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Small Bump - Ed Sheeran (Nick's POV)
You're just a small bump unborn, in four months you're brought to life,
You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes,
I'll hold your body in my hands, be as gentle as I can, but for now your scan of my unmade plans,
A small bump in four months, you're brought to life
I can't believe Macey's 5 months along! I mean at first I was scared but now I'm excited. I'm pretty sure the baby will be a girl, she may have my brown hair but I'm sure she'll have Macey's icy blue eyes. I just realised how girly that sounded… Oh well! I'm excited.
(Macey's POV)
I'll whisper quietly, I'll give you nothing but truth,
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
5 months along. 4 left. I can make it. I sat on my bed waiting for Nick to come back from work. I quietly start whispering to my bump, which I'm hoping is a girl. I tell her how her daddy's at work, her aunties are shopping and her uncles are watching the game at Zach's place. I also tell her the truth, that her grandpa left when he found out I was pregnant, grandma, however, stayed.
~~~ (fast forward 4 months!) ~~~
"Nick! Don't move" I screamed.
"Mace! I can't when you have an iron grip on my hand!" he replied, in pain.
"Macey, dear, you're doing fine. Just keep pushing," the midwife told me.
"Oh yeah, cause I'm gonna stop aren't I," I replied sarcastically.
"Mace, hon," Bex started, "loosen up on the hand!" She screamed, while I squeezed her hand as well.
"Bex! She's giving birth! Now's not the time!" Cammie told her.
"Keep going, dear," the midwife told me.
"Okay Mace, just keep breathing," Lizzie told me, doing a better job than the midwife was.
"Is Macey done yet? Jonas, Zach and I are waiting," Grant pushed his head round the door to ask.
Everyone in the room just turned to Grant and glared at him.
"What does it look like to you?" Nick asked him.
"Well, it looks like she's still giving birth to me but you know, I may be wrong because-"
"Grant! Shut up and go away!" Bex cut him off.
10 minutes later, a high pitched cry was heard.
"Well done dear! She's alive!" the midwife told me.
"No shit Sherlock," I replied with a glare at her. (I don't swear but that's just so fun to say!)
You are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight,
Oh, you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
And you'll be alright.
The midwife carefully set her in my arms, then walked out of the room to call in Grant, Zach and Jonas. I slowly stroked her cheek with my thumb. As I was stroking it, she took one of her small hands and wrapped it around my thumb.
"Aww that's so cute!"
We all stared at Grant.
"What?"
We all just started to laugh, quietly.
"Mace, got any names?"
"Becky!"
"Lizzie!"
"Cammie!"
"Scarlett!"
We all stared at Grant, again.
"Scarlett? Really?"
"Yeah!"
"I think I'll call her, Emily," I told everyone while looking down at her.
"Emily Cross… Has a nice ring to it," Zach said.
You're just a small bump unknown, you'll grow into your skin
With a smile like hers and a dimple beneath your chin
Finger nails the size of a half grain of rice,
And eyelids closed to be soon opened wide
A small bump, in four months you'll open your eyes.
Emily has to tiniest nose and lips. She has a few brown hairs but we don't yet know her eye colour. I held her as she slept and I notice a small crease under her chin. She has Nick's chin dimple! I thought to myself. She still held onto my thumb and I took the time to stare at her small fingers and nails. I saw the corners of her mouth turn up into a little smile, like how I have a small smile on my face while I sleep.
And I'll hold you tightly, I'll tell you nothing but truth,
If you're not inside me, I'll put my future in you
I look across the room to see Nick fast asleep on the chair. The others left because Liz said we need 'Mother Daughter Bonding Time'. I start to whisper to her, just like I did when she was a bump, I tell her how all her aunties and uncles were here, but her grandma couldn't make it, but loves her just as much. I fall asleep telling her every little detail.
~~~ (fast forward 4 months!) ~~~
You are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight,
Oh, you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight,
And you'll be alright.
Crying.
That's all I heard today. The girls and I went clothes shopping today. We bought Emily some very cute outfits, like the one she's wearing that says, 'I may be cute' in pink, on the front and 'but deep down I'm trouble' in black, on the back of her white top. She was also wearing a floral pink skirt and matching pink shoes. She can't yet say her name properly, so she just says Emmy. her hands are still small so she just hangs onto my thumb.
You can lie with me,
With your tiny feet
When you're half asleep,
I'll leave you be
Right in front of me
For a couple weeks
So I can keep you safe.
I get up and walk past the coffee table to put Emmy to sleep. I walk back to the girls, who were sitting on my sofa, and plop down next to Cammie.
"Tiring being a mom isn't it?" Cammie asks.
"It's okay for you, Lexi doesn't cry as much as Emmy does," I reply, looking at Lexi who was sleeping in the cot next to Emmy.
"And you two," I look at Bex and Liz, "You should be happy Beth and Maisy aren't even here to cry in your ears," I laughed. They joined in with me.
~~~ (fast forward a couple of years!) ~~~
'Cause you are my one and only
You can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
You are my one and only
Oh, you can wrap your fingers round my thumb and hold me tight
And you'll be alright.
"Emmy! Come on sweetie," I stood waiting for her as she put on her shoes without my help.
"Coming Mommy!" She called out, racing round the corner.
"Don't forget to say goodbye to Patch," I told her. Patch was the small Border Collie puppy that Emmy wanted for Christmas.
"Can't she come with us?" she asked me, giving me her puppy dog eyes.
"Okay. You go wait outside while I get Patch," I told her.
Emmy held onto my thumb as we walked to nursery. Her hands were now big enough, but she just liked holding my thumb.
We got to nursery and were met with 3 small girls shouting "Emmy!" Alexia, Bethany and Maisy came running up to Emmy with their arms out, while Cammie, Bex, Liz and I just laughed. Patch wagged her tail, begging for some attention. The girls turned around and started stroking her. The bell rang signalling everyone to come inside.
"Bye Mommy! Bye Auntie Cammie! Bye Auntie Bex! Bye Auntie Liz!" Emmy said, hugging us each in turn. Then ran off holding hands with Lexi and Maisy.
You were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
The girls came to my house, we all sat on the sofa holding hands. I burst into tears. Today was the 31st of August. The girls immediately enveloped me in a hug. Nick was away on work, but I know that he was probably crying as well.
Maybe you were needed up there but we're still unaware as why.
Today was the day that my 1st child, Lucy, died.
Another sad ending. It would've ended different, but then I was like 'no way can I write that, I'll just end up crying'. So here you go! My happier sad ending!
Please carry on reading, it would mean a lot -3
P.S It's my birthday tomorrow, so reviews would be a great bday prezzie! (*hint hint*)
P.P.S And! It's National Cupcake Week! So virtual cupcakes for you if you do! ;)
P.P.P.S The sadder ending would've been Emmy dying but I thought that was just too depressing
P.P.P.P.S How many more chaps would you all like? Cause I have no idea!
P.P.P.P.P.S If you're reading this, you're truly amazing!
P.P.P.P.P.P.S Also if- I'm just kidding! Now, go! Live your dreams and do some crazy (legal!) stuff! YOLO! (but if you get in trouble, don't blame me, cause you chose to listen and follow XD )
