Note: Sorry this is updated so late in the day, I had writers block! Tomorrow I'm going to be putting up a lot of chapters so hopefully I get hit with some inspiration!
Germany's pov
To many emotion's were going round my head as Italy was screaming all his feeling's at me. I felt rage, devastation, curiosity, stupidity and excitement I could list more. With all these things going round my head I didn't really realise what was going on around me, I just stood there dumbfounded. Suddenly Italy stood up and was heading towards the exit. Before I knew what I was doing I had grabbed his shoulders and thrust him against the wall. I was looking deep into his amber eyes and felt a overwhelming desire and lust for him. I lent in and pressed my lips to his. I felt as if I was melting into him, I haven't had a feeling like this before. I needed more so I tried slipping my tongue into Italy's mouth but as I did so Italy broke off the kiss. His hand's flew up to his mouth and he looked at me in complete shock.
"you-you…..just kissed me" He said hide eyed
I felt like dying right there on the spot, I haven't been this embarrassed in my life. I felt my face heat up.
"I'm sorr-" I couldn't even the sentence I just needed to get out of there now.
That night I lay awake, I couldn't get that moment out my head. I felt awful I had cheated on my girlfriend and scared off my best friend. I had to decide on who I wanted I can't go on like this anymore. Clara is beautiful, funny, smart, a good cook and just generally amazing. Italy is annoying, needy, cowardly and relied on me for everything but he's Italy I can't put my finger on it but there is something about him that just makes me melt. The thing it really came down to was what's best for me as a nation. My country is the most important thing and being with Clara was the best thing for that.
Italy's pov
I didn't know what to think or do. The person I'm madly in love with has just kiss me and all I can do is stand in shock. After Germany ran out I just continued standing there in shock. I couldn't think straight, my head was all over the place but one thing kept popping into my head what's next? If Germany really does like me and dumps Clara then I would get everything I have dreamed of. On the other hand if it was a mistake then my friendship with him will be ruined. I hate loving Germany it's so painful and hard but for that kiss it was worth some of that pain, as I thought of it I ran my fingers over my lips. I kept going over and over the kiss in my head until I fell asleep.
I woke up really early the next morning. I was still in my clothes so I decided to freshen up. I walked down the corridor to the bathroom but on the way I caught sight of Germany.
"Italy, we need to talk." Germany said looking at the floor
I knew exactly what was going to happen all my hopes had been shattered.
"YOU LED ME ON! I POURED MY HEART OUT TO YOU AND THEN YOU KISSED ME! WHAT THE HELL?!" I screamed as tears poured down my face.
"It's not like that, I just got caught up in the moment." he replied
"YOU KNOW WHAT GERMANY, I'M DONE." I turned round and stormed off back to my room.
"What is that supposed to mean" Germany said as he followed me.
"I'M LEAVING AND I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"
I hadn't unpacked much last night so I just had to gather some clothes together then collect my bags for the wardrobe. I had no idea where I was going to live but enough was enough. I couldn't put up with these feelings and temptations here anymore.
"Italy, please it doesn't have to be like this. You are my best friend, please don't leave me." Germany pleaded as he started to tear up.
Him showing that emotion made me want to reconsider just to please him but I knew he didn't deserve me to please him and I was doing this for me.
"NO! I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN, HAVE A GOOD LIFE GERMANY.!" I shouted as I headed down the stairs and out the door slamming it behind me.
