A/N: This is not the end people!!! I still have to write a 'special scene' for UtterlyRandom. This chappie is for my best friend bluelover12. Love ya both guys!!!

o and enjoy the chapter. for all the jake haters and nalex lovers, you'll love this chapter.

I wondered if Nate was still here in New York. If he is, then I want to find him. I want to tell him how sorry I am. I want to jump into his arms and kiss him. Corny but true. God, I wish I ignored Jake from the start. I wish we never met, actually. I wish…Nate was holding me in his arms.

It's been a full week and I have the case of the I-Miss-Nate-Gray cold. Symptoms: I couldn't think straight because he's been the only thing in my mind. I couldn't sleep because I daydream about him and me together. I imagine every second of the day that we're still dating.

I sigh and turn the TV on. I flip through the channels until I notice that each channel has the same back round. What the heck? Someone must be airing an emergency thing or something.

I notice that the screen isn't black filled with words on the bottom. It's a stage. I flip to the next channel but it's the same thing. I groan. I want to turn the TV off but something stopped me. Maybe I could just watch this, whatever this is.

"This is for…a special girl." a voice said. O my god. I know that voice from anywhere. "She's everything to me and I was an idiot for not realizing that. This is a new song out there. For my one and only Alex Russo." I smiled as I saw Connect Three jump onto stage with lights and smoke everywhere. Nate was right in the center. He was smiling at the camera with his eyes teary.

"This is my way of saying sorry. How much I still love you, babe." the girls in the back round started screaming. He laughed a little and wiped his watery eyes. "I rather be alone if I can't have you.

"You warned me that you were gonna leave

I never thought you would really go

I was blind, but, baby, now I see

I broke your heart,

Now I know

that I was bein' such a fool,

And I didn't deserve you

It showed pictures of me and Nate taken the most recently before I left California on the back round screen.

I don't wanna fall asleep, 'cuz I don't know if I'll get up

And I don't wanna cause a scene,

But I'm dying without your love

Begging to hear your voice;

Tell me you love me, too.

Cause I'd rather just be alone if I know that I can't have you

He…he rather be alone if he can't have me?

Looking at the letter that you left, (The letter that you left, will I ever get you back?)

Wonderin' if I'll ever get you back

Dreaming about when I'll see you next (When I'll see you next, will I ever get you back?)

Knowing that I never will forget (I won't forget, I won't forget)

That I was bein' such a fool, And I still don't deserve you

The screen on the back round now showed the email I sent Nate when I was wondering about what I did for him to ignore me.

I don't wanna fall asleep, 'cuz I don't know if I'll get up

And I don't wanna cause a scene,

'Cuz I'm dying without your love (yeah!)

I'm begging to hear your voice;

Tell me you love me, too.

Cause I'd rather just be alone, if I know that I can't have you

So tell me what we're fighting for

Cause I know that the truth means so much more

Cause you would if you could, don't lie.

Cause I'll give everything that I've got left to show you

I didn't mean what I have said

I know I was such a fool, but I can't live without you

A tear fell out of my eyes. I bit my lip and continued to shed tears.

I don't wanna fall asleep,

I don't know if I'll get up

I don't wanna cause a scene,

But I'm dying without your love

I'm begging to hear your voice;

Tell me you love me, too.

Cause I'd rather just be alone,

if I know that I can't have you. (Yeah!)

Don't wanna fall asleep (don't wanna fall asleep),

Cause I don't know if I'll get up (who knows if I'll get up?)

I don't wanna cause a scene,

'Cuz I'm dying without your love

I'm begging to hear your voice (let me hear your voice)

Tell me you love me, too. (tell me you love me, too)

Cause I'd rather just be alone,

if I know that I can't have you"

I started crying. That was enough said. I wiped my tears again. Then the channels became regular and showed the normal shows they were supposed to be airing. Nate stopped cable to put one song in every TV just for me to see. Nate must be really sorry…and I forgive him. If only I can see him again. If only I know where he's staying right now so I can come over and jump into his arms. If only, if only.

I sighed and turned the TV off.

(No One's POV)

Nate paced around in the motel's lobby, satisfied. "Did you think she saw it?" he asked. Shane and Jason shrugged.

"Probably. Alex watches TV a lot." Shane said. Nate sighed and smiled.

"Do you think she forgives me?" Shane and Jason looked at each other and shrugged. "I need to know." Nate got up.

"Where are you going?" Jason asked.

"To Alex's house. I need to know." Nate left before Shane or Jason could say anything else. He took a taxi to Waverly Place, excitedly. Nate didn't care if anyone recognized him right now. He was too determined to see Alex. He wants to see if he won her back.

Nate paid the taxi driver and knocked on Alex's door. Max opened it. He looked at Nate weirdly. Nate smiled at him.

"Hey Max! Long time no see." Nate said.

"Nate? Dude!" then the two guys gave each other high fives. Then Justin came downstairs.

"Nate!" He said, actually happy to see him. Maybe he can help Alex now. he thought.

"Hey Justin." Nate said, smiling. "Is…Alex home?" The brothers looked at each other, smiling.

"Alex!" they both yelled from downstairs.

(Normal POV)

I heard my annoying brothers call me from downstairs. I'm too lazy to go down. "You have someone downstairs!" I heard them yell. I sigh. I guess I should go downstairs. I look in the mirror and fix my hair and put lip gloss. Then I go downstairs.

"This better be important because-" but I stopped myself from yelling my head off. I saw Nate. Right there. Smiling at me. I smiled and blinked. Am I dreaming? "Nate?"

"Hey, beautiful." It's Nate! I ran up to him and hugged him. He squeezed me tightly and kissed my head.

"O my god Nate! I missed you! I-I'm sorry! I- o my god!" I said, starting to cry. My brothers leave to give us privacy. "I heard your new song…I love it." Nate smiled.

"Do you forgive me?"

"I've been." I pulled away from him and looked at him. I leaned up to kiss him. It was a simple kiss. Nothing heated. I pulled away, smiling. "I missed you so much Nate." I hugged him again. I don't want him to let me go.

"I missed you so much Alex. I love you." I smiled and felt the butterflies. I haven't felt those in forever. I sighed and snuggled my face into his chest.

"I love you too." I said. Nate hugged me tighter. Then it hits me, he's leaving soon. I pull away, looking sad.

"What's wrong?" Nate asked. I sighed.

"You're leaving…again."

"No. I'm not leaving you this time." Nate said. I looked at him. He gave me a smile. "Because I'm staying here for six months." I smiled.

"You're staying here? Since when?"

"Since now." Nate kissed my nose. I laughed. "So let me see your house. I've never really got a tour yet." I laughed. He held onto my hand and I led him around the house. Something tells me he doesn't want a tour though. Heck - neither do I.

Once we got into my room, I smiled at him. "This is my room," I said and sat on my bed, "and this is my bed." Nate raised his eyebrows. He walked over to me. I laid on my bed as he laid on top of me.

"What happened to the innocent fifteen year old I last saw back in California?" He asked.

"Still here…just not as innocent." I smiled. Nate shrugged.

"I'm not complaining." I laughed. Still cocky, still pervy. He leaned in to kiss me but the door swung open.

"Hey Alex…o…wow." I heard Max say.

"Maximum Russo, you are so dead to me!" I yelled. Nate laughed a little. Max closed the door and ran out as fast as he could. I groaned and rubbed my forehead.

"Don't worry beautiful. We'll have our time." Nate winked. He got off of me. I smiled.

Nate looks at me and I smile. I rub his leg and get up. I walk out of my room, smiling. Nate looked at me shock, aroused, and confused.

"You're not mad at me are you?" Nate asked.

"No." I simply said.

"Kay. Good." Nate leans in and kisses my cheek quickly. I sighed and hug him. Nate pulls me in closer. I could feel the sexual tension between us. Nate leans in to kiss me again. I stop him.

"My brothers are here." I whispered. Nate pulls me back into my room and this time, locks the door. "They're still in here. They'll know what we're doing."

"And who cares?" I roll my eyes and smile. Nate sits down and I straddle him. Then we start our full out make out session. I miss kissing Nate.

I start tugging on the collar of his shirt, wanting it to come off. Nate pulls away shocked, but he takes off his shirt and beater. I look at him and smiled. I start kissing his neck as he moans a little.

"Someone grew up." he said. I laughed a little. I trace my fingers down his chest and to his six pack. O…M…G. Nate pulls me in closer and slips his fingers under my shirt. This time, I don't mind. Nate takes off my shirt and kisses my lips. My hands get intertwined with his curly brown hair. Then Nate kisses my jaw line to my chest.

"Nate." I hummed, feeling so relaxed and aroused at the same time. I smiled.

Then I heard a door knocking. "Alexandria Margarita Russo! You better be showing Nate your closet in there!" I heard my mom say.

"O my god!" I whisper-screamed. I hopped off of Nate and quickly put my shirt on. Nate put his shirt and beater on too. I fix my hair and open the door. "Hi mom" I said, sweetly. She looks around at Nate. He smiled and waved.

"Hi Nate…wait…are you guys back together?" she asked. We nod. "O…two questions."

"What?"

"Why is your bed so messy and why is Nate's lips sort of…shining." O shit! The lip gloss! Nate quickly wiped my lip gloss off of his face.

"Um, because since when is my bed not messy? And mom, maybe Nate's lips are naturally shiny." I lied. Mom rolled her eyes and left my room. I sighed in relief and then looked at Nate. I smiled at him and winked. Then we went downstairs.

"I like this new you. It's so much…fun." He said, putting his arms around my shoulders. I roll my eyes.

"Don't get used to it." I said, patting his back.