Episode 2 Ch.5 Free Me From This Pain I Feel
Keith is in his room staring at his phone. He wants to call her, but he knows she doesn't want to hear from him. He takes a deep breath and picks up his phone. "You can do this. Just tell her how much you love her," he said to himself. The phone rang and he got her voicemail.
"Hi Jace, I know that I am the last person that you want to talk to right now, but I needed you to know that I love you, and I am so sorry that I did this to you and to Breanne and to her baby. I was calling to tell you that, and to ask you how Breanne is doing? No one really tells me anything. I promise if you come back to me I'll be good to you, and I will do everything in my power to prove to you that I am a good man, and I can be worthy of your love."
He hung up the phone. He was hoping that she would call him back, and give him a little glimpse of hope for their future.
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Becky is waiting by the tour bus. She sees Jamie and smiles. "You're late." She fussed at him.
"I know. I wanted to give you time with your mom and brothers."
"Noah's with Elizabeth so I said goodbye to him this morning, and Daniel, Andy, and mom just left. It was too hard for her to see the bus leave. I'm surprised your dad's not here though."
"My dad's not coming."
"Oh well where's your bag?"
"I'm sorry Becky, but I'm not going with you on tour."
"What?" She was shocked. They had planned to go together.
"My dad didn't say I could go, and I realized that I couldn't break his heart like that."
"But I really want you to go."
"Becky this is your dream, and I'm not going to stand in the way of that. I love you with all of my heart, and I trust that our love will conquer the distance."
"What if it can't?"
"Then we weren't meant to be together, but I know in my heart that you are the one that I'm meant to be with. I want you to go on tour and be the best that you can be because you deserve it." He kissed her lips, "I love you and don't you ever forget that."
She had tears in her eyes, "I want you to be a part of this."
"I will," he touched her heart, "Because I'm apart of this."
She smiled but the tears were still strong. "I love you too." She kissed him one last time before getting on the bus.
He knew in his heart that he was doing the right thing.
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Tyler is sitting in his hospital room alone. Noah walks in. "Who the hell are you?"
"I'm the guy you are already lost too."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
"If it is a fight you want then you better put your fist up and get ready because I will never back down." Without saying anything else he walked out of the room. Tyler never got a name, but he knew exactly who he was.
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Ashton was at home getting a little rest before she had to go back to the hospital and hang out with Tyler.
Elizabeth walked into her room. "Who the hell do you think you are?"
"What?"
"Mind your own damn business," she yelled at her.
"This is about what I told Noah. I was trying to warn him."
"He doesn't need to be warned because he's not going to lose me."
"Elizabeth."
"You know what Ashton if you can't handle being his friend and my friend at the same time then we don't have to be friends." She walked out of the room without letting her reply.
Ashton was just trying to help. She was always trying to make thing better, but this time she seemed to make them worse.
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Lily is lying in her bed when her door opens, and Spencer comes in.
"Hey," he said as he sat next to her. "Peyton seemed pretty upset out there. Is everything okay?"
"I think her and Lucas are fighting, but I'm not sure what it's about."
"Oh," he kissed her forehead, and it made her uncomfortable. "You look great."
"I look horrible."
"You always look amazing to me."
"Please stop being so nice to me because you are making what I need to say really hard."
"What do you have to say?" He was nervous to think about what was on her mind.
"I was in a car crash, and when I woke up my whole world was changed. I'm not the same person that I was before that accident. I have no idea when I'm going to remember, and I'm sorry, but I can't lead you on like this."
"I don't mind waiting Lily. I'll wait for you forever."
"I don't feel any chemistry when I'm with you. You seem like a really great guy, but you aren't the guy for me right now."
"You're breaking up with me."
"Think about it this way, the girl that you loved isn't breaking up with you, but the girl that took over her body is. I am so sorry, but I just need time."
"Well you'll never get use to me if we're not together."
"Please Spencer just respect my wishes."
"Fine," he stood up from her bed. "Just know that no matter who you think you are you will always be my Lily, and once you remember you'll come running back to me, and I'll have arms opened ready to catch you." He kissed her forehead one last time. "I refuse to believe that we are over because we have fought too hard to be together to let one accident change the way we feel about each other."
He walked out of her room, but he knew things between them were far from over.
Lily cried. She wasn't crying because she broke up with Spencer, but she was crying because she had no memories of loving him, but she could tell that his heart was breaking and apart of hers was too.
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Jacey is at home with Carter. He is crying and she is rocking him. "Come on CJ she said this would work. Please stop crying." She tried feeding him a bottle but he wouldn't take it. He was still crying at her. "Shh, twinkle, twinkle little star how I wonder what you are," and with the sound of her singing the little baby stopped crying. She smiled. "I might be a good God mother after all." She continued to sing to her precious godson.
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Brook answers the door to find Peyton on the other side. She is a mess. "Peyton," she was concerned.
"Will you just hold me, and promise me that everything is going to be okay."
Brooke nodded her head and did just that.
The two of them sat on the couch and cried together.
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Okay so that is the end of episode 2. I hope you guys enjoyed it.
I know that a lot of you want Lily to remember, but just give her time.
Thanks for the reviews for the last chapter. It makes me feel so good when you guys compliment my writing.
Spoilers for Episode 3:
Brooke and Nathan's romantic plans are interupted.
Breanne get a shock of her life
Peyton has some complications
Laura has to make a tough decision
*The next episode has a big surprise in it. It wasn't part of my plan, but I threw it in there, and I hope you guys like it.
