TRANSGRESSION

See disclaimer chapter one

A/N WARNING! This chapter contains strong language and scenes of an explicit sexual nature. If you are under age, or if sexual scenes or language offend you, then please DO NOT CONTINUE. You have been warned.

Chapter 11 The next step

The next week passed slowly for Ginny. Fortunately, she was very busy at St. Mungo's, it being the season for sniffles and Flu attacks. Luna called, and they set up their next get-together for the following Tuesday. "Don't forget," reminded Luna, "I have a surprise for you. And don't bother with your glamours." Ginny didn't understand what that was all about.

As the week progressed, she noticed that her relationship with Harry was deteriorating somewhat. That evening, she and Harry argued for no reason, and she went to bed mad at him.

As she laid there trying to go to sleep, she suddenly realized that this was her fault. She was horny as hell, and taking it out on poor Harry. She rolled over and pulled him close to her, skin against skin. She kissed his neck saying that she was sorry, and that their spat was all her fault. "I'm sorry Harry. Please forgive me. I love you."

Harry rolled over to her and took her face in his hands. "It's ok, love. I understand, and I love you too."

Ginny was rocked. This wonderful man still loved her, despite the fact that she was being a bitch. She vowed to make herself better.

On Tuesday, Ginny showed up at Luna's flat, sans glamours. As expected Luna opened the door and stood there starkers. "Hi Gin, come on in. Would you like some tea?"

"Yea Lun. So what's the surprise all about?"

"Well, take off your clothes and get comfortable in the sitting room. I have the divan set up for us in front of the telly. Get yourself comfortable while I serve the tea."

Ginny stripped and settled down on the divan. She had never watched the telly before with Luna, so had not noticed the extent of muggle electronics Luna had acquired.

Luna served the tea with some biscuits, setting them down on a table in front of the divan. She pointed something at the telly that Ginny recognized as a remote. Immediately, the telly sprang to life and a movie started playing. As the introductions rolled, Ginny was shocked to see naked men and women frolicking on the screen.

"Luna, what is this?"

"It's a porno movie, Gin. I thought you might like to see it. Maybe even get some ideas from it."

The movie started with two men entering a flat occupied by two women who were dressed in very flimsy camisoles. The action started immediately as the women stripped the men and pushed them onto a bed. As the women fondled the men, the men stripped the women. All this took about twenty minutes. Everything seemed to be happening in slow motion.

The movie continued on for almost two hours. Ginny was bored out of her mind. Watching porn, very bad porn, was simply not her thing. She saw things that were simply unbelievable. Things that she never thought were possible.

Finally, the movie ended and Luna turned the telly off. "So, what did think of that, Gin?"

"I can't believe it. Do normal people really do all that stuff?"

"Yes, I believe some people do. I've done it, several times. And you are going to day after tomorrow."

"No way, Luna, I couldn't do that. It would split me in half."

"Gin, come into the bedroom with me. I have a few things to show you."

Ginny sat on the bed as Luna placed a small box next to her. She removed several items and placed them next to Ginny. "First, Gin, this is a tube of lubricant. You use it to lubricate certain body parts. It makes everything much easier and less painful."

"No Luna, I couldn't do that."

"Sure you can. Here, let me show you." Luna took an object out of the box and showed it to Ginny. "This is called a dildo. I have several types. These two are mostly used by us girls, you know, when a man isn't available. Now this one is quite lovely for us girls to use on each other."

Luna showed the dildo to her, pointing out that it has two ends. Then she demonstrated how it fit to her body. "I have used this one quite frequently. Would you like me to show you?"

"No Lun. I get the picture."

"Good. But you should know that it can be used by a man also."

This got Ginny's attention. She examined the dildo carefully, thinking of Harry.

"Lun, you know Harry's situation. Do you think this is something Harry could use?"

"Absolutely Gin. That's why I showed it to you. But be careful how you approach him Gin. He could take it the wrong way. It could set him off by reminding him of his situation, if you know what I mean."

"Yes Lun, I do know what you mean. So for future reference, where would I buy such a thing."

"I have a catalogue of all these sex aids," Luna told her. "Let me know when your ready and we'll pick one out."

"Thanks Lun, I will remember that."

The next weeks passed quickly. There was no change in Harry, he was still very good to her, but was obviously not comfortable being naked in front of her. Several times he was up early and showered before waking her. She missed her showers with him in the morning.

On Thursday morning at breakfast, Ginny informed her husband that she would be seeing Luna today. "Maybe we will do some more shopping." she said. "Luna is a shopping machine. Harry, Luna has a muggle thing hooked up to her telly. She called it a 'DVD player', or something like that. It's used to watch movies that are on some kind of a small disk. We watched a movie a few weeks ago, and it was great. Next time were out in London, let's look them up, see what they are all about."

"Yea, I have heard about them. Ok, next time in muggle London, we'll do that, Gin. Tonight will probably be another late night. I feel guilty about you having to miss dinner and wait for me. I'll grab a sandwich at work. When you get home, eat something yourself. I'll be home late. Ok?"

"Well, Luna has been asking me to have dinner with her on these late nights, so why don't I do that tonight. Then you won't have to worry about me."

"Ok, Gin. Good idea. See you tonight love." Harry kissed her and was gone in a flash of green fire.

Ginny returned home from St. Mungo's at about half three, and soon received a call from Luna. "Hi Gin. Can you be here in about half an hour?"

No problem Lun. I'll be there shortly." Ginny went up to her garret hideaway and did her glamour transformations. Placing her rings on a box, she changed into a very revealing tank top, no bra, a thong, and very tight shorts. She was ready for this, she hoped. Apparating to the alley back of Luna's flat, she made her way to Luna's door and knocked. Luna answered, starkers naturally, and welcomed her in.

You look quite sexy tonight Gin," she said. "But strip. I want us to be naked when the boys get here."

"Lun, I'm quite nervous about this. Do you think I can really do this?"

"Yes Gin. You will be fine. I think the evening will be lovely. The boys are muggle cousins, both about five years older than us. Their names are Tom and Mike. I've had them several times before. They are very nice. Now strip, and remember the movie. Consider it a script for us to follow, at least for starters. Would you like a glass of wine before they get here?" Luna asked.

"Yea, A big one." Ginny replied.

Ginny and Luna had their time with the two boys. It was a new experience for Ginny, and she couldn't decide if she liked the idea or not. But she had to admit to herself that it was fun. They did everything to each other. Some things that Ginny had never tried. It was an education for her. She liked watching Luna having sex. She had never actually watched two people doing it. Then it was her turn to be watched by Luna and her friend. That was difficult. She had to close her eyes so that she couldn't see them watching.

Ginny climaxed several times with her partner, then she and Luna switched off and Ginny found herself having sex with the guy that she had just watched doing Luna. Wow, she thought. She never imagined this.

As the evening progressed, Ginny found herself doing everything that she had seen in that porno movie. Her every orifice was being violated. She was being filled top to bottom, literally. And what was really bothering her was that she was enjoying everything. It was all so new to her that she couldn't get enough of it. Everything was happening so fast that her brain didn't have time to process everything.

She was disappointed when the boys said that they had to leave. Suddenly it struck her, what she had just done. The guilt hit her like a tidal wave, washing over her thoughts and drowning her with remorse. She sat on the bed with her head in her hands and just cried.

Some time later, after the boys left, Luna helped Ginny into the loo to clean up. "Come on Gin, Harry will be home soon. You don't want to get caught, do you. Hurry up. I made you a sandwich. You can eat it later. You have to get home before Harry."

At this point, Ginny didn't care. She was too depressed to care about anything. But she dutifully cleaned herself , got dressed, and apparated back to her garret hideaway. She changed her clothes, ate the sandwich, and went down stairs. She opened a butterbeer, took a few swallows, turned on the telly, and fell asleep.

When Harry got home, he picked her up and carried her to their bedroom. "Good night love."

"Good night Harry, I love you too." And she drifted off to sleep.

Harry tossed and turned as he tried to get comfortable. He was still having thoughts about his wife and her depravities with whomever. It still bothered him, but surprisingly in a different way. He thought back on the previous weeks, the times that he knew that Ginny was with other men, and the way it twisted his mind until he thought that he would snap. Somehow it didn't matter that much anymore.

He slept with her every night, but the feeling of her naked skin on his just wasn't the same. He didn't see her as a sexual being. Rather he felt jealous that another man was holding her interest. Not sexually, but as a platonic companion.

Then the thought struck him, a thought that would destroy him eventually. He, Harry Potter, was no longer a man in the true sense of the word. He had all the equipment, it was true. But his equipment was useless, it didn't work. It was past the warrantee period. Their were no spare parts available. All the restrooms in the world were now labelled MEN, WOMEN, and HARRY POTTER.

The next day, Ginny received a call from Luna as she was leaving St. Mungo's. "Hi Lun. What's up?"

"Hi Gin. How are you feeling?"

"A little sore and tired, I guess. Why?"

"Just concerned, Gin. If you would like to talk, I'll be home shortly. You can come over any time."

"Tell you what, Lun. I owe you a dinner, and Harry will be late tonight. Why don't you come over here about six. We'll have dinner and talk, ok?"

"Sounds good Gin. I'll be there. Bye."

A little after six, Luna knocked on Ginny's door. "Hi Lun, sorry I'm not starkers."

Luna laughed. "That's ok Gin. So what's for dinner?"

"I made one of your favourites Lun, fried Calamari in Marinara sauce."

"Sounds good Gin, let's eat."

The girls finished their meal and relaxed on the divan in the sitting room. "So Gin, talk to me."

"Luna, I don't know where to start. I am so confused about everything, I just don't know."

"Ok, tell me about it."

"I don't know Lun. I guess I feel guilty, having so many orgasms. And Lun, the worst part is that I enjoyed it so much. I've never had orgasms like that. They were so strong, they simply blew my mind. And the worst part is that I want to do it again. What would Harry think of me if he knew the things I've been doing? He would think that I'm a dirty, perverted, bloody whore."

"No Gin, he wouldn't. Let me tell you something. Normal people, in a love relationship, have all the same thoughts and sexual needs that you are experiencing. But they are afraid to tell their partners. Afraid that their partners will think that they are perverted or something, so they keep it to themselves. That's what you are feeling now. If you and Harry were still having a normal sex life, and you had these thoughts, you wouldn't dare say anything to him, would you?"

"No, I wouldn't. Your right. So, what do I do now?, Lun"

"Gin, we started this to decrease your sex drive a bit, or put it on hold for a few weeks. And from what you are telling me, it's working. Right?"

"Yea, it is. I am so much more relaxed around Harry. And he notices it too. Yes, it is working."

"Well ok then. Stop thinking that you are a perverted whore and allow yourself to just enjoy it."

"Your right Lun. As always. So what do we do now?"

The next weeks flew by. Harry was still being kept late at the ministry, and he still doesn't know why, but they are allowing the Aurors to report in at noon instead of their usual time. Ginny has been noticeably more relaxed than before. The result being that she and Harry are drawing very close, closer than they have been in a long time. It wasn't exactly a sexual closeness, but it was progress. This is good, she said to herself.

Ginny decided to skip the next months session, thinking that she didn't need it now. Big mistake. Something Harry said completely set her off, and she rambled on and on at him until he simply walked away and went to bed by himself. She spent the next hour crying and berating herself for being such a bitch. Finally calming down, she took a cold shower and crawled into bed. Snuggling next to him, she started to cry again as the two-fold wages of guilt hit her.

End chapter eleven