A/N: Bear with this chapter ;) I know some of you may be a little sick of plot and want more lemons so rest assured that there is a lemon at the end of this chap...and more to come in thr next few chapters I just had a bit of plot to get out of the way...anyway, yeah, dont get bored and give up on this chap before you get to the lemon ;)


I didn't see Jacob again for four days, which was the longest we'd gone without talking since I could remember. My family tried to be comforting, but they all seemed to take Jacob's side and it didn't help. They told me it was better for me this way. I'd still see Jacob, but we'd have a different kind of relationship. I don't know what Jacob said to them whilst I was in the truck, but it had convinced them of his story.

Jacob came to the house on Thursday afternoon and when he knocked on the front door, I had a glimmer of hope that maybe he'd changed his mind, realised he was wrong about everything.

He opened the door to my bedroom and came inside almost warily. I was sat on the bed and I tried a smile at him, "Come in."

He shut the door behind him and started walking towards me, then stopped, "How are you?"

"I'm fine." I told him, but the look on his face told me he knew I wasn't. He'd probably been talking to my parents. I hadn't left my room since Jasper carried me up here four days ago.

"Ness, you can still talk to me about things." He said, "Now that we've both calmed down."

I turned my gaze out of the window, unable to look at him properly without crying, "Are you going to change your mind?"

He sighed, "No, Renesmee, I'm not."

I look at him accusingly, "Then why are you here?"

"I still want to be part of your life, Ness." He said, "You're still my imprint, and my friend."

"Don't say that." I said, "Don't call me your friend, after all we've been through."

"You know that you're so much more than my friend." He said.

"But you don't want that." I said.

Jacob struggled to find his words, "I don't want you to hate me, Renesmee."

"I could never hate you." I said blankly. I saw relief wash over his face. Did he honestly think I hated him? The problem here was not that I hated him, but that I loved him too much.

"I just came by to see how you were." He said

"Okay." I said, turning away from him to look out of the window. I hear him sigh, then the door clicks shut behind him. I let the tears drip down my face, not bothering to wipe them away.

They leave me alone for a long time, and then Alice comes up, "Renesmee?"

"Come in, Alice." I said, not turning when she opens the door and then closes it behind her.

"The others all went out." She said, "But I thought I'd stay here with you."

"Did Jasper ask you to do this?" I asked.

Alice bit her lip, which meant yes. "No." I raised my eyebrow, "He's worried about you. He can feel it, Renesmee."

"Bet he hates being around me now." I said.

Alice frowned, "Of course not."

She sits on my bed and doesn't say anything for a minute, "What did you and Jacob talk about earlier."

"I'm sure you heard it." I said flatly, "You were right downstairs."

Alice bit her lip again, "I don't know what happened between you, Ness, but Jacob wouldn't do this to hurt you. He really does have your best interests at heart."

"How can you possibly know that?" I asked. They didn't know anything about our relationship, so how come they were all so certain that this was the right thing to do?

"Your his imprint." Alice said, "He physically couldn't hurt you."

"I'm sure he means well, but he's wrong. He doesn't realise how much I need him." I said, "And he's not protecting me."

"Maybe this is just something you need to work through." Alice said.

I shook my head, "He said he wouldn't change his mind. He's never going to take me back."

The tears started falling again and Alice looked pained, "I really shouldn't tell you this."

"Tell me what?" I asked, intrigued.

Alice shook her head, "I don't think it's a good idea."

"Alice." I said, wiping the years away, "Please."

"I saw something - a little while ago." Alice said, "You and Jacob...your wedding."

"Your visions change." I said, my hope falling again.

Alice shook her head, "I still see it."

"So...we'll get back together?" I asked. Alice nodded, "When? How do I convince him?"

"I don't know the whys or hows or whens." Alice said, "I just see you together in the future. I'm sorry."

"Don't be!" I said, grateful for what she had given me.

"Ness...be careful what you do with this information." Alice said, "Just because I see it now, doesn't mean it can't still change. Don't do something stupid because you think it's all set in stone."

"I won't." I said, standing up and hugging her.

Alice bit her lip again, "I don't know if I should have told you, Renesmee."

"You should have." I assured her, smiling, "You've given me hope, Alice."

I let two agonisingly slow days pass before I called Jacob.

"Can I come over?" I asked, "I want to talk and...I'm sorry about it how I acted the other day. I really do want to talk about this."

I got over to Jake's just after lunch. He leads me to the kitchen and I sit down.

"Have you eaten?" He asked. I shook my head, "I'll get-"

"I'm not hungry." I told him. He raised his eyebrows, probably noticing the darkness of my eyes which meant I needed blood, but he didn't say anything.

"I'm sorry about the other day." I said, "I was...I dunno, I wasn't ready."

"And now?" Jacob asked.

"I'm not HAPPY," I said, which made Jacob's features contort, as I knew it would, "But I'm ready to accept it and work something out."

"And what would you like to work out?" He asked, leaning on the kitchen counter with his eyebrows raised.

"I know you don't want a RELATIONSHIP." I said, "But I don't want to lose what we have - our close relationship - even if it's just in friendship."

"So...what do you suggest?" He asked.

"I still want to spend time with you." I said, "Come over here and hang out and stuff."

"Of course." He said, sounding surprised. He'd probably thought I'd try to make a deal with him to get sex again. My plan was a little more sophisticated than that.

"So...are we good?" I asked.

Jacob smiled, "Yes, Ness. I'm glad you've come round."

"Me too." I said.

"Now you really should eat." He said, "Pizza and a movie?"

"I'm not hungry." I told him again.

"Come on, Ness." He said.

"No thank you." I said in a clipped tone. I saw Jacob's jaw twitch at my defiance, but he didn't say anything.

"Just the movie then." He said tightly.

"I'll pick." I said, jumping up and flouncing into the living room. I could feel Jacob's annoyance even though I couldn't see his face. He was used to being in control, with me following his every order and asking permission for everything I did. I could tell he hated that he'd lost that, but he couldn't say anything without taking the whole relationship back.

I scanned the shelves and picked the girliest film I could find; something that I'd brought over ages ago and Jacob had refused to watch. I put it in the DVD player and left the case lying open on the floor, another of Jacob's pet hates. Then I flop down onto his seat just before he comes into the room.

He looks at me, "Shift down."

This is what he always says, and I'd usually scoot down the sofa to let him sit down and then cuddle up against him. Today, I rolled my eyes, "Sit somewhere else."

He narrowed his eyes, "I know what you're doing."

"I'm watching a movie." I said, rolling my eyes again, "Like you said."

"You're trying to piss me off because you think that will make me want to go back." He said.

"Jesus Christ, have the damn seat if you want." I said, standing up and moving, "You look into things too much."

"Renesmee." He said, grabbing my arm. I look up at him and see his Alpha wolf flash in his eyes.

"What?" I asked, batting my eyes at him innocently.

"Stop it." He said, his tone commanding. I almost obey, just out of habit, but I resist.

"I'm not doing anything." I argue, "I have no motivation to follow your every command any more, so I won't. That's natural, Jacob. You can't expect to get your own way all the time."

He dropped my arm and put distance between us. I could see that he was angry, but I knew I had to keep pushing him to get what I wanted, "Jacob, YOU chose this. You can't get mad at me."

"I think you should go home." He said quietly.

"You said we could still be friends and hang out." I argued.

"Not like this we can't." He said, "I can't be around you when you're being like this without wanted to rip your clothes off and put you over my knee."

I moved closer to him, my tone dropping so my voice was slow and sultry, "So do it."

"Ness..." He said, trying not to look at me. I waited, the air thick with tension. You could almost smell the sex between us, "Go home, Renesmee."

My hopes shatter around me, but I am determined to get him back.

"Fine." I said, turning on my heel and stalking out of the house.

"Renesmee!" He called after me, but I didn't bother turning back. He didn't want me, but I was going to change that.

When I get home I go straight upstairs to my laptop and I start to write. It's a story which I'll send to Jacob, something to remind him of all the fun times we could be having...

We lock eyes and it's like it was all a dream. Jacob isn't mad at me and I'm not mad at him. There's only one emotion passing between us in that moment; lust.

In a flash we're in his bedroom and he's pushing me down onto his bed, lying me on my back. His body presses against mine, firm and dominant, holding me in place. I'm trapped between him and his satin sheets, but there's no place I'd rather be than right here.

His hand brushes my thigh, sending shivers around my body. Jacob smirks down at me, "Need me to warm you up, Ness?"

His hand trails further up my leg, slow and teasing. He finds the hem of my silk panties and traces the outline, teasing all the more. He lifts my back up from the bed and pulls my nightie over my head, leaving me in nothing but panties.

He buried his head in my neck, kissing and licking at my sensitive flesh, whilst his hands wonder to my exposed breasts, kneading and squeezing them. I moan and arch my back, pushing my breast into him.

He's still fully clothed and I'm inpatient. I try pulling at his shirt, but he pins my hands at my sides, "Not yet, Renesmee."

I don't struggle. His commanding voice is enough to make me obey his every wish, and to turn me on all the more.

He kisses across my chest, then down my stomach, finding my panties once again. Jacob growled at the fabric which stood in the way of him claiming what was his. He tore them to shreds.

Now I'm completely bare and exposed to him; at his mercy. If it were anyone but Jacob I'd be embarrassed, but I feel safe with him. I know that my body belongs to him and there's so shake in showing it to him.

He kisses my entrance, making me shudder. I can feel his warm breath against me and it drives me insane. He kisses me again, this time on my clit. A whimper escapes my mouth at the sensation.

Then he licks the length of my opening, tasting my wetness. I am so, SO wet for him.

He licks again and I grip his hair in my hands. He looks up at me with a growl, "Are you going to keep your hands where I put them, or do I have to tie you up?"

I bite my lip as I look down at him, unsure which option I actually want. Jacob growls again, his eyes trained on the lip caught between my teeth. He takes off his tie, then rolls me over so I'm on my stomach. He pulls my arms behind my back and ties them together, all the way up from my wrists to past my elbows, binding me like an animal.

I heard him undo his zip, but I couldn't crane my head around enough to actually see him.

He rolls me over again so I'm facing him. It's uncomfortable to lie on my bound arms, but I know better than to complain. It doesn't take me long to completely forget about my discomfort.

He pushed my legs apart, spreading my feet to each corner of his bed, leaving me exposed and giving him access to whatever he was going to do next.

He was completely naked, and my eyes are fixed firmly on his huge erection. He leans over me, positioning his tip at my entrance. He plunged into me without warning and I gasped, my hips bucking towards him. He begins pumping in and out, pounding into my wet core. He begins massaging my clit and I orgasm quickly, screaming in pleasure.

He grabs the discarded shreds of my ruined panties and stuffs them into my mouth, effectively gagging me. I moan around the clothe, my voice muffled by the fabric.

"That's better." Jacob murmured.

He keeps pumping his cock into me, bringing me to orgasm over and over. I pull against my restraints, wanting to touch him, to pull him closer.

I keep screaming against my makeshift gag until he pulls it out of my mouth, "FUCK, JACOB!"

His name screamed from my mouth seems to be enough to finally make him orgasm, his cum shooting into me as I orgasm in unison with him.

We collapse into each other, sweaty and spent.

I copy the story into an email and send it to Jacob under the subject IMPORTANT.

That was stage one of the plan complete. Stage two would come tonight.


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