A/N- Writers block sucks.

I'm still trying to update this because I'm working on another story that I'm not going to start until after this one is finished.

X is still just as amazing the 46th time listening to it as the 1st.

Im bored.

Disclaimer- I own nothing.

"It's just a simulation, Trissy." Tobias tells me as he injects me with the serum.

He's wrong though. The last simulation bled into my life, waking and sleeping. Nightmares not just featuring the crows, but the feelings of terror and helplessness I had during the simulation. Sudden fits of terror attack me. And I am not the only one who feels this way; I can tell.

Still, I nod and close my eyes.

I am in darkness. The last thing I remember is the metal chair and the needle in my arm. This time there is no field; there are no crows.

A blue orb lights ahead of me, and then another one, filling the room with light. I am on the Pit floor, next to the chasm, and the other initiates stand around me, their arms folded and their faces blank.

I see something in front if me, my own reflection. I touch it and my fingers find cool glass. I look up. There is a pane above my head. I am in a glass box. I press above my head to see if I can force the box open. It doesn't budge. I am sealed in.

My heart beats faster. I don't want to be trapped. Someone taps on the wall in front of me. Tobias. He points to my feet, smirking.

A few seconds ago, my feet were dry, but now I stand in half an inch of water, and my socks are soggy. I look at Tobias. He shrugs and goes back to the other initiates. The water rises fast. It now covers my ankles. I pound against the glass with my fist.

"Hey!" I say. "Let me out of here!"

The water slides up my bare calves as it rises, cool and soft. I hit the glass harder.

"Get me out if here!"

The water keeps rising.

'I can just break the glass!' I think to myself. 'No. That would be an act of Divergence.'

I look at the bottom of the tank to see where the water is coming from and if there is any way to stop it. I spot a pump at the bottom of the tank. By now, the water has risen to my shoulders. I take a deep breath and take my jacket off. My lungs collect as much air as I can get in a few seconds and I go under. I swim to the bottom of the glass box and clog the pump with my jacket. The water stops flowing. Everything goes dark.

I wake up in the fear landscape room. Tobias walks over to me and offers his hand to help me up. I stand and he pulls me into his arms.

"Good job, Trissy. Everything looked good. There's no evidence. Fastest time today too." Tobias whispers in my ear.

"How much longer are we going to have to do this?"

"A few more times. You have to be prepared for the final stage. Don't worry about a thing."

I nod and pull away from Tobias.

"I should probably go. You have more initiates to do." I tell him.

Tobias sighs. "You're probably right."

"Of course I am." I smirk as Tobias sticks his tongue out at me.

"Meet me later. I want to talk to you."

"What did I do?"

"I dunno. Just saying you're in trouble." This time, Tobias smirks at me. I punch his arm and walk out the back door back to the dormitory.

After a late dinner, I run into Tobias in the hallway again.

"How many times do I have to tell you to watch where you're walking?" Tobias laughs.

"What about you? You ran into me too!" I defend myself.

"Touché Prior. Touché." I smirk and start to walk away when Tobias grabs my arm. "Didn't I say I needed to talk to you?"

I shrug. "Yeah. You said I was in trouble so I guessed I would be best just avoiding you."

"I was kidding about you being in trouble. You know that, right?"

"Of course I know that vim not stupid!" I lean into him so no one else can here and whisper, "Erudite."

"Okay, okay. You win. Just come with me." I follow Tobias out to the train tracks. "It'll be here any minute." He informs me, checking his watch.

"You know I'm not allowed to leave the compound."

"Alone. I here, am a Dauntless Member and well known Dauntless Prodigy." Tobias makes a dramatic movement with his hand causing me to laugh. The train comes and Tobias grabs my arm and we start running. He helps me into the train.

"Thanks." I say.

Tobias sinks to the floor and pulls me down with him. He's sitting with his back against the wall. I'm racing him, my legs trailing to the side of the dusty floor. He presses his palms to my face and pulls my mouth to his. He pulls back a second later. He smiles at me.

"You know, we've been together for a while but you've never confirmed if you're my girlfriend."

I shrug. "Do you want me to be?"

Tobias looks into my eyes for a moment. "Yes."

He pulls his mouth back to mine. The train car wobbles, throwing off my balance. I put my hand down to steady myself. A split second later, I realize my hand is on his hip. Tobias told me once to be brave, and though I have stood still while knives spun towards my face and jumped off a roof, I never thought I would need bravery in the small moments of my life. I do.

I shift, swinging a leg over him so I sit on top of him, and with my heartbeat in my throat, I kiss him. He sits up straighter and I feel his hands on my shoulders. His fingers slip down my spine and a shiver follows them down to the small of my back. She unzips my jacket a few inches, and I press my hands to my legs to stop them from shaking. I should not be nervous this is Tobias.

Cold air slips across my bare skin. He pulls away and looks at the tattoos across my collarbone. His fingers brush over them, and he smiles.

"Birds." He says. "Are they crows? I keep forgetting to ask."

I try to return his smile. "Ravens. One for each member of my family. Do you like them?"

Tobias doesn't reply. He tugs me closer, pressing his lips to each bird in return. I close my eyes. His touch is light and sensitive.

''What are your others?" He asks. I pull down my sleeve on each shoulder to reveal the Dauntless and Abnegation tattoos I have. He smiles and runs his hand over the Abnegation symbol.

"There's also this." I fix my sleeves and pull the sleeve up a little revealing the raven flying on my wrist. "This one is the little boy I used to know, who taught me everything I know."

Tobias smiles at me and presses his lips back to mine. After a minute, he pulls back and touches my cheek.

"I hate to say this, but we have to get up now." He says. I nod and open my eyes. We jump off the train and look out over the city. The only lights on are Erudite headquarters.

"Apparently, the city ordinances don't mean anything to them. Their lights will be on all night." He says.

"No one else has noticed?" I say, frowning.

"I'm sure they have, but they haven't done anything to stop it. It may be because they don't want to cause a problem over something so small." Tobias shrugs, but the tension in his features worry me. "But it made me wonder what the Erudite were doing that requires night light." He turns towards me, leaning against the wall. "A few weeks ago,before initiation started, I found a way into Dauntless secure files. Apparently, we are not as skilled as the Erudite at security." He says. "What I discovered is what looked like war plans or am attack. Those files were sent by the Erudite."

"War?" I ask. "War on Abnegation?"

He takes my hands, lacing his fingers with mine. He nods. My stomach sinks. "All those reports are trying to get the other factions against Abnegation too. They're going to use us. Were a faction of warriors."

I'm shocked. Why would they hate Abnegation so much they want a war?

"How will they plan to get us to fight?" He asks.

After thinking for a second, I say, "I don't know."