Okay first I'm so, so, so, so, so sorry for the delay! I was in Sweden and then I'm working and everything is just a big mess…

Secondly are there reaally only two [beautiful and incredibly smart] people who read my story? I know my story is little lame… but common! So many people favorite and alert and I get around 2-3 reviews tops?

Aand third: yes, I know I nag about this every time, but pleeaase will you review?

The couple first reviewers get a short preview from next chapter :D

Anyways, for you two readers out there; This chapter is for you (:

Kisses.

Chapter 11

Don't Tell Him The Truth!

So here we are

We are alone

There's weight on your mind

I wanna know

The truth, if this is how you feel

Say it to me

If this was ever real

Chuck brushed Blair curls away from her tear soaked face. Even after few hours off sleep, her face was still red and wet after her tears. He trailed his fingertips over her face, down to her beautiful red cheeks. His index finger slowly trailed over her ruby lips and back over towards her other chin. She shifted in his arms, but he only held her tighter. After a while Blair's soothing sleeping sound, filled the room again.

Until his phone went on and the room was filled with "beeping" sounds.

He flipped his phone open and brought it to his ear

"Yes?" he said quietly, hoping he wouldn't wake up the beautiful girl that lay in his arms.

"Chuck!" Serena hissed into the phone. "Where are you?"

"Out" he answered. He wasn't really lying, he was clearly not at home.

"Did you go to Blair?" Serena asked but didn't even let him answer "Did you upset her?"

"Sis, I think she already was upset –

"I KNEW YOU WOULD! You aren't good for her! You did! You did, didn't you?"

"I don't know" he answered truthfully "look, I'll be home in about twenty minutes, let's talk then. Bye" he closed the phone irritated. But then looked back at the fragile body next to him, Serena's words played over and over in his head. You aren't good for her. He hated when she was right. He gave away a big sigh before he slowly shifted Blair's body from his arms onto the other side off the bed and pulled her white covers over her petite body. He then grabbed his jacket from the chair and for a second, he just stared at her beautiful frame before closing the door on his way out.

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts me

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts me

I want the truth

Chuck hadn't been home for more than thirty seconds when his sister's screams greeted him.

"I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL KILL YOU!" Serena screamed and ran towards Chuck as the elevator door's closed behind him and he stepped into the Van Der Bass suite. "Hello Serena" he said, doing his best to let her know that her threats did nothing to him.

"Chuck!" Serena hissed with her hands on her hips, staring at him with eyes that demanded information.

"Serena," He answered "I'm tired, I think I will go to bed –

"Not until you answer me!" "What was the question again?" He sighed.

"Did you go and see Blair?" "Yes." "How was she?" "Her dad is probably going to die, how do you think she is? Serena! If you would just go there yourself and be a real -" "What did you do?" Serena cut him off. "What are we doing?" He asked her irritated and threw his hands in the air "Because if we're playing twenty question –

"Answer. The. Question."

"I…" He trailed. What could he tell her? "I saw she was not doing well, so I … left." He lied as smoothly as possible.

"You left? You went to see her? And then just left? Did you say anything...? I mean…" "No."

"You left her crying?" "Yes." "Just left her?" "Yes," "Alone?"

Serena's voice was getting higher and angrier "Yes" Serena's hand rose in the air as if to slap him, but he swayed quickly away from her. "If we're done playing Twenty Question's, I'm gone to bed. I'm tired. And you should call Blair … later. She is sleeping now…"

"And how do you know that?" "She is probably sleeping now" he corrected himself quickly "and I should be too. Bye sis."

Serena stared at him walk away, sighing to herself.

So this is you

You're talking to me

You found a million ways to let me down

So I'm not hurt when you're not around

I was blind

But now I see

This is how you feel

Just say it to me

If this was ever real

Vanessa hadn't been able to sleep for the last nine nights. Nate hadn't even called her once - since they broke up. She took in a deep breath before she reach for her phone, and hit speed dial 5.

"Pick up… Pick up … Pick UP!-" "Hey ?" "Nate!" "Yeah?" Nate asked into the other line of the phone. "Why haven't you called?" The words flowed from her mouth even before she could stop the.

"I've been busy" "Busy with who? Blair?" "I told you Vanessa, there isn't anything going on with me and Blair"

"Somehow I don't buy it Nate." Vanessa spat.

"Then tell me, what happened between you and Chuck?" Nate bit back.

"Look, Nate." Vanessa softened a bit "I'm sorry about Chuck – everything just went out off hand… I never intended on –"

"Intended to what?" Vanessa went silent. Oh No. She'd defiantly said too much.

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts me

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts me

I know that this will break me

I know that this might make me cry

You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind

I know that this will hurt me

and break my heart and soul inside

I don't wanna live this lie

Chuck was woken up when someone knocked on his door.

"I'm sleeping Serena – Lily – Eric – who ever"

"It's me" a well-known voice came from the other side and made him sit up.

"Come in" He said and Blair opened the door. Walked inside but quickly closed them again.

"Hi…" She said, just above a whisper.

"Hey." Chuck said and smiled "what are you doing here?"

"You always go straight to the point, don't you?" she half laughed.

"Just like you, princess." He smirked.

She smiled shortly before she bit her lip "Mm .. I was just going to... you know … thank you." He raised his eyebrow.

"For… You know .." She bit her lip again "last night.."

"You're welcome Waldorf" he smiled at her, a smile she hadn't seen for a long time.

But their moment got interrupted when the doors were flung open and Nate burst into the room pushing Blair aside and grabbing Chuck by the neck off his nightshirt.

"What the hell Nate?" Chuck yelled and tried to make the blonde loosen his grip.

"Nate!" Blair yelled "what the hell are you doing?"

"Did you really think I was just going to sit silent?" Nate yelled at Chuck, ignoring Blair. "I can't believe you! You sick son off a bitch!" He shook Chuck lividly.

"Can't believe what?" Chuck yelled back and tried to fight him, Blair watched them in horror.

"Nate –" she tried but he cut her off

"I know you slept with Vanessa!" Nate yelled.

The room went dead silent.

Blair looked up at Chuck and he could see her eyes watering.

"Look," Chuck wasn't sure if he was addressing Nate or Blair. "I'm sorry It was a mistake we both regretted in the morning –" Nate didn't let him finish, even before Chuck could defend himself Nate's fist connected to his face.

Blair tried to hide her screamed when Nate punced. But Chuck fell on the bed – not the floor, luckily.

Nate stared at Chuck for a moment, then at Blair and opened his mouth, but her eyes begged him to go. So he closed his mouth again, glared at Chuck for one last time and ran out off the room. As the door closed Chuck parted his lips

"Blair…" He pleaded. "I'm –"

"Don't" She said and looked away from him "I can't believe you did that …"

She wasn't yelling, thank god.

"Blair please just let me make you understand." "NO!" She screamed suddenly "No! No more lies!"

"Blair I'm not going to lie to you, I promise! I have to tell you something I.., Blair I lo-" But he was cut off when both their phones went off.

So, my sores tell me that Nate found out a dirty secret; So C sleept with V? Oh, Bad, bad Bass. But my other sources tell me Queen B was even worse than our own Bad Boy? Yes my friends, B has a secret off her own … and it both starts and ends with Bass. But if Chuck Bass was busy with V, who is the Bass B was busy with?

Just say uncle. The big bad Bass uncle that is.

Again the room was filled with the screaming silence. Until Chuck forced himself look at her. "You slept with Jack?"

"You slept with Vanessa," she said as it would make anything better.

He stood up slowly leaned over towards the doorknob and opened the door. "Go." He ordered.

"No." she answered "Chuck, we should talk"

"Oh so now you want to talk? When I wanted to apologize you really didn't want to talk but now you do?" He yelled at her, he couldn't even start to describe the feeling he felt in his chest.

"Chuck listen to me – You were gone, I was alone –" "NO! I DONÐT WANT TO LISTEN TO YOU!" Chuck yelled. He felt like he was acting like a child. But his inside were screaming at him, and the only thing he could do was scream at the person in front off him.

Blair tried to make her tears stop streaming. "I… Chuck … I forgive you for sleeping with Vanessa" she swallowed the lump in her throat.

"Go" He ordered again.

"No! You already once told me to leave you and I did. I'm not going to leave you again! Chuck I LOVE you! Why can't you get that I love you!" She screamed at him "I love you so much… so much that it consumes me. But its okay, its really okay, because I know… I know you love me too!"

"you don't know anything" Chuck said "Now Leave."

"okay." Blair sighed "But don't forget that I love you Chuck. I'm maybe going home now, but it doesn't mean I'm not coming back. Because I am."

"Just GO!" He yelled.

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts me

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth, even if it hurts

I don't care no more, no

Just give me the truth, gimme' the truth

Cause I don't care no more

Give me the truth

Cause I don't care no more, no

Just give me the truth

Give me the truth[4x]

Cause I don't care no more, no

Song: The Truth

Artist: Good Charlotte

Yep, I'm horrible … * hides under her desk *

I'm also sorry to say, that my story is soon to become to an end :o I've still got a few chapter left though .. Just wanted to tell you :D

But I'm already making a sister story to this story.. "the second generation" story :) Anyways, I hope I don't deserve to die for this chapter … I know it was lame… quick… short and stupid … hehe. But I'm sick … *sad face* … and I'm sure the chapter does deserve a review … because you have to tell me you still read dude :O

Love on you.

RainbowDust.