Ok so my mom didn't answer her phone yesterday so I guess I will try again today.

Dialing... 6-7-8-2-7-1-7-4-2-1

Ring... Ring... Ring... Ring...

"Hello?" mom answered.

"Hey mom, how are you?" I replied.

"I am fine, baby."

"Are you sure mom?"
"Yes."
"No your not. I know you better than that. Mom, what is wrong."
"Well, I have been a little depressed lately."

(The dream therapist was righ!)

"Ok so was it anything that I did?"
"I just worry about you baby. I never thought that you would have chosen the life that you have. I have been thinking alot about the simple fact that you will live through all of you friends and family. You will have to bury all of your friends and family. I just wanted to let you know that. Oh my god, Robert. I just don't want you to go through that."

"Ok mom, I understand what you are thinking, and I understand where you are coming from as well. I just wanted you to understand that this is the life that I have chosen, and I want you to be happy for me. I love you no matter what you may think of me, and I will always be there for you."
"Thank you baby, as I will always stand by you, and stick up for you through any kinds of trouble. I am your mother, and I will always love you."

"I kinda knew that mom. However I was just making sure that you were okay. I do worry about you, you know that right?"
"Of course I know that you worry. I also know that I love you and no matter what you have decided to do in your life you will always be my son. I love you Robert."
"I love you too mom."
"I guess I will talk to you later then."

"Ok, mom I will talk to you later. Love you mom and take care."
"Will do, bye."
"Bye"

Ok the call went well and now maybe I won't have this bad dream anymore. I really hope that nothing bad happens to my mother as well. Considering that I am not mentally ready to bury her just yet.