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Chapter 10

When she woke up, it was already dark outside. She looked besides her only to find a pile of wrinkled sheets. Did Damon go home without saying goodbye? A shoot of pain went straight through her body and she got some kind of 'déjà vu' feeling. Had he done this out of revenge to get back at her?

All her dark thoughts disappeared once the door flew open and Damon walked in with a tray of food. What the hell? That was really the last thing she had been expecting.

"Morning Sunshine," he smiled. "Although it's more like good evening."

"What time is it?" she asked while yawning, you'll think she'd slept enough by now.

"Almost eight."

"What?" she asked shocked. "That means…"

"It means you slept for more than five hours, I guess you were exhausted. Although I can imagine why," he winked with a smirk across his face. She just rolled her eyes at his comment.

"Why didn't you wake me up?"

"It was the first time I actually saw you sleeping, the last time you didn't exactly give me a chance to, so I enjoyed watching you." She knew he was referring to the last time they'd slept together and she chose not to bring it up again.

"You stayed here the entire time?" she asked instead.

"I must admit, I did some work while you were sleeping."

"Why didn't you just go back to work?"

"Why; do you want me gone?" he asked suddenly very serious. Oh god, he was probably thinking she wanted to run away again. But not this time, today she would deal with her problems and face them instead of running away. She didn't want to hurt him more than she already did.

"No, Damon, I don't want you gone," she answered a little annoyed. Hadn't she admitted to him she regretted what she did four years ago?

"You don't really look like you like it either."

"I'm just a little confused at the moment, okay? It's a lot to take in."

"Sure. Luckily I am still here so we can talk about it." Again, she could hear the hidden sarcasm behind the words. She'd hurt him big time, that was obvious by now.

"Look Damon," she started while taking his hand in hers, pulling him on the bed with her. "I understand you're still mad at me, I do; but I can't take back what I did; I can't go back in time and change it, not even if I wanted to. I never wanted to hurt you; I didn't do it on purpose I thought you would be relieved that I already left and that you didn't need to deal with the uncomfortable morning after."

"Are you serious? You really thought that?"

She shrugged, "I guess I did. I mean, it was my first one-night-stand…so…yeah, I really thought so." Why the hell was she saying all this?

"To be honest with you, I was furious. I thought it was lame of you to leave without even given me the chance to get the know you. I thought I got over it, but when I saw you back at the office…it brought up some pretty angry feelings. That's why I acted so cold and distant; I didn't want to show you how much you're gesture affected me. I wanted to make you feel like you meant nothing to me, but you did."

"I thought it just meant you'd never thought about me since that night. That it meant nothing to you."

"Oh, I assure you, I've thought about you; a lot. I just never thought I would ever see you again."

"Yeah, and then you saw me…faint in front of you."

"You must admit, Elena, it was a pretty good way to reunite."

"Certainly," she said while shaking her head. "I was just so shocked, I didn't know what happened, all I remember is everything going black."

"You probably went through some kind of panic attack."

"It was just so overwhelming. I thought I was dreaming for a moment."

"When I was looking through the names of the employees, I saw 'Elena Gilbert', I thought about you, but I wasn't sure it was really you since I never got your last name."

"Yeah, when I heard of a Mr. Salvatore, it never even occurred to me that it could be you. We didn't really get the time to exchange our full names."

"As much as I'd love to continue our small talk, I really think you should eat a little. You don't look very…healthy." His words made her look into the mirror and saying she didn't look healthy was an understatement, she looked horrible.

"Nah, you're still very attractive," she heard Damon say. Did she say that out loud?

"I should take a shower."

"First eat," he said looking her in the eyes. "Then we can take a shower."

"What?" she asked suddenly back to full attention. "We?"

"You didn't think I was leaving already, did you? I can't let the chance to take a shower with my favorite employee pass."

"Really, Damon; did you have to remind me again? It's bad enough already that I'm having an affair with my boss."

"Like you'd care. As long as I don't fire you, you'll be just fine."

"So not the point. If anyone finds out, they'll want you to fire me and you can't blame them because relationships are forbidden at work. I'm not going to let Jane enjoy my doom."

"Then we'll have to be very careful," he smirked while feeding her some of the food.

She wanted to argue again, but the food was so delicious it made her forget about everything she wanted to say, she closed her eyes and let out a soft moan.

"Elena, you really should stop eating like that or I'll jump you before you've the time to finish your dinner." She looked at him innocently, smirking when she saw the enormous bulge in his pants. Wow, did she turn him on just by eating? She should definitely give herself more credit from now on. .

"It's not funny," he said seriously when he saw the smirk on her face.

"It actually really is. I didn't know I could turn on a guy just by eating."

"Oh, but you can turn someone on just by looking at him." The words came as a shock, did she have such a strong influence on him? She knew they were attracted to each other…okay, okay he could drive her crazy just by looking at her, but…wow. She was lost for words and that didn't happen often.

When she didn't answer he started laughing. "What?" she asked annoyed.

"You're seriously speechless?"

"What? I didn't know I had such an influence on you," she whispered, her cheeks totally flushed. Why was she having this conversation with him? Couldn't they just skip the talking and jump into the shower together?

"You're still so naïf, Lena. It's kinda cute."

"I don't like being called 'cute'. I'm far from cute; you should know that by now." She could see he wanted to make a comment at her words, but when he saw the pure lust in her eyes, he chose to shut up and his lips crashed hers. His kisses were demanding, showing dominance, but she didn't give in so easily, she fought back even if she already knew he would win eventually.

Suddenly she was in his arms and he was caring her towards the bathroom; an excited feeling went through her body at the thought of Damon wet in her shower. She'd missed him so much during all those years and now she was finally getting him back, just the way she wanted to …so desperately.

She couldn't believe how she'd ever been able to walk away from this guy. He was literally amazing, no doubts. He could turn her world upside down, but she loved every bit of it.

When he kissed the curve of her neck she let out a soft purr, she was enjoying this too much, but she couldn't bring herself to actually mind. She would probably bit herself up in a few hours for being so careless, but at the moment, she couldn't seem to find one single reason to stop. Okay, all of this could put her job in danger…but when there was such a gorgeous body pressed against yours…it was sure as hell hard to think clear.

She closed her eyes in pure pleasure while all her emotion started to mix up and she could feel herself literally getting lost, until there was only one thing left, Damon. The blood started pumping through her veins when she felt him nibble seductively at her bottom lip while his hands started to explore lower on her body… When he palmed one of her breast, pitching her sensitive nipple, she inhaled deeply sucking in the oxygen her lunges desperately in need of it.

When she finally found the straight to open her eyes again, she could see they were already standing in the bathroom, right in front of the shower to be exact.

She looked up to meet his eyes, getting even more aroused by seeing the same lust in them that reflected in hers. His arms slowly moved around her body to unclip her bra, the rest of her clothes were still lying across the apartment from the first time they've been . In a matter of seconds they were both naked and more than ready.

Her lips curled into a smile when Damon gave her a hand and lead her into the shower-cabin; she never thought showering could be this much fun. Once under the hot spray of water, he didn't give her much time to progress what was happening before she could feel his hard erection pressed against her lower body. Her knees felt so weak, she was glad his body was supporting her.

He captured her lips again, his tongue exploring her mouth once more. Suddenly she could feel his hands touching her bare thighs and her legs truly started trembling. 'Patience is a virtue,' she told herself trying to keep a hold on her body, which wasn't particularly working. When his finger dipped into her wet folds she let out a hiss of satisfaction, she couldn't believe she was being this vulnerable, but she couldn't help herself. It was just what he could do to her body…

Very slowly his thumb started rubbing circles around her clit and her desire grew. She could hear him letting out a groan, she must admit it was quite hot and it turned her on even more. She could feel herself getting closer, her world started to fade away and her heart started pumping faster.

"Damon, I need you inside of me, now!" she half demanded, half begged. She couldn't even recognize her own husky voice anymore.

She could feel the tip of his cock at her entrance and he gave her one last smirk before driving into her at full speed. Her head fell back and she started moaning loudly, this was exactly what she needed.

"You're so fucking perfect, Elena, so tight and so wet," he praised while starting a steady pace of thrusting in and out.

It didn't take long before she could feel her muscles tighten around him. He's just too good; in a heartbeat he could make her entire body explode. When he kept slamming inside her, it all got too much and she could see stars shying everywhere while the earth started to shatter around her.

Well that's what you could call a 'mind blowing' climax, she thought smiling. When she opened her eyes again she could see she wasn't the only one who was having trouble breathing. He looked so beautiful at the moment and she completely forgot about everything while standing there in his arms.

She could feel his body tense up for a moment when she started leaving butterfly kisses on his chest, but she couldn't seem to keep her hands of him. Although she knew it was probably better to let him go before it was too late, her heart shut out her brains some way, and all she could think about was here and now, without regrets.

During the past years, she'd thought so much about him, she just wasn't ready to let him go yet. She had broken her own heart by leaving him the first time; she didn't know how the hell she would be able to do it a second time…


Well, I hope you didn't get confused…but Elena still thinks a real relationship with Damon isn't possible so she wants to try to push him away again, but she doesn't know how anymore. After being back together, she can't seem to find the guts to tell him 'no'.

So, I hope you all understand it now, if you've questions, feel free to ask!

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