not the one who put my love in a coma. I have not hurt her enough to make her want to retreat in the dimensions of her own mind. Now was it I? I was not the one that made her suffer."

"You should not be talking about that because, if I remember correctly, I was not the one who tried to rape Mitsukai."

"Yes but what you did caused her more pain then I would ever cause."

"I think not. What you did was inexcusable."

"Aaaahhhh, but you see, she was mine in the first place, and once she turns the lovely age of 24 she will truly be mine." Rai smirked at that thought, he had been waiting for that day to come for years and it was so close he could almost imagine what the out come will be.

"What do you mean by that?" Kakashi said as he pinned Rai to the wall with his Jounin vest.

"I am only talking about a promise made before you even were in this. First it was the idiot Nai and then it is psychotic copy-nin, what next, another loser that isn't even worth touching my angel?"

"You are speaking as if you own her, and no one owns Mitsukai."

"That's what you are thinking but once she turns that appropriate age, everything will be revealed." Rai said as he untangled himself from Kakashi's grasp and made his way towards the Hokage towers, leaving one last statement for Kakashi to ponder and to think about.

"You know nothing of the patters of that girl, so it would be smart of you to leave her be, because she is not yours to be dealing with, and if you need any proof just look at what happened to her late lover Nai."

Angered at Rai's words and also confused Kakashi quickly walked to Mitsukai's house, in hopes that she would be able to put all the pieces together from his talk with Rai. Everything confused him. Rai had mentioned so many things that had to do with her that it would be impossible to figure everything out in one sitting, unless he would be able to receive a little bit more info from Mitsukai or even from Kontonashi. He mentioned that she would be his, but it would not make sense to try and rape something that would be his in due time. No, he could not think that way, he would not think that way, Mitsukai is not some object that can be taken. She is a person in her self and she can choose what she wants, it is her life so it would have to be her decision, not some idiot who doesn't even know what he is talking about.

Once he was at the front of Mitsukai's door step, ready to knock, Kakashi noticed that the door itself was unlocked, and it wasn't even closed all the way. It looked as if someone was in a hurry to get out of there, so whoever came out of there did not notice that they had not fully closed and locked the door. This sent Kakashi on the edge because the off set door could mean a couple of different things. It could mean that Mitsukai was indeed better and wanted to get away from the house because she has been cooped up there way to long or it could mean that her condition had only become worse, which would make both, Kontonashi and the medic-nins, run in and out of the house.

Kakashi cautiously walked through the door and into the house. Everything was where it should have been, and nothing seemed out of place. He walked further into the house. It seemed as if there was nothing out of place. As he came up to Mitsukai's room he stood in front of the closed door. He was afraid of what he would find once he would open the door. This was unlike any battle he had ever engaged in. A kunai knife could cause less harm then a broken heart could. The anxiousness finally overcame the unease as he opened the door with haste. The first thing he saw was the open window with its ledge which made the memories of her lifeless form looking out of it. Looking at the bed, his heart stopped, for the bed was empty and it looked as if no one had slept in it for days. This could mean two things; either she was okay or something bad had happened that would include medic-nins or something of s worse fate for her, death. He stared at the bed and then around the room for any clues of what might have happened.

It only took a few seconds in Kakashi's senses to go to his brain to pick up the sound of hurried feet rushing around in the house. Kakashi walked out of the room and into the hallway. As he was just a few feet away from his original position at the door he sighted Kontonashi.

"Kakashi?" Kontonashi asked, "When did you get back from your mission?"

"This early morning, but I have been filling out reports for the past few hours. This was my first chance to come back and look at this place." He replied as he walked towards the kitchen, which was where Kontonashi was standing.

"Well, with that said I am guessing that you know the news."

"If that news includes Mitsukai no longer being on bed rest, then yes but if it has something more to do about her whereabouts or something else that would be a no." he said as he sat down in one of the chairs at the table.

"Well it would be about a week after you left to go on your mission, and that was when Mitsukai snapped out of it. I was here at the time so I thought that everything was going to be okay, but when I came back the next day to check on her progress, she was no longer in the house." Kontonashi also sat down at the table so he was face to face with Kakashi, so he saw his surprise and how loss and hurt reflected in his one eye. Kakashi sat in silence; he could not believe that this was happening. This new revelation led to a whole new list of possibilities and heart aches.

"Do you know where she is?" Kakashi asked the urgency in his voice evident, even though he was a little afraid of what would happen once the answer is revealed.

"Yes and no." he said looking a little depressed at his statement.

"What do you mean by that?"

"When I went to go tell the Hokage about her disappearance he just nodded his head and told me not to worry. He said that she had came to him the night before asking him permission if he could send her on a mission."

"What kind of mission?" he asked even though he was pretty sure that he knew what the answer was.

"An S-ranked mission by herself," he said as if expecting Kakashi to blow up at him.

"Oh Kami-sama no. Why?" he said.

"That is the question that I have been asking myself, because I do not know. The Hokage knows where she is and in time, he told me, Mitsukai will come back when she is ready to come back."

"But we have to find her, there is no telling what she will do, especially since she asked to go on a S-class mission in the state that she was in."

"I want to but I cannot go out and find her."

"Why not?" Kakashi asked, thinking that the man sitting in front of him was crazy for the fact that he would not go out and try and save Mitsukai, "Why, she has done…" Kakashi was cut off.

"It's not a matter of wanting to, I was told by the Hokage that I would not, in any way shape or form come in contact with her until she is ready." Once that was said an idea popped up into Kakashi's mind.

"But he has not said a word to me about seeing her so I can go and find her. Do you know of any places she might be?" he asked as the hope was regained in his voice.

"Yes, there is this waterfall not to far from her old home and the Uchiha compound. She likes to go there and meditate or to just relax. Mitsukai can stay up there for days, so that is a possible place and that would also be the first place I would look for her."

"And if she is not there?" Kakashi asked wanting to know all the possible places were she would be.

"Then I do not now, there would be multiple different places where she goes. I do not even know all of them."

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As soon as Kakashi had all the information he needed he headed off towards the supposed spot of Mitsukai. The walk there was nothing special and it went quite well, without anyone getting in the way. The people around him did not sense the urgent rush around him and continued on their business, as if he wasn't even there, and Kakashi was glad for that. The last thing he needed was someone commenting about his how he is hurrying or something about Mitsukai.

As Kakashi came upon the Uchiha compound he noticed that there were a couple of men standing outside of it and so he decided to go around. He figured that if he started at the Uchiha compound then go outwards and back towards her old house, for the most part, everything would get covered and nothing would be missed.

He traveled a few miles outwards with still a few miles until he would reach the village walls and then he saw it. He saw the waterfall… or to be more exact he saw the beauty in it. The image was breathtaking. The whole scene held unimaginable beauty. The waterfall held the clear glistening water that led to a stunningly striking lake. The further he looked and examined the image the more he was at awe with the picture. The cascading glittering clear water that would put the cleanest of oceans to shame touched the rocks with love like gestures. He then saw an angel of immense beauty come out of the waterfall. He could have sworn that he had died and had gone to heaven because her beauty could only be one of an angel. She had came out from under the waterfall displaying everything that made a man want to go wild.

Many times before Kakashi had been happy that he had hidden his chakra so well, and this time was no exception, because he was almost certain that if she knew that he was there he would not be seeing her as he was now. Kakashi watched as his glittered haired goddess let the water fall all over her shapely body, letting the water drip down all her curves as it caressed its way down, down.

Mitsuaki titled her head back letting the water smooth out all her frustrations. She turned trying to arch her back as far as it would go to let her hair soak out all the gunk of her former training, but this only gave Kakashi a better view.

He saw everything, from the way her nipples perked up from the coldness of the water to the way her long hair framed her full breast and how it hung around her luscious stomach. Kakashi was just getting hard thinking about her body, let alone seeing it.

Mitsukai stretched bringing her arms up and over her head, revealing everything to him. If he was not hard before this, this only left his member hurting even more. She slowly walked out of the waterfall and dove into the lake, resurfacing minutes later. When she remerged from the lake she noticed that he was there watching her. A little self-conscious about herself and what he saw, she drifted back into the lake with only her head showing.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I cam to get you to come back with me," he said as he started to take little steps forward, towards the lake.

"Why?" her eyes darted around looking to see if anyone else was with him, as she spoke.

"Because I care about you," he responded back.

"What if I said that I do not extend those feelings back to you?"

"Then I'll tell you that you are lying," he said as he finally walked into the edge of the lake. Kakashi paused for a second before continuing into it, but soon he took confident strides, and went as fast as his legs would carry him in the deep, but swallow enough to walk, water. He walked straight up to the stunned Mitsukai, who did not move at all while Kakashi was walking up towards her, but once she gained control of her senses she quickly tried to move back.
"If I mean nothing to you then why are you afraid that I can make your body do things that you heart agrees with?" finally on top of where she stood, he took his hand and cupped her chin as he captured his mouth with hers in a mind blowing passionate kiss.

Kakashi moved his body against hers brining it fully up against each other, which made Mitsukai gasp at the contact, as the sensations piled up on top of one another. Kakashi took this as a good sign, so he took his tongue and tortured her with his touches and caresses, for nothing was left untouched. Everything that Kakashi could reach, he touched them. He wanted Mitsukai to understand that this is more then just a friendship that they had been sharing, and it was working marvelously, he thought, until he started unzipping his own Jounin vest. Without Kakashi's arms around her, Mitsukai's senses came back and she pushed herself away from him, as she started to swim back.

"What did I…" he started speaking as he tried to walk towards he, but found that it was a little to deep to walk anymore so he decided to swim towards her, as he was cut off by her voice.

"It is not a matter of what you have done it is a matter of conscious. I cannot let you come and do this so I would like you to leave, and never bother me again. I hold no feelings for you and I would like you to step back and go back from where you came from because what just happened was neither your fault nor was it my fault. It was just a pure chemical reaction that both of our bodies felt and it is nothing past that." She said with a straight face as she swam away and under the waterfall, leaving a heartbroken Kakashi staring in to the heart of the waterfall hoping that she would come back and tell him that she was just kidding and that everything she said before was just a figment of his imagination, but that was just his hopes and he put back on his Jounin vest and started walking back out of the lake.

Mitsukai watched as Kakashi walked away. She hoped that what she was doing was right. She did not want to see him hurt. If she had to she would push him as far away as she could just to keep him safe, she would, but his touch lingered on her body and she wished that she could just walk back out there and embrace him and tell him that she truly loved him and that she wanted that as much as he wanted it.

A/N: please do not be mad at me for having all the angst and drama in this chapter but you will see once the next couple of chapters come you will see everything reveled… ok and I am thinking that there are at lest 2-3 more chapters before the end of this fic… depending on what I put into each chapter but I assume no more then 8 so this is the official half way point… thank you for all your support though this whole story.