"'Cause they'll be no sunlight, if I lose you baby. They'll be no clear skies, if I lose you baby. Just like the clouds my eyes will do the same. If you walk away everyday it will rain."

-Bruno Mars, It Will Rain


Disclaimer: I don't own House of Anubis
Dedication: Anyone out there who's felt the pain of heartbreak.


Special Preview: Fabian's Point of View!

"Holy crap."

That was I said. She was stunning. The dress fit her body perfectly, like a glove. I could only imagine what it would be like to wrap my arms around her in that dress. She looked like a goddess, through and through. No diamond in the world could compare.

Then Amber had to go and turn everyone's attention to her.

"Let's get married this year."

Mick's face almost made me want to laugh out loud. He just stood there, not saying anything as he began to smile and bounce up and down.

"Babes… are you serious?" he asked.

"Yeah." Amber nodded, "I love you. Why wait?"

"Okay." Mick said, without a second of hesitation. "I love you! What are we doing? I can't wait four years before I can call you my wife! Mrs. Amber Campbell."

Amber smiled and turned toward Piper, "Sorry I couldn't get you a dress. I didn't have your measurements because you didn't get back from Milan until yesterday."

Ha, so like Amber, to worry about a dress.

"It's fine Amber." Piper smiled, her arm through Alfie's, "I bought a dress in Milan anyway."

"Oh, by the way you two," Alfie said directing to Mick and Amber, who had resumed making-out, "Get a room… or a condom. We don't need another Mick eating all the food."

All I could do was stare as Nina grabbed Amber's purse and hit Alfie.

"Thanks Neens!" Amber smiled.

"Hey, why did you use Amber's purse?" I asked, honestly bewildered. Nina smiled slightly and answered quickly.

"No reason. I didn't want to hurt mine."

Amber smiles at Nina and I ignore whatever's going on and grab Nina's hand.

This is going to be… as Alfie would say… Amazeballs.


The party was already starting when we got there. There was a live band (expected) and the dance floor was full. I smiled, thinking of me and Nina dancing on there all night.

"Table 7 guys." Eddie said, snapping me out of my reverie.

We place our stuff at the table and I smile at Nina, ready to start the dancing right away, "May I have this dance?"

"I have to think about it." She says slyly, avoiding my eyes as she tries to cover the smile forming on her lips.

I smirk and she puts her water glass down, grabbing her hand and pulling her toward the dance floor, "You can't wear a dress like that and still tease me the way you do." I whisper in her ear and I feel her shudder.

"I don't think we've ever danced like this." She says a bit shakily.

"There's a first time for everything." I answer.

Suddenly, Nina jumps a bit, her head picking up from my shoulder. She looks around, her eyes flickering to mine for only a second.

"Are you okay, Neens?" I asked.

"Yeah." She says weirdly. "Yes. No. I mean-"

She pulls away from me and we stand in the middle of the dance floor, her shaking her head as she seems to fight herself for something. Suddenly, she mutters something about going to the bathroom and falls into my arms

"You're not going anywhere." I tell her, putting my arms around her and leading her back to the table. "What happened?"

"I just got a little dizzy." She says waving her hand at me. "I'm fine. I'll just go to the bathroom."

"Well you're not going alone." I tell her..

"Patricia!" she shouts, "I'll take her with me, okay?"

"Fine."


I wait a few minutes, then I hear it.

"Fabian!" Nina yells. "I love you."

I hear a shattering noise and wonder what it was. There was a bit of a silence around us. I knew this would happen. I try to get out the words I love you too out of my mouth, but then I think of Joy and I hesitate.

"Fabian?" she whispers into the silence. "Say something."

"Nina, I think we should do this later." Is all I can say at the time.

"Why do it later?" she asks. "Do you not love me?"

"No, Nina! It's not that!"

"Then what is it?" she fires back, "If it isn't that then you'd say it back!"

"But, Nina-"

"But, Nina what Fabian?" she shrieks.

This is enough to turn the whole room toward us. There's a crowd and I look around, seeing everybody. It looks like they're all gossiping and exchanging predictions like they're watching a movie in a theater. But this is no movie, this is my life falling apart.

"If it's not that then say it back." she says quietly.

"I can't." I answer. It's hard, but this is something I've been thinking about. I want to sat it, but I need time.

"Why not?" she shouts.

"I don't know, Nina!" I yell. I don't want to go into my whole spiel about love in from of all thest strangers.

"You don't know?" she laughs bitterly as the tears begin to flow. Oh no, I hate when girls cry, "No, I don't know Fabian! I don't know what you thought this would be. If you can't say I love you, then we have no future together. But, the worst part is the only person I can see myself with is you! And you don't even love me!"

"No, Nina! It's not that!"

"Come up with a different excuse Fabian!" she shouts.

Damn. I have said that a lot.

"Did you think," she says, "That I would stay with you, as your girlfriend forever? That you'd never propose or marry me or whatever, because you're scared."

"Nina!"

"You're scared Fabian, admit it! You're a coward! You're too scared to start a serious relationship, because of some slut who broke your heart in high school. But, guess what Fabian, everyone has their heart broken!"

"Nina, shut up!"

"No!" she screams, "I refuse! I feel like I'm being played by a guy who will never commit to me."

"Can't you give me time?" I asked.

"You heard Amber earlier. I love you, why wait?" she quotes, "She knows how she feels about Mick and I know how I feel about you. So why wait? Unless you don't love me." She says, wiping some of the waterfall tears that had fallen from her eyes.

I wipe some tears on the back of my hand, "N-Nina." I say shakily, "Please, wait."

"I'm done waiting Fabian."

She starts to leave, grabbing her bag and stuff. I wonder if I'd broken her heart the way Joy broke mine. The crowd parts as she begins to leave, but she turns and gets the last word in. "Oh and Fabian, I will always love you."

I start to make my way through the crowd that's closing behind her. Don't the assholes know that the happy ending comes after the guy runs after her? Jesus, you'd think they wanted us to break up. I finally get outside and I see Nina get into a cab, driving off. And she's taking the pieces of my heart with her.


I got requests for Fabian's POV. Sorry if it was bad. The next chapter with start three months later so be prepared for a big time jump!

Almost forgot, I didn't like the preview from the last chap, so here's a better one.

"I don't know if I like it, I always got seasick."

"I was never seasick," he comments, "Only once did I know what it feels like. That feeling that you're worlds rocking upside down and you can't focus. You feel like you're gonna be sick."

"When?"

Guess away!