Disclaimer: I do not own Glee and any of its characters. This story is purely for fun.

Author's Note: I feel bad for making you wait a month for the last chapter, so I decided to release this chapter early! Enjoy. Let me know what you think!

Chapter 11: don't wake me up

"Oh it's so good to be home!" Squealed San as she flung herself onto my bed. Being on an airplane for 4 hours usually is a nightmare, but with all the stolen kisses and the fact that I could hold San's hand, I must say I would not have minded an extra few hours.

I watched as she rolled onto her side, whilst cuddling with my favorite pillow, "Haha I think being away has made you forget which bed is yours" I joked as I placed my bags onto my empty desk. I can't believe it has been almost a month. The last time we were here was last year!

San smiled at me before hugging the pillow tighter. "Nope I mean I've slept on both beds too many times, so I think it is best if we consider them both ours." Said San cheekily. My heart fluttered at the thought of us sharing our beds, or just the idea of sharing anything. "Come here" she said opening her arms and gesturing for me to follow. I smiled and joined her, enjoying the warmth she was offering. "Finally back in school and away from the prying eyes of our families"

"I'm guessing you mean Carla and Rob" I laughed as I turned to face her. The memory of my sister's face when she first walked in on us making out is an image I will never forget. She looked between horrified and curious the first time. The next few times she and Rob learned to knock. How my mom never found out, i'm still wondering.

"Yes." She said making me smile. She said our families, if this girl was trying to get into my pants, it was working.

"Yeah I think they have caught us making out way too much these last two weeks" I laughed.

"It's like they have a built in virgin alarm" she laughed, "now they choose to guard our virginities. They're 3 years too late" she joked making me cringe. The memory of that night, listening to San tell me about her first time with... John still makes my heart ache. I was so hurt and couldn't understand why I suddenly hated him. Of course now I understand why I cared so much, but at the time I was so lost. "Britt? Are you okay?" She asked breaking me from those horrible thoughts.

"Yeah I'm fine" I lied.

She rose her eyebrows at me, "liar, but it's okay I won't push you"

I stared at her in disbelief. She's kidding..right? How did she know? I looked at her and noticed the smile on her face.

"I know you Britt. I may have been clueless about my feelings, but the one topic I speak fluently, is you. Sure I don't know everything, but I know enough. Something's bothering you. Something's been bothering you since the new year." She sighed and suddenly her fingers were caressing my face, "I'm not going anywhere. Ill wait until you're ready to talk." I closed my eyes, enjoying the warmth her fingers were creating.

"Thanks" I replied softly before kissing her. I broke the kiss but kept my lips against hers, "so we are finally alone. In our own room with no one to interrupt and a lock on the door." I whispered as my hand travelled to the waistline of her jeans.

"Mhm" she said with a sexy smile. "Finally" I softly kissed her plump lips before tracing them down her jaw line until I reached the crook of her neck. I placed gentle kisses on her neck, making sure to not leave any love bites before travelling back to her lips. A surge of energy radiated through my body until suddenly I found myself on top of San, kissing her with everything I had. My heart was beating rapidly and my thoughts were filled with only San. I opened my eyes as our lips broke apart just to stare at the amazing woman underneath me. Her eyes were still closed, her face was a dark shade of red, and her hair was shaped like a curtain on my pillow; she looked beautiful. Her eyes opened as if sensing my own and for a moment we just stared. This-us- we were real. No more games, no more running, we were in this together. I smiled before colliding our lips together for a heated kiss. Our tongues battled for dominance as our hands roamed feeling any skin that was in its path. Her soft hands were on my back, placing pressure on my waist making a cold flash pass through my body. My arms moved so that they were holding my body weight. As if by reflex my body grinded softly into hers needing the friction. It needed to feel some sort of pressure. I'd never felt this before, never felt this kind of passion with anyone. It was all so overwhelming, yet amazing. My right hand moved from its spot next to her head and caressed her waist. Without much thought, I slowly moved my fingers, dragging them painfully slow up her abs until I could feel her bra. Her body twitched slightly, but before I could move my hand away, I was pulled fully on top of San, leaning all my weight above hers.

"Mmm San" I mumbled as her hands explored my own body. Her hands travelled from my back all the way down to my butt, squeezing softly.

"Britt…" she mumbled causing me to look at her, "Off" she whispered gesturing to my shirt. I nodded and leaned back, preparing to remove my shirt when a loud knock was heard. I stopped for a second, but didn't hear anything.

Just as I was about to lift my shirt, "Britt, San, I know you're in there. I saw your facebook status! Open up!" yelled the annoying voice of Rachel.

"Great! I think i'm going to kill her" I groaned as I threw myself back on top of San, resting my head in the crook of her neck. I turned to her and couldn't help but laugh at our luck.

"I really need to talk to you, please open up" begged Rachel.

We both shared a sigh as we caught our breaths and tried to calm our rapidly beating hearts.

"You should get that" whispered San. She didn't look angry or regretful; her eyes were extremely dark and full of what looked like lust, if possible.

"Fine," I sighed moving my head to capture her lips for one last time, "Mmm, but this will definitely continue later" I whispered.

"You bet it will" she said with a large smile, "Now go get rid of our neighbor, please" she laughed rolling out from under me, "I should freshen up. You know what airplanes do to me."

She pulled her shirt down and walked to retrieve her bag from the floor, bending in the process giving me an eyeful of her amazing thighs along with her plump butt.

"I can feel your eyes on my ass" she said loudly with a smirk on her face.

I shrugged, "We'll it's a nice ass" we both laughed as she found some clothing and went to the bathroom. "so worth it" I whispered before jumping off my bed and answering the door.

"About time Brittany!" said a disgruntled Rachel, "What were you doing anyway?" she asked. "You're hair looks like-" She looked at me and then her eyes opened widely, "Oh- er- you two were, I'm- uh"

"Calm down Rachel, we haven't gotten that far…yet" I laughed. "Doesn't mean we don't enjoy-"

"Okay, okay too much information" she said quickly throwing her arms up. "Umm is she in-"

"She's in the bathroom. Come in Rachel" I laughed pulling Rachel into the room.

"Are you sure?"

"Rachel you just interrupted a great make out session. If you don't start talking than I'm going to hurt you." I said glaring at her.

"Wow I'm glad you two are doing great" she stuttered.

"Yeah we are" i said with a smile, "now stop stalling" I smacked her side.

"I uh- I don't know where to begin" she hesitated.

"From the beginning would be nice" I shrugged earning a glare from her. "What?" I asked.

"You spend too much time with Santana." She shook her head. I looked towards the bathroom and smiled. There is no such thing as spending too much time with her, "that was not meant to be a compliment" she chastised making me laugh. "Well as you know after New Years, I spent some time with Quinn and her family in Boston."

"Oh yeah, how was that by the way?" I asked cutting her off and earning a glare from her. "Oh sorry, keep going"

"We were having so much fun. I met all her friends and really liked them all." She said softly, staring at the wall behind me. "Did you know that Finn Hudson went to high school with her?" Rachel asked catching me off guard.

"uhh- no-" Quinn and Finn? That is the worst combo, I mean their names rhyme!

"Did you know that they dated for about 3 years?" Rachel asked.

"Well that would explain how he managed to come here." I said remembering the airhead vibe he gave me. I can't picture him getting through the college process without any help.

"Britt, he's her ex high school sweetheart!" croaked Rachel.

"Okay? I mean didn't you and Finn dance like once at a party?" I asked confused, "I mean you didn't give off the vibe that you liked him. Do you?" I asked as I watched her face change expressions.

"No!" she yelled, "He's just so- and she's so-" I watched as Rachel stuttered, "They are so different. She actually dated him."

"But they broke up" I shrugged.

"That's beside the point!" She yelled, "I had to watch him make goo-goo eyes at her for like half the trip! He obviously still likes her. Do you think she still likes him? Do you think she'll take him back?" Rachel asked.

"Okay Rachel what's this about?" I asked, "If Quinn wanted him back don't you think she would have taken him back?"

"I just don't want to be unwelcome in my own room. I don't want to come to my safe haven only to find them there half naked on her bed! I don't want to have to make new friends so I can sleep over their rooms so she can spend nights with him. I don't want anything to change" I remembered all too well how difficult it was when San was dating Puck. Never knowing what to expect when I opened my room door or having to share my room with someone who wasn't worth her time and effort. Having to watch the one person I wanted, but couldn't have give all her attention to someone who wasn't you; it sucked. Wait- does she? I smiled at her before clearing my throat.

"Rachel, do you have- do you like Quinn?" I asked hesitantly.

"Well of course I like her. I consider her to be one of my best friends" responded Rachel.

"No I mean, as more than friends" Rachel looked confused, "Do you have a crush on her?" I asked bluntly.

"What?" Rachel yelled, "No!"

"Okay, sorry I was just-" I said trying to hide my smile.

"No, no. I- I should go." She said quickly shaking her head. "I'll see you guys later, for dinner. Tell Santana I said Hi"

"But Rache-" She was out the door before I could blink.

"Wow so Berry has definitely lost her mind" said San as she opened the bathroom door.

"Did you wait for her to leave?" I asked.

"I figured that you'd want some privacy with her." Shrugged San.

"Thanks San" I said smiling wide, "You heard everything didn't you?"

"Yep- so how long before you think Rachel realizes she has a huge crush on her roommate?" asked San as she joined me on my bed.

"Oh trust me, I think she knows; she's in denial. I'd recognize that stage anywhere." I sighed. "Do you think that Quinn might like her back?" I asked

"I don't know" replied San, "You never know. I'm pretty sure no one would have expected us to get together." She shrugged.

"You're right. There's always hope. I just hope Rachel is okay" I sighed.

"She will be." Replied San as she leaned against my pillow. "Now where were we?"

I laughed and pushed her onto her back, "Right about here"


We walked hand in hand to the dining hall. No one stared or made any comments. We were just two ordinary women about to eat dinner. San kept her head tall and stared directly ahead; almost stoic like. It was like walking with a robot. Her hand was cold and the only way I knew she was mentally here with me was by the strong grip she held on my own hand. Im pretty sure i'd have small bruises on my hand tomorrow.

"San, it's okay" I told her, "No one cares. It's just us; half the people here don't know us." I whispered. She nodded, but said nothing. I spotted Rachel and Quinn sitting by our usual area. Quinn seemed to be doing most of the talking, while Rachel watched her and listened intently.

"Oh my god, so it's true! You two are finally official and holding hands in public!" she practically yelled, "It's so good to see you guys!"

"Hey Quinn!" I laughed hesitantly as I realized that San had nothing to say to her.

"Uh Earth to Santana?" said Quinn as she waved a hand in front of her face.

"Its our first time out in public" I whispered earning a nod from Quinn.

"Ooh. Well I guess it's a good thing that none of us are popular or well known then." Joked Quinn.

"Yeah. Thank god." I replied halfheartedly as I remembered Jen and the other dance team members.

Dinner was going by smoothly and slowly San was coming out of her shell. Even Rachel was becoming her talkative self again and joining in on the conversation. For once it felt like we were back to normal, that is until a voice ruined it.

"Hey ladies" said the smooth voice of Noah Puckerman. He pulled a chair up to our table and sat backwards in it facing San.

"What do you want Puckerman?" asked Quinn angrily.

"Calm your panties Fabray, I'm here to speak to Santana." He then focused on San, "So I've called you"

"Ok" she nodded unfazed and moving her fork around the plate.

"Well you haven't called back or answered any of my texts" he said annoyed.

"Shouldn't that have been a sign Puck, I'm not interested." she replied taking a bite of her salad.

"You seemed pretty interested earlier in the vacation" he said snarkily.

"I was drunk and upset." She mumbled avoiding contact with me. Her hand moved and for a second I thought she would let go, but to my surprise she held my hand tighter. This gave me all the courage that I needed. Someone had to make him back off and San was not ready.

I looked at him and glared, "Look Puck we'd appreciate it if you let us eat our food in peace. San obviously doesn't want you here." I said annoyed.

"She can speak for herself" said Puck with his trademark smirk.

"Her actions spoke enough. Just leave" I nearly yelled.

"why do you care? I'm not talking to you, I'm talking to her."

I sighed and put my fork down, "Because I have every right to care especially when it's my girlfriend you're trying to pressure into having sex with you! So excuse me if I'm a little angry at how you're treating her or our relationship!" I yelled. Thank god its already loud in the dining hall. Shit, shit, shit, shit! I yelled in my head. Any minute San's going to bolt or scream at me; I couldn't look at her and instead focused all my attention on Puck. Even if this was not the best way to tell him, he had to know I was not joking.

He looked at San and shook his head. He stood up slowly and without saying another word; walked away. For a moment we were all quiet; the only sounds coming from our table was the sound of utensils scraping our plates.

"Well I'll see you tomorrow okay?" I said standing up. I couldn't sit there any longer in the awkward silence. Not to mention I felt like a complete idiot. Slowly I brought my tray to the conveyer belt and placed all my dirty dishes in their before walking quickly to the stairs and leaving. The cold air did nothing to clear my head of the confusing thoughts. Should I be mad that she spoke to him at all during the vacation? Honestly he said it was in the beginning. San and I were fighting in the beginning and I was spending time with Jen. So why was I so hurt and confused?

"Britt!" yelled a voice, "Slow down please" I kept sprinting, just staring at the door to our dorm hall that was almost in arms length away. Just as I pulled my key card from my pocket, A hand grabbed my arm and spun me around. "Britt"

"What's up Quinn" I asked.

"Nothing I was just giving her time to catch up" shrugged Quinn who turned and gestured to the two figures that were almost near us. "I'm the fastest runner aside from you" she shrugged, "Just hear her out. That's all you can do." She whispered before swiping her keycard and leaving. I took a few deep breaths and sighed.

"Britt" said San out of breath, "I forgot how fast you walk." I raised an eyebrow., "not that, that's a bad thing or anything."

"Yeah so I'm going inside." Interrupted Rachel, whom I hadn't noticed was standing there. When she left, we stood there in silence. After a couple of minutes I swiped my keycard and opened the door.

"Wait , I'm not a great speaker. I am just gathering my thoughts. It's kind of hard to do when you're practically running and have Berry yelling at you." She said grabbing onto my arm. "Can we go somewhere else to talk. Our room is a bit, distracting." I stared at her for a moment before holding the door open.

"Okay, follow me" I said.

I led her down to the basement and found one of the private study rooms. Luckily it was the first day back and no one needed to study.

"Britt, I promise you that it was just one text." San said, "I was so upset, then I saw you talking to Artie and something in me snapped. I wanted to yell, cry, scream; anything to make these feelings go away. It's no excuse, but I thought I had completely lost my chance." Tears fell down her cheeks and instantly al the anger left. Here she was, my girlfriend crying in front of my face. All I wanted to do was grab her and make her stop. "Berry found me drinking my third shot of tequila. You know I underestimated her tolerance. The girl can do a straight tequila shot with a straight face." She laughed, "She spoke to me and for once I listened. After our talk, I deleted his number and facebook. I wanted to prove to you that I could make it work." She said softly, "So Berry helped me because I am clueless at this. I've never been in a stable relationship, nevertheless one with a female. I don't know what I'm doing. I've never had to defend my relationships, nor have I ever felt the need to. In the dining hall, I just didn't know how to say it; I froze." She grabbed my hand and knelt in front of me, "Thank you for defending me. Thank you for defending us." I stared at her in shock. I had thught she was going to scream and lash out at me for telling our business to him. I didn't think she'd thank me.

"You're not mad?"

"Not at you. It was actually really…hot seeing you yelling at him and defending us." She smirked, "So are we okay?" she asked hesitantly.

"Yes"

"Good because the next time you run away I'm going to hurt you" she teased before I felt her lips on mine. Yes this is so worth everything I'm giving up because I am definitely gaining more. Now to tell Jen and the dance team.

Author's Note: Was it too cheesy? This story shows the feelings i'm experiencing so it means a lot that all of you have been reading it and enjoying it. Thanks for all the reviews. I'll have the next chapter up as soon as I can.