Chapter 11 - EPOV

I have my hands on her hips to keep her from moving.

I don't think I can control myself much more, if she continues to move in my lap.

It feels so fucking good.

I never thought I'd get the chance to be in this position with her.

I want more, so much more.

But I'm not sure how much she wants.

I have had dreams of us being like this, but reality surpasses the dream.

"Bella," I say looking into her eyes," do you trust me?"

"Yes," she breathes out.

I stand up with her and lower her feet to the ground.

I walk us back toward the house and we go up the back stairs.

We walk slowly, both of us lost in thought.

I know once we are in my room, my little bit of self control would be gone.

But I will not take advantage of her.

I want her to be sure about anything we do.

I want this with her, and with any luck she wants this with me too.

Standing out side of my room, I turn to her.

"Bella, if you don't want this tell me and we can go back downstairs?" I ask her as I look into her eyes.

She looks into my eyes and smiles.

"Edward, I want this," she says as she leans up placing her lips on mine.

Her kiss is sweet and gentle.

I couldn't contain the moan that escapes from my lips.

She pulls at my hair trying to get closer to me.

I fumble with the door and finally get it open as I walk us backwards toward my bed.

I hope that she wants this as much as I do.