Chapter 11 Finding Out The Hard Way

Logan woke up at 5am with the taste of chocolate in his mouth…chocolate and something else. 'Damn I forgot to brush my teeth last night!' He turned to his left and saw Kendall in the bed across from him. He suddenly wasn't regretting forgetting to brush his teeth anymore. That other taste was Kendall. It sounded super girly, but Logan swore he could still taste Kendall.

Logan went to go bush his teeth. He looked in the mirror and glanced at his stitches. The cut was almost completely healed, but still looked like it would split open if he messed with it. He finished up and walked back into his room where Kendall was still sleeping on his side. He made soft snores that made Logan just want to kiss him some more.

A mischievous smile came onto Logan's face and he slowly approached the sleeping boy. As stealthily as he could he pounced on Kendall. "W-wha?" Kendall sat up with raised fists and Logan fell off the bed. Kendall turned to his right where Logan was sprawled face down on the floor. Kendall chuckled as Logan groaned. Logan felt a hand pat his but ass which was sticking up slightly in his awkward position. "I hate you." Kendall smirked as he picked up Logan by the waist and placed him in between his legs.

"No you don't." Kendall placed his chin on Logan's shoulder and sighed. "I'm sorry, Logie." Logan smiled. "You just called me Logie." Kendall lied back and Logan cuddled up into his side with his head on Kendall's chest. "Yeah, I did. What? I always call you that." Logan looked up at Kendall. "You didn't notice? You haven't called me that since the night on the roof." Kendall looked guilty. "I'm sorry Logie." Logan shook his head. "No. I'm sorry. I should've taken you when you asked me. But let's just drop it ok? Start off fresh?" Kendall smiled. "Sure."

"Are you ready to go the hospital. They said you can take off your stitches today." Logan got up. "Yeah, but I'm gonna go for a jog first." Kendall frowned. "Logan it's still only 5:30. The sun hasn't come up yet. I don't want you out in the dark alone." Logan scoffed. "Don't worry! I'm the fastest remember?" Kendall raised an eyebrow. "Not when it's a long run." Logan just waved the thought away. "Well you can't stop me even if you wanted too. Sooooo…BYE!" Logan ran out the door and into the early morning. Kendall ran after him, but stopped outside the apartment. "Logan is one quick bastard."

"Ahem." Kendall turned around to see one of their neighbors staring at him. He looked down in horror to see that he was only wearing a pair of blue boxers. He quickly ran inside and closed the door with a fierce blush on his cheeks.


Logan stepped out of the Palm Woods and began to stretch. "Aahhh, and now to begin." Logan started off slowly running across the street to the Palm Woods Park. As he entered the Park he noticed someone was following him. Thinking it was a fellow jogger he ignored the person. After a few seconds he looked behind him and there was the person again, slowly catching up to him. Logan could see that it was a man. About as tall as James, if not taller. Logan began to speed up. A few seconds later he turned around when a hand rested on his shoulder.

The next thing he knew, Logan was on the ground. "What the-?" The man cupped a hand over his mouth and dragged him off of the path. They were now in a little clearing. The man finally let go of Logan's mouth long enough for him to scream out. "HEEEELP!" Suddenly he felt the cold metal of a gun placed right between his eyes.

"Oh god! Not again!" Logan was slapped by the man's free hand. "Now, let's be a little more quiet. We wouldn't want anyone to interrupt us right? My name's Wade. It's nice to meet you Logan. I enjoy long walks on the beach, sex, and shooting things." Wade laughed at his own cruel joke. Logan whimpered. "H-how do you know my name? Please I have money. J-just let me go. I'll give you all my money." He couldn't believe he was going through this again.

"Oh, I don't want your money Logan. Why do you always assume it's the money I'm after?" Logan began to cry as the realization dawned upon him. "Y-you were the one at the r-restaurant, weren't you?" He looked up at the man and could see clearly for the first time that the man had blue eyes. Cold, bright, unnaturally natural blue eyes. "What d-do you want from me?"

Wade smiled maliciously. "Isn't it obvious?" He was on top of Logan now only a few inches from his terrified face. "I want you." Logan realized what he meant. 'He's going to rape me!' Something inside Logan's brain reacted without his permission. He pushed the man off of him and scrambled to get up.

"You little bitch!" The man fired his gun into Logan's right thigh. "AAAAHHHHHHHH!" His scream rang throughout the dark park. Wade grabbed him and threw Logan roughly on his back. "Just for that I'm gonna make it extra painful." He grabbed Logan's sweat pants and yanked them down roughly ignoring his bullet wound. "AH!"

Logan tried to squirm away, but it was no use. The pain was too much. He began sobbing as he saw Wade unzipping his pants. He pulled them down to his knees. Logan still couldn't believe the situation he was in. His manhood was completely exposed and there was a man about to rape him. Logan resorted to begging again. "N-NO! Please, NO!" He started thinking of Kendall. "N-not yours. It's not yours. It's Kendall's! W-Why are you doing this?"

"Because I like you. Because Adam likes you. He always did have great taste in things." Logan gaped in horror. 'What did Adam have to do with this?' Logan was snapped out of his thoughts as another extreme shot of pain from the bullet hit him. "P-please s-stop."

Wade ignored Logan's desperate pleas. "LOOK AT ME BOY! I WANNA SEE THOSE EYES! SHUT THE FUCK UP BOY! LOOK AT ME AND SHUT UP!" Logan winced at the order, but obeyed. He looked at Wade in terror. Those were the exact same order's he gave Logan at the restaurant. "You're gonna shut the fuck up and do what I say or I'm gonna fuckin blow your brain out. You understand?" Logan whimpered and nodded. "ANSWER ME!" Logan winced. "Y-yes!"

Wade flipped him over roughly. He stared at the victim in front of him. He couldn't help, but drool. Logan gasped at the sudden pain that shot through his body. It was excruciating. Even worse than the bullet. "AAAAHHHHHHHHH!" Wade slapped his head. "Shut up!" Logan quieted his sobs, but still kept whimpering. "No. Please. No. It's not y-yours. It's Kendall's. Stop stealing it from h-him." Wade began thrusting harder making Logan cry out a little more.

He hated this. He hated how humiliating this was. It was mortifying. He felt so defenseless. So guilty. So dirty. He hated Wade. He hated the pain. He hated that Wade was his first and not Kendall. It was supposed to be or Kendall. He hated that he was being stripped of his innocence with each thrust. He hated himself for how his body was reacting. 'W-hy?' He knew it was a natural reaction, but he felt ashamed.

Wade thrust in a final time, filling Logan with his fluids. He pulled away from the whimpering boy and zipped himself up. The sun was beginning to rise. The sky was a yellowish color, but all Logan could see was Kendall's hateful eyes in his head.

"IS ANYONE THERE?" Wade turned at the sound. There was someone coming. "Shit!" He fled, leaving Logan sobbing on the floor stripped of his innocence and a bullet in side of him.


A/N: AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! It wasn't Adam, Logan! I'm so sorry you had to find out this way! I really considered Kendall being Logan's first, but it just didn't fit because they were only together for a few hours. I needed this to happen before what happens next.

Sorry for the long wait. I'm still trying to improvise my costume! School dress-up tomorrow. My parents bought my lil bro an expensive costume so I wanna try and save money. I'm wearing old ripped jeans and a brown flannel. Gonna be a scarecrow.

Anyway, I'm sorry about this horribly evil chapter! :(

S'mores. :/-Sorry Logan.