Thanks for the reviews, favourites & follows guys. Just some questions I needed to answer.

Dimmitri Darkson Makros: No they did not have sex, I thought I'd made that pretty clear but no they didn't, it was just kissing.

lytebrytehybrid88: He doesn't know who she is…yet

lei sun: Nahuel & Leah? I don't think that's gonna happen… at least not in this story. I'm starting a new Nessie/Jake story soon, completely canon starting from a few months where breaking dawn left off so who knows. Depends.


Chapter 11: The Inevitable

As I lay on Jacob's chest, with his arms wrapped tightly around me I knew it was time. He'd just confessed his love for me and now I knew I could not deceive him anymore. I couldn't continue this lie about who I was.

I didn't know how he was going to react and I was scared he wouldn't love me anymore but I had to have more faith in him then that didn't I?

Would he find me disgusting, repulsive?

He had been completely honest with me and I had accepted him for what he was; I only hoped he'd do the same.

I took a deep breath, seriously terrified right now. He wouldn't hurt me right?

No, I didn't believe he'd actually hurt me.

Here goes nothing.

'Jacob?' my voice was all wrong, it came out strangled and raspy. I needed to remind myself to breathe.

'Hmm?' he replied idly playing with my hair in his lap.

'I…'

'Yes?' he prompted

'I…um, tell me about the girl you loved' I couldn't do it. I chickened out. Good one Nessie.

I felt him tense a little underneath me as he looked up to meet my gaze, boring into my eyes intently.

'Why? None of that matters now, you're all that matters' he said softly bringing a hand up to caress my face.

'I know' I said gently 'but I want to know' I insisted, and although this was not the main priority in my mind right now and I was just trying to prolong the inevitable of telling him I was half vampire, it was definitely still something that had been sitting as a backburner and I did want to hear more about her.

'She was just a girl Nessie' Jacob insisted, brushing a stray curl behind my ear

'Was she pretty?'

He chuckled lightly 'hmm, nowhere near as pretty as you'

'But there must have been something about her, I mean you fell in love with her all on your own, not because of the imprint' I regretted saying that as soon as it had slipped out of my mouth and I saw the look of hurt ghost his beautiful features.

'I don't love you just because of the imprint Nessie, yes the imprint drew me to you but I wasn't in love with you right away, I fell in love with you, you're beautiful, smart, and selfless and kind, how could I not love you?' he said gravely

'I'm sorry' I said, stroking his arm tenderly 'I know, I just….what happened to her?'

'She married another…person and went off and had a daughter, I haven't heard from her in years…but that doesn't matter now Nessie, don't you see? I found you, I never knew what real love was until I found you, never knew real happiness until I found you, it's you Ness, it will always be you'

I smiled affectionately but a part of my mind was busy trying to figure something out. I had heard two stories today about lost lovers, and somehow they both seemed horribly familiar to one another. My mother had said the boy she had loved lived close, Jacob said that the girl he loved had married and had a daughter…

No, you're being ridiculous Nessie I reprimanded myself, there was absolutely no way. I would have known. I shook the horrible idea from my head and tried to forget about it.

'Sorry, forget I said anything' I said quietly, leaning forward to lightly press my lips to his again, trying to distract these newfound disturbing thoughts my mind had started to conjure up.

His lips molded themselves to mine instantly and I felt myself melt into him. I didn't think I'd ever tire of this, kissing Jacob. Everything about him was so warm and inviting, the only warm thing to me.

'Hey Son, hi Nessie' Billy coughed, clearing his throat as he came wheeling through the front door and into the living room where we were. I'd been so absorbed with Jacob I hadn't even heard him approaching.

I immediately withdrew from my position straddling Jake and scurried to sit down on the other side of him.

'Hi Billy' I spoke

'This is why I want to get my own house' I heard Jacob mutter angrily under his breath, I squeezed his hand reassuringly.

'Just came back from Charlie's' Billy continued, completely oblivious.

'Hmm' Jake grunted

'Bella's in town, wishes you her best'

'Dad! Enough! Seriously?' Jacob said angrily, getting up from the couch and pulling me rather roughly with him up the stairs.

But only two things were swirling through my mind, Billy had said he had been to Charlie's and that Bella wishes Jacob the best.

There was no other explanation, no other way to try and frame it, Billy was talking about my grandpa and my mother. Did he know my mother was a vampire? If he did, did that mean Jacob knew? How did they know eachother? How did Billy know my family? Had Billy mentioned Charlie to me? Did Charlie tell Billy about me?

I didn't realise I was already in Jacob's room before my head started feeling very heavy. It seemed as if all of my worst nightmares were unfolding right in front of my eyes and there was nothing I could do to stop it.

'Are you okay Nessie?' Jacob asked; worry grazing his features as he pulled me down onto the bed to sit with him.

'I'm fine' I choked out, my heart beat was fluttering so fast it felt like a hummingbird was trapped inside my chest fighting to get its way out of there, my throat felt like it was burning up and my breathing was coming out in irregular rhythms.

'Nessie' Jacob looked panicked as he gently pressed his palm flat in the middle of my chest, right over my heart.

'Your heartbeat' he whispered 'it shouldn't be this fast'

'I'm fine' I insisted

'No you're not; your heartbeat is going way too fast! What's wrong?' he demanded, his voice came out harsh and rough but I could detect the sheer panic underneath the surface, he was truly worried for me.

I tried my best to breathe in and out slowly, with Jacob encouraging me to take deep breaths.

'Are you going to tell me what's wrong angel?' he asked after a few moments, cupping my face softly.

'How do you know Charlie and Bella?' I asked, so quietly I couldn't even be sure that he had heard me.

He stared intently into my eyes and his face looked confused for a moment.

'How do you know them?' he asked, bewildered

'You don't answer a question with a question' I stated firmly

'You're talking about Charlie Swan right?' he asked, raising an eyebrow at me

I nodded once.

'He's my dad's best friend' he stated, as if it was obvious

'What about Bella?' I added

'Well, she's his…daughter' he continued awkwardly 'why? What do they have to do with you Renesmee?' he asked curiously

I breathed in deeply, not sure what to say.

'Nothing' I said weakly, I suddenly decided I didn't want to know anymore, if my suspicions were confirmed I would surely break into a thousand pieces, I decided I was better off in the dark.

'Come here' he said pulling me into his side, wrapping his arms around me tightly.

'You nearly gave me a heart attack, don't do that ever again' he whispered into my hair.

'Sorry' I mumbled. The warmth I was encased in was so calming and peaceful; I don't think I've ever felt so warm and content in my life. Right here, in Jacob's arms, felt like serenity, it felt like this is where I'm meant to be, it felt like home. I felt myself slowly drifting off, I hadn't slept much these past few nights and I was exhausted. As if Jacob could could sense what I was thinking and feeling, he started to run his fingers softly through my hair repeatedly, 'go to sleep Nessie' he lulled. I so badly wanted to go to sleep, here in the comfort of his arms, pushing all my worries to the side, letting everything go…but I couldn't, my mom would come looking for me soon, and so would Nahuel probably, but I was so tired, I wanted nothing more than to fall asleep in Jacob's strong and protecting, loving arms. Nobody had ever loved me like this, Nahuel claimed he liked me but he didn't love me, not like this. And I didn't love him, not like this…

~JACOB~

I could see how exhausted she was, even though she tried her hardest to fight it.

'Go to sleep Nessie' I murmured into her hair softly and much to my surprise she lay down on the bed and grabbed onto my t shirt pulling me down with her.

She curled herself into my side, still clutching onto my shirt and I resumed my position of enveloping her in my arms.

I studied her beautiful face as her eyes fluttered, her long eyelashes lazily brushing across her now closed eyes as she fell to sleep in my arms.

She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen in my life and I know I will never see anything as beautiful as her as long as I live.

I just lay watching her sleep for ages, listening to her steady breathing and the fluttering sound of her heartbeat.

Why does her heartbeat flutter? I wondered. It was the strangest heartbeat I had ever heard, it was like a bird fluttering its wings in her chest, it was almost musical. Earlier when her heart had been pounding she had almost scared me to death. I still don't know what it was that had gotten her so worked up, she hadn't told me. She'd asked me how I knew Charlie and Bella and then never elaborated and I had guessed that whatever she was thinking, she didn't want to share it. But why had she brought up Charlie and Bella? She didn't know them…did she? No surely she could not have, Bella was a vampire now. Nobody could know of Bella now.

I studied her delicate features, there was no denying it, she was unearthly beautiful and her eyes were definitely Bella's. I looked at her more closely and even I couldn't hide it anymore, she bore an uncanny resemblance to Edward Cullen. I hissed at even the thought of his name. I didn't care that he had Bella anymore, but why did I have to see his features on the face of my imprint? She had his straight nose, only hers was a little smaller, perfect heart shaped face, his colour hair, just a few shades darker. She had a slim and slight build; she wasn't particularly curvy, she was a tiny little thing, about the same height as Bella.

No Jacob my rational side chastised me, this is ridiculous, not to mention impossible. Maybe I really was going mad, nobody told me once I'd imprinted I'd be subjected to disturbing illusions.

But how could I deny what was right in front of me?

And who were her parents? Who was she staying with here in Forks? She never let me walk her home, never spoke of her family much.

Heck, I only just realised I didn't even know her last name.

I was determined to find out just exactly who Renesmee was.

When I saw that she was fully asleep I pulled the covers around her and gave her a lingering kiss on her temple before stepping quietly out of my room and going downstairs.

My dad was sitting, watching TV and reading a paper.

'What the hell do you think you were doing mentioning Bella when Nessie was here?' I asked him angrily

He glanced up at me for a moment, before turning his paper nonchalantly.

'I didn't see the big deal, I didn't say anything, I told her she wished you the best'

'I don't care what she wishes me' I snapped 'I don't care about Bella or her blood sucking leech anymore'

'Which is why I think you should amend things with her' he said solemnly 'come on son, you have Renesmee now, you don't love Bella like that anymore, she was your best friend, I think it's only right you fix things with her now' he said seriously

'It's none of your business' I stated bitterly, sitting down on the couch, changing the channel.

'She was there you know, I saw her, I saw Bella, she looks different' Billy said carelessly

'Well she would wouldn't she?' I laughed once with no humour 'she's a filthy bloodsucker'

'She's still Bella, I thought she'd be completely different but she's still the same, I just can't find it in me in to hate her. Aren't you glad now son, that things worked out the way they did? If she had chosen you, you wouldn't have Renesmee.'

He was wrong. I would have still found Renesmee one day.

Bella was a leech now and I wanted nothing more to do with her, I could care less that Billy wanted me to amend things with her. It was none of his business. Why did I need Bella in my life when I had Nessie? What was Bella compared to Nessie? Nothing.

'She brought her daughter with her you know, didn't see her there though'

I shrugged. Why was he telling me this? Didn't he see I didn't care? I didn't care about Bella and her bloodsucking family.

But I still couldn't shake that dreaded gut feeling that was in my stomach. I tried to bury it as deep as it would go but I couldn't get rid of it.

'Tell me about Bella's daughter, tell me everything she said about her' I found myself practically shouting at Billy. He looked a little taken aback but cleared his throat before speaking.

'Well Jacob, honestly she didn't say much, I can't remember the name, I'm an old man. It was strange though. She said she was seven but said she was a little 'different' honestly she didn't like talking about her very much.'

'She's adopted right?' I questioned

'I think so, I don't see how she could have had her for real, vampires can't procreate right? But there was something off, something she wasn't telling me, she looked real uncomfortable every time I mentioned her, so did Charlie, so I just dropped it'

'Did she say where she was?'

'No, said she was out with a friend'

I slumped back on the couch, my mind was spinning and my heart was thumping loudly against my chest.

I needed out, I needed air.

~RENESMEE~

It had felt like I had been sleeping for five minutes but when my eyes started to flutter open and I felt myself awakening, I realised that the room I was in was dark. I felt a little disoriented and for a brief second wondered where I was until I realised I must have fallen asleep on Jacob's bed. I searched the room frantically, he wasn't in here.

I suddenly started to panic, it was dark, which meant it was late and my mother had no idea where I was. I knew Nahuel wouldn't cover for me a second time especially being as how I had treated him earlier. I got up frantically when I realised I was still in Jacob's shirt, god I must look such a mess right now. Where the hell was he?

I practically ran down the stairs but all I met was Billy seated in the living room watching TV.

'Where's Jacob?' I asked

'Oh, hi Nessie' Billy said cheerily, 'he was a little on edge earlier, he went out'

'Where?'

'My guess is as good as yours'

'I have to go home now' I mumbled

'Wearing that?' Billy smirked, glancing up at me

I blushed, it was not what he was thinking and I didn't want him to think that of me either.

'It's not…I mean…we didn't' I stuttered awkwardly

'It's okay Nessie, I know, I think Jacob left you some clothes of Rachel's, they should be in his room'

'Thanks' I flushed, racing back up the stairs.

I found some clothes left on the end of the bed, how could I have missed them?

They were simple enough, black jeans and a white t shirt. They were a little big but they would do.

I put my shoes on and raced out of the house as fast as I could.

I'd really be in for it now; I would have to explain the truth to my mother. I so didn't want it to happen like this and I regretted being so immature and keeping secrets. Now everything was going to come spilling out horribly and there was nothing I could do about it. My mother would probably drag me back to Seattle and never let me see Jacob again, which I wouldn't be able to bear. She'd tell my dad who'd be both furious and disappointed in me. And not necessarily because of the situation, but more because of the lies I had been telling. The sneaking around, all the lying, using Nahuel to cover for me.

I ran in the direction of home, the trees were a blur to me, passing by as I whizzed through them. I was nearly home; I could just make out the house in the distance.

The mud was slippy underneath my feet and although I had grace and good balance I wasn't as graceful as a real vampire. I had many flaws and it was those flaws that caused me to trip over a twig and topple over right into the wet mud.

I felt it coat my hair and the front of my shirt and jeans.

I cursed angrily, when I felt a strong arm pull me up to my feet.

I whizzed around prepared to attack but exhaled a sigh of relief when I saw Nahuel standing there, looking extremely angry. I shook his hand off my arm and stared at him back, equally as angry.

'Were you following me?' I snapped

'It's a good job I was, you can't even run without falling over' he snarled

'I don't need you following me!'

'You're supposed to be out with me! Yet you continue to run off to that filthy werewolf's house! Look at you, I can smell him all over you, and they are not your clothes!'

'It's none of your business where I go or what I do or who I'm with' I shouted

'You really are pathetic Renesmee! I give you everything, absolutely everything and you trade me in for some disgusting dog you barely know'

'Don't talk about Jacob like that' I growled

'Oh, so he has a name does he?' he said bitterly

I stared at him, I could see the venom pooling in his eyes, I was seething. How dare he follow me and try and tell me what I could and could not do? I was not his.

'Go on, go tell Bella where you've been and who you've been with' he said, his eyes glinting evily. I'd never seen this side of Nahuel, he looked furious, he actually looked like a vampire. His brown red tinted eyes were shining dangerously at me.

I knew Nahuel didn't follow my family's diet's, but he swore only hunted the bad humans, the criminals, the murderers, the rapists occasionally. But right now, he looked evil and I wondered how somebody who had such an evil side to them could ever be capable of love, like he claimed he loved me? I wondered why my Aunt Rosalie and Aunt Alice wanted me to be with somebody like him. Did I not deserve better than a human drinker? Why? Did they really think there was nobody else out there for me, and I had to take what I could? All of this had only just dawned on me.

He couldn't love me; otherwise he wouldn't treat me like this. Jacob didn't treat me like this.

Nahuel inched closer to me, and for the first time in my life I actually felt afraid of him and flinched backwards.

'What's the matter Renesmee?' he taunted 'don't want your mother to know you've been hooking up with a wolf? You know what? You don't have to tell her, I'll do it for you honey'

I flinched at the cruel sound of his voice and at that precise moment a heavy padding of footsteps could be heard and a giant werewolf came into view. It was bigger than the one I had saw beside Jacob over a month and half ago, it was huge and it glided past me and went straight for Nahuel, snarling and growling and pinning him to the floor in seconds.

Nahuel was struggling underneath to break free.

'Get your wolf off me!' he screeched at me and I saw him trying to take a bite into its shoulder. And that's when everything clicked, how could I have not realised, this was Jacob! In his wolf form! How could I have not realised? I had never seen him in his wolf form before.

I saw Nahuel still trying to bite and instantly ran and put myself in between them.

'Jacob no! Move now, he'll bite you, he's venomous!' I screeched, I knew a bite from a vampire to a wolf could be fatal. And Jacob could not die.

'Move Jacob now! Don't, don't kill him'

But he ignored me leaning down to take a bite out of Nahuel

'No! Don't Jacob, he's my friend!'

He just nudged me gently out of the way and I toppled backwards

'ENOUGH!' A cold hard voice shouted and we all turned, trying to locate the sound of the voice.

It was my mother steadily approaching us; she grabbed me hardly and moved me behind her.

'Jacob! MOVE' she shouted, and for a moment Jacob and my mother locked eyes as Jacob slowly started to retreat from Nahuel, still growling lowly.

'Mom you need to go, now, he'll hurt you' I whispered to Bella trying to get her to move but she just stayed where she was, her eyes still locked with Jacob's.

I saw him glance at my mother and then to me and with a howl he turned his back and ran deep into the forest, out of sight.

'Jacob' I whispered taking a step toward him

'Renesmee' my mother pulled me back instantly

'What on earth is going on?' she exhaled

'I asked what the hell is going on! I want answers! My mother shouted pacing up and down the living room, running her fingers through her hair.

Nahuel was sheepishly sitting in the corner and I was backed up against the wall in the opposite corner of the house, still in my mud drenched clothes, not saying a word. Jacob knew, he knew now and I hadn't told him how I wanted to. I should of told him when I had the chance. He knew what I was now; he knew how disgusting I was. I was so hurt and angry I felt like crying. And why had he listened to my mother? Why had he listened to a vampire over me?

'And you!' she screeched pointing to Nahuel 'you tried to bite him! You could have killed him' she seethed

'Why do you care?' he snapped 'he came onto me! He fucking deserved it' Nahuel yelled, finding his confidence yet again.

'Don't you dare swear at me!' my mother yelled 'and you!' she rounded on me then, 'what the hell are you doing out there? And how the hell do you know Jacob!? Don't you know how dangerous werewolves are, what did your father tell you about them?'

I didn't say anything; I just stood silently, waiting for her to calm down.

'Answer me Renesmee'

I glanced at Nahuel and he looked over at me sympathetically, I could tell he was feeling remorseful and regretful. I knew he hated seeing me get shouted at or get into trouble, no matter how angry he may be with me.

'Well?' my mother insisted

'You won't understand' I told her truthfully and she wouldn't. She didn't know what imprinting was, she didn't know how much Jacob meant to me and vice versa, I couldn't tell her. I didn't want to tell her. She wouldn't understand.

'How do you know him?' I blurted, before she could reply.

'That doesn't matter, it's irrelevant' she snapped, brushing my question off to the side.

So she did know him? How? And obviously he knew her; he had listened to her and not me.

I stared into my mother's eyes and there was a haunting sadness hidden there as if she was waiting for me to figure out something that was blatantly obvious.

And it was.

Everything came together all at one.

But I only had question for my mother.

'What was his name?' I whispered 'the boy you loved, from the story you told me, what was his name?' I said so softly I couldn't be sure I'd even spoke the words at all.

'Jacob' she said without hesitation, staring at me straight in the eyes 'his name is Jacob Black.'

~JACOB~

I had been gone for quite for a few hours, just running, nowhere in particular. I just needed to clear my head and then I heard her voice.

The things that had my dad had told me earlier had really set me on edge. I couldn't shake the image of Bella out of my head, with hard cold skin and strange yellow eyes. I couldn't shake the thoughts of her daughter out of my head, and how the thoughts of her daughter somehow seemed to blend together horrifically with my sleeping Nessie at home.

As soon as I heard her voice I ran in the direction of it immediately. As I drew closer and closer I could make out another voice, there was a lot of shouting and snapping and snarling coming from between the both of them. It took me longer than I had thought it would to get to them, I hadn't realised how far I'd wondered off. My wolf ears allowed me to locate her voice even quicker than in human form and I set off in a steady pace toward her.

When I saw Nessie, standing there covered from head to toe in mud flinching backwards I instantly grew angry and looked for the source of her fearful eyes.

He was there standing there in front of her, I could see the red tint of his eyes, I detected a slight scent of vampire but I could hear his heart beating rapidly. What the hell was this kind of creature? Smelled and looked like a vampire but had a beating heart? I didn't care, I'd take it. I leapt forward instantly, pinning him to the ground as I watched him struggle underneath me trying to get free.

I snarled at him, this would be way too easy.

'Get your wolf off me!' he screeched at Renesmee, pleading her to come to his rescue. Like that'd happen. This one wasn't getting away. Disgusting leech.

She instantly bounded over, trying to place herself in the middle of me and Nahuel

'Jacob no! Move now, he'll bite you, he's venomous!' she shouted. I tried to ignore her and focus on the task at hand; couldn't she see he was dangerous?

Hold on.

She just told me he was venomous, how did she know? Did she know about vampires? Was my worst nightmare unfolding right in front of my eyes? I'd save that for later; right now I had a bloodsucker to kill, I had a duty to do.

'Move Jacob now! Don't, don't kill him' she pleaded but I still ignored her leaning down to try and take a bite out of his shoulder, but with all this thrashing and squealing and Renesmee being so dangerously close to me, it was much more difficult. I could not hurt her, she needed to move.

'No! Don't Jacob, he's my friend!' she begged.

Her friend? He sure didn't act like a friend

I turned around toward her, gently nudging her out of the way, but my gentle nudge turned out to be a little rougher than I thought and she toppled backwards.

This was the first time Nessie had seen me in my wolf form, I had really hoped the first time she saw me as a wolf wouldn't be when I was about to kill a vampire.

'ENOUGH!' a stern voice shouted gravely from a distance. I instantly froze turning my head towards the sound as well as I saw Renesmee do. The leech took this opportunity to try to scramble from underneath me but I pinned him down even harder pressing against him hardly. I growled loudly as I saw the figure approach.

I gasped when she came into view.

The scent of vampire hit my nose strongly and I staggered back a few inches.

There she was, in all her vampire glory, her long mahognony hair swaying in the breeze, her liquid golden eyes trained on mine.

She grabbed Nessie instantly and placed her behind her back, as if she was sheltering her, all the while her eyes still locked with mine.

Bella.

'Jacob! MOVE' she said, her voice was almost like a wind chime but right now she was pissed and I growled back.

I was too astonished to do anything but retreat from the vampire beneath me as he hurried up quickly darting away as quick as a blur.

'Mom you need to go, now, he'll hurt you' Nessie's voice whispered softly from behind Bella.

My knees nearly buckled and gave way right there and then.

Mom?

So this was Bella's daughter. Nessie was Bella's daughter. My imprint was Bella's daughter. And she was seven years old.

I glanced at Bella's face and then at Nessie's before I let out a howl full of anguish and turned my back on both of them running deeper and deeper into the forest.

My suspicions had been confirmed. The thing I had hoped and prayed would not happen all day since I had had that awful gut feeling, came true right in front of my very eyes.

And I had no idea what to do.


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