AN: Jacob-Bella...this is for you, i just put these up becuase ik your reading it
My face fell as he began to talk. Brother's…maybe I did take this all the wrong way…but he kissed me…I knew I wasn't imagining that last night. I could still feel the knots in my stomach from all that's happened within the last 24 hours.
"Oh." I manage to get out, trying to hide the disappointment as he continued on. I felt sick…not really able to deal with all of this at once…
"So, brothers?"
I looked down at his outstretched hand and hesitantly moved my hand for his. Brothers, that's what we were, what we were born to be…what we still were…forever. I sighed softly as I took his hand finally, the touch of his soft skin making me want to pull away quickly, but I resisted the urge and shook it briefly before pulling my hand away and staring back at my cereal, trying to hide the red rising to my cheeks in a blush.
"I'll go get our coats and meet you outside." I trailed off as I got up, any excuse to get out of there before my face turned even redder.
The ride there was silent, and I could swear I caught Kevin stealing glances at me while he drove. That caused me to blush a few times, turning my head towards the passenger side window. We arrived, registered, and left. We didn't say anything as we reentered the Jeep Commander, and Kevin started it up, driving off.
"I'm thinking about cutting my hair."
Wow…way to break the silence big brother. I turned to look at Kevin with wide eyes.
"What!" I choked out…his hair was beautiful…how could he cut it…"Like. What a trim?" I looked at him hopefully.
I watched as he shook his head, staring blankly ahead.
"No…like just cut pretty much all of it off, like before I turned 18 off."
"B-but…I like your hair …" I bite my lip, looking away. I felt his eyes fall on me as we pulled into the empty bowling alley parking lot…Kevin loved to bowl…and I loved to watch him bowl…he knew he was good, even though he sometimes tried to let me win.
For a minute I wondered if we were ever gunna get out of the vehicle, and then Kevin began to reach for the door handle and I panicked…
"I love you."
"I know, you told me that earlier…"
I shook my head. "No…Kevin…I mean…I'm…IN …love with you…"
OH my…baJesus with candlesticks…I just confessed my deepest secret to him…well one of them. My head fell forward and hit the top of the front console and I covered my head with my arms. No…don't cry don't cry!
I heard the door to the Jeep open and I feared the worst…he hated me.
