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I Pray
I stood in the emergency room. Carlisle had taken him to the private part of the hospital because of how high his body temperature was. There he would be the only doctor to treat him. He had yet to open his eyes. I was so scared he never would again.
By this time everyone knew. His father was here, Leah, part of the pack, Bella, Edward and some of the Cullens. Bella and Edward were on either side of me and Leah was in front of me. No matter how much they told me he was going to be okay, I knew they had no idea. No one could really know.
"Lace, Your eyes are getting dark." Edward commented.
"I'm not leaving." I said immediately. Though I knew my thirst was rising.
"It's a hospital."
"Do you think I'm really going to think of hunting right now?" I muttered looking at the floor beneath me. I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked up and found Carlisle standing in front of me. "What happened?"
"He's stable for the time being. But the venom still flow through his veins." He said in a lower voice. "We're treating the wounds. I treated the bites so they wouldn't ask questions. He has one broken bone, the left arm. There's nothing we can do anymore just wait."
"He can't….he can't die….don't let him." I said as my voice broke.
"I won't lie. I can't do miracles, Lace. But I'm going to do all that's my power to save him, I promise. You can see him if you want." I nodded and he motioned for Edward to come. I guess they both saw the darkness in my eyes which was weird since I had hunted yesterday, I can't even remember but I knew it was recently.
We finally arrived to his room. I tried to prepare myself because I had already seen him but nothing could ever prepare me for what I saw. It looked horrible bandages all over his body. His arm was in a cast. I walked over to him. I kneeled beside his bed. "Jacob, please just stay with me, please. You can't leave me." I whispered. My hand caressed his face. "I'm so sorry, this ones all me, you don't know how sorry I am."
"Hey I need to do something real quick, I won't be long, you're going to be okay?" I knew he meant it more than thirst-wise.
"Go ahead." I assured him.
EPOV
I silently closed the door behind me. I walked over to the waiting room where Bella and Alice were. She'd come to try to calm her of any mishaps, she has more or less perfected her talent but when she got nervous or anxious, those emotions got the best of her.
"Alice where's Emmett."
"I don't know … home maybe. I know Rosalie Jasper and Esme are home. I didn't see Emmett when I left. Hunting maybe, I really don't know."
"Alright." I took out my phone and dialed the house. Someone quickly picked up. Rosalie. "How's Elizabeth?"
"Fine, she's sleeping."
"Good, where's Emmett."
"Garage. So….. How is he?" she asked I'm sure out of pure politeness.
"Not great, but he's alive."
"Emmett, Edward wants to talk to you." I heard her say as she arrived to the garage.
"Yeah." He answered
"I need you to do something."
"Sure, I'm dead bored."
"I need you to go hunting." I said
"Me, why?"
"Not for you, for Lacey."
"How does that work?"
"She refuses to leave and I know she's thirsty and we are in a hospital so I need you to go hunt for her. Get a thermos and fill it. It's not quite the same but I'm sure it has the same effect."
"That's weird but sure I'll bring Jasper."
"Bring some back for Bella please."
"Sure…..I'll see you in a few hours." He said and hung up.
LPOV
Edward left me alone for about an hour but he came back to check on me. I remained kneeled at his side. He hadn't moved, nothing happened. He pulled a chair and motioned for me to sit.
"I'm sorry. For lashing out on you, I know you didn't have a bad intention." I whispered not taking my eyes of Jacob.
"It's fine." The door was gently pushed open. I saw Bella come in.
"How is he?" I saw sadness fill her eyes.
"The same, worse, I don't know. Nothings changed."
We sat in silence for what felt like an eternity. Some tech would come in and check but Edward said they were told not to linger so they left quickly left. There was a faint knock at the door. Edward got up to open the door. Emmett came in he had two thermos in hand.
"Thanks." Edward said.
"Yeah I'm going to head to home." He gave the thermos' to him and left. He gave one to me and the other to Bella.
"What's this?" we asked him almost at the same time. I sniffed it ….. it was blood. "Are you serious?" Bella did the same and then she knew what I was talking about.
"Neither of you were going to leave. You in particular. You need it." He told me.
"Are you sure it has the same effect?"
"I'm sure it does, I don't see why not."
I unscrewed the top. It was definitely blood …. Deer I think. "Thanks." I was a really kind gesture. I drank.
As soon as the liquid slipped down my throat I felt the fire in the back of my throat calm. It seemed to have the same effect.
The night carried on until it became morning. Edward and Bella stayed with until sunrise. They excused themselves after that to go home and be there when Elizabeth woke. I understood completely and was grateful that I wasn't by myself. I was fairly certain I would've driven myself insane.
There was yet to be a change in Jacob's condition. He remained unconscious. I held his hand in mine. Somehow it wasn't as warm as it always was, I could feel it was a few degrees cooler. I wondered why.
I was so intently lost in thought that I didn't hear Leah come in the room.
"Hey."
"Hey, nothings happened?" she asked.
"No."
"I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have let him go." Throughout the night Edward mentioned that Bella had called Jacob to tell him about Ryan and that's why he knew where to find me. I was a little upset but I have to say I would've done the same thing, so I couldn't hold it against her. I was no ones fault but my own.
"It's not your fault. It just happened."
"All the same I can't help but feel the least bit responsible."
"You're not." After that a silence filled the room. I started to hear a conversation outside the door. It was 2 medical techs. They were guys.
"Hey what are you doing that's my room?" one of them said.
"You were busy let me take it."
"Why?" The guy demanded
"Because there is hot girl in there."
"She's engaged did you not see the ring?"
"That's unfortunate but I saw another girl who is definitely not engaged."
"Do you even know what you're supposed to do?"
"Check pressure and stuff." The other one retorted.
"No Dr. Cullen said we weren't supposed to linger in the room because he said it was a private practice patient, or something along those lines. He said he needed a blood sample for some reason. I think I know what's suppose to be done. If you mess up Dr. Cullen is going to have your head. It seems like the patient is really important to him."
"Josh shut up. Just let me."
"No."
"Fine let me go in there with you."
"Whatever."
The door was gently opened and the two guys came in. One had brown hair and had a buzz cut, he had a white complexion. The other one who I imagined to be Josh had dark hair a little bit tanner than the other one. I didn't pay that much attention because I've seen one of them before. But Leah seemed to be very interested. Her eyes followed Josh's every move. How odd. It's not that I've known Leah for all that long but she was acting strange.
What do you think is going on with Leah? It's actually not that hard to figure out but whatever still I want you to guess LOL
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