Pain of a Lifetime

Disclaimer: I don't own Ouran High School Host Club. I only own the story line and the ideas.

Author's note: The reason I wrote this story was because at the time I wrote it was nearing exam week and when I started this story, I decided that this could be something new to me and a new way to relieve my stress. I've enjoyed writing stories all my life but this story has kind of a non-fiction and non-anime twist to it. Well if you know me you'll understand why I actually said that, but if you don't just treat it as though it's just another fan fiction. O and comments and flaming is welcomed. ;)

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Chapter 11: I'm Scared To Do It

The twins drove the limo as quickly as they could to Haruhi's apartment and called Haruhi. As Haruhi arrived at the ground floor of her apartment building, she told the twins to leave them to their own peace for a week. The twins gave her an understanding look and told her they'll help her bring Tamaki up to her apartment as he's rather heavy. Hikaru took hold of Tamaki's suitcase and dragged it into the elevator. Behind him followed an obedient Haruhi holding onto her long trailing dress. When the lift reached the floor Haruhi's apartment is on, the twins let her out so she could open the door for them. Haruhi instructed Kaoru to lay the sleeping Tamaki in her bed room and Hikaru to leave his suitcase by her wardrobe. She then went to the kitchen to prepare some tea and cake for her guest knowing that they would most likely raid her wardrobe to see how her fashion sense has developed. Though she never admit this to anyone, most of her wardrobe consist of the unique Hitachiin designs the twins made especially for her.

"Hikaru, Kaoru, are you guys so interested in my fashion sense? It'll be funny to think there isn't any piece of clothing out of there that you didn't design for me."

"Hikaru did you hear that? I am surprised that we play such an important factor in her life."

"Okay my week of peace starts now so do you guys mind?"

"Haruhi, you are still no different from who you are."

"Thank you I should call in and tell Mia I won't be at work for a week."

"Are you seriously planing to spend the whole week with him?"

Haruhi nodded her head and told the twins to leave. She then picked up her phone and dialed the number for her office. She told Mia that she would not be at work for the week due to the factor that she had a guest. She then went into her bed room surprised to find that the twins have laid Tamaki in the middle of the bed. She had some difficulty trying to move him to the left side of the big bed so she could pull the covers over him to keep him warm. After a few minutes of trying, she gave up and looked at the perfect prince in front of her. Unable to get the covers over him, she laid down on top of him to keep him warm. Unknown to her, Tamaki was watching her every move. Since he didn't want to spoil the moment when she laid her head comfortably into his chest, he did not say a word and moved his hands to hug her. Haruhi jumped in surprise but was held tight by Tamaki.

She relaxed in his embrace like she did a long long time ago back at his graduation party. She missed his touch, his voice, his gentleness, and a lot more to list. In her mind, she missed everything about him.

"Haruhi, or is it Mika now?"

"Tamaki, it's still Haruhi. I changed it back a few days ago for you."

"You are still as cute as I remember you by. I'm sorry I took so long to find you. I looked for Haruhi but I never knew you would change your name to Mika."

"Thats okay. I don't mind. I missed you a lot Tamaki."

"I suppose you already heard me say this before at my graduation party but I want you to hear it again and for the rest of you life. I love you and I really mean it."

"I know you meant it that night. You hoped that that memory would make it's way into my head and would stay there forever. It has frankly. Every time some guy asks me out, I can't just help but compare them to you. You still are the one I love and will be forever."

"Really? You refused to date anyone but me?!"

"Frankly speaking, I only want to date you Tamaki. You remember your confession don't you? I remember that night I gave you the honor of taking your first dance, the drop dead gorgeous girl in the party dress that looked more like a summer wedding dress holding on to the red rose dancing with you for the rest of the night."

"I can't remember that night very well. Maybe it's just because of my short term memory. Do your best to remind me."

Haruhi stopped to think for a second. Tamaki knew that she was up to something when she smiled fondly at him. He closed his eyes and wondered what she would do to help him remember. Haruhi hoisted herself so that she was looking at his perfect face. She then gently lay down and gave him a sweet peck on the lips.

"Remember better now?"

"Not really. That kind of helped. I forgot to say this earlier but the dress you are wearing is gorgeous. I take it as another one of Hikaru's designs?"

"Not really it's his mother's design. I like it a lot. It makes me look like a..."

"An angel. Thats what it makes you look like my princess."

"Tamaki, you just never change."

"Since when do I ever? It's only for you I never change. Other than that all the other girls are history. You are the one and only one in my heart and..."

"Tamaki, I'll be back in a second. I need to get something out of the way."

"Okay."

Haruhi walked into her guest room and dug out the very dress she wore to Tamaki's graduation party. She put it on gently and sat in the comfort of the sofa of that room. She shook and shook unsure of what to do and how to face Tamaki again. She just knew that she couldn't do it anymore though she completely loves him. Completely unaware to her, Tamaki was extremely worried about her and wanted her to play the big role in his life. He wondered of the outcome of this plan he had if he played it easy and went slowly.

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I guess you can never find too little time to update hmm? Or maybe it is just that I love to write. Anyhows I am an extremely bored person with nothing better to do than to write, read and study so I suppose you'll have to read my stories for a little longer time.