Laying in my bed about ten minutes later I hear a knock on the door. I open it. Kevin. I go back to my bed pulling the covers over my head. "Babe?" He pulls the covers back to see my tear filled eyes. "Not again." He wipes away my tears.
"Why did you do that?" I ask.
"I do know. I just- I can't fuckin think straight anymore. They probably thought I was drunk anyway." He kind of laughs. "I'm not drunk. I'm sorry though." I kiss him in response. "What are you doing?" He asks at my unusal way of going about it.
"I'm proving it to you."
"Heather-" The meeting of our lips prevents him from finishing.
"Fuck me."
"Excuse you?!" I hang my head as if I've done something really bad. I feel so stupid I wish you could just pull the covers back over my head and disappear.
"What do ya want me to say? I feel something inside me so I say it. And when you go away it hurt, right here." I press on the area between my breats. Kevin lays me beside him.
In a stern yet loving voice, "You must understand. Listen to me you don't want to do this rigth now."
"How do you know what I want?" I ask rather annoyed.
"Please Heather just promise me you'll listen. You don't listen to anyone else. For the life of ya listen to me for once. You don't need this."
"OK.OK Fine. But..."
"But what?"
"Well you aren't going to leave me are you?"
"Right now?"
"Ever?"
He laughs as he brings me closer. "Silly girl."
I feel embarassed at that also. "Well if you ever left I'd have nothing left."
"What about-"
I cut him off, "That awful family of mine? I think I'm adopted. I hate them. I understand but I still wish- Why does it have to be so hard?"
He touches my face. "It's never easy babe." I nestle up to him. He kisses me then I hear a knock at the door (again). I want just to tell them to go away, but I get up to answer it anyway. I open it just enough to slip through then close it behind me. It is Lita and the Hardyz.
"Hi. Sorry if we woke you. We just wanted to make sure your ok." Lita says.
"Well I'm ok. I'm fine." I inform her
"Are you sure?" Matt questions.
"Yes, I'm positive. Everything's alright. I'll see you in the morning . Goodnight." I assure them.
I go back into the room and fall down on the bed. I look over at Kevin. "Thanks for staying with me Kevy. Forever."
Think he would say no? YEAH RIGHT! But that's the magic of fiction.
