Sam didn't come back for a few days, he just took off. Didn't even take a car or anything. Never told anyone where he was going, or what he was doing. Made me so angry at myself. Why in hell did I let myself get into that situation. I should have realized why Demid was in there when I saw him. All of this was my fault.

How can I make him see? Okay Silver, no crying now. Stay strong. You're a big girl.

Oh god, that makes me think about what Sam said. Instantly I was balling my eyes out again. I wiped my tears from my face as Dean tried comforting me with some chocolate.

"Oh come on. I know you want some, what girl doesn't like chocolate?"

Everyday when he was gone, the only thing on my mind was him. Dean was helpful in that aspect, his 'sam' side was coming out more recently than before. But only when he was with me, he'd just sit there trying to comfort me. Sometimes it helped, others. Well, just made me think about Sam even more. How he used to comfort me, and such.

Sam just came back today. Just burst through the door drunk off his ass with a woman on his shoulder whispering in his ear. The stupid whore was drunk too, oh my fucking god. What a fricking douche bag!!

Dean stood up his face darkened. He knew what his brother was doing.

"YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!! HOW DARE YOU!" While I was here crying my fucking ass off. He's getting his freak on. What an ass hole.

"Now Silver. Don't do anything rash." Dean said trying to calm me down.

"DON'T DO ANYTHING RASH?! ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME? I'M HERE CRYING WHILE HE'S OUT GETTING DRUNK WITH SOME WHORE!!!" That was it, I couldn't stand it anymore. Why should I be the one to take the blame?!? It wasn't my fault. He wouldn't even forgive me!

I was already behind the girl ripping her off him screaming something along the lines, "YOUR NEVER EVER GOING TO TOUCH HIM AGAIN! UNDERSTAND ME?" When she let go of him I punched her, making her fly into the door across the hall. Sam was just standing there looking confused, like a drunken person usually is.

I grabbed her hair, yanking it back then slammed her face into the door repeatedly. It's not like I had anything against her, well other than her being on my mate. Shiani don't take to kindly to that kind of thing.

Sam was now getting what was happening and was trying to pull me off her. Not going to happen, a pissed of wolf has strength you could never dream of. Dean and Demid both had to help before I would let go of the girl. Her face was smashed in almost every place, bleeding non-stop. They put me in the room and called for an ambulance.

Stupid whore, serves her right. Sam's mine. No one else's.

Dean came in a while later, "She's fine now."

"Does it look like I care?"

"Hey, I have to say." He started looking serious then broke out into a grin, "that was pretty fucking awesome. I mean really? Slamming her face in was a nice touch. Sam deserves it, he's being so thickheaded right now I cant believe it's even him." "I'm usually the one that's like that. Not him."

That made you laugh a little. But it didn't last. Happiness always seems to elude you. Only Sam made it stay, but look what happened to that?

"Look, I'm going to be sleeping in here instead of Sam? Is that okay, since I know you don't want to see either of them. Although, it's going to be funny to see how they react to being in the same room. Ha."

I nodded and went to sleep.

DEAN'S POV

Sammy, you've messed up big time. Trying to make her jealous wasn't the best plan. He should have just sucked it up and said sorry. Oh god, I sound like a fucking fag.

I mentally slapped myself. Okay, need to toughen up these idiots before they really hurt Silver. I cant believe they cant see what they've already done to her. She cant take much more of this. I can tell, I mean I can read people really well.

When I opened the door to my previous room I saw things getting thrown all over. They were in another fight. Demid and Sam looked at me pausing before starting up again.

"Guys, GUYS! STOP RIGHT NOW!" It ceased for a few seconds.

"WHAT?!" They both shouted.

"Did you even stop and think about what affect this is having on her? Hm?" I said tapping my foot like a worried mother. Hey, what's a big brother for? "Silver's in there crying her eyes out for you Sam. She has been for the past few days you were away. Do you understand how she felt when you came back with another woman. When she was so worried and scared for you?" "Demid, you stupid imbecile, why don't you tell Sam you were the one to kiss her not Silver? It would settle all this right now? Be a man Demid." I just kept going on and on not noticing the shocked and guilty looks they were giving each other. "If you two would have even stopped thinking about yourselves maybe, just maybe, you would have noticed how depressed she's been these days. Sam I am so disappointed in you right now. If you don't get in there right now, I'll never think of you as my brother again." I got up and slammed the door stomping off to my precious Impala. She was the only thing that could calm me down now.

SAM'S POV

After what Dean said, my buzz was gone completely. Whose wouldn't? It was a lot to take in, I mean. He was speaking really fast.

"Sam, it really was my fault. Not Silver's. So blame me, okay?" Demid admitted.

My mouth dropped, so this whole time I really was just an ass hole to her. Oh god, I have to say I'm sorry now. "Are you joking? I should have known this days ago!" I walked out.

It was a few minutes before I could get the courage to actually go into her room. The nerves were brain racking. All this time I blamed her, and called her names in my head. But she still loved me, and worried over me. Wow, there was probably nothing worse I could have done.

The door creaked a little as I entered. Her back was turned to me, "Dean, can you leave? It's not a good time." She sniffed, crying a bit.

Uh! I didn't think she could make me feel any worse. Just hearing her cry makes me want to kill myself. How could I do this to her? I love her.

"It's not Dean, Silver. I-," "I'm sorry. This was all my fault. Demid told me that he kissed you." She looked at me, I could see the tears on her face from the moonlight shining through the window. Silver was so beautiful, I don't deserve her at all. I sat down next to her.

A smile broke out on her face as she kissed me. Then pulled away, "Your forgiven. Sam, don't ever do that again. I may not be so forgiving." I nodded, "I don't even think I could."

"Why didn't you trust me?"

"I don't know, I just. Well, just seeing you with him. It made me think other things. And, it made me think you were unfaithful to me. So I didn't really listen to you, because I thought it was just excuses."

"Look, if you don't trust me next time. Then this relationship is not going to work. A relationship can only happen when it's based off of trust, not sex, or anything else. Okay?"

"Okay." She kissed me again, sending shivers down my spine. Her touch or kiss always did that to me. "And Silver."

"Yeah Sammy?"

"I love you."