Gone

Days had passed with an ongoing routine

Destroying, saving, searching.
Finding nothing.

I always caught myself trembling
once the sun went down.

But for some unexplainable reason,
I was always alone.

The bed next to me remained empty
until I woke up.

It began with "I'm going out."
To...no reason at all.

The first night
I was scared
when he didn't come back.

The second night
I was lonely
and I felt deserted.

The third night
I was crying
hoping he'd come back.

The fourth night
I was searching
everywhere and anywhere.

Walking down the dark hallways of the hotel,
I stumbled upon a stairway.

Where will I be led?

"Lavi?" I called out.

I made my way through he darkness, not caring where it led,
as long as it took me to the one I love, I'd be fine.

At last, the stairway came to an end.
A door stood bravely in my way.

Reaching out, I pushed open this wall,
crashing myself into a cool night.

The face I saw was all too familiar.
An emerald eye pierced through my being.

"Lavi."

"Allen."

The surprise reflected off his eye perfectly.
I loved the way it looked on him.

"How did you know I was up here?"

No response.

"I thought you'd be asleep by now, Allen..."

No response.

"Are you okay? Did you need me for something?"

What I need is you.

All of you.

With me.

Forever.

"What are you doing on the roof?" I asked.

He grinned sheepishly
and looked toward the cloudy night sky.

"Stargazing."

Funny.
There were no stars
They were covered up
By the clouds.

"I like it up here..."

He sounded so lost
in his own thoughts.

So hypnotized by
a force, unknown.

"Allen. C'mere."

Like a dog obedient to its master,
I obeyed Lavi's command.

I don't regret doing so
in the least.

Because...

His arms draped loosely around my waist
And I was pulled close.

My mind was screaming

Kiss me

Kiss me

Please

I want you

Take me

I love you

Love me

Please

Make me yours

Once again.

Kill me.

This hurts so badly.

I apologize for the wait, And I also apologize for the oddness of this chapter. I know a lot of people are wondering why Allen is so needy for Lavi even though Allen's a rape victim... Well, it's hard to explain so it will be explained eventually.

I consider this chapter to be kind of like a filler. There are two chapters I want to add so badly, it's not even funny. But unfortunately I can't do it too quickly or it will seem rushed. I need to add a lot of drama/angst and what not. So there will be about twenty chapters. After this story is complete, I will begin a Yullen/Laven story that will not be in poetry form.

Squadela! I'm off!

Review...or else.