Chapter 11 - EPOV
I have my hands on her hips to keep her from moving.
I don't think I can control myself much more, if she continues to move in my lap.
It feels so fucking good.
I never thought I'd get the chance to be in this position with her.
I want more, so much more.
But I'm not sure how much she wants.
I have had dreams of us being like this, but reality surpasses the dream.
"Bella," I say looking into her eyes," do you trust me?"
"Yes," she breathes out.
I stand up with her and lower her feet to the ground.
I walk us back toward the house and we go up the back stairs.
We walk slowly, both of us lost in thought.
I know once we are in my room, my little bit of self control would be gone.
But I will not take advantage of her.
I want her to be sure about anything we do.
I want this with her, and with any luck she wants this with me too.
Standing out side of my room, I turn to her.
"Bella, if you don't want this tell me and we can go back downstairs?" I ask her as I look into her eyes.
She looks into my eyes and smiles.
"Edward, I want this," she says as she leans up placing her lips on mine.
Her kiss is sweet and gentle.
I couldn't contain the moan that escapes from my lips.
She pulls at my hair trying to get closer to me.
I fumble with the door and finally get it open as I walk us backwards toward my bed.
I hope that she wants this as much as I do.
