A/N: So I finally updated after ages... Tell me if you like this chapter..

CHAPTER 11

Saturday morning I woke up with mixed emotions. Blaine and Kurt had called me last night. They'd said they needed to talk to me and that it was really important, which made me worry a lot. After I skyped with Coop for a bit, made sure that he was okay and that Blaine and Kurt didn't want to talk about him, I took a shower, had Santana make my hair and left for Kurt and Blaine's. They were both acting kind of weird.

"So what did you want to talk about guys?" I asked them.

"Look Lucy. Kurt and I had an idea," Blaine began.

"Blaine and I feel that we're ready to become parents," Kurt said.

"Oh...," I paused. "Well, you have my full support, but... not that I object or anything, but... Don't you feel it's a bit early?"

"Better early than never, right?" Kurt said and gave me a grin.

"Kurt, it's 'better la..'," Blaine tried to correct him but Kurt interrupted.

"I know, it's 'better late than never', this is not the point!" he said.

"Yeah, Kurt's right," I said. "So are you adopting?"

"We were thinking of a surrogate...," Blaine said.

"Oh, okay," I said, not knowing how to go on with the conversation. "Well as I said, you have my full support, you know I love you both."

"We both agree that we don't want the mother to be a complete stranger who will abandon the child but someone we know and trust," Blaine said.

I tried to figure out where they were going with this. "Do you want me to convince Rachel to be your surrogate?" I asked them.

"We talked about it and we thought...," Kurt began. "We thought that you... would make a wonderful mother. There, I said it!"

His words hit me like a brick on the head. I was actually speechless. My lips moved as if to say something, but no sound came out of them.

"Say something please," Blaine took my hand and look me right in the eyes. His own eyes reflected his worry.

"Me?" I finally asked them. "Why me?"

"Because you are great! You are beautiful, talented and you have a pure heart," Blaine told me. "Who's better to be the mother of our child?"

"I for one love the British accent," Kurt added.

"Alright," was all I could say. "Can I think about it?" I asked them.

"Of course, take your time," Blaine told me as I stood up. It was obvious that they didn't want to pressure me.

"I will... call you...," I said and then opened the door and left.

My head felt very heavy and I was worried I would lose my senses right there. Was I dreaming? Did Kurt and Blaine just ask me to carry their child? I decided I was too dizzy to drive home, so I just walked to clear my head out.

You have to weigh your options and think about this very carefully, I thought to myself.

So, I like singing, I really do. However the truth is that it isn't as important to me as it is to Santana or Rachel. I wouldn't give everything up for fame like they would. So it wouldn't be a huge loss for me to abandon NYADA, despite having tried so hard to get in. Point for having Kurt and Blaine's baby.

Moving on. Let's face the facts. I am an orphan. I never had a real family. All I ever wanted, growing up was a family. I wanted to feel like I belong somewhere. Having a baby would give me a family, even if it is with two gays and a baby. So, point for me to have the baby.

Then again, I have my own life. I have Cooper and he is a part of my life that I never want to lose. He promised he is coming back for me. What am I supposed to tell him? "Oh I had your brother's baby while you were away". Point for me to go on with my life.

Okay, so the score is 2:1. But am I actually ready to have a baby? All those changes... Not only in my life, but in my body too.

And supposing I have the baby. What happens to me after that? I mean, sure Kurt mentioned they don't want the mother to abandon the child. But what if I'm not able to give up the baby after all? What if they don't allow me to see the child after it's born?

'Nonsense! It is their baby Lucy!' I told myself. 'You were just asked to carry and deliver it.'

After I walked for what felt like forever I noticed that I was standing in front of our apartments door. I felt too lazy to look for my keys so I just knocked on the door. Santana opened it for me.

"Oh did you find your way back home Hobbit?" she asked me and then noticed that my face was wiping the floor. "What happened to you?"

I walked past her and threw myself on the couch and I started sobbing loudly.

"Hey hey what happened?" Santana rushed to my side and her voice was softer. "Talk to me." She put her hand on my shoulder.

"Kurt and Blaine..." I tried to start, but more tears fell.

"What happened to Lady Hummel and Gay Number 2?" Her face showed that she was concerned.

"Yes, they fine," I wiped my tears. "They... they asked me to be their surrogate..."

"Excuse me?"

"Yes, it's true," I told her again. "They want me to carry and deliver their child."

"Are they out of their freaking mind?" she shouted. "I'm calling Lady Hummel right now. Don't worry I'll talk him out of this nonsense!"

"Shh, be quiet, you'll wake Rachel up," I wiped my nose. "Besides..."

"Besides, what?"

"I think... I think I wanna do it," I said. I felt the need to reason this statement. "I never had a family."

"We are your family!" Santana interrupted me. This was one of the rare moments that Santana showed she cared so I took it in.

I squeezed her hand. "It's just that I'm afraid. I'm afraid that if I have the baby, Kurt and Blaine may want to keep it for themselves and not allow me to see it..."

"No, freaking way they would do that!" Santana reasoned. "This is Kurt and Blaine we're talking about. Blaine is your brother. Next?"

"And what about Coop, Santana?" I asked her. "I love him so, so much and I can't do this to him. He won't want to have anything to do with me after that. He'll just think I am a common slut."

"Whoa, whoa, whoa, stop right there," she interrupted again. "You aren't having a baby with the traditional way. You aren't doing anything wrong. It doesn't count as cheating. And anyway Coop loves you, he'll understand."

"I think you should do whatever your heart wants to do," she said. "And anyway why did they ask you in the first place?"

"According to them I am full of positive characteristics," I replied.

"True," she said. "If I were them, I would pick you, too."

"I guess you could call them," she advised me. "I can stay with you, if you want me to."

"Thanks Santana," I said. "It means a lot."

I picked up my phone and quickly found Blaine's number.

"Lucy?" I heard his voice, soft as always. "You left your car here, we were worried. Are you okay?"

"Yes, I'm fine," I told him while Santana mouthed 'Get to the point!'. "Look about the thing we were talking earlier...

"Yes?" his voice was full of hope. How could I ever say no to him?

He must have put me on speakerphone because I could practically hear Kurt's heartbeat.

"Blaine, I'll do it..." I finally spoke.

I heard Kurt's weird noises and for a moment I was worried, I'd killed him.

"Lucy, I love you!" he screamed.

I chuckled. "I love you too, Kurt," I said.

"Okay Lucy, pack your things, we're coming," Blaine told me.

"Pack my...? Why?

"You're moving in with us!" Kurt screamed once again.

"What?"

"Alright can't hear you! We're coming!" And then they hung up.

"Looks like I'm moving out..."

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