I want to thank everyone for the support, and EVERYONE DON'T WORRY, FANG IS GOING TO BE IN THE STORY SOON! Remember in the summary how Max was going to fall in love with the human she's going to protect? Can anyone think of who that might be? (;
JJ POV
Terra, Terra, Terra, Terra, Terra, Terra, Terra That was what was going through JJ's head first hour, being so close to her only moments before had put her senses on hypo drive. She could smell her heavenly perfume and feel her breath against her ear. She was going to drive me insane, slowly but surely.
I sighed and closed my eyes, okay think, she doesn't like you but maybe you can tell her and she would be okay with it? Max was; I winced; I really needed to stop thinking about Max. I remember the day she first found out, my secret girlfriend had just broken up with me, and I was a mess.
*FLASHBACK*
Her honey blonde hair blew with the breeze and her deep red lips were pursed "I think, we might need to take a break from each other, it's nothing personal JJ, I just don't like you anymore." My eyes widened and my heart beat sped up, the girl I have been with for a year in secret was breaking up with me? Is she serious!?
"I don't want to hide this anymore JJ, I'm sorry, I want to see someone who wants to go public, and that's not you." My eyes started to water and my heart felt like little pricks of pain were stabbing it. "But-I" I couldn't seem to find my voice and my thoughts were all over the place, she wanted to break up with me?
"Rebecca, please, I don't want to not be able to look up into your blue eyes and know I'm safe. I don't want to miss your hugs that leave tingles everywhere; I don't want to miss you." I tried to reason with the tall blonde before me and for a second, I swear I saw her give in, but it was over before you knew it.
Rebecca shook her head and turned around, her body walking away from me, leaving a hole in my heart and making my knees buckle. I don't know how long I sat there, the tears cascading down my face, but I do remember shouts and footsteps around me, I remember being picked up, but I don't remember the faces, or any of the words people were saying, I was so broken.
When I woke up next I was on a bed, but not in my room, I looked around and realized it was Max's, she must have been the one to find me. I sat up and in the next couple seconds Max entered the room. She glanced at me and when she found I was a wake came and sat by my bed.
"What happened?" Her voice was so motherly and caring that I broke down right then and there and told her everything, everything. She just nodded her head and listened, giving me my time to vent and mourn. When I was done she smiled at me and held open her arms, I practically leapt into them and sobbed some more into her. She soothed me and when I was finally done crying she talked to me, her voice soft and sweet sounding.
"JJ, you probably know what I'm going to say, breakups hurt, but only for a bit, so she let you go? Now you have to let her go, you have to give her up and let her walk away. I know you don't want to, but you have to." Give her up? The person I spent a year on, let her walk away?
"I don't want to give up our memories though Max, everything we've been through, I don't want to let them go." She smiled at me as though she had a little secret only she knew about "But JJ, you won't give up the memories because guess what? There exactly that, memories. They will stay with you forever and be with you forever, you won't have to give them up."
She then left my room, leaving me to my thoughts and feeling, and I didn't feel that bad anymore, I guess you could say at that moment, I started loving Max.
*END FLASHBACK*
I smiled faintly at the memory, Max is or was amazing. She was independent, strong, and beautiful, she had something about her that drew people in, made them want to be friends with her, and made them love her. She was always smiling, unless she was mad at someone, then her death glare could practically send you to hell.
"Jennifer Joy! Are you paying attention or do you need a little vacation to the principal's office?" I smiled a bit "a vacation sounds great thanks, but I would prefer Florida, or maybe Fiji." A couple people snickered while my teacher just rolled her eyes, going back to whatever lesson she was teaching.
My thoughts drifted again, wandering to Dylan, the back stabbing jerk that will surly get his revenge. My smile turned into a grin, an evil grin, one that would make people regret getting to know me. A couple people glanced my way, it could have been the glint in my eyes or the smirk on my face but they noticeably became paler and quickly looked away.
Oh yes, this was going to be fun, so much fun, he would be begging for me to continue. I smirked again but my thoughts quickly wandered again, this time going back again to Terra. I sighed, oh the effect she had on me, and just by thinking of her soft hair and full lips. My heartbeat sped up and my palms started to sweat, what if she felt the same way about me? What if she was somehow a little interested?
No. She couldn't be, that wasn't who she was, she was interested in boys, not girls. My heart squeezed in on itself, it hurt physically to think she wouldn't like me. But she was my best friend, of course she wouldn't. Besides, I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship anyway. I sighed, because I knew that was all a lie, I just wanted the chance.
Hey guys, so next chapter is Max, and she's going to start training, it might start skipping time a bit to get the story on the road a bit. You guys can also help me a lot by giving me tips and stuff, I also don't mind reviews. ;P they encourage me guys!
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