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Chapter Eleven
Slowly his hands trailed down my body to the hem of my bikini bottoms. His tongue continued to trail my bottom lip. Gently tugging on my lip I groaned. Edward smiled against my neck as his lips and tongue trailed up my neck. "Edward" I groaned.
"I'm only just beginning."
Edward scooted closer toward me. Making me even hotter. Slowly he ran his hand over the fabric of my bottoms radiating heat pulsing through my body. Gently leaning toward me he pressed his lips firmly upon mine. Slowly his hand slid to the inside of my thigh. I groaned. I was really hot. I was hot from the chemistry I felt with Edward and the heat of the hot tub.
We went from being best friends to something so much more. We just didn't say anything about it. We still were best friends but with benefits. And I can't say that I don't like it because I defiantly love it.
"You want it don't you?" Edward whispered against my lips.
"Yes"
Gently grabbing the hem of my bikini bottoms he slid them down my legs all the way to my feet before slipping them off. I watched as he clicked several buttons on the hot tub. Soft music began to flow and the jets were going faster now. I was glad we were alone. I watched as Edward slipped his shorts off placing them next to my bottoms. Gently he grasped my hips lifting me up and plunging me down on to him. I softly gasped god did this feel good. Gently I placed my arms around his neck as I slowly began rising and falling onto him. "Bella" Edward moaned.
Slowly I began twirling my hips as I began rising and falling onto him. God did he feel amazing inside of me. Edward gripped my hips tighter. He began slamming me down onto him harder which sent my insides on fire. "Edward…fuck" I moaned.
Instantly my body felt like it was on fire and tingled all over. He felt so amazing inside of me. It was like all along this is how it is supposed to be. I felt like all along we have been meant to be together. Like fate made us best friends for a long time. And now that he was free from the evil Tanya as I called her we were brought together. Could we finally be together? Could I finally tell him how I felt?
The water began sloshing against our chests. Gripping my waist Edward stopped me. "Let's take this to my room." Edward whispered.
Gently and slowly I climbed off of Edward. We wobbly climbed out of the hot tub as I draped a towel around my waist and he did the same. Grabbing our wet clothes we hurried inside. I was eager to finish what we started. We literally couldn't help but run through the kitchen to the family room and up the stairs every thing seemed to blur us by as we darted toward his room.
Once inside his room he wasted no time pushing me gently onto his bed. I collapsed onto his bed. We were laughing. I loved everything about Edward. Everything was so carefree and amazing with him. I didn't have to pretend to be someone I wasn't when I was around him.
I watched as Edward dimmed the lights and turned on the soft music. He was such a romantic. Something I loved in a man. Something I loved in him. I watched as a naked Edward made his way slowly across the room. Looking so sexy. Looking amazing. Gently he climbed on top of me grinning. God did he drive me wild. Slowly his lips began tracing my neck. "Edward" I moaned.
Edward smiled as he plunged inside of me. I tilted my head back as I let out a soft moan. He continued to grunt and moan as he thrusted inside of me. And I was loving this feeling. Loved the the feeling of the pressure building up inside of me. "Edward" I moaned.
Edward slammed inside of me harder the more I moaned and I loved it. My insides were on fire and I didn't mind it. I knew I was going to come. And I was going to come hard. Edward picked up the pace. Going faster, harder and deeper. "Oh my god. Edward."
With his last hard thrust. My body stiffened as I came undone beneath him. "Edward…oh my god…yes…" I moaned. But he didn't stop. He continued to fuck me hard and deep until I felt his body stiffen. "Fuck…Bella." Edward moaned. Edward collapsed onto me. I was too tired to speak or say a word. And I think Edward was too.
Glancing next to me I glanced at Edward and smiled. "Sweet dreams Bella" Edward whispered. "Goodnight Edward" And with that I couldn't keep my eyes open.
I was the only one home alone. I left early before Edward awoke. I wanted to shower and start packing for college. I was sure Edward was going to stop by. Emmett and Rose were still not back yet. I was glad. But at the same time I wished they were I wanted to tell Rose and Alice so much. Things between Edward and I were great. But I just didn't know what we were. Were we together? Were we a couple? Or were we just friends who had fun a lot lately? I didn't know but man did I want to know. As I was making my way to my closet my phone was going off. It was Edward. I couldn't help but smile as I clicked on the message. I was shocked when I read his message.
Edward: Hey are you busy?
Bella: Just getting a head start on packing for school why?
Edward: Can I come by?
Bella: Yeah, sure
Edward: Ok good I want to talk.
Bella: Ok…everything ok?
Edward: I want to talk about US
He wanted to talk about us? Does that mean he wanted more with me? Or does he want to stop what is going on between us? Because I wanted so much more with him. I didn't want to stop what we were doing either. I placed my phone down and headed to my closet I wanted to look cute before he got here. I slipped on a pair of short denim shorts with a turquoise spaghetti strap tank top. I pulled my hair into a black headband letting my hair rest at my shoulders. I looked great.
As I emerged from my closet the doorbell rang. I smiled. I knew right away it was Edward and couldn't wait to see him. He was amazing. I headed down the stairs not thinking twice about answering the door. I froze when I saw who stood before me. It wasn't Edward. It was Jacob Black.
"hello Bella" Jacob said smiling.
"Jacob"
"May I come in?" Jacob asked.
"No you may not."
"too bad." Jacob growled.
Jacob grabbed me by my throat dragging me inside before slamming me against the wall. What the hell was he doing here? What did he want? I could barely breathe and Edward was going to be here soon. He was going to freak when he saw Jacob here.
"Now this is what is going to happen. You are going to leave. I don't care where you go but you are not to go to Harvard like you planned. You will only be in Tanya's way to get Edward back. If you tell them I am making you do this or don't leave by tonight I will hurt everyone you have ever loved by killing you. Do I make myself clear?" Jacob said through gritted teeth.
"Yes" I gasped.
Jacob flung me to the ground. I gasped for air. "BELLA" Edward screamed. Shit. Edward stormed into my house and looked pissed when he saw Jacob. "I was just leaving don't worry." Jacob snapped. But I knew Edward. He was going to attack Jacob. Instantly I darted to my feet. I grasped Edward's wrist. "Edward he's not worth it I'm ok."
Edward glanced me over. He knew something was wrong with me. He always could tell. I mean that is why we are best friends. "What is wrong?" Edward asked. Quickly looking away I headed toward the stairs. "Nothing I am fine."
But Edward wasn't buying it. "Liar" Edward said. I slowly headed up the stairs with Edward on my tail. This could very well be the last time I ever see Edward again. And that was killing me the most inside. How was I going to say goodbye? He was going to know something is up. He already does. "Bella talk to me."
Once inside my room I continued to pack the things I couldn't live without Edward in my life. Edward grasped my wrist as he gently pressed my back against the wall. "What aren't you telling me Bella?" Edward whispered. I glanced up at him nervously he stared down at me with those gorgeous green eyes. How was I going to lie to him.
"Nothing it's stupid really." I lied.
"What is it?"
"This whole college thing what if we drift apart? What if we stop talking?" I trembled.
Well part of this was the truth. I was afraid of that but that wasn't bothering me this very second. Edward smiled as he gently cupped my face. Gently his lips hovered over mine. "That will never happen. You will always be the only one for me. Because Bella I am hopelessly, madly and deeply in love with you."
Edward's in love with me? I was shocked. Edward smiled as he pressed his lips upon mine. Was this really happening? My best friend and also the man I am in love with also loves me too. And he finally tells me when I am being forced to leave?
Gently I pressed back harder. Edward smiled. Gently his tongue entered my mouth. We were lost in each other once again. Slowly he began unbuttoning my shorts allowing them to fall to my feet along with my panties. I could hear his fly come undone. Gently grasping my hips Edward lifted me up against the wall. He plunged inside of me as I gasped. He urgently and needing plunged inside of me harder. I needed him right now. It was greedy and wanting this time. This would be the last time I would ever see Edward. This would be the last time I ever fucked him or made love to him.
