Previously

"ill see u later?" i asked.
"yeah. im pretty sure that you will." alice said. i smiled at her.
"bye guys." i stood onto of the top part of the porch fence. i sprang onto the gutter and swung onto the roof. i across the roof. i looked down. christopher had a dumbfounded look on his face. alice was whispering to him what had happened to me. waved before i went into my house. i got dressed for bed(
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i climbed into bed. i was so tired that i slipped into a dream....

he leaned down once more to kiss me. when he pulled back it wasnt ashton. it was christopher. he smiled at me.
"this is no accident." he said.
"its no accidental love." i said. he leaned down again to kiss me....

Chapter 8: Part 2

i woke up abruptly. the dream that id just had had made me even more confused. how could i possibly like christopher. ashton had just died the say before and i was already over him? but in the dream it was really like it had happened. it really felt like id kissed christopher. i found myself wanting to be with christopher in a way that id never experienced. there was a knock on my door. i looked at the alarm clock it was almost 10:00 am.
"who is it?" i said.
"can i come in hon?" my mother asked.
"sure." i said quietly. my door quietly opened. i smiled a little bit.
"are you okay?" she asked.
"its weird, but yeah. oddly yes. im fine." i said. i still didnt understand the words that came out of my mouth.
"i think i knew that." she said when she saw my expression. the words that she said surprised me.
"how?"
"from my stand point and as a mother i can see clearly who my daughter likes and is more like a brother or sister or even a best friend. ashton was your big brother." my mother had caught that too. i felt ashamed.
"does anyone else know?"
"i dont think so. angie called."
"she did. i told her that you were okay."
"thanks mom." i glanced at the clock again. i wanted to see if i could find alice. it was a rainy day. so i would have to dress warmly.
"ill be downstairs if you need me." and with that my mom kissed my forehead and left. i went to my closet and picked out something reasonably warm and comfy(.com/cgi/app#foo). i opened my door and headed for the shower.
when i stepped out of the shower there was a cool breeze. i shivered. i walked into my room and put my clothes on. i had the strangest feeling that i was being watched. i looked around. at least i was smart enough to put on my underwear and bra before i got out of the bathroom. i quickly put on my shirt and pants. i laid down on my bed so that i could look under it for my shoes. they werent there. i sat on my knees. i almost screamed. i wasnt alone. alice was in my room. my heart was going at least five times faster.
"sorry." she said.
"its okay. window?" i said.
"yeah."
"wheres the others?" i asked when i realized that they were missing.
"outside." she said with a smile."we were wondering if you would like to come with us today."
"let me get finished and ill be right down." alice climbed out the window and disappeared. i just remembered that my shoes were downstairs. finished everything that i was supposed to that included making up my bed. i walked down the stairs. my mom was in the living room sipping coffee.
"hey mom im gonna go out. ok?"
"sure, sure." she wasnt paying much attention. she was watching her fave show. i instead wrote a quick note that i would be out. i grabbed my cell and keys and was out the door. alice was in my car already. nessie and christopher were in back. i walked over to the driver's side and got in. i stuck the key in the ignition. i looked at alice as i pulled the car out of the driveway.
"what?" she said innocently.
"you know 'what'." i said. i looked back to the road. i just now realised that i didnt even know where we were going.
"alice, she isnt a fashion girl, is she?" christopher said.
"sadly no. she just has a great sense of fashion. sara take a left." alice said. i could tell that alice was hiding something from me.
"alice where are we going?" i asked.
"youll see." she said smoothly.
"ugh! you of all people know that i hate not knowing things." i whined.
"you would sooo suck at being a vampire." she said smiling. i stuck my tongue out at her. christopher snickered. we were heading up into the mountains. i came here often with angie and meg.
crap! i forgot to tell you about megs. well she is my first bff. we met in 2nd grade and have been friends since then. she moved to london with her mom and dad because her dad got a job offer up there. she sends me stuff every week and comes to see me every other month or so.
trees and stuff flew by us as i pushed 95 m.p.h. the rain brought leaves and other stuff onto the windshield. i could see almost perfectly. there were some glitches in the changes that occurred when i got bitten. i laughed quietly. when i fought vampires sometimes i bluffed, but it never occurred to them that i was. alice looked at me.
"what?" i said innocently. she just shook her head. after a few minutes she told me to slowdown. i let the meter go down to 70. i didnt like driving slow.
"now take a right...now." she said. i swerved onto a hidden road. it was wide enough for my car. i looked at alice.
"you figure it out." she said. i followed the road into an opening. there was a house in the middle of the clearing. there were four other cars in the drive way. i pulled my hair to the side. this was insane. i pulled my car in between a volvo and a porsche. i turned of the car and got out. alice and the others were already out of the car.
"alice, what is going on?" i said.
"i thought it would be nice if you met my family." she said.
"let me guess. theyre all vampires."
"correct." i shook my head and walk to the door. someone opened the door. it was a girl with long brown ringlets. she looked a lot like nessie. standing behind her was a guy that looked roughly christophers age. he also looked like nessie. both of them were smiling. we walked into the house.
"jasper, alice is back." the guy said. we walked into a living room. there was a flat screen and a vampire plastered to it. in a recliner there was a blond girl. she was very pretty, but not as pretty as the girl with the ringlets.
"evryone this is sara." alice announced. i blushed.
"lookeds like weve got another blusher edward." the guy that had met us at the door smacked the guy that was plastered to the the tv.
"thats emmett." alice whispered to me. she pointed to other people." thats rosalie, bella, esme, carlisle, jasper, and edward."
"hey." i said.
"alice, this is your cousin?" emmett asked.
"yeah emmett." she said. she was a little irritated.
"its not really all that hard to guess emmett. look at her clothes." edward said.
"acutally i dont shop that often. alice has always been obsessed with clothes." i said. i was very comfortable in the house full of vampires. who knew? rosalie didnt even look up from her magazine. she was so full of it.
"ill believe it when i see it." emmett said.
"alice cant go to the mall without buying up the whole store if not the whole store." i said.
"alice how does she know these things." bella said.
"well... you know its not me time. its all about sara." alice said.
"she used to drag sara to the boutiques and make her go with her." edward said. i looked, no stared at edward.
"is there something that you forgot to tell her alice?" carlisle said.
"oh right. that slipped my mind. edward can read minds." she said.
"you were too busy thinking about shopping that you forget to tell me that edward could read minds?" i said.
"sorry."
"uh huh." next thing you know she forgets to tell me that they turn into bats. edward laughed. i looked at him. i laughed too.
"whats so funny?" alice and bella asked at the same time.
"sara." was all he said. i shook my head.
"im glad that alice got to you first." emmett said. this time everyone looked at emmett. even rosalie.
"sorry i forgot! geeze." it was no secret of what they were talking about, but they were worrying about me. about how i was doing. i was still oddly fine.
"really?" edward said. though i hadnt said anything out loud.
"yeah. it was weird." i thought about the night before. edward arched one of his perfect eyebrows.
please dont say anything! i swear if you do... i thought. he nodded in understanding.
"he'll find out anyway." alice whispered. i kicked her in the shin.
"do you hunt?" carlisle asked.
"no." i said. i looked at alice.
"yeah they know." she said.
"i dont even know how it works. ive never even tried." i said.
"there's always a first time." emmett said. some of their eyes looked at jasper.
"oh im fine. it doesnt even bother me. i mean seriously. shes like nessie." jasper said.
"i could watch?" i said.
"that would probably be better."carlisle said. they all got up and headed for a back door.
"can you keep up?" emmett said. i smiled.
"sure." i said. alice shook her head. she knew what was going to happen. edward snickered.
"have you still not learned emmett?" bella asked.
"we still have a rematch bella!" he said. they started to run. i ran equally as fast. i caught up with edward. emmett gawked at me. even edward was surprised. bella was a few yards back. i set my pace as we weaved in and out of trees. something dawned on me. if i let some of the more vampireish things take over i was more vampire than human. that kinda freaked me out.
"and youre sure that youve never done this?" edward said.
"im pretty sure that i havnt." i said. my breathing was even still and my heart beat was the same.
"its simple. do what youre doing. let it take over, but not completely." my days were getting weird. alice wanted me to meet her family and i end up hunting with them.
"alice does that." edward said. i picked up a sent. it smelled like deer. it was east of me. i veered to the right.
"uh huh. never hunted." i heard emmett say. he was trying to catch up with me. i let the vampire in me take over a little bit. it could see the deer now. i pushed harder. it saw me and tried to run. it ended up falling down. i sprang for the deer. i was careful to not mess up my clothes. i didnt want my mom to know what happened. the deer was trying to get away from me. i snapped its neck. this all happened within a half of a second. i sunk my teeth into the neck. i hit the jugular. its warm blood filled my mouth. in seconds it was dry. there was a hollow soft burn at the back of my throat. i stood up. i now realized that i wasnt alone. alice's family was staring at me.
"okay. see she lied. it took me forever to master that!" emmett said. i blushed. alice was wide eyed.
"you havent hunted before?" she asked.
"not until now. i swear." i said truthfully." wait you guys didnt stop just because you saw me did you?"
"edward was the one who followed you." jasper said." he wanted to see how you did. so we followed." i looked at edward. i could feel the heat of a blush on my face. i looked down at the deer that id just killed. i licked my teeth. i was surprised to feel my k9s. they had grown a little. my throat was starting to hurt.
"so..." i started to back up a little. i turned and sprinted away. i had to find something to feed on. i could hear the others. i listened carefully. then it hit me. i understood why i could hunt so well. i wondered if they knew....right at that moment i caught the sent of another deer. this time it was northeast. i changed my direction ever so slightly. there was a whole pack of them. i could see them. i sprang onto the nearest one. it was getting easier and easier. in five minutes i already had gotten four. after the fifth one i had to stop. i was full. i climbed up a tree. i watched everyone. i wanted to live with them and id only knew them a couple hours. maybe i needed change. i wasnt going to go out and take out vampires anymore. instead i think that i would spend time with alice's family. maybe being a vampire wasnt so bad. thought i wasnt a true one.....

hehe...that wasnt what you were thinking was it it....you didnt plan it like that...mwahahaha! looks like saras more vampire than human...or is she????? will she date christopher?? i wonder whats going to happen next! comment and tell ur friends!

luv always...kisses
nic cullen~