APOV
It was unbelievable how amazing last night was, id had sex before but I had never made love to someone. Buffy was it for me, I loved her with everything in me, I didn't understand how it possible to love someone so much in so little time. I wish I would have known her my entire life. I want to know about her entire life, childhood, everything that makes up who she is. People say you only truly love once and I believe it completely.
We were leaving the hotel now and I knew it only took us around 30 mins to get back to Sunnydale, I didn't wanna ever leave her side, I knew she was a little sore, and very tired, I don't think we got much more than 3 hours of sleep in after we crashed. I don't know if I was really expecting her to say that it was okay to have sex with her, but I'm so glad it was. Everything was amazing. She seemed a little upset though. I hope she doesn't regret anything…
"Buffy, what's wrong?" I ask her.
"Nothing babe" she says to me.
"Buffy if you regret it, you can tell me." I say to her slightly scared of her next words.
"No, not at all do I regret last night it was amazing and I love you so much" she says to me
"Then what's wrong?" I ask her.
"You know that Christmas song silent night?" she says
"Yeah?" I say
"And the part that says young virgin, mother and child. I wish I was a virgin, I wish that I could have lost it to you, not to some dick that raped me. I really wish that last night was that night" she says to me.
"Baby, I'm so sorry, I wanna kill that sorry mother fucker so much, I wish it could have been with me too. But please just think of last night of your first in some way, your first with someone you love, cause it was amazing and I love you" I say to her.
"Thanks babe, that really did make me feel better" she says to me and I'm glad.
"Will you tell me about Colorado?" I ask her and I know it will make her feel better.
"Well, I think it's the best place in the world. I have so many people there. Nick, he's amazing! He likes to crazy party and he always says that when he gets me alone we are going to go partying and that he's going to get my beyond wasted were I can't stop getting sick, oh and nick is my uncle. Obviously always been bad influence, then aunt Kim, she's so amazing; she really helped me get through a lot with the rape. I had no idea she was molested when she was a child. She owns a really big farm, and I just love to help out you know cause I'm the country girl inside. I just sit there and ride horses and much as I can" she says to me.
"Take me there this summer?" I say to her.
"Yes, oh I forgot to tell you, since me and Nicole did online school last year, we both did extra classes and at the end of this year we get to graduate! So after all I will be with you." She says to me.
"That's great news babe!" I say to her, I'm so glad I'm not going off to college without her.
We get back to the house and it's around 1:00 we walk into the house and up the stairs into her bedroom quietly, we both are tired and just wanna go to sleep. We lay down and I wrap my arms around her and I kiss her forehead and then I lightly run my fingers across her back. I know she loves that. I feel her relax in my arms and then fall asleep; I'm not far from falling asleep.
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We wake up to some noise in the house. I look at the clock and its 6. I hear footsteps walking to Buffy's door. Then Nicole bust in and we all jump a little, including Nicole.
"I didn't know you guys were back!" she yells!
"You scared the hell out of me!" she says
"Well imma go home and change and let jenny know I'm not dead." I say as I kiss Buffy goodbye and then walk down the stairs.
BPOV
I knew I was about to get questioned greatly by Nicole, that's just Nicole.
"What happen, what happen, what happen!?" she asks. And I lay back down on the bed and sighs with happiness.
"It was so amazing Nicole, we had sex, I had no idea it could be like that. Like seriously Nicole wait for the right guy then give it up to him because it will make it soo much better trust me" I say to her.
"I want details." She says
"Sorry, but I think the details are going to keep between angel and I. it's just are personal sex life and I think it should stay that way" I say to her
"That's okay girly, I understand" she says.
"So it was amazing?" she asks smiling.
"Beyond amazing" I say to her.
"Can I ask you something I really wanna know" she says with a laugh.
"Ask" I say
"How big was his dick?" she asks and I bust out laugh.
"Not like I hadn't seen it before that, but its big, bigger than my hands can hold" I say to her and her eyes widen.
"You got it soo good!" she says to me.
"Well I wanna get into the bath, I smell like sex" I say to her and she laughs and I walk into to the bathroom and run and hot bath and put bubbles in it, I crawl in and the candle light and everything made it perfect, I turn on the music and pick a song I love. I begin to sing in complete happiness.
Mama, I found someone
Like you said would come along
He's a sight, so unlike
Any man I've known
I was afraid to let him in
'Cause I'm not the trustin' kind
But now I'm convinced that he's heaven sent
And must be out of his mind
Mama, he's crazy, crazy over me
And in my life is where he says
He always wants to be
I've never been so in love
He beats all I've ever seen
Mama, he's crazy, he's crazy over me
And, Mama, you've always said
Better look before you leap
Maybe so, but here I go
Lettin' my heart lead me
He thinks I hung the moon and stars
I think he's a livin' dream
Well, there are men, but ones like him
Are few and far between
Mama, he's crazy, crazy over me
And in my life is where he says
He always wants to be
I've never been so in love
He beats all I've ever seen
Mama, he's crazy, he's crazy over me
oh Mama, he's crazy, he's crazy over me
I love that song so much. I had always token passion on my singing, but I'd never felt so good while singing in my life. I hear say something by a great big world come on.
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'll be the one, if you want me to
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I am feeling so small
It was over my head
I know nothing at all
And I will stumble and fall
I'm still learning to love
Just starting to crawl
Say something, I'm giving up on you
I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
Anywhere, I would've followed you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I will swallow my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye
Say something, I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere, I would have followed you
Oh-oh-oh-oh say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something, I'm giving up on you
Say something
I sing out loud with my heart.
APOV
I walk into the house and Nicole said she was in the bath; I walk up the stairs going to her room. I enter her room and then I hear her singing, she has a beautiful voice.
I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when your not thereAnd I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were insaneBut I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love meI like to imitate old Jerry Lee
And watch you roll your eyes when I'm slightly off key
And I like the innocent way that you cry
At sappy old movies you've seen hundreds of timesBut I love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love meAnd I could list a million things
I love to like about you
But they all come down to one reason
I could never live without youI love the way you love me
Strong and wild
Slow and easy
Heart and soul
So completely
I love the way you love me
Oh baby I love the way you love me
I stand there and listen. Then once she is done I walk in, she's in a bubble bath with candles lit, she looks at me and her eyes light up then she turns down the music.
"Wanna join me?" she asks me.
"Yes, I would love." I say to her and I start too undressed. I step into the bath and then I pull her on top of me, she settles into my chest and relaxes. She turns around and looks at me and then I kiss her lips, I can feel are lips moving together like magic, every kiss if different in some way. This one was filled with love; every emotion was felt in these kisses. I bite her lips and she moans in the contact. I feel myself get hard and I know she does too. She kisses me harder and then I palm her breasts. She pants and It just makes me want her even more.
"Are you still sore?" I ask her not wanting to hurt her.
"No, take me to bed" she pants out and that is what I do, I lift her up and then I carry her to the bed, she is still kissing me, I lay her down on the bed still soaking wet. I get on top of her and then I kiss her neck and then back up to her mouth.
"Please, want you now, stop teasing me" she says and then I grab myself and then I enter her warmth and it's amazing she moans out as I push all the way in. I thrust inside her fast and hard and she yells out my name, it just turns me on even more. She wraps her legs around me trying to get a better grip of me. I see her boobs bouncing back and forth then I palm both and I know she is getting close, so I slow down just a bit. I want us to come together; I'm not too far off. She starts to pant my name. I feel her walls closing in and then I feel myself come, she yells out my name and I collapse onto her, and she wraps her arms around me and we lay there panting for a while. Once we catch our breath we get back up and I pull out of her.
"I love you" I tell her.
"I love you too" she says to me.
I get up and then start to get dressed. She sighs and gets up too and she puts on my shirt and a pair of shorts.
"I wanna have a lazy day" she says to me.
"Okay let's go watch some movies" I say to her.
"Let's wait till Nicole gets back from the store" she says to me. I'm so glad Nicole wasn't there to hear what she and I just did.
"Christmas is in 4 days" she says.
"What do you want for Christmas?" I ask her.
"You." She says with a smile.
"I can arrange that, but for real what do you want?" I ask her.
"You already gave me a ring and a necklace which you spent too much on!" she says to me.
"I'm getting you something so no matter what you say; I'm still getting you something." I say to her. Then I hear her phone ringing. I hand it to her, it's her dad.
"Hey dad" I hear her say. They talk for a moment and her face slightly falls.
"I thought you guys were coming here?" she says in defense.
"Yes of course, I'd love to but…" she says and I'm guessing her dad cut her off.
"Fine, I will bye" she says in an instant
"What's wrong?" I ask her.
"My dad wants me and Nicole to go to Colorado for Christmas and he already bought the tickets." She says.
"What's so bad about that?" I ask her.
"I won't be with you…" she says.
"It's going to be okay, we can Skype, we both have computers, and we can call each other. And it's only a week, you're going babe, I know you love it there." I say to her.
"But I want you to come!" she's says to me.
"I know but you got to spend time with your family too!" I tell her and she nods.
"When does the plane leave?" I ask her.
"Tomorrow, at 10." She says to me. That is really soon, I'm going to miss her like crazy but I know she needs to go to Colorado and have some family time.
"What's tomorrow at 10?" Nicole walks in and asks and I suddenly realize I'm shirtless because Buffy has my shirt. She doesn't seem to care, so I'm not going to care either.
"Are plane to Colorado" Buffy says slightly sad.
"Why are you so sad about that!? You love it there!" she says.
"Angel can't come. I know I love it there, but I want Angel to come too!" she says in defense.
"Come on babe, lets pack your stuff then we will go watch movies." I tell her and I go to her closet and grab her red and white suit case and then she grabs some clothes from her closet, she pulls out 7 shirts that she likes, some seem like they shouldn't called clothing, I pick one up and I look at her. And she laughs. (all clothing in bio)
"It's a crop top, nick is going to want us to go party and this is what to wear!" she says laughing.
"I don't like it." He says.
"Why not?" she says
"A whole bunch of guys that aren't me are going to see you in these." I say to her and she hugs me and sighs.
"I'm only yours babe. I love you only, plus I'm not gunna wear all of them half of this clothing is for Nicole she has no idea what it's going to be like there, she never been to Colorado." She says to me then she goes back to the closet and then grabs a whole bunch of warm clothing and put them in the suit case.
"Why are you and Nicole sharing a suitcase?" I ask her.
"Because she's gunna put the makeup and shoes and everything else in her suit case." She says and it makes a lot of since.
"All done." They both say.
"Let's go watch a movie now." She says
"Something scary!" Buffy says
"Whyyy, Buffy!" Nicole whines now I know she gets scared.
"You will have fun!" Buffy says
"The conjuring!" Buffy says.
"Fine, but I get to hold on to you" Nicole tells Buffy.
"You get to hold onto me and I get to hold onto Angel" Buffy says with a smile.
We put in the movie and sit down in the theater chairs. It's really comfortable. Buffy snuggles to me and then the scary parts come to the screens, every time something would happen the girls would yelp or jump.
Once the movie was over the girls had wide eyes and didn't wanna move.
"It's late, you guys need to go to bed, and you have to be at the airport early." I say to them laughing at Nicole she's beyond scared.
"What if the bad thing is out there waiting for me to walk into the hallway?" Nicole asks and Buffy gives her a weird look and I laugh again.
"I'll walk you to bed" Buffy says to Nicole.
Buffy and Nicole get up and then walk to the guest bedroom and then I walk to Buffy's room and I take off my shirt and then lay down in the bed, waiting for her.
BPOV
"So you gunna have sexy sex since its gunna be awhile before you guys see each other?" Nicole says laughing. Yes we are. I didn't say it out loud I just laughed at her.
"Nicole, I kinda wanna dress up but I don't know what to wear!" I say to her.
"So you do wanna have some sexy time?" she asks
"Duh!" I say to her laughing.
"What about the outfit we bought at Victoria secret? It's in the guest closet…" she says and she's brilliant.
"Ah I cannot believe I'm wearing lingerie" I say after I put it one (In bio)
"Neither can I" she says as she looks at me in it. She laughs and so do I, I grab the robe and once I had it on I walked out going to my bedroom. I walk slowly trying my best not to get nervous. I always said that I'd do this one say but now I'm all nervous!
I walk into the room and I take a deep breath, then I walk over to the bed. I get on top of him and he looks up at me and smiles.
"I have a surprise." I say slightly shy. Then I slip the robe off of my body. I hear him gasp and then I feel him get hard. His hands run all over my body. I feel myself getting wet already. I hear him growl then he flips us over where he's on top of me, he starts to kiss me and its filled with want, and I want him, then he goes down my body and spreads my legs and then the bottom less lingerie outfit gives him access to start where ever he wants, he starts suck my clit and it feels amazing I moan in the contact and then he licks me and I feel how close I am already and he does too. He gets and then he enters me. I moan loudly. He thrusts in and out of me fast and I keep moaning.
"Ah Angel!" I yell out.
"You're so sexy baby" he groans. And I know we are both close, I feel him start to unzip the outfit. Then he throws it off me. He begins to suck on my nipple and it does enough to throw me off the edge.
"Fuck, Angel" I yell out as I feel myself come, he continues until it's too much and then he comes and collapse on top of me. We are both panting. That was the best so far I think.
"Are you going to continue to surprise me like that?" he asks panting.
"You bet" I say him as I kiss his lips and then he rolls over and pulls out of me and I decide I'm not done. I get back on top of him and I slide him back into me. I rock back and forth. He groans as he wasn't expecting it. I know we both won't even last long especially not after that. He growls and grabs my hips and then I moan as he helps me ride him. I can tell he is getting closer so I begin to rock even faster. I feel him come inside me, and he groans loudly then I stop and he looks at me.
"Baby, you didn't finish" he says I was surprised he realize that.
"It's okay" I say and then he shakes his head no and flips me onto my back and starts to thrust fast and hard and it doesn't take me long at all and the I feel my walls close in on him, and I scream out his name. Then I see him smirk and he lightly kisses me lips.
"I love you" he says
"I love you too" I say as he pulls away from me and then I cuddle to his chest and we fall asleep.
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