Kagome fell asleep holding his hand. Inuyasha was lying there almost lifeless, making her miserable, because he got the bullet to save her life. The doctors said that he has all the chances to recover and yet, he refuses to do so. She had her heart broke in thousands of pieces and refused to leave his side for almost 2 days now. Her body though, was exhausted.
FLASHBACK
"What happened?" asked Sesshoumaru alarmed.
"He…he was shot" answered Kagome with empty eyes, still staring at the floor. She was in sock and her clothes were covered with Inuyasha's blood.
"How the hell did that happen?" asked Sesshoumaru shooking her.
"It was my fault" she shouted crying. "He tried to save…me"
Rin came and took Sesshoumaru away from her.
"Love you can't act that way with her, can't you see she's in shock?"
"I know damn it, but how the hell did my brother end up in there?" he yelled showing the emergency room's door.
Rin was about to cry. She went to take care of Kagome, though. The poor woman was destroyed and she was afraid she's going to crash on the hallway.
"Come you should come home with me to change your clothes and eat something."
"No" Kagome answered decided.
Rin tried to insist, but there was no way in the world to get her out of there.
When the doctors got out and told them about his condition, Kagome's knees refused to hold her any longer. She just crashed, crying. She asked the doctor if she could see him and he accepted, maybe she was capable of making him want to wake up.
She entered his room and saw him lied in the hospital bed. He's chest was bare and she could see a huge bandage around it.
"Inuyasha" she whispered sobbing, when she got closer. "Inuyasha please, you must wake, you….you can't leave me. Oh god, please wake up." she whispered and tears fell from her eyes.
END OF FLASHBACK
She felt a hand squeezing hers. Kagome didn't know first what was that and she kept her eyes closed. He neck was hurting her, from the position she slept. And then it hit her. She was holding Inuyasha's hand. He was waking up.
She lifted her head and looked at his face. He was mumbling something and she got closer to hear.
"Kikyou" he whispered.
Her eyes got wider and tears flowed down her cheeks. Happiness to see him alive and sorrow to find out he was still in love with her, both feeling tangled around her heart, menacing to take her breath away. She knew she had to wake him up. So she gathered all her strength and closer to his ear, she whispered:
"I'm here love, Kikyou is here for you."
He's face relaxed and so his hand. She thought that for a second she saw a smile. That was it. The hurt inside was too difficult to bear. She ran out of the room and she end up in Sesshoumaru's arms who was about to enter.
"What the hell is wrong…"
"He's awake…and…he…he's calling for Kikyou." she said sobbing and clutching her fingers around the man's shirt.
Sesshoumaru understood her condition and held her tight.
"I'm sorry" he said.
Kagome continued crying and then stepped away from him.
"It was nice to meet all of you. Give Inuyasha my best regards, but don't tell him where I am, tell him I moved to another state, anything just keep him away from me."
"Sesshoumaru nodded. Meanwhile, Sango and Miroku got to the hospital and they were watching Kagome.
"What's wrong?" asked Miroku.
"I don't know, but I don't think Inuyasha's condition changed." answered Sango.
"Actually he's waking up" said Sesshoumaru watching them and the Kagome who ran out of the hospital.
"Then why is she…?" showed Miroku towards the woman who ran.
"My brother called for Kikyou."
"What this got to do with…"
He stopped when his wife poked him with the purse.
"Baka. She staid with him for 2 days, without leaving the hospital and he wake s up calling for his dead wife. What do you think it happened."
Miroku looked at her and then looked sad towards the hallway, where the Kagome left.
"Poor girl." was all he said.
AFTER 2 WEEKS
Inuyasha was walking from side to side. He's wound was still hurting, but he felt better than last week. What was hurting the most was his heart.
"Kagome where are you?"
It was like she died. She just disappeared. Sango told him that she staid with him for 2 days, without leaving the hospital. And then she just ran. He knew that there was something else, but everyone was hiding it form him. He couldn't figure it out. And worse than all, his brother told him that she moved away from Japan.
"Whatta hell is wrong, where could she be?"
He asked and cursed. He thought about going to her apartment again. He went there a hundred times, since he got out of the hospital. He left her numerous messages on her machine and no answer. It was like she never existed.
Meanwhile Kagome was seated in the garden, from her family's shrine. She was staring at the clouds and from time to time a tear rolled over her cheek. She missed him so much, but he was still in love with his wife, she was just stupid enough to think he might love her instead.
A pale of wind ravished her and her bangs covered her eyes.
"Inuyasha" she whispered. "I wonder how are you?"
She knew he was recovering. She was talking to Rin in secret. She was telling her everything about his condition and Kagome knew he recovered from the shot.
Her mother came to seat with her and held her.
"My dear why are you doing this to yourself? Why don't you talk with him?"
"No mama. I can't let him see how much it hurts me. I'd look stupid."
"Then how will you know that he doesn't feels the same."
"I just know. Please don't ask me to do it. Just hold me." she said wrapping her arms around her mother, crying.
AN: please be patient the end is near.
