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EPOV

Her eyes did not meet mine and that scared me so badly. How would I ever get past this point? If I could reach out to her....if I could just open my mouth, say something...SAY ANYTHING! Anything to make this moment better. Then it'd all be ok. Then she'd understand. We'd be ok.

"I'm just gonna," She whispered, and even from across the room, I could still hear her. Her voice cracked, and I wanted nothing more then for her to look at me. "Go." She said.

She didn't meet my eyes, she was intent on studying the floor. I had to go after her. I had to make this right again.

"I guess I shouldn't have kissed you." Amber sneered, from somewhere unimportant. "It was good though right?" She asked.

"You wish." I told her then headed out the door in the direction of my Bella.

Yeah, yeah. Drama Drama Drama! What is up with this Amber chick? I promise you'll find out soon enough and NO...despite her behavior, she does not 'want' Edward.